Ccgrwm Life Update | Dating In 2022, No More Wigs, Tape Ins/Sew Ins, Weight Gain After 25

Adapted them from my records, I I don't know those I don't know them, I'm sorry um the best songs of all times. He said big enough to date. These broken hearts and put them in it. Broken hearts. I'M gon na start with some primer. I see this elf primer, I feel like luck is always on my side when it comes to this primer, because I feel like it was out of stock everywhere, people couldn't get their hands on it. Let me just move my nose ring down, because when I do my makeup, I don't have to get foundation on it because cleaning it off is just long. Let'S move it around like a cell but yeah. This elf Primal is like a Jeep for the milk Hydro grip, which I'm so thankful, for because this is like 10 pounds and the milk Hydro grip is like what 40 plus oh no, but it's just it's not cheap thought. It is, and this does the exact same thing as the elf one and anyways. It was a long time when you just couldn't get anywhere like you, couldn't get it anywhere and then like for, like three times in a row, the Super Dragon in my workplace. I'D always find it there and stop waiting for me. I have like three of these now because I'm always just finding it whenever I go into that super drug and I just buy it but yeah. I guess the makeup gods are on my side when it comes to this primer, yeah just priming, I mainly focus upon where I get oily. This is not makeup tutorial, though this is a chitchat get rid of me, but so I'm not going to talk through what I'm doing, I'm just going to do it and then list the products down below like I know you know how we do on this channel. If you don't know how we're doing you're new here, this is how my Chit Chat, get ready with me is: go I'll. Do my makeup, you can watch what I'm doing and stuff and obviously I'll put the product list, but I don't really generally talk through what I'm doing, because I can't talk what I'm doing. I'M doing. I just yeah. It'S it's. It'S a lot! It'S a lot. I don't even know what to talk to you guys about. First, it's been a while enough. I don't even know I'm trying to do a heart shape, mm-hmm guys it's been a while what's new well um, I think I put too much Foundation of oh we're gon na have to make it work. Now, hang on, I'm just building up this Foundation, then we'll start talking for real hang on a second okay. First things. First, can you talk about my hair? It'S got my hair. Let'S talk about the changes in my hair. I don't know. Obviously, if you guys don't follow me on Instagram, which you guys should be, if you don't follow me on Instagram or Tick Tock - and you just have me on YouTube - you won't know that I am actually still active on socials, I'm just not acting on YouTube. Well, no I'm active on YouTube now, because I'm going to be posting consistently again, but I haven't been active on YouTube, is what I should be saying, but yeah there's a lot of changes, um, one of them being my hair, so I've joined leave out seven taping Gang we're not typing that I've just joined real hairline gang um. Do you know what it is I didn't I wanted to get tapings originally right, someone's got tapings um. I was really like ready. I ready to book tape. It was gon na cost me like 700 pounds in total for what I wanted, which was like 26 inch tapes, my hair dyed jet black all that stuff, all that jazz blah blah blah blah blah, and I was really ready to make the booking and I've found Someone to do it, I thought yep, I'm joining tapings gang. I just wan na. You know I was just I think, I'm just so over wigged, but I'll go over. Why I'm over Wings in a second in jail? Do you know what then aspect a friend and we go to the same hairdresser and she was just like? No, I don't get tapes. I just get um a four track sewing, get track sewn into your hair. It looks like to opens except it's less damaging tables. Are expensive, the maintenance is really high for what it is, etc, etc, etc. I was like yeah yeah. I spoke to my husband who basically explained to me that she can basically sew in some tracks in my hair. So it's not like a falso and I still have a lot of my hair left, like which I could show you guys, but basically I've got my hair sandwiched in between each track. I'Ve got like four lines in total and about two bundles, so two bundles four lines and she was like I'll give you the same birth certificate as tapes. The same flat kind of sleek look obviously not a super flat as tapes, because tapes are not sewn on onto braided hair, but you get flatness versatility, sleekness, it'll, look like you've got tapes in and it's the best thing I've done to my hair. So far like I love the look of this. Obviously, I've um toxic behind my ears feel like I'm doing my makeup, but I've got the highlights in at the moment I had jet black at first, please go over to my Tick. Tock and you'll see what I'm talking about in more detail but yeah. This is I'm just loving, like hairstyles, where I'm using my natural hairline um. I think with me. I was just very very very very over the look of wigs and I can't explain why I feel like for me. I'M a face girl right. I, like my face to really be honest. I like hairstyles on my face, is the focus that really are away from my face and I feel like for me whiz kind of not only do they kind of change your face, they take away from your face. For me personally and the only other option is then frontal ponytails, but I think we need to just abolish frontal ponytails. I'M sorry, I'm so sorry, and I know the girls are