I Bleached,Dyed And Relaxed My Natural Hair And This Happened. A Complete Disaster. Don'T Try T

Foreign, how are you guys doing if it's your first time here, you're welcome if you are a returning subscriber you're welcome as well. My name is Phoebe Wills, welcome to my channel and don't forget to subscribe if you're not subscribed hit the like button as well. So my videos can be recommended to other people. I know my look is kind of different yeah. I know that I know that yeah, that's because I cut my hair. As you can see, I will look hot. Today'S video is actually um like a story. Time kind of video I'm just gon na, let you guys know why I cut my hair, but before we get into that comment down below what you think about my new look, are you digging it? Are you indifferent? Does this suit me? Do I look different uh? If you like me being on low cut or you like, the other hairstyles I've been carrying, I'm gon na be narrating to you, guys how I ended up cutting my hair because it actually wasn't my intention to cut my hair. But something happened along the way and I decided to cut the hair. I was on natural hair for the longest time I'm going to try and put in pictures as I'm explaining to you guys what happened. Yeah I've been on natural hair for the longest time. I think, for probably four years now, I've been on natural hair, even though I don't usually like take my natural hair out. I mostly wear wigs or like I do ponytails and all that I think almost the whole of last year I was on ponytail with my natural hair and it looked really nice. I have one of the softest natural hair. If I do say so myself. I have like one of the most unproblematic natural hair at the ending of last year. I was just trying to explore with my with my natural hair, I decided to bleach my hair and color it. So that's where the whole issue started. I did everything myself at home. I bought like a bleach. I bleached the hair myself I'll, put up a picture on how it looked after I bleached it. So I bleached the hair and I really like the way it came out. It came out not um, really blonde, but it came out more like ginger, which I really like. I enjoyed that hair. I actually rocked the hair for a bit, I think, maybe for a month or two I made cornrows with it and it was so nice. I carried it like an afro and it was really nice as well, so I wrapped it for a bit and the goal initially was to bleach the head and dye it to Brown. There'S this brown. I think they call it um it's in between brown and burgundy yeah, so that was the idea I wanted to get that color done. So after a while, I decided to dye the hair, because that was the initial goal I wanted to just bleach the hair. Then dye it to the brown I wanted it to look like I went ahead. I bought the the dye and I came back home because I usually do almost everything that has to do with my hair myself uh. I braid my hair myself. I make cornrows myself if it's a wig, I install wigs by myself, so I was like oh, I can as well as bleach or dye my hair by myself as well, because I remember in 2019 or 2018 I actually bleached my hair as well, and I dyed It but a friend of mine helped me do it that time. I said: okay, what's the big deal, nobody is around, I can actually do it myself as well. So I went ahead to dye the hair myself. I dyed the hair. It came out nice, not exactly the color I wanted, but it came out really. Okay, for, like me, dyeing my hair myself, even though the color didn't come out the way I wanted it because I wanted brown, but it came out more like burgundy, but I was cool with it carried that hair for a bit as well. I didn't really like it because it was not the color I wanted, but it was okay. I will insert a picture of how it looks as well. I carried that hair for a period of time. Then early December, I don't know what got into me. I decided that, oh I'm not feeling this hair anymore, I decided to relax my hair. I was like, maybe if I relax it, I will like it more, and that was where everything just went down the drain, when I say, went down truly and I had this relaxer I bought like for the longest time, maybe in maybe in August, when I went To the African store, I saw the relaxer I was like. Oh, let me just get it because I was planning to relax my hair in any case, but not that I was planning to relax my hair, bleached or dyed. Initially, I was supposed to relax the hair, but then again I was like. Oh, let me just leave my natural hair and just keep the relaxer maybe to come in handy when I talk about relaxing the hair after I I had bleached and dyed my hair from the period of time. I bleached it to the period of time. I am about to relax, it is there about maybe two months or three months thereabouts. So I said, oh in any case, it's cool. I think I can like relax it. Now I decided to relax the hair. I applied the relaxer. I sat down watching something waiting for it to like be all relaxed. Then I will go wash it off then, when I went to wash it off just as I told you everything went down, the drain is literally what happened. I'M going to show you guys how my hair came out after I relaxed it. You can't believe it as I was washing that hair literally my hair was falling off. It was falling off as I was washing it and I didn't know what I was going to do. I didn't know if I should cry I didn't know. If I should, I should do what I was confused at that moment, but I was literally seeing my hair falling off as I was washing it, but when I was done washing it off, I dried it and everything. I realized, like the whole middle of the hair. Everything was gone, the side was gone, the back was still full the front a little bit here. There was still hair, but like this middle and the side, everything was gone. I don't know right now, I'm laughing about it, because I don't care anymore, because I've cut the hair regardless. So right now I'm laughing about it. But that day, when I saw my hair falling off and after I finished uh washing it - and I saw how ridiculous the hair looked, I was like nah this. Is it I'm just going to cut this hair, but then again I gave it a second thought, because after the hair dried, if I pack it up in a ponytail, it doesn't show that, like there's nothing in the middle, so I was like. Oh, I can as well as just rock it this way. Probably the middle is gon na grow and meet up with the rest, or maybe the diet, relaxed part will go off and the rest will grow up together. That was what I was thinking, but then again I carried the hair, I think for like maybe two weeks or so, and I was like nah. This is not giving it's not giving at all. So I decided to just cut my hair. I was too reluctant about cutting the hair every day, I'll be like oh I'll cut my head today and I'll end up not going to cut the hair, but then again I don't know what happened one morning I just woke up. I think it was on a Monday morning. I woke up and I just look at my face in the mirror. I look at the way the hair is. The hair is breaking because of the chemical, from the bleach, from the dye and from the relaxer, and I was like nah every day when I keep brushing this hair, it's gon na keep falling off, because that was what was happening. I'M like I'm done with this. Like I'm done with it, it was good while it lasted it's time for me to start afresh so yeah. That'S the reason why I cut my hair that Monday morning, I just went to a salon, a Ukrainian salon, and I told them like please just help me cut off this hair, like I'm ready to start afresh, just cut this hair off. Let me just know everything is done and yeah that's how I ended up cutting my hair, and this is my new look now honestly, I don't know if the fault is from the relaxer or maybe the fact that I put too many chemicals on my hair, but I will put like the relaxer I used, so you guys can see it and maybe avoid it. I don't know if it will be good for your own hair good. I don't know I don't know if it's my own hair or maybe the fact that I put too many chemicals on my hair. That was why it was that bad or the fact that I kept the relaxer for a long time, because I think I kept it for maybe like 20-25 minutes, and I think it's too much for a hair that has a lot of chemical already, because after the Whole thing I did some research and I realized that bleach dye and relaxer. They don't really work together. So maybe I left it for too long or maybe it's just my hair. That is weak. I don't know. Ah, that's why I cut my hair, and this is my new look Tommy guys. What do you think about the hair? Do you like it? Do you not like it? Are you indifferent about it? Does it suit me? Let me know in comment section and don't forget to like share and subscribe. Please, like my videos, please subscribe to my YouTube channel. If you haven't and thank you so much, I will see you guys in my next video bye,