A Day In My Life || Story Time, Nails, Cutting My Hair, Shopping, & Mukbang

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Hey y'all, it's like oh it's bright outside now, but it was dark as [ __ ] a few minutes ago. Um, it's almost eight in the morning. Look like [ __ ]. I know I just woke up, but I'm doing a um, um wake and bake. Then I'm gon na get ready and I'm gon na be productive. Today, um, I have to do nails tonight at seven. I don't know why I have late times on there, but I'm doing somebody's nails at seven and they're getting acrylic toe, so I'm gon na be in that [ __ ] forever, not forever. But yes, I'm sitting on toilet, I'm not really on it, though those are my earrings if you're wondering but um. I forgot what I was gon na say. Oh, I didn't finish vlogging yesterday, um whatever y'all didn't see. I think I just like cleaned up um. Then I went to my mom's house for a little bit and then I came back here. The way I didn't know it was it. I kind of forgot that I was vlogging um, but yeah um today, I'm gon na be trying to be kind of productive um. Hold on, I have a pimple right here. I want to be productive today. So that's why I'm up [ __ ] early um, the all week, I've been sleeping till like 11 12 in the afternoon, sometimes later um, honestly y'all. All week. I'Ve really been depressed. I'Ve been in [, __, ] bed all week um. I wasn't going to tell nobody this, but like I'm gon na just tell y'all [ __ ] it I was so depressed. I'M like I just need to get away like. I need a break. I need to like refresh restart like like which I feel like. I definitely did need and I feel, like I still haven't, got the refresh or restart that I wanted, because I didn't do what I wanted to do so pretty much. I thought that's what I did. Y'All Sprint: for the past few weeks, I've been wanting to get away for the past like two months. Actually, I've been wanting to like go. Do a solo trip, go, do something by myself like just go, leave a little far away by myself. Just so I could have time to be by myself and forgot what I want to do like I'm about to be 21 and I've been kind of like I feel, like my mind, has been lost and I don't really know who I am, and I don't know What I want to do in my life - and I I just haven't - been questioning myself a lot and I just needed some time to get away from like, and I needed a change of scenery to get away and think about what I wanted like that. I want to keep staying in this relationship. Do I want to keep like working at this job that I just got that's five minutes away from my boyfriend's house when I don't even want to live in his house for real, like like it's just. I was questioning myself a lot, and so I decided to take um a solo trip to Savannah [ __ ]. Let me tell y'all I left at like three o'clock in the afternoon, which was too late. I was, I was procrastinating, which is why I left too late. So by the time I got there, it was [ __, ], dark. It was dark as [ __ ] um. I only live like three hours and 30 minutes away, but [ __ ]. I had to stop and I was driving slow because, like I'd be, I can't really see that good, even with glasses. Like sometimes, I can't see that good those hella road work everywhere, so I got their like latest [, __ ] like and now since it's like getting fall winter time, the sun set so [ __ ] early. So when I got there, it was latest [, __ ]. It wasn't late as [ __ ]. It was only like eight o'clock, eight or nine o'clock, but it was no. It was like eight. It was like eight o'clock. No, I got there like seven something I got there selling something, but it was still dark. As [ __ ], and by the time I got to my hotel, it was dark as [ __ ]. Oh, I had booked my hotel literally like 12, like at 12 p.m, and I was supposed to leave like right then and there, but I ended up procrastinating. Louis, was calling me on the phone begging me. I could go for like hours and so that's what made me be late, but anyway, so [, __ ], tell me why I get all the way there and Lewis calls being upset like. Can you just please come home like he had been telling me like the whole way me driving there the whole day before I left he was like. No, please don't go, don't go, don't go but I felt like I really needed to and he called me upset because, oh he told me not to talk about him on here but anyways. He called me upset telling me like you need to go home because I don't feel safe like and I'm like bro I'm already like three hours away, um like I'm, not gon na come back now I made it all the way to Savannah and where I made It to Savannah, like I made it to the very front of us again, I didn't even get to see the beach, but I know I was only like 20 minutes from the beach that I wanted to [ __ ] see is so bad literally y'all. I had so many plans for myself. I told myself. Oh I'm gon na go for the walk on the beach go to the art museum. I'M gon na [ __ ] go get a massage like I had so many [ __ ] plans in my Village and I didn't [ __ ] go literally. I was there for maybe an hour. If that I went to get. I went to the stop and get snacks. I put a gas in my car and use the bathroom, and then I got on phone Lewis after and pretty much. I just went back like I just drove all the way back here, so it was like [ __ ]. I was driving for like six seven hours for [ __ ], nothing. I didn't even get to see the beach since and it was like I. I was so like happy that I was actually doing it and I was so surprised. I was actually doing it because I know for one [ __ ], I'm a [ __ ]. I'M a [ __ ], I'm like I'm scary as [ __ ]. I don't do anything alone because I'm like I [ __ ] puss like I always I'm not really puss, I'm just paranoid as [ __ ], that's more more! What it is. I'M paranoid as [ __ ]. I always think somebody's gon na like kidnap me, get me like around me, like I just always be thinking like some crazy [ __ ]. I play out crazy. I said there. I love my head and scare myself all the time, and so I was proud of myself for actually making this drive by myself um, because I've never driven like any further than like Atlanta. Literally I've never gone any further. So I was really proud of myself for doing this and I would have been even more proud of myself if I actually went to the hotel. Oh, I didn't tell y'all why I didn't go to the hotel okay. So when I got to the hotel, like I said it was dark as [ __ ] um, the hotel that I stayed at, it was kind of small actually like the pictures, didn't match what the hotel looked like. So I don't know it like. It was kind of it wasn't ducked off, but it was kind of ducked off like I drove past it the first time, because I didn't see it because the the sign wasn't the same, like sign of the name of the hotel like so that was like creepy For one for me to, like I don't know it was just creepy like I said this wasn't by the beach and another thing y'all the whole time. I was out I'd, never seen police anywhere. So that was another thing. That kind of had me a little scared. Like