Getting My Dream Hair + Grwm (Goo Goo Hair)

Hello, welcome back to my channel I'm going to get my hair done and I'm bringing you guys with me. I am gon na be oh, that's my eyebrow piercing you guys like it. I'M also breaking out really bad, but this is like tamed. You guys should have seen it a couple days ago. It was absolutely terrible um, it's been making me sad, but that's okay, um we're going to my work right now, because I work in a hair salon. I don't know if you guys do that, because I, assuming you might know that I used to work in one, but I'm working one again. Do you guys remember how I did that tutorial on like Y2K chunky highlights like a couple months ago with, like clip-in extensions? Well, I'm gon na get them taped into my head. I'M gon na do that same style, but with tape ends and I'm really excited and um. We also have tinsel, like um silver tinsel, that we put on some of the extensions, so I'm gon na have sparkles in my hair. My goal by the end of this is to look like a walking Monster, High doll. Why is the bottom of my eye so dark right there? I should go to the salon I work at. They have really good stylists um called strands. It'S in Rancho Bernardo San, Diego I'm gon na film, when I get there and I'm probably gon na, feel really awkward um. So that's gon na be fun. So if I start acting awkward, it's because I'm nervous of filming in front of people I work with. I don't like filming in front of anyone, but like this fighting sucks, guys I'll see you when I'm there love you hey y'all, so I'm gon na do a voiceover. This is me at the hair salon, my cute little shoesies um, we're using Google hair extensions. Today, amazing quality hair, I'm gon na link it down below these - are them right. Here I got a pack um. I actually got three packs of the 24 inch natural black and then one pack of the platinum blonde Balayage they're, both 24 inches um. This is her putting them in my hair and I've seen okay, so this is like showing like the middle half of my head. It looks so cute we put tinsel on some of the black ones like on one row of my hair um, and we also did this little technique of like to really blend the blonde ones in um, maybe like sandwiched, a black one and a blonde one. So it would really blend, and she's gon na show you that right here, yeah, if you want to get Google hair extensions, I'm going to link them down below um. You can use my code Corey 15 to get 15 off of your order, but they have all types of um hair extensions. They have. Clippings tape ends just hair if you want to find some [ __ ] hair, to make your hair look beautiful, go to Google hair, but look how gorgeous this looks. So it's really like my dream hair. Do you see that that's literally gorgeous any losing? This is me, I don't know why I added this, but next is gon na, be my my cute little boss. Look how cute she is ready, go Empire, say hi, introduce yourself to the camera, she's ready for her close-up, yes, yeah say who you are and where we are yes, beautiful and I hope you come and see us. Oh yes, um, I'm so rude that I didn't even introduce Rebecca, but this is Rebecca. My co-worker hi she dyes, my hair, like the black yeah, and it looks like these extensions in and the dye and she looks super cute. It looks so cute, I'm so excited. We had some fun tonight. We really did we've stayed up, we've won like an hour and a half longer than we used it out. So I look terrible, but I realize that I don't have enough footage when I got my hair done um, so I'm just gon na do like a slight get ready with me to add more stuff into this video, just the reality of having hair extensions. I know they're like an amazing thought to have, because they're beautiful but like maintaining them is a lot of work, and you should know that if you ever get them also, it's been two weeks since I've got my extensions and tinsel put in and everything's holding up Great, nothing has came out everything's good. What do you have this hair is super good. I'Ve had clip-ins and tapins that get tangled very, very, very, very, very quickly and it's like matted within like a couple hours, if you don't brush it, but these ones like I haven't brushed them in two days because of depression, but like they're, really not that matted, Like I'm almost done brushing this side out and then they're good, so good quality, hair, less sweaty, [, __ ], I don't enjoy doing my hair. I really don't. Oh, did you hear this? It'S because my hair is wet on the top, because I because don't see my [ __ ], okay, I think I'm gon na do my makeup sitting on my bed, because my hair's done um I'm having in this little side part - and I don't know if I'm Gon na Keep it I'm gon na, do my makeup and see how I feel and then we'll see, if I want to keep it like this, a quick little something something to make me feel beautiful talk about life lately. I know that when I go mute, what the [ __ ] know that when I go missing from YouTube for like sometime people start to get nervous. Maybe they think that I'm out like I had relapsed, because that's usually what happens um. But I'm here to tell you guys everything is all [, __ ], good I've honestly just been kind of like I don't know what the feeling that I'm feeling is like. I don't know how to explain it, but it's kind of just like uh. I'Ve just been feeling like dude this [ __ ] bang is gon na make me [ __ ] punch someone in the [ __ ] face. Who wants to be the lucky candidate just kidding? I won't punch any of you guys, but um yeah. As I was saying, I just feel like you know this time last year, a lot of terrible things happened at this time in, like the anniversary of me, trying to take, my life is coming up in like a week, um, and it just feels like I don't Know how to deal with it? I just don't know how to feel you know, and I think that's okay. I think I'm like anxious about this time. Coming up in the holidays, it's crazy, like the slightest things trigger me. I don't want to go too into detail about this, but like even seeing the Christmas decorations up is like so triggering for me, because this is how my house looked on the two times. I tried to take my life, so it's weird like it's just weird the things that can be triggering um, so I'm kind of bummed about like having a Christmas tree be triggering to my suicide, because I love Christmas time. Um and my birthday is coming up too. Just like some fun things happening and like they don't feel fun, and I think that I've just been in this weird mental Funk. Because of that - and I just haven't like wanted to film anything - and I I don't know - I've been just working and laying in bed. It'S