Cutting My Own Bangs Bc I'M Having An Identity Crisis

Today, I'm cutting my own bangs, even though every last person in my family said, I'm gon na look bad with them, but you know what the joke's on them. I always looked bad. Okay. Now before I go, snip snip, I'm gon na go outside okay and I'm gon na meditate over this just real quick to make sure like hey. Am I making the right choice? Am I gon na cry later tonight, I'm outside? Oh, my gosh, it's so hot! I'M going back inside, okay, no meditating, so yeah! I I just want bangs like I desperately want bangs. Like literally I have the scissors in my hand, I'm so ready to just to be like chop chop bye bye. So I had bangs as like a child right and the story behind them was like when my little sister was born. She had short hair, so it's like hey mom. I want short hair. How cute, though, I'm like the queen of cuteness, I'm so wholesome. This is a wholesome chant, the past, like five years. I have wanted bangs so badly and you're, probably like okay Amy. So why didn't you just cut them? Well, let me tell you: I have extremely fine hair. It is so fine, it's so thin. She is skinny legend huh, but let me tell you something: okay, recently, okay, didn't hear me out: I'm not lying recently. My hair she's been getting thick, she's been getting thick, you know, and I've been looking at her and I've been like. Okay thanks she coming she. She kind of cute, but basically in the past year and a half my hair, literally thickened up like more hair, grew out of my head. I have thicker hair. The one thing stopping me from cutting bangs was that I always was like my hair's too thin to cut bangs, but guess what she's sticking out she's living her best live, so I can cut bangs now I think she's gon na trout, good. Yes, I think I'm gon na look better with bangs and I do without bangs. I think I'm gon na hit up major blow up. Okay, so look here's the before here's my before picture before. So we can't let compare the before and after we can be like. Okay, did she get uglier new? She might have been talking lately, like, I think, I'm gon na cut some bangs every last. One of these big, my family are like you're gon na look bad with them. It'D be your own family. Sometimes they're praying for my downfall. They'Re praying for my setback, you know maybe they're right. Maybe it might look bad, but maybe they're, not okay. Cutting bangs is a part of growing up. It'S a part of growing up, and if I them I hate them. I have a ton of really cool little clippies, like the e girls have okay. I can clip them back and say it turns out to be a mistake. I need to make the mistake. Okay, it's exhilaration! You can't listen to other people, so I'm gon na cut. My bangs, it's really hard to see what I'm gon na look like, because I keep going like this and it's like. Well, I'm not gon na look like this, but or am i oh, my gosh. Let me cut like a tiny little piece, real quick before we like it get going, so we can kind of see. Okay, oh it is so cute. Oh my god. I cut it way too short. Oh gosh! Do we like that little piece? Should we keep going? Well, I also didn't watch any videos on how to do this, but I just feel like I can figure it out. This is starting to make me feel I need to regroup. You know what I just have to do it and everybody assigns us in their videos. It'S just hair. Okay, like it's gon na grow back, I don't know. If that's like the right hair, I should be using. It looks right. Does this look right to you guys? I mean you can't really reply back IRL when you guys can reply back. It'S gon na be too late and we're gon na find out if it was good or not. Apparently, cutting your bangs is one of the hardest things to do. Also, no one knows I'm doing this. I didn't tell oh because they were in support of me. Okay, I'm not gon na tell my haters that I'm cutting my hair, oh okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, I can't stop saying okay out of nerves. Also, I know my channel is low-key, become a hair channel. In the past two weeks I put up a video of me bleaching, my hair me putting some pink in it, which obviously washed out and now me cutting my hair. I promise this is gon na, be the last hair of you I make in at least a month okay for years I was too scared to do anything to my hair. Like I do mean, what is this distracting? It'S just I like didn't even want to cut like an inch off my hair, and now I like bleached it. I got like six inches cut off and now I'm like it's bang time. You know, so I got ta stop with all that. Okay, I have curly hair. How is that gon na affect my bangs? We will find out. Are people with curly hair like not supposed to have bangs? The first thing I'm just gon na do is cut off this bottom bit: um, okay, I'm not even gon na. Look in the mirror, I'm just gon na look at you guys, hmm cutting hair feels nice, no going back. There'S no going back to not having. Let'S see what it looks like at this length. Y'All get to see. First, did I up okay, wait? Why am I feeling this? I know it's like. I know it's still too long, but like I am Heike feeling this no okay, I need to keep a couple pieces. I think this long or maybe shorter right right, like you, got a frame right, should I just leave them this long and be like mysterious like yes, I'm just gon na get on in there start cutting a little bit more now, I'm gon na go slower because You can always cut more off, but you can't put it back. You know oh gosh, okay, let me cut it at least like I, like I'm cutting towards you guys for entertainment purposes versus me, looking in the mirror to make sure it's good. Oh gosh, oh gosh! I cut it uneven. I can I didn't even okay, okay, what it's cute, but it's like not even but it's cute. I don't know what to do so. Here'S where I'm at right now! I do like it, but obviously it's too long and it's like you know what okay you know. I don't know what to do. Let me get a brush. No. I didn't make that many bangs, because I wanted them to be wispy wispy. I didn't want them to be clumped together. Okay, first of all, I think I like it, but it still needs like. I always see people like cutting up. I don't know what that does, but I'm gon na do it. Oh gosh, I can't do it with my glasses on. I need my glasses just a little panicking going on, because I, because I'm scared I might get up not because I have okay. What did that? Do anything? You? Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, something! Okay! I just wanted to say I don't think it looks bad at all. I like it it's just still a little too long, but I'm scared it cut it short shorter, but cutting it eating it shorter is the scary part because I feel like that's where you just really start messing up and when you mess up there, it's kind of Like there's not much, you can do to fix it. Do I look like a librarian? Be honest? Okay. I know I should call down for some help, but everyone said I was bad, so I'm not getting help from them. Oh God! Okay, I don't know, I'm sorry. I don't have a lot of words right now, it's more um. What have I done and do I like it? Yes, but do I like it? Yes, am i just convincing myself? Do I really like it? You know the good news is. I can always put it back to how it is, but coming out little ones. I think I need to bring down help. It'S just that like they're, not sure enough, oh good, I think I just cut too much. No basically, I like this side, but it's not even with that side, and I just I'm scared, I'm not going to be able to make it even myself, because my glasses keep getting in the way and it's like. Let me just cut this real good. I'M gon na call my little sister and see if she will fix it all up for me, but I do like it. I called down my sister for help because it's just so hard with my glasses getting in the way. That'S my excuse to like make it even I can't tell if it makes me look younger or older for those of you who don't know how old I am I'm 43, do I look for come on in so, as you can tell, it looks better now. My sister came down and did it now we're gon na go up and show my mom we're gon na show the haters and we're gon na show them. I look better with bangs, and what I was just saying is, I think I look more like a girl. What the heck, let's go, I get it now mom I get why you didn't want me to have bangs. You knew I was gon na look good, don't I look good with bang looks good, though I look feminine 16. Thank you. I was asked. Do you like it, though, be honest and you look 60? Is my mom gon na bully me the LSU without fit? Would you like my outfit yeah? No, I'm not do you like them. Oh great, my mom just blown dried them like we wetted them and blow-dry down got my hair back 16 again gon na go drive for the first time I have been now I like it. Oh I love them. I am happy. I did this all right, so I have banks now thanks so much for watching. If you want to cut your bangs, you guys cut your bangs all right.