My Coming Out Story + Advice + Bobbi Boss Wig Review | Lgtbq | Thenanishow

I just got to be honest with my youtubers. I just got to be honest with my supporters harry. Would it be me if i wanted me, because i just got to be honest with everybody, so in today's video i got a little something to tell y'all thanksgiving, as y'all can see it's giving that pink plush. Look you know summer is real simple. Anything pink will work. I want to make this any concert is good content, even if the camera is got to catch it. Okay, okay, okay! I just love this color like oh, my god, it's so pretty any dad! That'S why you got ta charge your appliances before you use them. Um yeah, there's marshmallow, it's a eye pencil! Oh my gosh! I use it for my lips. I don't care whatever i'm right here, moving around so much, but basically the first thing that i do when i put on this lip gloss. Basically, the simple lip gloss looks is all you need is clear, gloss and something pink like the pink painting like this. I can't find my clear gloss: it's probably somewhere in my purse, sticky, because it's hot outside and um, the glossy you know getting hot and melting in the price, shoot y'all the girls. I get to get it okay, my cocoa butter right here. So i'm put this on like this: that's the moisturizer lips and give it that cocoa butter feel okay yeah, my um l.a colors marshmallow. This is an eye pencil. I really got something to tell y'all like i just hope. Y'All feel the same about me after i tell you all this that i've been holding in for so long um like i just got ta be honest with my youtubers. I just got ta be honest with my supporters. I'M saying i wouldn't be me. If i want me, okay, so hi youtubers, it's your girl, 90! It'S the 90s show you're a new subscriber, hey mama table how you doing make sure you hit the subscribe button and turn that bell. I'M glad you came to this channel subscribe to me because baby you gon na love it you're gon na love it over here, okay, perry, pooh come on. Let'S get this video stopped. Let'S get it popping stopping and dropping okay. First, baby check out this wig do y'all feel me: it's giving door on the outside very colorful pride month on the up top part. Okay, but this wig is synthetic. It'S synthetic baby, lace, part premium, synthetic lace, part wig and the color rt rt neon 1b, and they have them in different colors right here, um i just flipped it right on girl, y'all know i'll, be having my um, my gel braids and you know the cornrows To the back get out the way baby, the best thing you could do when it's hot outside girl get that hair brady and get a couple weeks, slap them on monday, through sunday and sunday through monday, baby, okay, ain't, nobody got time to be um trying to Start a real hair all the time, so this wig is synthetic um. It has a realistic part. That'S right here at the top i ain't plucked. I didn't really have to because i felt like you know these bangs pretty much. You know gave everything that i need to be given so yeah. I just literally slipped it on how to do a couple like fixes in the front with scissors. You know because, like it was coming down this one, but that's that's normal. You know you got to do a little customization when you get synthetic wig. I can see. I love this so much like this perfect pride month, wig wig. It will be in the description below linked, so you can click on and buy it. I got this on sale for i think like 30 dollars. I don't know, i just be catching wig deals. I don't know what it is customizations that i used to do like. I still do them, but girl. I just always been in love with synthetic like i've. Always been in love with, like synthetic um, synthetic wigs yeah, i got a tan but hot outside lately, so yeah your girl got hot and she got a little tan. Going on with her, i feel like hawaiian punch is only good when it's cold, it's not cold. What are you doing, especially the real hawaiian punch if you're drinking hot hawaiian punches you basically drinking a cardboard box, you're drinking a cardboard box? What is you doing? This is hawaiian punch, orange, no alcohol, no moscato added. None of that next is sunny d. That'S some dry juice. I don't even know why y'all ever do that to yourself check out the fit got this from charlotte russe, i'm gon na post a picture on the side. Y'All know y'all, probably seen it on my instagram, because i posted it. Okay, baby. I posted it. Okay, i posted it on g and y'all sitting on the thumbnail, okay, okay, baby. What'S the things like and then they come up like this y'all know what i'm talking about the fan. That was a great description. I know y'all probably thought y'all know what i was talking about. Y'All know i've been going through, i would say a phase throughout my 23 years of living and i'm going to be 24 next month, trying to figure out myself as a woman and who i am and who i'm going to be and becoming. I had to really dig down deeper to what i desired and what i wanted in life and not just living it to live it. Everyone has a purpose, and everyone needs to know what they want in order to get that purpose. I feel like the first steps that you have to take when figuring it out. Is you have to know yourself so basically, what i'm trying to tell you guys is i like women, i love them actually, it's something that i feel like i've been trying to bury forever and i keep coming back to the same conclusion years of me dealing with Guides and stuff like that, it never would work out. I'M like i didn't try or i'm not dating the right person. I'Ve been through a lot of good guys. Treating me great, you know what i'm saying not saying that one is better than the other, but when i tell you the greatest goes on great and great and great and great, i tried to realize the pattern of what i, with myself and figuring out, why this Is a record for me like what is it? Is it wrong men, don't give me what i want they don't! Well, i try to to try out this guy and this guy and this guy. I just come back to the same conclusion that they're never going to fulfill. My 100 needs that i want. This is a great time to post this video because it is private and i guess i just came out. I don't think anyone really knows um. I never really tell my family if you are watching this, i like women, i love them. I think they're very beautiful, i think they're very powerful. I love the loving nature that they have. I love the grind. I love how y'all switch up the wigs switch up. The clothes just so different when it comes to my woman. You know what you know. You know, you know, you know what i'm saying body language, my energy. The way i feel the way i feel like nervous and i get tingled up when i get around someone that i feel like i like - that's what i feel like i've been hiding for the longest and it's not. This is not nothing that i found out or decided to just go because guys, weren't working for all my girls. I'Ve been knew since i was a little girl, not a secret. It'S not a secret, and it's so funny because it's like your mom tried to hide. You away from boys stay away from boys, like i tried them out yeah my mom tried yeah papa. I tried, but it's