not gon na. Like me for this one, I just I want a bullish font, but I think the worst thing, the worst hair trend of all times like I hate them, so they look silly. I'Ve never seen one in real life and thought oh yeah, that front of ponytails. But there's just no guys, please just based around there, because you used to learn each to their own each to their own. You know I mean if your frontal ponytail looks nice and you think it looks nice. My opinion does not even matter so I'm not that I'm not the ponytail police, I'm not the frontal police, I'm not personal preference, it's just I prefer having like. Obviously we know this is not my hair. We know this is not my hair. I'Ve not got long. 24 inch hair down to my back with highlights in it um, that's straight. That should I mean, but I wanted to tell at least look like it could potentially be my hair, even though we know it's not, we know it's not, but you know if it could just look like it could potentially be my hair, I wouldn't mind and that's The kind of look that I was kind of going for um with um the sew-in so yeah. You can also get like a full Zone if you want to, but I just prefer The Four Track once I feel like I just it's more versatile. It lays more flat and it kind of works the same way. Tapes do because it's like hair sap, your hair is sandwiched in between extensions, so you've got that versatility but yeah. I really love love, love, love, love, love, love, this hair David. I think wigs are bad. I love a wig, but I just feel like I put on a wig like before I got this sewn. It has to take a see, a break from my last sewing and I was wearing wigs and stuff yeah. I just didn't feel as pretty like. I just don't feel as pain in wigs anymore. It'S crazy because before and if you've watched me for years since I've started this channel you'll know that I am a wig babe like a lot of my come up on. Youtube. Was doing wig reviews, but now I just feel like I don't know, I just don't feel pain and wigs anymore. I feel pain in braids. I feel pain and sew-ins. I feel pain when I do my ponytails but wigs. I just don't feel I just feel so. Basic in a wig and it's crazy because wigs are very high - means it's expensive for me to be feeling basic in them, but it's the truth y'all I just I just don't feel sexy like when I put one. I don't feel like bad anymore, which is crazy because, like I said, if you know me, you know that I was a wigologist like me and wigs we were locked in now. I slept one. I don't even feel sexy anymore, it's crazy Quest, but obviously I will still wear wigs and stuff because I don't like to keep hairstyles in for too long for the sake of protection, and this requires obviously heat in my hair. So I will have to take a break eventually, but even during my breaks I just opt for braids instead because I'm like um wig, I don't know, don't know if it's my thing anymore, um and I'm kind of over, like the wigs, where you put them all The way down here and the baby has like basically touching your eyelashes, it's just it's. No. I just think it looks so tacky like I hate to, because I was saying I sound best and I'll be saying it like that. But I'm just saying it's kind of not a bit of me not putting me in the slightest, as I was saying before guys. If you want to see more of me, please head over to my Tick Tock, I'm going to be way more active on there. I'M gon na put a lot more of my effort in terms of my inference and career on Tick, Tock and YouTube. You see Instagram guys, I've tried. I'Ve tried to be consistent on Instagram. I'Ve tried to really enjoy Instagram, I'm not gon na capture Instagram, I'm! So sorry, I don't think there was an influence on planet Earth that hates Instagram more than I do. If you find one that says they do, they are lying. I hate Instagram, I just I can't. I can't obviously I'm more consistent on there. Now I've got someone taking my pictures for me and stuff and I'm grateful and it's great and I'll still post on Instagram, because I have to but best believe one needs to be posting pictures on that. I'M not having a time of my life, I'm not enjoying it with YouTube. Unless I've been inconsistent and I must have had my anxieties around YouTube and my like mental blocks are on YouTube. I actually enjoy making YouTube videos at the very least when I am making them editing them. It'S just my own mental blocks. I have kind of stopped me from being consistent, but I actually enjoy making content for YouTube. I don't think I'll ever give that up. Tick. Tock is will actually enjoy making Tick, Tock content. I enjoy interacting people into talking boarding the community on there. So please follow me on there, but you see Instagram. I, like posting on my stories on Instagram, though, like I love, I use Instagram like a Snapchat like I'll, be posting myself. I love like that's why I like to interact with my following the most like Instagram, like posting, all my stories and stuff. I enjoyed that aspect of Instagram, but the part of Instagram I actually have to post pictures and posters and the algorithm keeps changing and play there's just I'm so so over it. But speaking of tick, tock tick, tock shop here has been stealing my coins. I got this made by Mitchell um, you know I'm a made by Mitchell person. I'Ve used on my channel a couple times but um. I got this new blush in Cold Heart. Normally I use sweet cheeks, but I'm gon na try this out and I forgot to try it out for you guys today give you guys a little YouTube exclusive. This is more like a it's like sweet, cheeks's