Merry Christmas And Updates

Hello, YouTube hi. This is Eva Kiki. I am coming to you all. I wanted to make a video before Christmas, and so I don't know this is going to be the final Christmas video, but I just want to say: if I don't speak to you all again, today is the 22nd, so Christmas is in two days. I just want to say merry Christmas to everyone. Oh I'm just so happy! You know this Christmas is so many mixed emotions for me. Right now, sorry hasn't been doing a lot of videos, but I kind of been going through some things. Um my grandmother's been sick, which is my heart. She she's, like my heart, I mean she. She basically helped raise me and I love her dearly um, so I've been trying to my family we've been trying to deal with that um. This is the first Christmas. My son won't have his father, so it's a lot that I have on my mind, but one thing I can say is regardless of everything that's going on right now, God is still good and God is still worthy of the praise, because I do believe that he Is a healer and I do believe, he's going to help my grandmother um, so just keep her in prayers that god will just lift her up and help her heal, uh, yeah and pray that God certain my son. He haven't really said anything or mention anything but just pray that God will ease the hurt for him being that this is the first Christmas without his dad so yeah, but besides the thighs. All of that that's going on I've been very busy, oh goodness, busy on YouTube. All of us are busy on youtube. I want I do want to say hi to my new subscribers. I believe i'm almost at a thousand, so i want to say hello, and i also well yeah I've been busy. Oh, my goodness I mean I haven't even had time for myself really um, but I've been having a lot of time with God, which is what is what meets what I need? Well, I do have some new information, so yeah, God is calling me into myth into the ministry, so he's dealing with me with a whole lot of things, a whole lot of things, even with myself and trying to improve who I am just to be a better Christian just be a better person in general, just to show more love and to be more loving towards people, so God is really dealing with me with a lot of those things right now, so that I've been just in the word. The word is where I've men, so um soccer season is over. I never announced that it was over, but soccer season season is over. I and then ended in November, I'm so glad okay yeah, because it was really taking a toll on me, but I love when it comes, but I also love with summer season group. So we did the soccer. We didn't do basketball because it was like that. The back outside look mama need a break, so my son didn't do this basketball the eat yet so we'll do that. One semester well not semester, but season um. Oh, I haven't purchased anything new well. Besides Christmas shopping for my family and my son um pretty much, I have a couple of things but really didn't get the major things on my list, but then I just had a pot one with myself a little while ago that I have said well, I got Ta remember this season is about Jesus birth and not about gifts, but you know everybody loves a good gifts, because I love them myself: ain't going even food, nobody um, but yeah. I got a couple of gifts. Um! Let me see well, no. I purchased a couple of gifts from myself, but I almost telling people at work: hey all the parents, we're going to celebrate January. That'S going to be our Christmas, so I'm sticking to that because january I'm going to get myself the things that I really want. So um me see on my hand. I just got a twist out. I had twisted my hair two days ago, baby and then I left it twisted um. Yes, so this is my hair and women tricky to bag, because I kind of twisted it up a little bit. I hope you all can see it. I just did a twist up right there just to do it to side trying to do something different. I don't know if you also my hair in the back. I don't have to go too far over but yeah just trying to do some things different with my hair, I'm going to be deep conditioning it during the holidays, because I haven't done a thing conditioner since October. So yeah I'm a little slack when it comes to deep conditioning, but I can tell this time because i'm starting to get breakage again and I normally don't get it if I beat condition. So if i did condition my hair does good. So i'm going to be doing that, but that's about it, i'm not going to talk you all crazy, but um. That'S about all and I think of anything that i purchased I'll just do a video on that all right, bye! You