where the [ __ ] are the police at because anytime, I'm driving around, I see police everywhere, like in my city like so where the [ __ ], are the police at but um yeah, so anyways I get there, and that was the first thing that Was kind of weird and then once I went, I tried to drive to the back, so I could circle around just because I wanted to view the whole place, but it had like a dead end and it didn't even let you circle around and then at the Dead end, it was just this big pack of [ __, ] construction workers and even those I don't know if they could see me or not, but I know they was looking through my window and it was [ __ ] creepy as [ __ ]. It was scary, honestly and that's kind of what turned me off from going to the hotel or going getting out the car and going in because I set a group of 10 men and I'm by myself, [ __ ] that it just kind of scared me a Little bit they probably wouldn't they probably wasn't even thinking about me. They probably didn't give [ __ ] about me, but, like my paranoid, mind just thinks they they want to chase me or something like I don't know and then like and then like I said it was dark and I was just like paranoid as [ __ ]. So I didn't even get out the car y'all like next and I think it's because I chose like a really cheap hotel like I did. I did choose a cheap hotel, but, like I was just like [ __ ] it like I don't need to be going like finding a luxury hotel like just for two nights by myself, like it's, I'm going for the experience not like the [ __ ]. I'M not going there to spend all the money so but anyways once I decided oh [, __ ], I'm not gon na go here and go to this hotel. I'M like my next stop was um a gas station. So I went to a gas station and one was just like just come home like you know, you don't even want to stay there. I'M scared for you to stay in hotel and honestly. I was really paranoid and scared to stay in a hotel more so because I didn't have any like means of like protection at all, like all. I had was a taser, but like [ __ ] like when it my Tater to be lagging so like. If I'm like, actually in a situation like, I really don't think my tasers could help me like, if I'm being, if I'm being quite honest like I really don't, think it's gon na help me and um, I was just feeling I was just paranoid spoke and then I, when I was like 20 minutes into the drive back home, I said she's like bro, you could just go back and you should just uh get a hotel go to a different Hotel. My little Vlog, I'm like yeah you're right. I should but like I'm scared as [ __ ] but like if it was daytime, I would have [ __ ]. I would have [ __ ] went in if it was daytime, I would have [ __ ] went in literally. I had this whole plan. In my head that I was gon na like lie to the front desk people and anyone who was around you be like literally y'all. This is the conversation I had in my head, I'm like okay, so I literally was telling myself. This is what you're gon na say: are you going because the minimum I'm the minimum age time places is 21, but this place was 18 and that's another reason why I picked this hotel because the minimum age was 18 and I'm not 21. Yet so, like you know, I wouldn't have been able to check them out if I would have went anywhere else. So my plan, when I went in there, was to be like oh yeah, um, I'm just on a trip. My dad's in the FBI, um and my my boyfriend should be meeting up with me in about 30 minutes or so does he need to check in literally. That'S what that was going to tell the friend. That'S me, so they didn't try me like, because I know um. I know y'all didn't see videos where, like the hotel workers be in on like sex trafficking and like crazy, [, __ ] like that so like that was just my plan was to go in there and like say some [ __ ] lives. So nobody was talking with me, but I do need to start getting ready. I was supposed to be waking and baking what happened talking to y'all the whole time, so I'm gon na get ready and then I come back to y'all, okay y'all. So I said I was gon na be productive. Today, um, I said I was gon na be productive today, so I got this. I got this the green machine. It doesn't look like it would taste good, but it's actually good. Most of the fruits I mean most of the stuff, that's in it is actually fruit. So just has like a couple green things in it. Like a couple like, let's see like a couple vegetables all right, let's see broccoli, spinach, barley, grass, wheatgrass, ginger, root, parsley, kale, odorless, garlic, bread, spirulina, hold us bye, rulina spirulina. I don't know what that is spirulina. I don't know what that is, but and then the rest is fruit. So it's actually it's actually pretty good. If you taste it, if you taste it, it's actually good, but anyways y'all. I said I was gon na be productive. Today, honestly y'all. Let me just tell y'all, I don't know what the [ __ ] like I'm in the Chick-fil-A line right now, because I really wanted a pop, but y'all know I'm not 21, so I got ta, I'm getting you know somebody buy it from me, so they told Me to stop and get them breakfast, so I got ta get three chicken biscuits just starting to get me a pop, but I mean it is what it is: Nikki, 15 being I'm really not even a nicotine Queen honestly, it's just smoking in general, like I just Want to smoke on something while I'm driving like and when I'm at home, I don't smoke like I don't smoke. Well, I don't know I don't smoke a pop like I'm, not gon na be smoking up. Where is it it's empty anyway? So it doesn't matter but um like it just I like to do it while I'm driving that's my thing. I really want to take this out to drink this right and bring my retainer case. I want to get myself something to eat, but I told myself I'll be cheap, so I took this from home and I got to run over by it, but I'm like [ __ ] it. I don't want to be recording, while she's up here so hold on y'all um hold on. Let me speed up a little bit: okay, anyways, okay, y'all! So honestly y'all, I never thought I'd, say this, but I never ever really see like girls with like bbls like where I live, but I just seen one and I'm not hitting. I don't want to be a hater, but like has given diaper Booty like it's, not it's giving like. I let my baby have a diaper on all day and I haven't changed it like that's. The vibe is giving and I'm being honest, I'm so sorry to anybody who has a video, I'm so sorry, but like I'm sorry, okay, so let me show you what I got. I got a few different nail, polishes, actually um Brit. I I have been buying little ass bottles of acetone and alcohol. Tell me why a pair one gallon of acetone is twelve dollars and I have been buying them baby, ass bottles for like four dollars a piece and then a gallon of alcohol is fifteen dollars. [ __ ] - I should have been coming here but anyways I got. I got some little gel polishes because I needed black. I needed black, so I got a black licorice um and I also needed white. So I got snowflake um, this red that I could use at