not like I've been like so depressed like. I have been a couple of days where I'm like so [ __ ] depressed. I don't even want to get out of bed, but, like I'm just like disassociating from life, I think I'm just trying to avoid the things that I feel and it's kind of like leading me to like disassociating and like not dealing with how I'm feeling, which is Like not a good thing, and I'm admitting that but like damn little like off, I don't know what else to call it. I'M just off. I feel weird, let's [ __ ] do my makeup and feel cute. I think this will help. If I look like a bad [, __ ], I usually start to feel better so um. Let'S just do that. I'M making a crazy concoction of all the stuff I'm gon na put on my face right now. It'S like three foundations and this blue pigment, and hopefully it looks gorgeous trying my best to just to get through life and stay sober, and you know I'm doing the best that I can going on Accutane soon in like the next two months, I'll be on it. We'Re like going through this whole process of like getting on it, though, which is like so annoying because you have to take so many pregnancy tests like throughout two months before they even like. Let you go on it so and then I have to have an appointment with my psychiatrist and my therapist before they even approve to have me on it, because it makes you really like mentally unstable and [ __ ]. To be honest, am I that [ __ ] mentally stable? No, what if they tell me, I can't go on it. The [ __ ] like I know you should be honest with your therapist, but damn I might be not honest in my [ __ ] appointment. So I can get on [ __, ] Accutane and treat my acne finish with my cream products and I'll be back. I want my bangs to [ __ ] grow out. I hate this [ __ ]. I hate it I'll be back um. I tried a new technique with like my blush and stuff. I don't know how I feel like about it I'll feel like a little like chab chop check. Is that mean to say? Is that, like I look like a British girl but whatever - and I said that I was gon na - come back when my cream products were done, but I've done a lot more than that. I only have like a short small pair of lashes today and I, like I'm kind of bummed, because I want to like feel like a bad [, __ ] and look like a bad [, __ ], but we're gon na have to do that with a small Pair of lashes, because that's all I go look how teeny these are Teensy weeny! Oh the ends, I'm pretty sure that these are ioni lashes from the Dollar Tree. Excuse me: okay, so eyelash clothes from um, levana Beauty, and it's very good like it's. Actually so damn sticky and it doesn't make my it - doesn't make my eyes itch, because I have like a issue with some eyelash glues, where um makes my eyelid like on the line like after I wear them like the day after I'll, be like puffy and crusty, And itchy, like the kiss lash glue, does that to me specifically, I hate it. It'S such an uncomfortable feeling it like and then it'll start to peel a couple days later and it gets like yeah it's terrible, but with all that being said, this is really good. So I don't think I'm feeling the side part anymore. I think I'm gon na change that in a second, because I thought it was a good idea and now I'm not really feeling it. I think it's ugly, I'm gon na try to take an Instagram picture today, because I have posted once in like the last seven months and I'm like supposed to be an influencer, and I don't even post on Instagram ever no, I you know, I think it's because Ever since I got out of rehab, I've had like these like bad thoughts about like my body and like my acne, and just like how I've looked but yeah. I think I've just not felt gorgeous in a long time and that's why I haven't posted any Instagram photos um, but that's why I'm gon na try to boost my confidence today and look cute and then try to take a picture and feel better about myself. I know that sounds insane but, like I feel like when you get like a good picture of yourself and you're feeling like super cute, it like makes your brain feel better, and I know that sounds like terrible like. Let me take an Instagram picture and I'll feel better about myself, but the girls I get it, get it okay. Thank you. What the [ __ ] is that loud ass noise. No I'm! I can't. I can't stop calling myself ugly, no, I'm literally so gorgeous like the most gorgeous girl. I know I'm so Flawless, I'm so beautiful. I love me that didn't really help. I look better um in this camera than that camera. This is not a camera guys if you've been here for a long time. You know this has two. I think that I've had this like I've used this in videos like I don't ever really use the powder in it, but I have used this as a little mirror in my videos for probably four years now. If you know you freaking know, oh, are you effing kidding me right now? I want to punch someone in the head. I don't think I've ever punched, someone in the head. Maybe I need to let this dry and then I can scrape it off, but I'm gon na go eat some rolled tacos and I'll. Be back my teeth. Look! So damn white! That'S gorgeous! This is a lip liner from Saint Lux and it's in Morganite, and it's like a nice little brown, okay and then what I've been doing lately is taking the rare Beauty liquid blush in Bliss and just using it in my lips like this, because it like matches. My cheeks and it like all, goes nicely together on my whole face. You see how cute that colors together, I really want to curl my eyelashes. I need to find an eyelash curler. I probably smell, like an obvious accent: eyelash curl, eyelash curler. I need to find an eyelash curler, so give me one second, okay, I just tried to take some cute pictures of myself um, and hopefully I got a good one. I do feel cute though, and I was applying this video. I ended up doing this hairstyle because I kind of wanted my hair out of my face. You want to get some hair extensions, go to Google hair. I will link it down below. They have amazing quality hair. I love it. It'S been in my hair for so long now and it's doing great yeah definitely go down below. If you need some hair extensions, but I love you guys so freaking much, I'm sorry! I haven't posted a long time. I'M really gon na try to get better at that. It'S just I bet she's been feeling weird. This time of the year is messing with my head, but but yeah, hopefully, it'll go away and I'll start feeling like myself again but happy holidays everybody. I love you all so [ __ ] much be good to your goddamn, brain or I'll beat you up, but you already knew that I love you so much. I hope that you have an amazing day wherever you are, and I will see you next time -