really not work for me. Um i aspire to be one. I know how to treat one physically mentally and emotionally it's in this video and you can be like: oh no you're, so pretty. Why do you wan na you you're just going through a page and you're gon na i'm going through a face? My whole life? I don't think it's a face. I'M telling you that now bro, okay, baby, i'm saying that i'm fully gay, i'm actually like bisexual, but i'm more into girls than i am to guys. My last so-called relationship that i was in was with a guy and i cheated on him with a girl. So you tell me the mouth. You show me the key, because i feel like i already unlocked it. I know you know what i want and i can't keep going through life settling for stuff that i don't like trying to figure out. Who really wants me and dissonant, and that's fine, there's probably months for me me, but will they treat me right now? Would they know how to respect me? No would they give me that comfortability to be myself and let me figure out what i want to do and not judge me in a way of it? No man, they really aspire to have power and control, and i feel like that's something that never worked with me when i did it man, i say young boys, because whenever i dated a man - and i was having my slip ups, he would have been left already. Little boys will stay because they're comfortable in a comfortable, convenient place. You know what i'm saying. I don't want nobody to be comfortable and convenient with me if they don't like me for real, don't settle with me, because i look good because that's not enough looks i don't know you know what i'm saying and that's why i say um dating me and dropping Them with people like, oh, you shouldn't, have left that person um baby. If i'm not happy, i'm not staying, i'm not settling okay, that's just what nani will never do not even never ever settle and i aspire you all to never settle as well um. You got one life figure out what you want figure it out tonight, figure it out tomorrow, figure it out next month, but figure it out. We got one life. I want everybody to be happy like well, there's with a girl, a boy, a fish, a dog, a cat, a shark. It only matters. You got to be happy for you, because the end of the day people are gon na judge you, whether you're doing good or bad what you're doing good or bad they're gon na judge you. It does not matter what you do. They don't judge what you wear. They don't judge what you eat. Social media is a cruel place. You know what i'm saying like literally the way that men disrespect women after the fault of them, not achieving the main goal of being with them forever. It'S so cruel, like i hate it like any guy that i would talk to without treating him great help them out in numerous ways that any female wouldn't, and i ended it because i wasn't happy i always i always would get put in the victim role of Being the bad guy and i'm tired of it, you know what i'm saying like i'm putting my heart on the line for a person. That'S not gon na appreciate me in any way, so why am i doing it? You know i never understand that, and i'm not gon na understand it anymore, because i have the answers. I'M not gon na keep sitting around here, trying to figure out what it is, what it ain't. I know what i like and what i don't like, i'm not with it, and that's just as simple as that. You know i really want people to open the doors of figuring out what they want to be, who they want to be, what they're passionate about what skills that they have. That can make a millions that can make them rich. You know what i'm saying do what makes you happy slowly, but surely i've been figuring out what i want to do in my life figuring out people that are real around me figuring out people that are fake figuring out the people that are hating on me that Have been just loyal to me and honestly baby, it feels good. It feels great you're really opening up that door to who you really are and you're not stopping it for nobody, and i feel like that's what i'm really doing, i'm being that woman that the lord, the younger me, the girl, didn't know where to go, didn't know Who to me didn't know who to go to i'm her, i'm her and i'm not stopping right now, it's people many years to really accept who they are and honestly can't keep. We can't keep wasting time baby because we ain't got it. We do not get it baby. Okay, i feel, like i just released a bird off my shoulders, like i'm so happy that i just let that out, because i've been like holding in for the longest i've been feeling caged in. You have to be true to yourself. Always always and forever what they say. Let the truth set you free and i feel so free just expressing that to you guys. I feel like this is a perfect way to let it out people watch you more than anything. People will watch you before it takes. You back people will watch you before calling you before answering the phone. They will watch you on social media platforms, so give them something to watch. Babies give them something to watch mama. Okay. This is my truth and if you still this far in this video drop, a heart drop your favorite color heart in the description below, and let me know something about you. Let me know something that you were, i would say, afraid of letting out or afraid that you will get judged or treated differently drop in the comics and we'll talk boo, because i don't want anyone to feel uncomfortable with their self. I want everybody to feel so much love and appreciation for themselves because it starts with you, okay, baby, it starts with you, then all that just comes with the heart is so magnetic. Do you understand how how powerful the heart is? It'S very magnetic? So i want you guys to drop a comment in the comments below yeah right down there. If you hit the subscribe button, go ahead. Do that right now so and give this video a thumbs up, because you know you give this video a thumbs up. It tells youtube this is a good video and we're gon na keep sharing it to more people and that's what we're trying to do boo. We need to get to that thousand okay, good skirt, let's get skirt scary skirt, okay, but yes, besides that any score stories you want to drop in the description below any reflections or expressions that you want to drop in the description below go ahead and drop them. I'M here for you, girl, i'm here for you boy, if you're a girl watching this, i love you mamas. If you're a boy watching this, i love you too, don't ever in your life, feel like you're, not accepted you're, not a judge, because i love you, your girl nanny loves you. This is the nani show. Okay, i'm here, for you guys, don't ever feel like you're going to be left out as a person, because you aren't you're loved you're, appreciated and you're worthy of everything that you want in life and you're able to make it happen. Okay, don't ever in your life feel like you're, not enough, you are enough. Okay, it's your girl, nani! It'S a nani show i'll see you guys in my next video hope. You guys, like this video hit the subscribe button, give this video a thumbs up and make sure you drop a heart and a comment in the description below i'll see you guys next time you