Cutting My Own Bangs At 5Am *Lockdown Meltdown*

Hello and welcome to of my 6:30 a.m. meltdown - I still haven't slept believe me or not. If you follow me on Instagram, then you probably would know because I literally spend all night posting about hair. So here I am cutting my hair with zero hours of sleep at 6:30 a.m. I swear why people do this? I like to 3 a.m. like their mental breakdowns. Not me all right. I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm probably gon na end up crying bye, wan na film this just in case it does go wrong or right, and I have a video out of it. So you guys can cry with me. I have no idea what I'm doing cuz it's like. I don't hate it as it is right now, but I'll hate it out through this mess um. Anyway, I was on my phone at like 5 a.m. and I did end up cutting a little bit of the front so like it's here and that's as far as I went great for me, am i doing okay, let me try and get a thumbnail Wow. That'S not something, you know what paint it like it don't hit, it don't hit at all. Okay, let's get started. I guess I don't know I wanted to face on my mom. She lives like two hours ahead of me, like in a different country, but she's not awake yet, which is weird she's, always like up early, but I guess I'm gon na have to get all up on my myself. Let'S go. I have this little bobby pin to like separate the hair. Let me like put it in the middle. I should've been and think about what I'm doing um, but that's mentally, not where I'm at my shirt literally says die alone, and if that's not relatable to you damn. I want to take this one to the casket. They say to like separate it in like a triangle: precision I don't know her well. My son have said something the demons really made me do it. That is so. Another triangle imagine turns out so ugly that my friends are like sorry hanging out with you anymore. Honestly, do I blame them, not really that seems about right and if it's not how well good luck for me, oh my gosh, my heart is like racing, that's quite small, but am i doing it look like a barcode. I look like blue gnarly Caprio and not film the man in the iron mask when they remove the mask me. Let'S go for another chop, you know what this I'm just gon na like lightly cut it. I can't wait to Texas Arafah cuz. I know he's gon na be so mad at me for doing it. We'Re definitely doing something here right. Let'S do some more IDI wipe the a little bit more from the back. I'Ve done this before and then ended up so bad 2017 me and videos. Not a look, oh honey, dusty that I have i meltdown it's gon na take a just a real. Are you thinking what a bad decision holy crap? I hate it. I legit wan na like cry freakin freak did i do here. I hope you enjoyed this video. Hopefully I can fix this and make it look a little bit better Wow. I feel like even my mom's gon na leave me at this point. Okay, I love you guys thanks for watching bye, so I've been doing a little bit more cutting off camera and I think it's like a little bit better. Like I've cut it a lot more, I don't know. I think I need to cut more. I'M gon na regret this. Okay