Cutting Bangs At 3Am Because No One Was There To Stop Me

Hey guys, so it is 1 49 in the morning i am well awake, i'm feeling weird, i don't know. What'S going on um, let me just cut to the chase. I want to cut my hair. I know that i shouldn't i shouldn't cut my hair right now. I know this sounds like a cry for help. What do you think you think i should cut my hair right now? Yeah. Okay, should i cut my hair? I don't know what she meant by that, but i'm sure it was yes. You should cut your hair. There'S magazine clippings all over my floor because i got like a weird inspiration to make like a magazine, collage, it's hanging over there on my wall. It looks like [ __ ]. I don't know why. I did it, but no my room's a disaster because of it. Anyways, let's get this party started first things: first, the scissors are in my bed somewhere, so i'm gon na have to find those. I kind of have to i'm gon na mute that i found the scissors. These are the scissors of choice. Today we are using the kitchen scissors, all right, you're gon, na move out of this chair, so i can sit here, love her so much she's such a doll all right. So let me tell you the vibes right now. Vibes are weird i'm eating these starbursts that i found in my backpack, usually like people would like reach out to their friends and be like yo. I shouldn't cut my hair and their friends will be like no don't you're so crazy and then, like you, don't cut your hair, but um. I don't have any friends. So there's no one here to tell me to not cut my hair like i. I don't really brush my hair if we want to be truthful out here. I don't really ever brush my hair, but i feel like i'm going to be cutting my hair. I should definitely brush my hair first um. So yes, what were we talking about again? I haven't made a video in a little bit uh, so this video coming out of nowhere might seem like a cry for help. Um, i'm doing fine guys uh, for the most part, i'd say i'm doing all right, okay. So the plan of action with this hair cutting extravaganza tonight is not that i'm going to cut my hair length. I'Ve done that once before there was one sad lonely dark night in november of 2018, where i thought it would be a good idea to chop off all of my hair in my bathroom yeah. I don't know why. I did that and then, on top of that i cut my own bangs. Someone should have checked on me. So here's what i'm thinking i just kind of want. Like a layering bang moment right, i don't know i have my laptop here um just in case. I need some moral support. There'S a little ant here. Look at this dude. What is he doing you ever just like wonder like what in the world is this aunt even doing man like what that ant is just as insignificant as me, we are just little things crawling around on this big rock anyways how to cut long, bang things. This is a terrible idea. I'M well aware i'm gon na wake up in the morning and regret this, but we're doing it tonight, full sun. Do we have a brad mondo video hi hi? Let'S get to the point: let's get to the point, i'm in the middle of the black one. It'S probably a comb, don't have a comb just my scissors. I have these giant ones from the kitchen same girl he's like the widest. Is it okay? Honestly, i don't even feel like watching this tutorial. My cat is looking at me from the bed over there in like pure judgment, and i'm just really not not accepting the vibes in this room right now. Let'S see, i know that my part is not in the middle of my head. It never is in the middle of my head for some reason. I just can't get that right. I don't know all right. This looks like middle right of my face like right. Oh, my god, guys my eczema is acting up. This is a sign that i shouldn't do it. I have cut my bangs before it was absolutely atrocious. They were really really bad um. So i don't know why. I'M speaking as if i have experience cutting hair, i don't have experience. Also my friend is a hairdresser. So if you, if you see this video, no you didn't. Is your hair supposed to be wet when you cut it, let me look it up slightly damp, see that would involve me having to get up go to the bathroom like fill up a cup with water yeah i'll. Do it fine, i think i'm just gon na hold. It taut hope it's happening. Okay! Well, you know my grandma's a hairdresser. This is in my blood. You know i was. I was born to do this, that grandma that i said as a hairdresser is by marriage. My worst fear, though, is that i get done with this and i look like a myspace scene. Kid abigail, lucia milo. You know it's bad when you're scolding yourself, like your mom, i feel like i should do the other side. Can you guys see the difference? No. Okay, the problem i'm having with this side is that, like am, i gon na - have to cut with my left hand, because that is risky business. I cannot do this. I physically cannot do this. I have hairs in my nose, oh back to what we were doing. It is now 2 15 in the morning and reality is just slipping through my fingers. Oh god i picked up just now. I like sizzed way too hard at one spot. Now it's gon na be all choppy, oh god! Oh! No, we're all right, we're all right! So now i have to cut more off on this side because i cut so much off of this side. Oh my god! This is how it all goes downhill. I mean what's the worst that can happen, it's just hair okay, so we haven't really done much. I mean there's a bunch of hair on my desk, but i still look exactly the same honestly. I don't know what i'm doing right now, i'm just cutting more and more off, i'm having a field day. It'Ll grow back one of these days. Whatever happens, nothing is as bad as the crooked ass [ __ ] bob that i gave myself with my crooked ass bangs, nothing. It doesn't get worse than that. I'M sorry! My cat is like deep inside my closet, like narnia style meowing. I don't know what she found in there. So do you see what i was trying to do? I don't know if it worked out, let's just cut a little more off. Those were some famous last words. Oh, i wasn't paying attention. Oh well, i am just cutting my hair haphazardly at this point. I'M staring at myself in the mirror in shame. It doesn't look that bad, though i think that once i wash my hair and it's like not greasy and disgusting, and someone needs to take these scissors out of my hand, because it's just gon na get to a point where i'm just gon na have a full-on. Like karen bob, should i cut like layers in the back and stuff? No, i should not i'm just looking at myself in the mirror, just thinking thinking about what i'm, what i've done, what i'm doing, not even just haircut wise and life, wise guys, i'm having a little bit of like a life crisis, a quarter life crisis. If you will um - because i just don't know what i'm doing with my life girl, you better stop, i am gon na go to bed and then i'm gon na wake up tomorrow. At some point, probably, i hope that was like kind of morbid for no reason and i'm gon na wash my hair and then we're gon na look at my hair and see if it looks any better it's the next morning, it's not morning. It is 1. 30 p.m. I realize that they're pretty uneven um. I think i'm just making it worse, though you go girl. This video is just turning into like a two-day vlog um, so it's late around in the day i still haven't showered. I went and got a new tire for my car. My face is breaking out, so i'm wearing this mask in hopes that anything will help jesus take the wheel. I still am periodically just cutting my hair. For some reason. The scissors are still sitting here and i just keep cutting a little bit off every hour on the hour. I don't know what's wrong with me: it looks like the sour patch kids came when i was sleeping and cut my hair anyways. All right guys, hey we're here. I finally got ready, not because i wanted to, but because i have to go to work um so yeah, i'm gon na show you my hair. I feel like this was a trust the process moment, because i feel a lot better about myself now that my hair is not a grease ball. Also, i'm trying to rush because i want to get chipotle before i go to work um chipotle. Now that you dropped david dobrik, i will gladly be your new burrito influencer just so, if you were wondering all right, okay, is that totally necessary all right? So this is my final haircut, although i look like i am stuck in the 70s now [ __ ], what the [ __ ] is this guy doing beating a pole with a hammer? Oh my god, he legitimately is beating a hole with a camera anyways. So yeah this is my hair. Every time i go to talk, stop it stop. Stop stop um. It is really voluminous very 70s vibes. Should we go outside and look at it. Okay, i feel like a 70s queen, it's a really beautiful day, and i have to go to work so all right guys. 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