work all the time. It'S called Uh Ferrari red - oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God, they'd be loving this red and I figured like I need to have that. That'S like a good like blood red tab for like Halloween, says, and I got this Orange um just because I don't have an orange like this um and I like orange on my toes sometimes so um. I got that and then I also got um this glitter. I don't know that's air bubbles in there or what, but I got this glitter um. Just I felt like it was like. I thought it looks pretty nice, it wasn't like chunky or anything or it doesn't look chunky, and then I also got a base gel and a top um gel for the same brand. I'Ve never used this um this kind, but I just wanted to see how it worked, and I also got this because I've never tried to cover nude blush uh me a secret. I don't know I'll be using like the Mia Secret um colors a lot of people. Don'T like me in secret because they feel like it's like beginner and it's like [ __, ] acrylic, but like I like it and honestly, I don't think it's a it's not always like it's not always about what brands it's about, how you use it. If you get what I'm saying like, you can have a shitty [, __, ] straightener, and still, if you know how to use that shade, you can make them [ __ ], look hot. You know what I'm saying. So I don't always like. Just I don't shop for expensive Brands just because they expensive and they supposed to be that good, I shop for what I know works good and me a secret I'ma tell y'all. It actually is fire as [ __ ] like once. You learn how to use it and get with the consistency like music is really easy to use like is. It is a beginner acrylic, but, like I I like it, I really do so. I use it all the time. Um yeah, I don't think I've ever used. Another brand because I always use the Mia Secret um, clear, acrylic and I'll make my own acrylics with that um. So I really don't use any other brands. Honestly, I did buy Young Nails um clear one one time, but I I don't really use it um. I also got two of these, so I can stock up on these [ __ ], because I want to start having like enough Clippers and Nippers and cuticle pushers. So that way I don't have to wash my stuff throughout the day. I just have enough to use for every client that I don't have to like stop to take time to wash them. I can just do that at home or something so yeah. That'S everything I got. I spent like a hundred and something freaking dollars in this [ __ ], which I wasn't trying to, but now it's time to hit the road and it's time to go to my mom's house to get my flat iron. Oh, I really do need a massage. I don't know if y'all hear my neck, I got ta go to my mom's get my straightener, then I'm gon na go um to Louis house, hopefully get to do my toes before I do my niece's nails and toes um, maybe clean up. I want to do my hair and my toes actually me and I'm not doing, but I hate that I have. I don't know why, but I just I put late appointments on my oh [, __ ]. I don't even know where I'm going hold on y'all. Okay, I'm back in business now um pretty much um. I forgot what I was saying: oh yeah, I was telling y'all what I had to do, but I didn't know where I was going, so I had to pull that up. First um, I know. Oh, I was talking about how I'm doing nails at seven, which I already know she's gon na she's saying she wants basic, but then again she doesn't really know what she wants. So I feel like she's gon na want me to do some extra [, __ ] and I don't mind like I like doing extra [ __ ]. But it's just I book. I her appointment is so late and the night that I'm gon na be going to sleep. I mean I go to sleep late, every night, anyways at least I'll, be making up some money. Oh in case you guys didn't know, I do have an acrylic toe and um full set deal for a hundred dollars. If you want to book it um short and medium length, only though um anything and that short basic set basic set like no designs. None of that [ __ ], just acrylic um yeah, so that's what she had booked, which I'm excited to do, but I'm just like [ __ ] like because I'm her appointment's at seven, it's gon na. Take me about an hour half two on the nails like. I already know probably three depending on what she wants, because when I do art like hand-drawn stuff like it takes me a long [, __ ] time time and um, then to do her toes so toes, don't take long at all, though I could get that done In like an hour depending on, if she has anything on them already but yeah, it's gon na, be it's 11 18.. I'M gon na go to my mom's at 11 45. It says so. My mom's only 27 minutes away from here Lewis house is literally 40., so which I really don't mind driving anymore. My sister just texted me because y'all I'm, like I literally told myself like because in September I was a little depressed. So I told myself October, I'm gon na go hard and work every day. I'M saying my money like I was like telling myself okay October. This happened this that month, I'm gon na go hard. Bro haven't gone hard at all beginning of the month. I did a little bit, but then I got burnt out and I stopped but November November I'm coming for you because December. I want to go on a vacation for my b day because I'll be 21 guys um. It'S so exciting that I'll be 21 but then again not exciting at all, because how the [ __ ] am I 21, and I don't even I don't even know who I am. I don't even know like what I'm what I want to do in my life. Don'T know anything I feel so lost Louis is calling okay, but yeah, like I was saying like sometimes I feel kind of down, because I'm like damn am I I just all I do with my life. Is [ __ ] work being a [ __ ] wife with no ring [, __ ] being a mom like? But what about me like? I don't know what the [ __ ]. I am. I don't know what I want to do like yeah. I do nails, but I'm not satisfied like because, especially I'm not where I want to be doing nails because I'm working for somebody else. So I'm not satisfied. I'M not truly happy, but I do like the money, but it's just like. I got ta work like hard. I got ta work so hard. I and I've seen something that said. If you it's getting hot in here, if you um it's been without looking at the price, if you like to shop without looking at the price, then you need to be able to work hard without looking at the clock and that hit me I'm like yeah, so It kind of made me feel okay with working all these [ __ ] hours, but really deep down inside I'm, not okay, working all these [ __ ] hours, I'm not I'm! I'M like I'm honestly, I feel like burnt out. I feel like I've been working so hard since I was like 16 and I'm like well, I just wan na lay down down and not have to do any [, __ ] thing I don't want to work. I don't have to worry about doing anything at all, but I don't have a choice, so I got ta get up some days. He Sundays, please don't reckon to me, but yeah like it's, like I'm so unmotivated to go to work now, but like I'm so happy to do like a client at my house like because that's what I