sister, but a colder, a cooler pink. So I'm just going to try that today um, I hope this okay, okay, okay, um, nobody moved, there's blood on the floor and uh; okay, I'm gon na blend that out with my I'm gon na blend this out with my um brush that I got from made By Mitchell as well, this is the mf1 see how this goes never use this brush. Oh, it's very dense, which is good for blending this out. Oh, I take my blush right onto my under eye by the way. Only if it's this kind of pink color, though, if it's any other color, then I won't, I probably would take it this far because it'll look a bit weird. I don't know how I feel about this color, though, on my skin tone I mean, I don't know. If I like the brush over to blend it out, but I prefer my brushes my other Real Techniques brushed it, but let me just um pull whatever I don't know. If I like um, I don't know if I like this, don't know. If I like this. This might be a bit too ashy for me. I don't know if I like this, I'm not sure if I like this, which is about this. This is what I usually use: sweet cheeks, I'm just gon na put some of this on, because I don't know what yeah that would. That was not a good idea. That'S the danger of tick tock! We'Ll! Have you buying things just thinking? Oh, it's so cheap! The coupons are there I might as well and might as well my ass look crazy right now. I don't even know what it looks like to you guys on camera. You'Re not must be thinking Allison. What are you playing? We'Re gon na make this work. There guys watch - oh my God, okay, I feel like if you're lighter in the skin tone, you're like the cold hearts, if you're my collariver or darker, let's just stay away. Let'S, let's just stay away, shall we yeah? Let'S just uh stay away: I'm gon na wait for this concealer to dry down and I'm going to blend it out and come back and talk to you guys and take him what the hell I've just done right now. Sorry that mishap with my blush has really thrown me off, like really threw me off, and these are the kind of things that would happen. I'D be like I'm not filming for YouTube, but we're going to show shoulder Soldier on I'm just gon na blend out this concealer, and let me blend this out, I'm hoping I can make this work: Christ. Okay, it looks a bit better, now kind of sort of okay, that's fine kind of fixed it. I'M gon na try this thing with my under eye, where you set it with a press powder. First and then you go in with your baking powder, see how that one, I'm trying new things on camera today, I'm using the collection pressed powder in three translucent. This is an oldie but goodie, so you just want to set it and then use um which we'll call it um baking powder. It'S a bit, not baking powder, but I'll use my loose powder to bake. When I said that I was going to come back on YouTube and film, a chit chat Life Update, get ready with me. The number one thing that I should talk about is what's dating been like in 2022, so I'm really talking about my day in life. Well, I'm not always, but I've spoke about dating before people also want to Splunk 2020 2022 dating this year has been I'll say. The overall theme has been fun like. I think. I'Ve definitely had more fun dating this year than I did last year, because I've been dating properly, if that makes sense like well properly in a way that works for me, is you get what I mean? I kind of just have my fun and the way I kind of see it is like with dating is. I have fun. Obviously I weren't entertaining for sick of entertaining them, because I just don't have the time for that. That'S another thing. I don't have time just entertain guys for sick and seeing them for the sake of going on dates. It'S never that deep um, but I also don't really I'm also at a place where I don't really invest much. Unless I see a level of emotional investment from their end, I feel like that's the thing that has been a big theme for me this year, like not investing emotionally or like getting really invested until I see that on their own, because I feel like sometimes when We get so caught up and we meet again. We think, oh, my God, it's gon na be the love of my life like I love him so much and we don't even like check to see if they've got the same level of emotional investment. So, for me, I'm not investing emotionally in someone until I see that they're they're kind of doing that, I'm definitely a place where, personally, before I get emotionally invested in a guy, I differ just essentially like until I see that, like you're, emotionally invested and you're kind Of serious, I'm just not going to take you seriously, and that is what saved me some heartache this year, genuinely saving some heart. I feel like when you're a woman like me and by a woman like me, I mean I'm a lava girl. Okay, I am head of operations. I love a girl Inc. If you didn't know like, I really be running things over at love, a girl Incorporated um, my pictures at the entrance, that's how much of a lover girl. I am contrary to popular belief. I am a lover girl right and I feel like when you're a lover girl, you kind of, can go into things really fast and be like. Oh, this is the love of my life and blah blah blah blah blah, and I feel like we need to do more due diligence and check it. The guy has the same level of emotional investment as we do um. I say this to say I can only take a man as soon as he's taking me did you get what I mean like um fun fact, by the way, guys I don't draw my eyebrows anymore. I literally just um, take my refi brow gel brush my brows up and then call it a day