Amazon Blonde Lace Front Wig Outre Stevie Wig Story Time: My Mom Called Dcfs On Me!

Let'S go get some drinks and i'm like you know what it like. I'Ve been stuck at home with all these kids, let's go to the bar. Why not i mean - and i guess i should have had but hey you guys. This is griefa beauty happy new year to all my lovely ladies and gentlemen out there watching this um salute. I hosted new year's eve this year. It wasn't even a lot of people that came, but i was ready with the liquor. So now i have a lot of wine in my house so cheers i just wanted to get some content out because it's been a while. I have my kids and it's usually harder when they're home, because it's usually really noisy today's video. I wanted to do it on this new unit that i've been wanting to try it's by out tray and the style stevie um, so yeah this is stevie. She is beautiful, tea, part wig. I think you're calling that's the lace, the construction of the cap, the two combs in the front right here, the comb in the back. I got her in the car in the color drff for champagne, so it's like the dark root and then the shade and blend into like the champagne blonde, which is really beautiful. You guys. I try to do my makeup to match the mood i haven't done. My eyelashes, because i'm also reviewing these cute lashes that i got the other day. I already used them for new year's, but they come with bottom. I don't know if you can see it it's so bright over here they come with the bottom lashes. Remember top lashes. They'Re a little messed up because i'm going to be putting those on, and i do also want to talk about a little bit about how i was depressed. The past like how i got so thin. I guess basically, i like i've, never really been fat. I'M like going through my rough times, but i just wanted to tell you guys a little bit about it while i'm installing the wig and it's so yeah. If you guys are interested in see how i style her and on my little story time, then you guys to go ahead and keep watching also don't forget to hit the like button. Don'T forget to subscribe, so i wanted to show you too, like i don't know. If you guys seen one of the videos where i show how i put my um no way, but this is how i do it, i just put it in and then tuck it in the back and then once it's in there just kind of like spread it Even in there, and if it's like a flatter wig like if it's like a straight wig with no volume and you're trying to have it flat as possible, then i will use two um of these things. My story, um yeah me and their dad - has just been going through a really hard time and baby daddy. If you're watching there's no hard feeling. I just want people to know what's up because they keep asking so anyways he um. You know we were just going through it and then he left the house. So i told him like you know what just leave like. We were always fighting. It was getting physical so and he came to like watch the kids and i went to my mom's and my sister decided that let's go get some drinks and i'm like you know what it like. I'Ve been stuck at home with all these kids. Let'S go to the bar, why not i mean - and i guess i should have had, but i did and then it was like 10 30 and he kept calling me and i'm like he's, calling me let me just get out like i ordered my last drink and I left and by this time he's already in the streets looking for me, mind you, we don't live together like we was already. You know talking about who's gon na pay, what who's gon na take the kids when and on, and i don't know where i wouldn't even ask him when he's been there for like two weeks he's been gone, so we just um. I just thought i i was going to like get him back, not really get him back, because i was with my sister, but i just wanted like a little bit of freedom like that day, i just needed it like. I haven't seen my sister she's just graduated. I'M like why not so i come back home and he's not here. He had been blowing my phone off. Tell me where the are you at i got home and then after me i was already juiced, you know and then he he right away, threw me and like started going through my phone, and i was talking to dudes already like i just i was a little Heartbroken that the relationship was over like we both knew, but i kind of like wanted to like just have somebody there, because i feel like sometimes we're just stuck with somebody because there's nobody else giving you attention, and i know that sounds bad. But in my mind i felt like if i could just give my attention to somebody else and it'll be easier. So that's what i went ahead and did so. He went through my phone and he saw some things that he shouldn't have seen that he didn't want to see and he just started going off and i'm like i don't give a like. I was talking back like you, don't even live here like leave me alone, like i've caught you cheating, while we were in a relationship like i don't even be with you. No more so i was just talking um because i was drunk and he ended up whooping. My ass, like