want to do like I want to be able to like Work for myself, but like I'm, not consistent, y'all and that's my issue like I need to get consistent. That'S my only problem in life. Is that I'm not gon na okay? That'S not my only ground. My problems like I got to work on that because I know if I'm consistent, then the clients will be consistent, but I'm not consistent, so I can't expect to have consistent clients. If I'm not consistent. Like I don't post, I don't make deals deal. I don't really announce my availability, I don't like. I don't really do anything like that. I just hope all the clients are just going to come to me but, like I have to work for it too, and I [ __ ], don't and yeah, and it's like sometimes I feel like I'd, be running clients off. Sometimes, when I be kind of ghetto and like I have Ari there and like you know like sometimes I just be feeling like I'd, be running them all, but y'all and that's another thing I feel like there's another reason: I've been down because a [ __ ] Has not had her eyelashes done in over two months uh. Over two months I had my eyelashed on a little bit when I started working there and I pulled them out because they were falling out and once when they were thick, and I was working there like dust, would be caught up all up in the [ __ ] throughout the daylight, when I'm filing, like especially people's toes the dust, is flying up in the air and the dust is flying in my [ __ ] eyelashes and it's all just catching, and my eyelash is just catching all the [ __ ] dust and for One it's gross because it's on people's nails and feet their hands and their feet grows and two like who wants dust in their [ __ ] eyelashes. So I stopped. I should just stopped getting them done, but like [ __ ], I need my highlights done. [ __ ]. I really really really do because I I'd be feeling like who the [ __ ] am I with my eyelashes. I was telling Lewis the other day. I'M like bro you haven't. I haven't got my eyelids in so long like and he's like yeah. I'M used to the no eyelash look now look now right because, like usually like, since I always have them done like once, I like take them all off and don't get them done and they'd be bald as [ __ ] he'd be looking at me, like [ __ ], where are your eyelashes, that ass, that guy be like kind of bought in the eyelashes and that's where y'all got ta get over? Is it weird that I'd be telling y'all that I'd be depressed and, like I feel like I'm relatable, though, because like don't, everybody else be depressed honestly, like when I've been seeing people who [ __ ], don't do drugs or don't drink alcohol and they're? Just so happy to like be here in life, I'm like bro what the [ __ ] are you on, because I want that like what the [ __ ] like. How are you just happy to be here, like I'm, sorry, y'all, but I honestly be thinking like that like? How are you just happy like and another thing my mind has constantly been thinking like? Maybe I should maybe. I should like dip into Jesus a little bit. Maybe I should depend ing, I'm sorry that sounds weird. That sounds really weird saying it like that. I'M sorry y'all, but, like my mind, has been thinking about it like every day and, like my mind, has just been telling myself. I should like just like pray or like just talk to the universe and be like give me a sign if you real type [ __ ], but I'm scared to [ __ ]. Do it I'm scared to do it. I'M scared to do it because I'm like what, if like whoever, is out there in the universe watching over us like what, if they just send me, a sign that I wasn't ready for that, I wasn't ready for that's what I'm scared for, which is why I Haven'T done it yet, but, like I just got ta stop living in fear. I was telling Lewis that that's the reason I went to Savannah too, because i'm like [ __ ]. I need to stop living in fear like. Why am I being a [ __ ] like it? I see I watch people on YouTube all the time, women, all the time, solo travel and I'm like [, __ ]. It'S like why the [ __ ], can't I anyways. I said I was gon na buy about listen to music, so I will talk to y'all in a minute. Okay, also I stopped at my mom's house. I got the stuff I needed to straighten my hair, my sister's coming a little earlier than expected, so I've heard of a rush home before so I can get ready to do running his nails but um. I wanted to check out what I got for me and Louis, because we didn't have costumes um, so this is what I decided to get um. I really don't. This was really last minute. We wanted to be Chucky and Chucky's bride, but we didn't plan it out and to be that kind of costume. You have to like get pieces from different places and put it together unless they have the costumes in the store, but I've never seen the actual. Well, Chucky I've seen the Chucky costume, but they don't have it anymore and they I never seen a Chucky's bride in the Halloween store, so yeah we waited too late. So I got these Halloween party tomorrow. I just got something for us to match and it's gon na match our um our. It has a creepy clown costume too, but I'm not sure if she's gon na wear it to the party or, if she's, going to be her zombie cheerleader, but um yeah um. This is what Louis is gon na, be everything that's in the pictures, everything that it comes with same for this one. Besides her shoes and the knife and the wig um, I'm not. I don't plan on doing my makeup, like that. I just plan on doing like some cute stuff. Let me show you what I got um. This is 3D gemstones with adhesive and it has red silver and black, so I wanted to like put them on my eye or some [ __ ]. I don't know I wanted to do some fuchsia with it um, because y'all know I'm not really into the makeup, and then I got this. This is like a matte um, burgundy, lipstick, but now that I'm looking at a burgundy, probably won't even match with the outfit. So I'll, probably let our use it but yeah um, hopefully our costumes fit us mine's, a small, slash medium. This is an extra large. Hopefully it fits you'll know. Sometimes the costume sizes don't always fit. But there's this little kid that's in the like parking lot. I don't know if he has a cane or what but he's been swinging around since I came outside and he's still doing it now. So I don't know, but I got ta hurry up and get home, so I can do my Anita's nails and then after I do my niece's Nails. I'M gon na do my toes and do my hair, because I did Ra's nails and toes already so she's good for the party, but I need to do mine um, I'm not gon na. Do my nails, though, but I'm just doing my toes and I want to straighten my hair so I'll go this way but yeah I wanted to straighten my hair um. I never straighten my hair and now that it's cold outside it's like the perfect time to do it and I haven't trained it in months literally - and I tell myself, I'm not gon na bleach, my hair anymore, because honestly, I'm ready to go back brown. But before I go back Brown I told y'all I want to like go get it done like where they like blend