Ccgrwm -New Hair, Makeup And What I Got For Christmas.

I'M just trying to make sure i don't cry on camera. I find that because i have children and my children are constantly touching me constantly on me constantly just all over me. My physical touch is not no longer there because i'm getting physically touched all the time from my kids. Basically i'm overloaded with physical touch, so i don't want anybody touching me. So this is what i got myself from christmas. So it's a new year new things. So new year, new things, okay, so this big wig that i'm going to be featuring is from dash 27. It is a black owned, jamaican-owned woman-owned and it's www.27.com. I'Ve had this wig for over a year, i colored it and it held up great. She specializes in virgin, hair and also customizable wigs, so wigs that come fit to your head to perfection. All you have to do is put it on and go and for all the ladies that want to learn how to make a machine sewn wig. She got y'all because she just released a course that specializes in making wigs from scratch using a sewing machine. So if you want to make some residual money or get another hustle side hustle, she got y'all. I'M running some infallible pro matte because because i know that this doesn't have any oil in it and shout out to tay for supporting me, okay and trusted me with her brand. Thank you. I appreciate it and to everybody that clicks on my videos. Thank you very much. She also have a youtube channel where she do a lot of wig reviews. Try on haul natural hairstyles, so if you're, a girl that love a good wig review and you're into different hairstyles. As far as wigs are concerned, she got y'all all the tips and tricks on her youtube, channel and i'll link, all her social medias in the description box and pin in the comment section. My unit's ghoulish because i am a mom of two toddlers and when i need a good hairstyle and i got ta, go i gots to go. I have no time to be gluing down a 13x6 or 13x4 frontal unless it is some special occasion i'll do it, but so all i'm doing here is trying to figure out what i'm gon na do with this here. Am i gon na? Do a middle part a side part? Am i gon na try to do a bang? That'S what i'm trying to figure out. I eventually figured out that i wanted a side part and then i got my hot comb and i hot comb, my hair as fat as i could get it because i didn't braid down my hair. I feel like if i braid down my hair, my hair would have been way way, flatter and more laid, but i'll definitely try that next time, but i have my wash and go. I like rocking my wash and go so i didn't want to actually braid up. My hair, or put it away just yet because my wash and go is still very fresh, so all i i put on, i think three or four um stocking cap to get my hair as fat as possible. My hair is not that long, so it actually got flat. So all i'm doing next to actually lay down this closure unit is adding some got to be freezing spray. Then i'm gon na tie down my hair and then once i tie down my hair and get that lace in place and intact, don't move then i'm going to do some hot combing to the roots of my hair, just running the hot comb through the roots and Then i'm going to flat iron and that's all i'm doing, and i also definitely went in and cut a lot of layers in this. I actually cut this down to a 18 inch and this was originally a 20 inch closure unit. So so, oh it's a giffen. It'S again, it is given what it's supposed to give behind me and it's flat flat ooh. I love the cup too. It'S giving body yada yada go check out another blob, a black woman, i'm going to dab on some makeup because i have a life to do today and i have content like girls. So much so much stuff is going to change in 2022 yeah yeah. I'Ve really been here: hi hi, hi, hi, i've been literally sitting with myself like and speaking to my ancestors about what next moves i need to make and having them guide me. Oh, i feel like you've just been telling me to be still watch and observe, i'm so glad i'm getting back into this place because i used to be really into spirituality, yes, mommy and i straight away from it a bit but baby. She is back. I think i'll find a new foundation, whoa yeah yeah yeah. Today'S just going great today has been going um and all i did was mix mine. All i did was mix my milani. All i did was mix my infallible pro matte in 110 cream cafe and then my laura lh perfect radiance foundation in caramel beige 90.. This is really really hydrating. So if you have aged skin or older skin perfect - and this is kind of like a bb cream cc cream type of thing - it has milani - i can't talk - it has broad spectrum spf 50 percent um. So this combination is hitting um. If you have oily skin. This is perfect, but this is a matte. This is gon na black out your face like a canvas, matte matte matte. This is oily oily oily hydrating hydrating. So these all that mixed together are perfect, especially like how my skin tone is between colors right now. I live in florida, one minute, i'm really light next, when i'm really dark, i go to the beach all the time. That'S why i'm always mixing um all right! You look good! You look. I haven't been this excited about my hair and makeup and huh in a my hit me baby one more time getting back on my spiritual journey is that baby baby baby, my ancestors, do not play. Allow me the man up above, don't play about your girl. If i've shed some tears, you should be going left no ever tried to do anything to me. Please, like don't come on my comment, section talk any craziness like don't do it because i've been really sitting. Are you talking to no yeah i've been sitting with myself re-evaluating relationships, friendships, everything