I Got A Haircut (New Bangs)

Oh, my god, are you serious yeah this? It'S like the biggest thing i've ever done in my life, yeah? Okay, where are you gon na do it? My heart is just pumping out of my friends. It'S just hair. I just decided this two hours ago: good decision bro stop moving. This is, like my whole ponytail, it's just banging. That is my bang. There'S like more down here. Oh so! Thank you! Oh my god. Oh my uh god am i gon na do. Did i just make it the biggest mistake of my life? Oh god, is this. What it's gon na be like took a shower. I don't hate them as much anymore, but i just have to be morning shower personnel, okay, so here's the thing i didn't. Even i didn't even know i was gon na cut my hair, and i still this is like probably a week after i cut it and i just still cannot get used to it. It'S crazy. I mean it's better than the first day, but have you guys ever? I mean obviously people with things there's like a first time. I'Ve never had bangs. I feel like this is the biggest lifestyle adjustment and i didn't even i didn't even know what i was getting myself into. It kind of makes me want to wear makeup, which i did get some new foundation, because a girl is too tan. I don't have um like any makeup that matches me right now, but yeah. I i don't know. I can't tell what i like more. I love how short this is. I mean all in all. I love it because the reason why i was just like screw it cut it all off. I don't even care, i don't need to think about it for a long time is because of how heavy and how much hair i have you guys, didn't even ask, but i'm gon na tell you i just have so much my mom and i have the exact Same kind of hair, the front is like 50 pounds, so i mean everything that i cut off. I feel so light and terrific. But now i just have a rat on my face the whole time, and i can't like put this up, and i guess i could, but i don't know um also is anyone else just feeling it off like how else do i describe it, because i don't want To come on here and be like a sappy doo-dah, but i just i know i just feel so off and i was just talking to my dad and he was like honey. I think it has to do with the moon. He'S never said that to me. So i'm like really something in retrograde. I usually don't realize that, but maybe i need to be softer on myself. Anyways like i said, i don't want to be a downer. Something just feels bizarre. Maybe it's because i haven't gone to yoga as much this week, which that is changing my life going to yoga has been the best thing, but i got these headbands because now i'm like how do i even wash my face? I can't do anything with these. You know i can't just pin them up like they're quite short, and i even okay i'll show you the inspiration behind what made me cut. My hair, like it was so spontaneous. I was scrolling as usual in the morning, came across this girl's instagram or it was actually like a vintage shop instagram and she was so cute right here i was dying. I need this haircut in my life. It looks so good and i mean i don't think i look anything like her and my bangs are so thick. That'S the other thing. This is like a thick boy right here, i'm just getting used to it, though i really like these. I mean. I think i don't know um like how to wear them while i wear these to yoga, while i wear these just to wash my face, i feel like i'm very one with i just kind of like that, and maybe this isn't how i'm supposed to wear it. Let'S see, but i like that, it just goes tucks everything away. I'M just tucked away see. How am i supposed to do it like? Do i leave some out? How do i style them, or do they just have like a little bit? No, no like it's got to go but see then the thing but see. Then the thing say i go to yoga with this. I come home and then oh actually, that wasn't even that bad hello. I don't know this is gon na be a journey. If you guys have any tips for me along the way, how do you guys style it? What do you use like? Do you use specific things in your bangs um, i'm gon na go work out and try to like lift myself up. I feel, like my energy. Is really low right now, but i want to style my hair. I want to like get glammed, which is so funny. It'S so funny to witness myself go through these, like life turns living in san clemente. I'M like i want to just be a beach goddess and never wear makeup and never do all these things, and now i'm like. Oh, i live in long beach. I want tattoos, i want more earrings. I want to cut my hair new me. Okay, i feel like i'm just a downer blob, so i got out of the house i'm going on a bike ride. I'M gon na go read at the park so right, foreign