my roots, take and like tone the engine and like make it look cute. That'S what I want to get done, but I already know like I'm gon na, be dropping like a cup of honey. Just in I need to like start putting money aside for that, because I've been telling myself I want to do it, but every time I have money, I always have something like more important to take care of hey uh. I told you I was vlogging, I'm here with Nevada she's, getting her nails done right now say hey to the Vlog. Okay, do you want to be on the Vlog or no okay just had to ask got ta get permission to record it's. My retainer, like braces kinda, I forgot to Vlog but Nevaeh left um. I did her nail the dinner toes, I'm doing my toes right now, actually yeah going on um after I do my toes I'll, probably um. Do my hair and then I'll probably clean up the nail room. Then do my hair or I might just take a shower so that way after I straighten my hair, I don't have to get it wet after when I take shower tonight. Okay, I was supposed to be straining my hair, but I was hungry and I parked next to this family. So it's really weird as [ __ ], but I'll pull my phone up and I didn't realize it was a family. I just seen one person in the front, but now I realized, because the windows are tinted, but I see people moving and they were looking like at me like, but I just blow dry, my hair because I was gon na straighten it um, but I'm just gon Na go ahead and eat, I don't know I feel so uncomfortable because I know the little girl right. There is probably like looking at me I'll, be watching me, but I need to take our retainer. I don't have. Oh actually, I do her napkin there'd be some weird creeps on here anytime. I would post like like retainer videos and math videos. They would like like be all into that [ __, ] and like it would ask me questions about it like they would be like they'll, be like um um. Can you do more close-ups with your mouth wider, open or like just weird [ __ ], like that they would just say weird ass, [ __ ] like that, but I did smoke so um. I forgot how I was gon na tell you I'll just write that back, but I didn't smoke um. I still don't have artists, because I have another client in like an hour. Another client like I had a real client. It was just Nevaeh, but it was still kind of gon na make money so yeah. I do miss her, but I'm like. I have a client in the morning too, so I'm debating if she should just stay at Louis mom's house, but I'm just so that way. Well then, again, the Halloween party tomorrow and I already know I'm gon na - be late because my nail appointment bro they gave me all these dirty ass, [, __, ] barbecue sauces um, my um. What'S it called my sisters, I mean my niece is um birthday party tomorrow, it's at three, my nail appointment is um um uh um uh 12., and I already I'm gon na take at least two hours. I already know so. It'S like. I still have to get already reading huh. Oh yes, I mean foreign, so I needed to um really be done later earlier. But besides that, I don't know if I should y'all see my tattoos. I think I do. I did share on my tattoos, but I'm sitting here trying to eat. I don't know why I parked like where all the cars will be at. I don't know why I didn't park like back there where y'all see there's only one car, that's just parked because as far as [ __ ] away - and no one wants to walk that far. But besides that um, I really don't have nothing else to tell y'all. I told y'all everything earlier um I mean I was just here having mukbang in the last night. It is what it is um. I know I'm actually my mouth closed but after I was or just add some extra to like the mukbang Clive about what you and I do clear. My mouth before I said everything. It would just be kind of like fake as [ __ ], because that's not me, because I'm gon na talk with my mouth full because I'm a type like I didn't realize it but um. I realized why I always cut people off and why I'm not that good of a listener. It'S because, like when people say something, and then I start thinking about what they're saying and I have something to say back to it by the time they're done saying what they need to say. I done forgot what I was supposed to respond with. So it's like. That'S why I realized I just cut people off all the time. Be telling me a story. I'M gon na ask you a billion questions in the middle of the story before you finish it like. I'M like that with movies too, like we could be watching the same movie. I don't be asking you questions like we aren't watching the same thing in life. I don't know, and another thing all right, I'm so weird to the point where, like I didn't even like, I can't like sit down and just watch TV with, like somebody other than Ari or Lewis like if it's not, if I don't want to do it like. I literally can't like I'm not I'm not really a movie TV person anyways, but if um like say like a friend, I'm gon na be like hey Jazz, let's watch a movie, I literally wouldn't be able to watch that [ __ ]. So I don't know what it is, but I just can't like my body needs to be up doing something moving around like I almost like, I can't yeah, if we're friends, I'm not just gon na, really have to sell your house like, we can't do that. We got to be doing something and the only way I could do that is, if I'm already like high as [ __ ] or some [ __ ]. All right, I don't know like I'm, I'm gon na have my ADHD or some [ __ ]. I don't [ __ ] know, but I know I got something on me or maybe I'm a few anxious I don't [ __ ] know y'all, I don't know, but everyone got Marcus aside on YouTube. So if y'all want to see like some interesting stuff comment, what you want me to do, because me I'ma, just Vlog my everyday life and that's gon na get boring as [ __ ], because I do the same thing every day like just go to work. If I'm go up this week, but like every other week, like I'm gon na just go to work and then come home, eat dinner and then go to sleep and it's the same thing. Every [ __ ] day. So if y'all want to see something different come from ideas, I was thinking about doing like more videos with Ari, because lately she's been really into like watching our videos and wanting to Vlog, and I already like to Vlog anyways. But lately she just been like really into it, so I'm like thinking, maybe I should take advantage of this time and start making videos with her like sit down videos like reviews like we could do like we could do mukbangs. We could do um like her reviewing toys. I know that's probably not interesting, but Ari would love to do that. Those are the kind of videos she likes to watch um so yeah. Well, let's try now um. I want to do nail videos too, but I was thinking if I get serious with like I'm doing our videos. Okay, serious, we're doing no videos, I feel like I should make separate channels for that. So that way, people who subscribe only for nails aren't seeing like my Vlogs will be talking about my shitty ass life, like how everybody want to see like if they follow