and new. No wigs, no drawing eyebrows yeah I've changed one. I have changed. I'M a brand new type of baby now give it hella brand new. Oh, my God, speaking of brand new guys, do you know what else is new? I'Ve turned 26 this year, um see that post 25 that 25 plus second puberty. I thought everyone was capping about 25. I didn't know. I thought I looked the same. I did not know it's no changes at 26. I feel, like my body, has changed so much, I'm like at the the I wish. I could show you guys before, like I wish. I could show you guys without it. Looking corny, I might put a picture of a before, and after I feel like it's part of it is obviously weight gain like my face is obviously round off. Then it used to be whatever part of it is weight gain obviously, but I also feel like just weight retention because I've, always my eating habits, haven't actually changed like I think I even used to eat more before than I do now. I'Ve always eating notes. That'S just never gon na change, but now I feel, like my body, is just the legs and hips and body body that I never had before I'm just like wow I mean I embrace and I welcome the change, but my jeans don't fit me anymore, um. My jeans don't fit um. What else is new? My jeans don't fit like I had to throw out a lot of my jeans. I don't even have a lot of jeans. I can even choose to wear anymore, like I can choose from so I've actually had to go shopping. I need to go shopping and then the smartphone buy loads of jeans because genuinely like no graduation. None of the jeans I had were fitting me and it was really pissing me off. I'M gon na put on some lashes and then come back there with funny story runs. He actually um gifted me these lashes because she said I'm the only person she knows that could um rock them. I was amusing for her. You'D know this. If you were putting your tank top and she actually said that um she gave them to me because she was like the only person. I could probably wear these and pull them more successfully and um. I love them. I need to buy another pair actually because these are like on their last legs. I forgot I was talking about before I came with camera. This is the thing I'll come off camera to do something, and then because my mind is racing all the time. I don't actually remember what I was talking about um. I hope I was done with that topic, though, so I can move on to the next one. If I wasn't sorry um yeah, it's gon na be a bit awkward. I could go and watch it back, but I can't be obviously just adjust my camera, I just I just can't be asked. This is the best lip gloss in the entire world. It'S the chem Beauty lip gloss in nectar, any candy stuff. I'Ve used. You can use blackout hours 10 for some coins off by the way, guys, if you don't know that already, oh and we're done, I look cute. Shame I'm not really going anywhere. This is just for filming purposes. I might make some tick tocks actually, because I don't really like to do my makeup for no reason anymore occasion, but then doing my makeup and filming before I'm going out is also too hectic for me. So it's a fun way to make this work anyways. I just thought of something as I was like you know, because my camera died. My battery does have to charge it quickly, so I can film this outro. I just thought of something on top of a dating right. Is it just me? That'S become extra picky. These days, I've been single now, like probably single free, is obviously I've dated in between then but like in terms of my last actual relationship. It was three years ago and I'm just thinking to myself like I've become so picky now like, and I feel like the more I date. The picture I become, I become more picky and I think, like inline, we become more picky kind of finding myself more this year. I have a new rule, anyone I dated before 2021 so last year and before that I've redacted them from my records. I I don't know those, I don't know them, I'm sorry um. Anyone who tells us that we used to talk that we were dating or whatever we were to get anyone who says that, and it was before the year 2021. They are actually lying because I redempted that from my records, it's it's gone. It never happened. Sorry, I've rebranded, I'm new! Now I found myself at 26. Now I found myself a little bit more. I'Ve found my sense found my right mind again and just looking back. I just I want to just yeah I've just yet. No, no, I'm gon na end the video on that note, because I'm just deep, this hasn't really been much of a life update. I'Ve more just been speaking about random topics, because I'm really out of practice with YouTube guys. Forgive me take it easy on me, but let me know what kind of content you guys want to see from me on YouTube. Follow me on tiktok for more makeup stuff. All that just funny content, because I'm posting them all so I'm gon na invest more of my time but yeah guys um. I feel really weird about this. I was like I was even just FaceTiming um Jamal earlier saying, I'm not even sure. I'M gon na put this out, but I'm gon na put this out to stop letting anxiety and self-doubt. Stop me from uploading on YouTube, because I know that I'm good at making YouTube content. I need to just act like I know that so I'm gon na put this out but yeah guys. Let me know what your thoughts are on the topics, because I haven't discussed much, but I hope you guys enjoyed watching me beat my face and just at least talk to you guys on camera and show you guys that I don't have it on YouTube that I'm Alive, I will see you in my next video: I'm not sure it will be bye.