Becoming That Girl (Ft. My Custom Hair Care Routine) O_O

What'S up, this is a shower. You know how it is good morning, good morning, good morning today, i'm gon na try to be that girl, but guess what i'm this girl, no matter what? So let me show you how i become that girl, while still being like, while still being this girl, just elevated. I guess because why not also thank you function of beauty for sponsoring this video. Let me define what the internet says that girl is and then let me show you how this girl is that girl. You know what i'm saying i don't know my hair, what about it, that girl takes care of her body right and so does this girl. So, let's go to a cycling class and i'm bringing a protein shake to drink after builds my strong muscles that girl is on time - and so is this girl count how many times i say that in this video this girl wears whatever she wants. Ty leggings i like them, so i'm wearing them um that girl is literally perfect and i'm simply not, and i'm not going see, okay and i'm simply not, and i'm not going to act like i am so there's always work that can be done on yourself. So i like to use the vat girl mentality to kind of push myself to be a better version of me, not a whole new version. That'S unrealistic! So today, i'm basically just gon na go throughout my entire day, bringing out the best parts of me and working on the ones that need a little help and guess what today is everybody it's valentine's day today? So all the more reason to show myself some love. Oh, my gosh. Look: i'm curly yeah, i'm dead! That was really hard. It is a beautiful day. The sun is out, it's not cold, that's amazing! So i really want to go home and shower right now, because i got so sweaty, but i actually have a business call with my management really soon, which is very exciting, very that girl of me making business moves. Okay, i just got off of my management call. I'M feeling so good and so excited about it. I'M trying to get into acting this year, that's one of my goals, so that was a really good call. The lonely ghost team came in their really cute, like ice cream truck and oh my gosh. They delivered these flowers to me just that i'd say they came and made my day it's time to make some food that girl eats healthy food. This girl eats healthy food, but also her favorite food, so i have a little mix of both healthy but also my favorite, the trader joe's sourdough bread with sesame seeds on it micro greens, cottage cheese aguacate. This is like my favorite thing ever because it is valentine's day. Why? Don'T we just talk about boys, really quick, that's kind of fun, um boys they're, so incredibly disappointing. Maybe we shouldn't talk about boys because it's disappointing to talk about. I want to make coffee. Oh, my gosh. I'Ve made coffee in so long. Let'S make coffee, okay! This is very that girl of me. Please look at my pantry, please i organized all of this and i'm so proud of myself and it's so satisfying. This is so satisfying and then all of our supplements and stuff anyway, that's the pantry hi. I did not mean to do that, but that is what this girl will be doing all the time. So, okay, i'm really happy, because i am actually happy today and lately. I have been so so depressed, i'm just gon na say it. I have been so freaking out of my mind out of control depressed for a lot of reasons, we're not going to get into it, but today has been a really good day so far, and i just feel so much lighter today and i'm very very thankful for That and honestly vlogging and knowing that i have you guys, really does help me a lot. So i just want to say thank you for being here whether you're, subscribed or you're, leaving a comment or you're liking the video or you're simply watching the video. I appreciate you anyway, making coffee also you guys look at my nails. These are press-ons and they actually last to be a week more than a week, except this one fell off yesterday, but that's it and then my thumbs. I just never did because i didn't want to you know that girl would have perfectly manicured nails, but we're almost that girl and that's good enough for me we're going to take a half tablespoon. I guess put her in there get a mixture up. Oh my gosh! This is my fav. This is my favorite creamer, putting her in so good. Okay, let's talk about the entire history of my hair, because my hair has been through so much. It has come such a long way now, i'm giving it exactly what it needs literally customized to what it needs, but it's been a long journey to get here before i started dyeing my hair, i had bangs here's a fun story. I remember i went to a beauty school to get my hair cut. I wanted some pieces to frame my face along with my bangs. Okay, that's all i wanted here. She is. I literally had a mullet. I remember crying in the hair salon. I was absolutely devastated. Moving on from there after wearing headbands and putting my hair up every single day to deal with it, it grew out. I didn't actually bleach it until i was 15.. I got it bleached for the first time i was so into the blonde, so i kept bleaching it constantly at some moments where it really did not look good. I chopped my hair a couple times. My hair was slowly but surely dying, bleach bleach bleach using random. Like five dollar shampoos and conditioners like not really caring for it, it just wasn't getting the care that it needed. Then i think when i was 18, i finally dyed my hair brown. Again, i didn't love it. I went right back to the blonde and i stayed blonde until i dyed my hair, pink and purple. I had a lot of fun dyeing my hair. I still have a lot of fun to my hair and then finally, last year in november, i got my hair dye brown and i actually really really love it. I really did not think there would be a moment in my life where i liked my hair brown. Better than blonde, i still love the blonde, but anyway so i've been putting this like purpley gloss on you guys can watch my last vlog if you want to see, but i'm super happy with the color now moral of the story here, my hair has been through A lot bleaching heat tools, color being stripped away like it, has been through literally everything. I love messing with my hair, so it's amazing that there's a brand that makes it so easy for you to customize every single aspect that goes into your hair care down to even a leave-in treatment. You guys have seen me use function of beauty before it's been a part of me. I was talking to the function of beauty team and i was speaking to literally the creators of the function of beauty products like the actual company, which was very cool. They were telling me how extremely science-based it is. So let me read, i like took some notes during the call, because i want you guys to hear about this. You see like all these different hair care brands and you're like okay yeah, like it's just a shampoo conditioner whatever. But let me tell you how unique and different this company is they're dermatologists tested and they undergo vigorous formulation, testing and strict ingredient quality control to ensure the highest standard of ingredient and product safety. It'S not just another like thrown together hair care brand. They take it very seriously while making it very