you for something they probably just wants to see that you know what I'm saying. So I don't want to be. I don't know that guy, I really just be talking. I know never make a decision so or never do what I say I was gon na do so more so just because I just be rambling. I just be thinking quick thoughts and then I don't even remember. I said it until like I watched my video back or some [ __ ], oh sweet, I'm not looking for to the being up. So, like doing nails, like I told you all this earlier like I wish I didn't put 7pm as my availability on there like it would be different. It was just the hair like I want to do it, but it's just gon na be the latest [ __ ]. When I get done and y'all I finally realize all week I've been on my phone and now I've been now that I get on YouTube. I have nothing to [ __ ] watch because I didn't watch everything, that's interesting to me all week, um. I wonder if oh yeah she had to have eight because depressing her food. I sent her some food really now that I'm thinking about it, it's really not beneficial sitting already to Louis moms, because we have to pay her and we have to send her with food, but she goes to school. They feed her and we don't have to pay. So I own a little line. Look up! Oh foreign! I don't know I cleared both of them. Y'All I cleaned both, I'm not jumping. Oh, my stomach is hurting. Now I need to stop eating out to eat food [, __ ], because I feel every time I eat it like. I don't feel good after, like I really don't you hurry bring it back, so I can do my hair before I move my mind. Y'All supposed to be [, __, ] vlogging. Today I finished off my hair. I just got done with a client just got done playing literally. I did my hair and then the client came, but we're all about to try my costume, because we all got a creepy clown costume and we're gon na show y'all in just a second, oh, I got gloves too. Oh. This goes around your shirt too. No wonder it looks weird up there around your neck yeah we tied on you um. Let'S show, let's show the Vlog your your uh hat first and your outfit turn around turn around turn around turn around turn around it's okay. I just want to show the Vlog. Your costume she's scared, because her dad got a scary thing. It'S fake that [ __ ] is ugly as hell, though, for a while this one's me y'all foreign yo, my costume is so ugly. Let me show my costume real, quick Ari. It is so ugly, but I guess it'll work, we're gon na all take a picture together and my caption is going to be welcome. I got a costume on and try mines on and Mommy tries. Can I try it on um this [ __ ] is so ugly and it's like so like [ __ ] up it is ugly [ __ ] is this? Oh, it goes up here just kidding. Oh, let me see it just kidding hello, Daddy. It goes on. No look I'm on top of the Hat yeah. Yes, he's fake all right! Yes, it's fake! It'S not real! It'S just a mask. Babe nobody's gon na be scared, Daddy, I'm gon na scare. You, let me see your socks, your cute songs. Oh, my gosh we're gon na look so cool on Halloween. You know that right, yeah, we're gon na look like a group of clowns, we're gon na look like Insane Clown, Posse yeah. We all the same clowns Mommy, we all say clowns. Yes, I'll, take one wait! Where'S your head at heart - oh that's, yours, Mommy, why'd! You send that to cheese cheese. I can't even see the camera Jesus. You said you said you were so pretty: okay y'all. So I'm about to cut my hair because, as you guys can see, look at my ends - they're kind of damaged - I just finished, but I'm not going to do too much, though just a little trim. Um y'all, probably looking at me like [ __ ], what the [ __ ] are you doing? This is not how you cut your hair, but this is the easiest way that I know how to do it. But oh, this is how we gon na do it today I got ta be extra stiff. I can't see that's why I'm squinting, because I don't have my glasses on. I don't have my glasses on ah smells so uneven. Y'All see that that's why I had to cut that [ __ ] off she's ugly shoot is ugly. This [ __ ] is ugly okay, I'm gon na brush it out and then like try to even them a little bit because, as you guys can see it's a little too long, even though my hair was getting so long. I had to chop that off, like I was thinking, oh just because my hair is getting longer. Oh my God, I don't understand means so much. No, it doesn't [ __ ] because it's unhealthy as [ __ ]. So let me brush it out and then I'm gon na cut some more February will be two years since I cut did my big chop and honestly, if my hair, my hair, was like just down to my hair. If I didn't cut it and if it would stick all the way throughout, like that's good growth, but considering I'm blind and you can see the top my natural hair color, I'm pretty good for my hair to be growing. I think I feel like I'm doing a good good, okay, so, and I need to trim my front these little pieces too, even though I don't like bangs but they're like unhealthy as [ __, ] too. So all right. So these, I think they look pretty even with each I mean for the most part they're pretty, even I'm just gon na like y'all, I don't even have my glasses on, so I'm just hoping, I'm cutting right and I'm gon na probably cut some of this too. Just because, even though I don't like layers I just know, I need to trim it all right. It looks like no Molly, don't cut your hair and don't cut your hair, but I have to. I have to lose probably gon na say the same thing. Cutting, yes, don't cut your hair again, she's trimming it! Oh what you trying to say you didn't like when I was bald last time, damn near my hair was like by my ears Louis had to come here. Stop me to stop. He said: oh [, __ ]! No, don't do that again. Don'T do that again, I'm not gon na get bald. Okay. I think I did an all right job. I'M not gon na cut like upwards just because um, it's gon na kind of like thin in the ends, and I, like I'm gon na, feel that blunt cut for being like. If I got my haircut, I want to know that I got my haircut, so I'm just gon na trim this up. Somehow foreign okay y'all are y'all feeling new here are y'all feeling the new hair. My hair was literally this long six [ __ ] months ago. I'M gon na start trimming my hair on the regular. So that way I won't have to worry about hold on. I got ta brush my hair, all the way back and make sure it's even in the back and I got ta grab my hair real quick. So I can see it, I could have just used my phone, but I didn't think about that [ __ ]. I can't even see my hair, I mean it looks, slick uneven but then again like what can you do? Damn Masha is blonde blonde. I like this color, I never realized how it looked from the back - let's just I okay y'all. So, let's see all in all, I didn't cut too much. Hair yeah got one of these one of these and then like a little bit of extra, but we didn't cut too much this hair needed to go. Anyways y'all see this. This was not doing me. No good yeah. No, I'm not gon na be bald babe. I'M just deciding how I should do my hair for the party

