Slow Simple Living*A Christian Mom'S Life* Raw + Real= 1 Samuel 16:7(Getting My Hair Done)

I pray that these videos are somewhat a blessing to your life, because my life is not perfect, not because i say i'm a christian, i'm i'm a perfect person, i'm very imperfect. That is why i need god in my life to keep me in check, because i could get at hand very easily. Fire'S closed sparks flying through my heart, and i just wait for you flying top down destination in california. Cozy, like a cup of tea - and i want you to hold me up with you - i want to be in coffee shops on tire swings and road trips to california. I guess that i've been playing with fire, so uh welcome back to another video. My name is sonia your favorite youtuber. I love saying that i don't know it just came out. I am, i am your favorite youtuber right, it's it's better to tell ourselves good things and and silly things and horrible things anyway. So today i'm gon na go get my hair done. I i have so much white hair here and i don't like it uh. I do wear makeup. Some people ask me: oh you're, a christian. Why do you wear makeup, or what do you dress like that, and let me just leave this bible verse here, god doesn't care how i look, god cares about what that he's number one in my heart, nothing else, no one else, but him and it took me A while to realize that, okay, that's why i highly encourage you to read the bible, read the whole bible and ask jesus to speak to you anyways. That'S my faith. Don'T want to come across as legalistic or crazy fanatic person. I seriously love jesus and that's just my belief. I pray that it encourages you to get close to him and these videos are to show you that, even though i am a christian, i'm not perfect at all. I'M work in progress, but every day am i okay. Jesus, what should i be doing today? You know to become a better human, okay friends, i'm gon na pray, okay i'll, be right back okay, so i already pray for the lord to bless my time with uh with my hairdresser as we are as i'm getting my hair done. Um, i just i couldn't record it because i didn't know i was passing through a field of sunflowers and you guys know how much i love sunflowers and daisies um. I wanted to show you how they look so beautiful. Oh guys, i love every season. I love the fall. I love spring. I love summer, i love winter, but it wasn't always the case. I always felt like. I never really enjoyed life until i got to know god. He showed me like there's only today, there's not tomorrow, there's not yesterday sunday today. So whatever is it that you're doing today? Do it with all your heart and enjoy it and love what you're doing hug your loved ones, because you never know when it's the last time you're in love, you're gon na love them you're, gon na hug them uh. This week my children went back to school and i was sobbing for like two days. It was bad and then i got my beer at the same time. So you know that didn't go well. I was crying because i wanted. I realized that i wanted to protect. My kids, but my hands are too small, but god's hands are bigger than mine and i just really realized that i cannot hand over my children to that like okay god. I trust you you. You got this and - and i was just looking at some other pictures when they were little and our kids grow so fast, whether it's your sister, your mom, your brother, your child, they grow by so fast, and you know motherhood, it's like going to the fair you. Never know what you're gon na find and also like a battle one day it's smooth the next day. You never know like something just happens, and i realize that that's that's part of that's part of motherhood and i'm really starting to enjoy being a mom. I'M really starting to enjoy uh just letting things go and letting things be. Why am i enjoying being a mother now because i just you know something spells? Oh well, i i look into okay, thank god. I have microfiber wipes or wipes, thank god that i have a big towel to clean and thank god that i have you know this all-purpose cleaner to clean it or it's okay. You know they're little, they don't understand. I don't wanna put fear in my kids. I want them to know that when they make a mistake, sometimes it's really a mistake and sometimes it could be prevented um. So i try to look at my kids from the eyes of of mercy because i was talking to my friend charisse last time in kabul. Is your sister she's, my psychologist, she's, my friend she's, my pastor she's, my therapist? Thank you friend. You know. Sometimes we make mistakes too, and god doesn't doesn't stop loving us. He gives us even more mercy when we're even messing up um. So i've been looking at my kids more through those eyes of mercy and love like they're little, and i don't want my kids to remember me in a negative way. I want them to remember me for for the love that i had for them. How much i love them! How much i i care for them, i'm looking for that overall um yeah! So i just encourage you to love your children so much to give them lots of hugs because they grow by so fast and or you never know, if you're going to be here or you're, you know throughout their throughout their um lives. So i pray that a guy gives you all of you who watching this video so many years so many years that you have to ask god: okay, god i'm ready to go now. You know um just know that god has his best interest in mind for you. For your life - and i also want to thank you guys, thank you so much for being here for for subscribing to this channel. I really really appreciate it um. Thank you so much for subscribing. Thank you for the 1.3 million subscribers that i have in this channel. Thank you so so much i am going to go inside now and i'll see you another way i'll see. If i can record a little bit, we'll see we'll see we'll see we'll see if i, if i, if i want to record here, we go okay, that's what i love about utah. There are a lot of home businesses, so she works from her garage. Oh, my goodness, i hope she has a wipe, that's mine, it is open she's, not here, i'm just gon na sit here again, i'm back and i don't know if you can see what she did today. She did my roots and she tone it. My highlights and then in my next appointment, um we're gon na do a little bit more highlights. What do you guys think looks great? She does a great