Cutting My Own Curtain Bangs... ( ¯ □ ¯ )

Yes, as you can see from the title, i'm going to be cutting my hair and now i kind of miss suffering. Let me think about it. Okay, so have i decided not quite but then this lighting looks good on me. Let'S do it. Hair grows anyways right and they're just bangs, you know yeah, let's crack the baby fluffy, let's cut it, let's get okay. What what? Oh this looks pretty good right dang! I did that! Well, okay, so let me just do that. A few moments later, 30 minutes later pretty much honestly, i'm more nervous now than i did cutting my whole hair, like that, oh my gosh, this clip you're actually seeing right now is 17 minutes long. So i was pretty much in front of the mirror in front of my camera doing this little thing on my hair and it's really annoying so yeah. Oh, my gosh, let's cut let's cut after what 30 minutes. I'M sorry guys, i'm so sorry! Maybe my lip am. I ready for this okay, okay, i'm probably so dramatic right. Oh my freak! It'S going on my hair. Oh my gosh! I mean there's something wrong and i know that. Does it look weird, i'm definitely, okay. What can i do girl? Let'S just do something? Okay, because i don't have this much time literally, what am i doing so it's just like here, so i think i was doing okay literally shaking they ask you. How you are you just want to say: huh doesn't look bad all right. I think i just ate my my hair. Let'S see no difference, there's literally no difference. I don't even know what happened. Where are my bangs? Should i get more? That'S just my food. It'S not okay! You can just go to the water and have it fix? No worries what so i got even more. I got even more hair. I got even more hair. I don't part right here. It doesn't look, okay. What is that it was here now it's here. This part is really bugging me. It'S like no difference. Look. What happens? It'S the same, i know i know i'm gon na this is so funny. I'M gon na upload this um, because literally this is such a disappoint. Give me a minute, i'm just gon na cry a little bit. I don't know how i'm supposed to feel about this. There'S literally no change at all, you can just see this poor haircut thingy. Why did i do this? When i want my period? I don't know because i'm literally hanging shaking and dying, i could actually do the rolling thingy, but i don't even know where my bangs are at. This is my only chance to prove something. I don't even know what improving, but probably should have done this. When i don't know i didn't have homework, don't know how you do this wow literally like that, so i just wanted to give you all an update on my hair. Oh, it's like this right now and yes, something really changed, but you know what i think it's fine. It gave some texture some oomph to my hair. You know because i always have like really straight hair. At least i have these little things now i did do some hairstyles to like use my bangs, and here it is like, if you did, click on this video wanting curtain. Bangs don't be discouraged, okay from me, because i'm really dramatic. If you want to do curtain things, do it like for my experience. It was kind of painful, but honestly i i like them. Nothing really changed, but so you should do it too. If you want - and if you don't want to don't do it, it's all up to your big brain, that's it! I hope you guys enjoyed it even though it was pretty annoying, i'm annoying as always so yeah bye, bye. Yes,