Sanaa Bennett: He holding you back he give me small minded vibes. Take some time to be alone & when you least expect it the right one will come & accept you & help you flourish you’ll always love your bd he just might not be the one ( my opinion) I’ve been watching you for years & I love you & your daughter

Rox Vel: I think you should make a video where you take yourself out on a date, GRWM & the actual night out and self care. A video saying only yes to Ari for 24Hrs, visiting a city you’ve never been to! Take us with you to work! Pranking your dad or talks with your dad <3 anything really! You’re super fun to watch

Kat : Girl I've been watching you for so long even before you had ari. And my birthday is in December too, Dec 5th. I wanted to do something big for my birthday too. Cause all my birthdays lately these couple of years I haven't done anything. I wish we could go on vacation togetherrr. I'm happy your staying motivated and confident. Keep the postive energy and good things will always come. Don't worry <3

lovelylina: honestly jas , we ALL DONT KNOW who we are and no matter the age we will always discovering ourselves, you will find your joy soon , trust the process you got this

Tiffany Hunter: You are very relatable I’ve always loved your channel. And don’t worry I’m 22 and just starting to figure out who I am and what I want to do. But GOD has been helping me with that so I definitely recommend chatting it up with him

Rissa Robinson: Girl you’re relatable asf!!!! I’ve been watching you since high school don’t be too hard on yourself you’re still young to figure things out ..btw maybe u should wear a visor while doing nails so you can be able to wear your lashes ..just a lil suggestion

Bianca: Enjoyed your video here’s some advice when I was 21 I didn’t live it up to my full potential so please do for yourself. Whatever you feel like is holding you back let it go of course it will hurt for a short period of time but once you overcome that you will be fine. Achieve the goals you want to achieve do what you want travel keep being a good mom and live life ❤️

Vanessa: I've been watching your videos for years and I feel like you're such a good person that you don't realize that he's holding you back from so much more that you can do. Trust me girl you'll find yourself when you leave that situation alone.