aesthetically pleasing you can customize the color, so they look cute in your shower. You can customize what it says on the bottle. You can customize the fragrance amount of fragrance. I went through a moment where i was constantly itching, my scalp, which is not the vibe, so my mom and i were like what is this. What is going on? It was because of sulfate, so i've always needed sulfate free, hair products and functional beauty is fully sulfate free, they're, also paraben free. You can get it fragrance free. If you guys are curious on what my hair goals are. I put deep condition: strengthen color protection, anti-frizz and shine. I love that my natural waves can kind of come out now because it's so much healthier. So if you guys are interested hit the link in the description box, i have a promo code. It'S just summer function. So anyway, let's continue on with our day. Oh, i feel like that. Girl has a pinterest mood board that she follows religiously and doesn't stray from whatsoever. So, let's take a look at my pinterest mood board for 2022 and see how, on top of it, i'm being well. I'M not matilda jerf, but you know i've been making some healthy food watching the sunset working out, meditating, not as much as i should, though, working trying to stay motivated, journaling i've been really good at journaling. Oh my gosh, you guys. I should show you how i journal i've gotten a lot of comments about that and i feel like that's a very that girl thing to do, but i'm already doing it so like i should show you guys i'll show you i'll show you, let's see what else I have, though, oh i do have a disposable camera that i've been taking photos on. I deserve to have connection it's good to remind yourself that you do deserve connection, because a lot of us kind of hold our value pretty low, because that's kind of just what girls do they're like. Oh i'm, not good enough like i'm, not hot enough for him. We are constantly comparing ourselves and sometimes we think we deserve less than we actually do so remind yourself that you deserve connection. You deserve to have good people in your life. You deserve everything that you could possibly want. You really do deserve it and you're worthy of it, and i really believe that i'm very passionate about it, so peace within peace throughout trying to have peace hanging out with friends, then painting um. I really want to go travel. I want to go to a tropical place and read: how amazing does that look? I really want to go surfing trying to learn how to crochet. It'S not going very well. That'S, basically, it honestly i'm doing pretty well, okay, it's been a while. I did my hair and i put on a cute little outfit, because my friend mook and i are having a galentine. So let me show you the fit: i'm wearing my amazon cowgirl boots. These are from tiger mist. I love them they're, so comfortable. They don't like totally fit me, but they're, so cool this little crochet cardigan thing is from target tank top is from cotton on, and i love it. It'S funny that i got this dressed up, though, because we're literally just staying in our apartment playing games when i have a chance to get ready for something, it's really fun. So, like i don't care, i'm gon na do my makeup. I'M kind of thinking pink eye shadow, starting with the charlotte tilbury hollywood flawless filter. This stuff is so amazing tea. I had two boys ask me on a date tonight which is kind of crazy, because boys don't ask me on dates, especially because it's valentine's day i was like whoa, because i don't really know either of them that well. This sounds like a weird flex, but i just thought i would share with my girlies. You know yeah, but i turned them both down because it's galentine's okay are not on dating mode right now. That probably sounds so like cocky and annoying, but i think one of them was a joke, though. So it's not that deep. If you've been watching my channel for a little while, you guys already know mookie her name's maddie, but everybody calls it mookie moo. I used to live with her when i first moved to provo. Now she lives like two hours away: we're gon na go to target and get decorations. We'Re gon na make a candy charcuterie board charcuterie. Oh, my gosh, you guys room transformation is coming soon, but i now have a tv in my room. It'S so fun having a tv in your room because you can put spotify on and the volume can go so loud and you can put the lyrics on the screen literally my saturday night. Let me tell you, i stayed in by myself and i just put on spotify billy eilish and i put the lyrics on the screen and i just pretended that i was her in a live concert. It'S a nice little connection moment with myself. It'S really hard to sing and dance at the same time. I don't know how people do it. I'M gon na put on this locket i've been using this dark concealer to contour, and i like it. I feel like it's super subtle, though, like it's not like a crazy contour. I love this nudestix nudie's matte in moody, blue, it's like a purple, but it comes off like really pretty pink, i'm so hot charlotte tilbury beauty, light wand in the shade spotlight. I just got so tired. These pants are making me so hot they're like lined with like wool, it's not wool, but it's like fuzzy and warm inside here. So, as you can tell by now, this video isn't really me trying to turn myself into that girl. But that's the message: that's the message of this video. You don't need to turn yourself into anyone you're not to try to keep up with what's cool or what's accepted by society. You know be you and just bring healthy habits into your life. Maybe take inspiration from the batgirl aesthetic, but it's not sustainable and it's not realistic. The coolest person you can be. Is you sorry it's cheesy, but it's very very true, and if you are naturally that girl, that's so cool good for you and, if you're, not naturally that girl. That is also so cool and good for you, the eyes i just take a little bit of this and use my finger and put it on my eyelid. I feel like it's honestly like pretty subtle, but i think it's really pretty. I really want to do. Like euphoria makeup, but i'm literally just staring at my apartment, would i like to be my videos have been a lot longer recently? How do you guys feel about that? For me when i watch youtube, i like to just put it on. While i'm doing my makeup or while i'm cleaning my room or something, and so i kind of like when they're longer, the maybelline color sensational, shaping lip liner and it's in the shade 125 magnetic mauve, the glossier ultra lip in vesper. This is the mac fix. Plus, i recently got this and i really like it all day: hydrating spray plus vitamin c. Also i took my nails off and that is the valentine's day. Look. I don't always think about you, okay, one, two three and go hey guys. Welcome to our channel. We already baked the heart-shaped cake, and now we have a hole in the middle just for funsies, oh satisfying, this is a homemade. This is a good valentine's day. Activity like he turned out really good, though honestly, that's kind of really good, there's so much to say about him. He followed his teeth down, so he only taught her whoa. He does what's happening here. Burning ash from burning you