just my whole life. I'Ve been re-evaluating everything anything that no longer serves me is gone in 2022 darling, i'm not sitting around playing with anybody, whether that be family friendships relationship. If i have to beg you to communicate, if i have to beg you to be a good friend, if i have to beg you for anything darlene, your girl will just us subtract herself from the equation. Yes, mommy um, i'm also back on my self-love journey. So a lot of things, whatever you're saying now, i was saying that um, i'm back on my self-love journey, so a lot of things on this channel is going to change, so i used to do a whole lot of mom stuff like decorating and um. All of that i am not, i don't think i'm gon na do a whole bunch of that anymore. My channel, you guys, will still get mom vlogs of me with my kids and stuff, but as far as in-home stuff, i spend a lot of my money on buying stuff for content creation, whether that be fashion, lifestyle, stuff house, decorations. All that stuff, i probably i'm. I think i'm about 99 sure y'all won't be getting that from me this year, because i'm planning on saving my money, i'm not only saving my money. I am planning on actually put a lot of that money that i'm putting into other things into myself, making sure that i have what i need to make me happy making sure i'm prioritizing myself, because i've come to the conclusion that i've really not been taking care Of myself, the way i'm supposed to i'll talk more about that in the um later on, when i like change my clothes and show you guys what i got for christmas super dope, i don't know why my under eye looks so bright on camera, but anyways, i'm Just gon na get a little bit funky turn it on a little bit. I'M definitely gon na do a whole bunch of solo dates by myself, with my kids, i'm just gon na prioritize. What helps me the most who's blowing up my phone. I need people to just leave me alone. Leave me alone. Leave me alone. Just leave me the alone of moody. This is one of my favorite lip gloss before i do my eye eyelashes. This is milani, make it last. So this is what i got myself from christmas. If you guys watch my what i want for christmas gift guide, a bag from guests was in here, and this is the guest sicily in the color black. This bag actually reminds me of the chanel quilted bag, which is why i got it. Chanel is not in my budget, but this is affordable, luxury darling and it was less than a hundred dollars. I'Ll talk more about it in another video. I also got another one. This, oh baby, this is cute. This is this color pink would go amazing together. So this is the guest g dream midnight amazing, and this is a dupe for the dior saddle bag. So those are the two only two things i got myself for christmas. I have not gotten myself anything in over six years and i am my love. Language is gift, giving i love giving gifts, because i make sure i put thought into the gifts that i give so i'm big on gift given so my first love language is gift. Given in gift giving my second love, language is quality time and my third love language used to be um physical touch, but ever since i um ever since i had children, my love languages have switched around a bit. My third love language was physical touch. It'S not physical touch anymore. It'S acts of service um. I find that because i have children and my children are constantly touching me constantly on me constantly just all over me. My physical touch is not no longer there because i'm getting physically touched all the time. From my kids, basically i'm overloaded with physical touch, so i don't want anybody touching me so yeah um. I finally spent some money on myself for christmas. So it's not that i can't afford to buy myself. Something is that i'm normally around holidays concerned with my kids and my family more than i'm concerned with buying anything for myself to all the moms out. There make sure you spend some coins on yourself and you take care of yourself and shout out to babe. I got a whole bunch of money which i'm planning to save and that's what i normally get from him for christmas, so yeah. Thank you. I appreciate it and i will be saving all of it. Don'T do it don't do it um. So this is what i mean when i say that i wasn't taking care of myself and me and i'm about to start putting my coins into me um way more yeah, i'm just trying to make sure i don't cry on camera. Just get myself together, get yourself together, get yourself together, get yourself together, so um. Thank you to everybody that watch that supports that click on my video, so shout out to you guys for supporting your girl. This will be all that we have in today's vlog. Just me doing my hair and makeup and showing you guys what i got for christmas um, please rate my hair install give your girl some tips. Tricks. Also tell me what you guys think about this insult. Do you think it's given, because i think it's given darling? It'S definitely given: okay um. What would you rate this install like from a one out of ten? What do you think about the hair? I love the hair. The hair is super duper thick, as you guys can see - and this is 6 30 in here. So six starting here is not normally very thick, so please go check out your girl. Thank you to her for supporting me and supporting my business and thank you to every single person that clicks comments supports me genuinely. I want to have my genuine subscribers. My genuine fanbase, because your girl is not the typical youtuber okay, i don't fall into the youtube algorithm like that, so shout out to y'all. Okay, guys, don't forget to like comment share and subscribe and i'll see you in the next one do soon.