M A: I have seasonal depression and bro your videos are helping a lot. Thank you for all that you do. I love you ❤

Ashanti Bryce: I love how relatable you are. I get seasonal depression too and I’m inconsistent with the stuff I’m passionate about (nails) I also don’t know wtf I am doing in life.

shayelizaa: i feel you on the depressed part. your videos are relatable for sure!! ❤

Rox Vel: I absolutely alwayyyyssss look forward to your vlogs!!!

Aunesty Campbell: Hey girl! I definitely feel like if talking to God has been on your heart/mind, you should DEFINITELY try to ask for whatever desire you have in your heart to prove His existence especially with your heart being aligned with it at this time. Nothing to be afraid of, it's all love when it comes to Him, and you can be specific with your prayer by saying something referencing, "God, give me a sign that you are here, and real, but nothing that is going to scare me" it does not have to formal. Then silence your mind, don't think about it no more, and go about your day... something will stand out and you will know if that was your sign. It will feel ironic, but you will KNOW that was your sign. Pay attention to music, conversations with people, numbers, and/or billboards. <333 Love love love your content by the way. I've been watching since you and your boyfriend used to make videos outside, when you first got your first car, etc. Keep going babe, you will find yourself in a matter of time, but there is no rush to life. Be patient with your journey, and give yourself that gratitude you deserve for being a mother working so hard, and set aside from that, just being Jas as a almost 21 y/o!!! much love babe, - xo

Justme247: I'm the same way during conversations. I really have to focus on what I wanted to say so I don't interrupt and then I don't hear all of what they are saying. I don't think you should dye your hair anymore. Just let it grow stronger and longer. I have to be doing something else to watch a movie too sometimes. Life can be depressing at times for others too.

Nakita Kyleena: Can you do a vlogmas week or something like that next month or this month ? Like shopping for your daughter.. decorating her/yalls stockings.. decorating the Christmas tree … ? i just love your videos!

Tiffany Hunter: I would love to see more nail videos but I absolutely love your vlogs and sit down talks

Jay: You’re young & you’re figure you’re life out the same thing with Luis at the end of day he loves you & he cares for you & you’re daughter. Just be patient with life ❤️

xo, liyah: one day you should try playing the sims but overall your vlogs are really entertaining even if you’re doing everyday things

japan denise: jas could you do a video on waffle house? (calling orders, reading tickets, etc). i recently had an interview at one near my house and i want to prepare myself as much as possible incase i get the job. i heard that it takes a minute to catch on but i haven’t really found any videos explaining it.

mole ⭐️: I promise its not weird to talk about feeling depressed lol ive been the same for a couple of weeks.. no motivation and im constantly tired but we’ll get through this :)!

m a y a n: Yes girl get into God. He’s very much real and the deeper you get into your journey with him the more stable and grounded you’ll feel in your life maybe start by watching some sermons on YouTube, praying, or finding an all girls Bible study, ect. Baby steps :)

bri: Wtf why doesn’t he want you to go out places by yourself that’s low key toxic

Karial j .: Do a clean out your closet and sell some clothes, mukbangs w u Luis and ari at one table y’all can be high so Luis more comfortable w the camera, do nail supply hauls, your favorite products of the month and look books

Akyra Goode: had to wait til i got off work and blessed us with a hour long vidddd

M A: Yes jas you should try and get closer to god. Don’t be scared of him, he’s our father and our savior. He’s a loving caring father. He knows you more then you know your self. He made every little piece of you. He knows what you can handle. He’s not going to put you through things he knows you can’t handle. And jas you are young your doing great jas other ppl have it way worse. Get to know god and try to build that bond with him. ❤

Kayy: I relate to everything litteraly lmaoo

M A: You’re so beautiful ❤

zoë adel: i love love when u post long videos ❤

Myris Newby III: wheww i've never realted to anything more in the beginning bae we got this we r so young i be forgetting

Kat : And I think you should post hair videos with ari and more vlogs

CYKHI101: Not trying to be mean but it seems like you let Louis dictate your life. Girl live your life have fun go where you wanna go be who you want to be.YOLO!!

Karial j .: Go ginger or copper brown before u go back brown/black

Symphony Taylor: He’s killing your vibe… & for you to get that feeling to get closer to the Lord, that’s you’re true sign that you’re ready to grow..spiritually/mentally. Don’t be afraid Mathew 7:7 Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. PHILIPPIANS 4:13 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and will give you rest. MATTHEW 11:28

KEW: U could pray, find a good church home, read/listen to self help books etc.

Tierra Lorrayne ‘: Jas don’t be scared , for me God is the only way!

Alexzandria Horn: God isn’t gonna send you something you not ready for

Kia C: You should definitely believe in Jesus it’s a great feeling

Sidney -Q: Fear is a persons biggest downfall. Don’t be scared of Jesus Christ trust me he will always have your back. If you trust in him and let him guide you, whatever is meant for you, you will be ready for. Prayer is everything. You don’t have to be a “skilled” praying person just be sincere. Whatever you want from God ask him.

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