he dragged me, he banged me, oh, my oldest daughter, ended up like trying to call the police and he didn't let her. He took both of our phones and left ended up getting like on facebook on my phone and calling my brother that lived a couple blocks away and he came and called the police. It was just bad guys, really really bad um if you guys are going through any of this, please seek help like that they've been in order on him. I just didn't file for them. I didn't want to do that to the k you know to my kids. Father, i was, i feel, like our size, girls. We always feel bad for dudes, and these just don't give a about us. Like he's just almost killed me took our phone, didn't, kill him. It was just bad you guys he kept trying to like come around, even though he knew they were like. I don't know if the cops were looking for him. I forgot how i went like i got hit in my head a lot that day he kept trying to come to the house and like well, sometimes i'll, be in the shower and he'll like climb through my window, but i wouldn't call the cops because i kind Of like still wanted him deep down like, i just still wanted it to like work, and he kept like sweet talking me like, oh i'm, so sorry, just because you're mine and that broke my heart. Staying all that you know, i don't know if he was trying to convince me to not press charges. Now. Looking back and one of my kids had a fever i felt like it was okay to call him and tell him to take his mom to the hospital clinic, because i you know, i had all the kids and i didn't feel like going through the whole thing. When he's available, so i called him and he took him and when he came back he was dropping him off. He was sleeping, he um, he put him to bed and then my mom showed up and she started snapping. What the is this like. She was just going off on him, calling him all types of names, because you know he beat me up and like that whole drama, that happened and she was so mad. That'S what you feel like you need to do if you, because she basically said she's, going to call the city on me, she's like i'm like. If that's what you need to do, then go ahead. I was just like so shocked by the whole thing me being dumb and like i knew she meant good, but i was like whatever like she's gon na, do what she wants. Okay, i don't know you know she laughed that day and then two days later, cps came or you know, child protective services. Like asking me all these questions, i still had the black eye because it it took like two months to like get like. It was so deep and um he's like i'm taking the kids. When did you get that black i'm like this black guy was from, like i don't know how, many weeks ago, how long had been and he's like? Well, like it looks fresh to me and i'm like well, it's not he's like you're over here still getting beat um. We got some calls, that's the kid you know, somebody's concerned about the kids and their well-being and like looking back now, i feel so stupid like i was in this relationship hate him. Now i get it like. I don't know it's hard, it's like a heart. It'S a hard dynamic because i i will see some of my friends going through it now and it's like. I see myself and i just want to shake them. It'S like you were there, so you kind of understand how it is of feeling like stuck and not being able to get or, like i don't know, what's in our head, like you could be a family like that. Happily, ever after that, you dreamed about you know and um, so she they end up taking long story short. They end up taking my kids, i was so hurt because now my mom did this to me. In my mind, like she took my kids from me. She ruined my life, like i mad at her, i lost my kids. They took them away. They'Re like you need to go file charges if you want them back um. You need to do this and you need to do that so the next day. I want to go file the report. I'Ve got to protect everything that they want me to do. They wanted me to file a protection order against him. I did that the next day and they still didn't get them back they're like no, because i listen then this and that and basically my brother kept my kids, my mom and my brother had my kids for like a whole month. I would i wouldn't i guess my mom saw me getting lured in again that she decided that she needed to like intervene and at first i hated her so much. I remember like i hated her and my sister for doing it so much, but i i basically lost my family because that was like my main support, my mom and my sister and like now i lost them too. I lost my kids, so i would not eat. I would not eat at all. I was just never hungry. I just wanted to be. I basically wanted to die, but, like you know like i'm, not gon na kill myself or nothing. I just i was just like how did like, in my mind like i was just like how did i get here like i didn't like violence therapy like two years before, because we had already had an incident like this? Oh, yes, i was very dumb. I was very thick headed and toxic relationship and i feel so