job. She does a great job. She'S, not cheap, but she's great she's, she's amazing know what she does. Thank god, um, yes, she's mormon! No, she has never shared anything about her faith. The only thing she has said is, hopefully she never watches these videos. She, my hairdresser, has only said that it kind of conversations and ones that we had is that if someone wants to be part of the marriage, they need to not drink coffee and you know, obey the rules. You guys know me, i am a christian and that's where i stand anyway, so i was laying down with my baby boy because he's not feeling well and even though i had a banana and water and my vitamins this morning i wanted to come home and have Some eggs, but i couldn't because my little one wanted me to hold them so i was holding in my hands on them now i am boiling some tomatoes and in some jalapenos so that i can um some serranos so that i can make a hot sauce. So i can eat it with tortilla, my hot sauce and my hardwood eggs yeah. That'S what i grew up with i'm so mexican and i love it. You know i embrace my culture. Not everybody is just amazing. Like me, it has mexican, but you know i i'm a mexican. I am a mexican. I was born and raised in mexico and then i came over here and i started to learn english and i do language anyways. She did a good job so next time we're gon na go she's gon na do something else, she's so great, i'm so blessed, but it took a long time to find her, because every time i would go to a hairdresser, they would do something else like. I would say: oh, this is what i want and they would do something else and it would and it would turn out bad. So i learned my lesson: stick with what works, like my husband says, but anyways. I want to show you this, for you guys to judge me. No, i want to show you guys this and be super raw and honest. I went to get my hair done and look that one i watched it yesterday, but that's my phone look. What happened! I heard the kids were um, taking and taking care of their experiment peeling the hard boiled eggs so that one look what happened see and wait, and on top of that i don't feel well. My head hurts and my stomach was hurting the whole night. I mean it felt like a horse kicked my stomach, it was so bad. I don't know, i don't know, what's been happening and you know what i think i should take a pregnancy test, but i know i'm. I know i'm not because you know you're, i'm being cautious and i'm using tmi by protection, but you know what, if i am, it's got swell and if i'm not it's as well too, i'm alright, i'm already like i'm not too young anymore, can be getting pregnant. It won't be healthy for me for the baby, mostly for him. You know because we're older, you know we can manage, but the baby but they're so cute. When they're tiny people say we have four kids, because god gave me four kids. That'S why i pray that these videos are somewhat a blessing to your life, because my life is not perfect, not because i say i'm a christian, i'm i'm a perfect person, i'm very imperfect. That is why i need god in my life to keep me in check, because i could get at hand very easily. Okay, so don't expect um perfectionalismo to for someone to be super super perfect here in this channel. No, no, we are not. We need jesus christ like an old friend of mine that died and i'm sure she's in heaven now used to say girl. You need jesus girl. I need jesus every day every moment, but that's the most amazing thing just having a relationship with him. Just know that he's there talking to you, it doesn't mean, go and do crazy stuff and then be like. Oh forgive me, i'm sorry! No, it doesn't work that way. Okay and then you're, just fooling yourself yeah. So, just for you to read, i invite you to read the book of james. It talks about that and you know the good stuff peter in the book of peter to a great one anyway. So look she she always outside my job. She puts. I don't know what she puts, but then, when i take a shower the next day - and i want to look like this - i don't look like that. Well, i probably can look like this. If i, if i buy that revlon um hair dryer, that they have going on that they sell, they have going, but they that they sell. I was just gon na make my hot sauce, but my baby's crying, so i'm gon na, have to turn this off and go with my baby he's crying right. Now, that's the life of a mother. You know what it's only gon na be temporarily. It'S gon na go it's gon na go away. I wish i would have known that before. So now, i'm telling you, if you're a mom, it's temporarily, it's okay, just relax. Just let it go, take a deep breath and say it's: okay, it's your best! That'S your best yeah, okay, baby! Okay, oh my god, i'm back! It'S like 3. 30. 3. 20. 29. I think i'm very gon na eat and making myself some eggs because i really protein then just eat any junk. You know cookies. Well, we don't have that kind of stuff here, because otherwise i'll eat it all. The kids will eat again, there's nothing else. Oh, my hair is looking good um, having a conversation in my mind, but it's it's it's not it's not a positive one though alright, guys anyway, so i'm making myself some uh. It looks like in my rain. It has rain a little bit, but that's already one more rain because we need it because of the water. Don'T judge me my eggs kind of get stuck. Okay and i hear birds - i don't know where that's coming from, but that sounds pretty interesting. So i stayed here in the car because the two little ones fell asleep, which is great because i'm so tired, i'm so exhausted. I had stomachache the whole night. I probably went to sleep around four and i had to wake up at seven to get ready and go to my hair appointment, because i needed to do something about my white hairs. My mother-in-law keeps reminding me of how much white hairs i have and that i am 39 and i have so much white hair. So thank you see, i'm telling you i'm not perfect. That'S why i need jesus. I'M me i'm normal, i'm human being doesn't mean because i'm a christian, i'm this perfect person. No, so the kids got this panda puff stuff. I don't know what it is: got: lots of green tea, decaf and lots of chamomile. Please to keep us calm. If you get mad easily chamomile, please and vitamin b12, that was it. Thank you. So much for being here, love you guys bye,