Cutting My Own Bangs At Home... Sorry Brad Mondo

You yeah, i know i definitely need to do this. Welcome back to my channel if you're new, my name is leah and i don't have the greatest track record of making good decisions um. So today i'm going to be doing something that may make my life so much better or it may make it just even worse than it is already i'm gon na be cutting bangs. Oh no! Okay! Before you say, you know what cutting yourself bangs normally is not the sign of the greatest mental stability and, in my case you're absolutely right. I have had a not a love hate, just a hate, hate relationship with my hair, it's very thin. I tried cutting it short. I tried cutting layers. This is me after i crimped my hair in braids. Okay, it does not curl, it stays flat. I look like lord farquaad or something with like this type of like flat on the top. Do you know what i'm talking about? Am i crazy? I don't think you're lord farquaad, but i don't know if we have a name for what's going on there, there's something going on here and it's not right. Here'S the thing! Here'S the thing it's not even my hair is thin. That is not my problem. My problem is my hairline. This is what it looks like. What the is this, i couldn't tell you it's gross. I'M gon na make an effort to make a good ponytail all right. You know we're gon na pull the baby hairs out. We'Re gon na make it look cute. It'S looking good promising in the mirror, flew fit out of it, and then i turned it aside and he got this action. I'M done. My hair has done nothing good. For me, ever in my entire life, so i am taking scissors to it, because this is what it gets there's so much. This has been the sort. The biggest source of my insecurity is forever because in high school people would make fun of me because of my hair, because this is what i looked like in high school. Okay, this is the last time i cut my bangs, and i looked like this, so i never knew yourself. I did. They were kind of like side bangs, almost like ish, something like that um. I have a cowlick right here. My hair grows backwards. Okay, i'm gon na try and do this as seriously put it on record as seriously as possible. Don'T come for me. I want it to cover my full forehead like i don't want it to be blocky, okay, but i don't want like curtain bangs like i want full bangs we're not going to just go in and cut automatically no we're not. Then we can appear on your face. We'Re going to start with like a good estimate of the distance of my hair, because if we, if you're like i don't want to go too deep back here, if you only go like this, i know that's not going to be look first and foremost, a full Certain amount of forward - oh, no, i'm scared. Let me get you in. She should do like the hermione bank. That'S what i tried. Oh that's! Actually what i showed the hairdresser the first time that i said. Oh that's, terrifying. I went to a great eclipse. Okay, have you ever had a side part your entire life? Yeah i've had an intense, deep side, part, and then i realized that which side that side it was like here. Oh my god, yeah yeah. It was bad, so she's like she's, tried to enter away to the center, but she truly doesn't know because my hair won't. Let me my hair won't. Let me i can't sleep, make sure you're good, i'm not going to immediately cut, though i want you to know this, i'm not going to know. I try also there's no, no, what yeah hi hi! It'S me hello. I'M not gon na cut anything yet before it's not gon na look weird like look up. I appreciate you for trusting me with your existence. It'S going to look very cute. I would this quarantine has hit me hard. Okay, i don't want to talk about what i've been through. We did not discuss that on the internet, but just know that it has led up to me chopping things. I don't know what i'm doing with my life anymore. I don't know what i'm doing well you're right now: you're cutting bangs. This is the only control i have over my life. Also, i watched enough brad shout out brad bonda. Please don't watch this video. I love it. Do i have scissors in my hand? No, you don't. I'M not gon na have a little bit of a small piece here. You want to explain this one to me. This is this. Is my cowlick when i was a kid. My hair grew backwards like that right and i didn't like it. So i was like mom what is wrong with my hair and she's like oh, it's a cow like i'm like. What'S a cowlick and she's like oh, when you were a baby, a cow licked, your head! No and i went. Why did you and dad let a cow, do that to me: did you wear your hair in like ponytails a lot or anything of that sort? Did he just like decide to be wild and stick to that? He just grew like that man. You will be too powerful if you have a perfect hairline, so she said i love the shimmy. She said nasty hairline, okay, you're gon na be okay. Yeah, like we said, we know how to hide them. If it goes wrong, you could wear it, be a beanie baby, i'm not i'm, not a hat person. It makes my face, look even bigger than it is. I don't know how long got a little zack from him yeah. That'S what does it granted? I am into women, so of course i don't like that from, but still i, like my men, twiggy, oh my god, you can have what i used to think. I liked when i thought i liked guys gumby. Oh, my god, if it does not look like one of those balloon people outside of car dealerships, i don't want it. Why did i get nervous trust erica more than you would trust me? I? Oh! No! Oh no! Okay! No hope you want to know who we want to help. You help us. Thank you. I know that i have to know that quote. I am princess leia. Why am i messing it up? Oh god, oh god, okay, you know what it i have nothing else to lose like this. Yes, you forgot him, but that's. Okay, yeah sounds good! Oh it's very! Like oh! I look like a completely different grungy to me. Yeah like this, because i kind of thinned it out at the end, so it also oh no, oh! I i really just woke up this morning and said yes bangs. Yes, the knot in my stomach can leave. Now i was like oh baby kitty. I love it. So much um, i really just chopped my hair off, so what it looks like, i think it turned out really good. I'M really glad that i did it because i feel, like my side profile, has improved so much. I feel like it fixed my problem um. I like look in the mirror and i'm like she's actually cute. It'S not ugly. I couldn't say that before so i think this was a success now, whenever people see me out in public they'll be like, oh, she has bangs she's, probably struggling hello. Sorry she attacked my leg yeah the cat likes to. I think she's gon na try to kill us one day yeah this. Is it uh? Thank you guys for watching. I hope you enjoyed the chaos of me. Cutting my hair is this. Did i not curl this piece? Oh that's unfortunate. I better speed this up because my camera is literally going to die. So if you guys enjoyed this video make sure to subscribe, i upload every. Maybe i'm going to switch to mondays. I feel like that'll work better with my schedule, sundays or mondays. Whenever you are thinking about cutting bangs just do it do it, it will improve your life so much i guarantee you like. I feel ten times better now that i have cut my hair. If you want cup things just do it, this is, if you were thinking about it. This is a sign from me from the universe to you just cut your bangs. Just do it, you won't regret it just do it yeah! Okay, i got you. Do you want to say goodbye monster to say goodbye tong says subscribe, because that will make her happy so subscribe. All right! You