bad that my kids had to go through it. You know, but we both we all got help and um, but not only that, like after i got my kids back, i had my kids back for a couple of months and then in january 2020 my house burned down twice the same day. So then i lost my house the next year and that's when i was like i couldn't gain any weight, for it was like a hit at their head after a hit after a hint, so yeah guys, i'm gon na use these eyelashes. Sorry i kept like talking so i finally just complete the look with the eyelashes. While i keep talking, i guess for these they're so long. So i learned that kind of maybe like this much i'll, probably just leave that much to just leave like the ends, and i feel like that looks so cute. So yeah, i'm just gon na cut them, and i don't know if i'm gon na do the bottoms. But if i do you'll see me, do it so yeah and then um my house burned twice. Thank god. I have just got insurance like that is amazing. Like i've, i've became so spiritual because i feel like i'm kind of manifested at all, like i remember when i used to be crying because you know this dude was out there cheating or doing his thing like i used to like cry to my grandparents that were Deceased already and like i'll, be like show me the way out. Please show me something better and i feel like through that i'm gon na do what i have to do for my kids, so i started my amazon business. I'M doing i've been doing amazon for like a couple years like for a year and a half. Now i got a brand new house now mind you and everybody used to see me and be like oh you're, so skinny like like what's wrong with you and i'll. Just be like bro, which means like, let me get the recipe on how you lose the weight and i'll be like you don't want to know like you, don't want this recipe, nothing but heartache and stress so yeah guys, that's, basically how i even stay fit. I i do exercise. You know, i don't eat a lot of sugar. I don't drink pop. I, when i'm like doing my my shores or whatever my housework, i like to put on music and dance like dance like, if i don't have the kids, sometimes because right now me and their dad share the kids he'll take him two weeks i mean i wish He'Ll take him one weekend and then i'll i'll have them for the whole week and a week, so we'll we'll just start to make weekends they're with me all the time four days a month which ain't and i'm like, i haven't, got a single payment. But you know like i, don't keep him from seeing the kids like. I still. Rather him watch them those four days out the week than me not getting and being bad to him. So i keep the peace. If he feels good with what he's doing, then he feels good. What he's doing i do feel like it's, not fair, but you know we all have our reason of thinking or whatever. So, if he's going through, some, then he's going through some. I can't change that. I forgot where i was going with this. I said like oh yeah, i was saying like when he gets the kids, like i like to sometimes just chill at home and drink a beer or two and then just dance just like dance. Until i get tired and go to sleep, so that's basically all my tips that i can think of right now on how i stay fit and how i keep this figure, i'm not really super healthy. I try to eat healthy. Like i try to like not i don't i hate pop. I lost everything now, i'm in my brand new house, my kids are doing way better um. They see their dad now. So that helps a lot because i used to feel like i was i'm. I still feel like i'm not enough because four days of him having them for him sharing responsibility for four days like i still have to make the bills. I still have to do everything if it wasn't for my parents. I would be so stressed because they do pick up some slack here and there um. But it's basically just me by myself running the whole thing. It'S hard dating being a single mom, but whatever, like. I am russian, like i feel like if it comes and comes at first, i was like a little sad and it will pull me down. I feel like i have to keep trying. I have to get a date i have to, and now it's like. I don't give a like right now. I do what i want. I say what i want, and i forget about nobody's feelings about nothing that i do. I guess just do me like. The only people i have to worry about is my kids and that's enough. It'S a glue for the bottom lashes um. They come a little too long for my liking, so i cut them really really small. I got ta take! Oh that's what i was doing right now, just taking a bunch of it, i'm making them really. Nice, don't ever feel like you, you're stuck with somebody because of the kids. The kids um feel everything and trust me like you're, not doing them a favor at all, if anything like you're hurting them, and that's like the one thing i regret the most like. Sometimes their dad um, you know once we started talking, because we didn't talk for a while. It was still kind of fresh. You had to like. Let all those feelings go. You know we lived together for a long time, we're together for