Cutting My Own Bangs! (Curly Hair) *Fail*

Hi everyone, I'm joy, and today I'm gon na be cutting my own bangs Wow to be they're, also cutting the grass outside. I don't know if you can hear it, they literally just started cutting the grass as soon as I started, setting up my camera to film. So sorry, so today, I'm gon na be cutting some little wispy bangs, because I'm kind of sick of my hair, like I just need an update or something, and since I'm too scared to go to the hair salon right now, I did get my nails done, but I was like okay, that's like the last thing and the only thing I'm gon na do because I've heard a lot of stories of people getting sick and, like barber shops and stuff like that. So who knows what I'm gon na go to one? I do need a trim and you need highlights like to update, but I wasn't gon na trim my hair myself and trim my layers and all that I would definitely mess it up and I don't want to try that. But I feel like bangs are a little bit easier. I'Ve trimmed bangs before, but mostly like little side ones, but I kind of want not like full but just like some little wispy pieces. So what inspired me to do this video and to cut my bangs? I was scrolling through tik-tok one day, and I saw someone make it take talked about this website where, if you put in your picture, it'll show pictures of people that look just like you. I forgot what the website is called, but I put in my picture and this girl came up. We can really see she's really pretty. I don't think she looks anything like me, though, maybe from far away so my mom's, probably just the hair, but she has like cute little wispy bangs and that's what I'm gon na try to do today: nothing like full bangs, but just little wispy ones. This is first day hair. I don't know how I'm supposed to that, where I'm supposed to do like fifth day or whatever, but I needed to wash my hair today and I was too excited and I didn't want to wait to cut them. So that's what I'm doing. I also put my hair in the middle part I feel like it would make it a little more. Even I don't know, if you're supposed to do that either I'm obviously not a professional I'm, not even using professional scissors. I know everyone's gon na hate me and be cringing, but I'm doing this so you don't have to so to prepare for this video. I watched a video from means by Mel she's, my favorite curly, hair youtuber. I just love her she's so funny, and she literally knows everything. So I love watching her because probably already know who she is, but she made a video, I'm like 2018 on how to cut your bangs, and I think I've already seen it. But I never wanted to really cut my own bangs like how she did in the video. So today I'm doing that, so I'm just gon na basically do kind of what she says to do, and hopefully it won't be horrible okay, so I'm zooming in so I can also see so I'm just gon na. I don't know if you can hear that it's so loud, so she's had to take a curl, that's kind of like in the middle, and I mean this curl is kind of like messed up. All my girls are just not as popping as they usually are like. I said I need a haircut. I need everything. So, let's just skip past that so she said this one's pretty much kind of in the middle, so she said to cut like in the middle of a curl and cut shorter than way where you want it to be, so I think I'm just gon na cut It like right here, cuz, it's probably gon na bounce up and she said to cut out an angle. I don't know how I'm gon na do that with this, but we'll try! Okay, it's fine! Okay, I feel like now. This is really gon na curl up and I'm actually really scared, because this wasn't even that curly to begin with, but I really should have cut this longer because this isn't even that curly to begin with, so I feel like it's just gon na curl up, but That'S okay, so I found this one. I think I'm gon na cut it like the same length, so I'm just gon na cut it like right here. It'S like in the middle of this curl right there, oh, no! No, no, no God! Okay! So I got them! I got them wet just so that way they would start to curl and um definitely made a huge mistake, but I'm just gon na keep cutting the sides just like longer pieces, just see. If I can salvage this and not look like an idiot like I do right now, let's see she said to do the pieces that are like closest to your skull. I just wanted to come like right here. So, let's cut it like right there: okay, I'm gon na! Do this one right here: okay, I'm gon na dry these and see okay, I dried it a little bit. I still feel like an idiot like I feel, like this loli looks so stupid, but whatever, let's just keep going, I'm gon na cut another piece a little bit longer than this one on the other side, definitely not feeling this at all. Okay, I'm gon na pick just like one more just to cut it like a little bit more. I know there's a lot of moments in this video right now, so sorry about that, I'm just gon na cut. It look right here same thing on this side, this side isn't as curly, so it looks a little bit shorter. I'M just gon na cut this one little stray hair, just like literally this monstermouth, okay. She said to not really touch it up. I'M told like you wash it next just to see what happens, so I'm not gon na do that. I might just add just a little bit more just to this side. Just so, it's not like bare on the side, but did that off-camera, because I didn't want to mess it up um. I think it's a very uneven, but I don't even want to touch it right now. I just kind of want to like wash in a couple of days and see what I need to touch up. That'S what she said to do so so I'm gon na do. I feel like it doesn't look that bad, but at the same time it does. I can't really decide like how bad it looks right now. That is that I guess so um I actually hate it, and I wish I didn't do this, because now I look literally hideous. I guess I'm just gon na wait for it to grow and it's probably gon na grow pretty quick. If my hair grows pretty quick, I think after I wash it in a couple of days, maybe to look better. I don't wan na know to do. These are definitely too short like if they were just a little bit longer. This is not it at all, so yeah. Thank you. Yeah. I'M very disappointed with myself with everything. Never doing this again, you guys know mean real-life um. I don't want to talk about it. If you watch this video, if I even post this video, maybe I will just like for a laugh just to show you guys exactly what not to do I mean I don't even know what to do, but don't do what I just did, because this is just Not it anyways, I think I'm just gon na end the video here I don't want to talk about sending more. I don't want to be on camera anymore yeah. I hope you guys enjoy this video. I know it wasn't a lot. I did a little bit of cutting off camera to try to fix it, which clearly didn't do anything but yeah. I hope you guys enjoyed this video. Let me do other videos, you guys want to see and talk to you guys in my next one bye,