like 10 years almost so. It'S a long ass time, but we started talking again like without getting like butt hurt or nothing ignorant um he, oh he would he apologizes. He knows what he did like. I know what i did and he like regrets some other stuff. Just like i do like. I kill crimes say sorry how sorry he is. I tell him like, don't be sorry like if it helps you like. I i love who i am so much right now like yeah, there's days where i'm sad, but i overall love my life so much right now that i know that none of that would wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't be who i am today so like i'm. Basically, a bad because of it in my mind you know i don't care, if you guys, don't think i am i in my mind i am like i've been through so much and i've been able to like flourish out of it that i wouldn't change it for The world, like the only thing that i would change, is my kids having to witness all that and being a part of it. But you know, maybe i can't change it now too much yeah guys if any of my chicas out there or chicos can relate to my story. I just want you to know that i'm sending you all a hug, i'm sending you love and just know that any type of situation like that could only make you stronger, can only make you better like. I am ashamed for like wanting to stay and believing some of the things that i believed back then, but i've grown so much and i evolved so much spiritually, physically everything but yeah. Why not? While the strainer gets done, these eyelashes are so cute. I got them on amazon, they were about like twelve dollars and it's like a ten pack, so it's like five top and five bottoms and you could reuse them like if you don't them up like i said they are so cute, you guys for my lips. If you guys are interested, i get the cheapest one, which is a la colors. I get it from my beauty, supply store for a dollar and i like them, because i used to do your donna sorry i used to do jordana. I think that's how you say it from walgreens um, but jordana got discontinued. I was so sad here, but now my go-to is l.a colors because it's so cheap and i like the texture of it. I guess it like goes on right color. I don't know how you say that i'm sorry, i grew up spanish first and then i mix it with a little bit of the pinky color, which is like a pink and then i add some of this nyx. It'S called filler instinct kind of like a plumping, shimmery shimmery thing all right, so i think this is done, but i'm blessed like i don't want this to be like a sad story time. If anything, i wanted to be like um to reflect, maybe on what happened. To me, like, i, don't recommend that type of weight loss. I know it's supposed to be like a weight loss. That'S basically how i got my weight loss. I feel like i have to be real with y'all and i try to sell you some pills that i sell or then somebody that's sponsoring me so like no, that's not how i did it. The truth is in my back, as i had told my baby daddy, to subscribe to my channel. So hopefully he is no like no hard feelings. Fear of him watching me say something say my truth. You know we all have our own truths. I feel like we all have our versions of events of how we were feeling or how we perceive things. So i understand all of that because i feel like i'm, not gon na wear it it's january, the second, it's a monday. You know it's a sunday, but i ain't going nowhere. It'S snowing. I just that's why it's dark like i've been outside cleaning the snow and cleaning from the aftermath of the party, the other day length check. Um. 5'2. That'S a lie, i'm not 5'2 guys. I am actually 5'6. I had a little too much wine, so yeah. I think this wig is so cute. It is um some shedding to her. She is a super big head for me. You know maybe, with some braids it'll look cute like it's just like a little clip. These little highlights, i feel like a totally different person bro i mean this. Isn'T me this is who i thought i would. These are winners. I feel like leaving a little strand and like a little, but i mean i guess a lot wants to come out like that. It has so much weight. It'S so cute, it's more like an everyday wig. It doesn't tangle a lot. I feel like this is wearable for more than my one occasion: affordable, comfortable natural looking. This is a very like sweet, romantic type of wig. It'S making me feel real sweet like i am a sleep person, but this is making me feel sweet sweet like sweet, sweet, um yeah. So if you guys are interested in more videos like this, don't forget to subscribe and hit the notification. I am getting the hang of this whole youtube thing, so it's getting easier for me to do these and yeah. I wish you guys the best year. I hope that every year is better than your last and the moral of the story in this video is don't let nobody block your blessings, don't be intimidated on making a change that you know, you need, don't resist change. Basically, i love you guys so much and stay blessed bye inside this situation, wonder if we maybe were mistaken.