Cutting My Own Bangs - Fail?

Why am I doing this? Why can someone remind me hey guys it's Emma and today, as you can see, from the title of the video I'm gon na, be cutting my own betting's and I'm really really nervous and kind of scared. That'S the same thing, but I'm also really excited so we're just gon na get right into it. I keep watching videos of people cutting their own bangs and it just made me really want to do it, not even for the sake of having bangs but just for the fun of cutting them. So yeah oh and got some haircutting scissors they're just from Walmart, so gon na, like top brand or anything but there's still haircutting scissors - and I have this like old comb, hair comb. Pick hair pick comb thing to part my hair and stuff, and then I have a scrunchie to tie the rest of it up. I'M gon na be looking this way most of the video just because of my mirror being there, but I will look like keep going back and forth. Just show you the progress, so we're gon na stop procrastinating and actually do it now. I can't believe I'm actually gon na do this. Look. I'M actually really scared, but I've been thinking, but it's really ever now. Um, like I keep watching me, the videos and like I always go through like time through Mike I'm like I want bangs, should I do it? No so this time I'm actually going to so we're gon na part, my hair in the middle as best as we can or it doesn't like department. I used to wear it in the middle heard all the time and I stopped and now just doesn't want to know. I want it to be look really good, so we don't want to like mess up the part. You know. Okay, I think that's as good as the middle part, so now we're gon na make a triangle so like that kind of giving my best, I feel like that's not enough hair at all. I think I'm gon na start off with this much and if I think I want more bang than a lot more, I just don't know you look like nothing, and I don't really like that right on the hair back, I want to make sure it's like good And even this is really stressful. This is the hardest part. I think the triangle I think I'm just gon na go with this. I'M really scared, but isn't really scared. I feel like it's not even hot. All ya know for the actual cutting part, I'm gon na start with deadly just below my nose, I'm like shaking guys, I'm actually, oh my god, I'm doing it I'm doing it, I'm doing it, I'm doing it I'm doing it. I'M doing it guys, there's no going back now, there's no going back! Oh no! This is not gon na be good. Okay, okay, it's fine! It'S fine! Okay, we're gon na go a little shorter. I don't even think I'm holding the scissors right, I'm not doing the no, no, no I'm not doing a twisty thing, because apparently that's not good to you if you click my forehead, this wink and small for this. Why am i doing this? Why can someone reminding I feel, like I'm, holding my scissors wrong, that I can't tell they're like a really awkward shape? Okay, I'm trying to make them as even as I can at the bottom. Okay, I have to make them shorter, but I'm scared. Okay, I'm gon na start cutting into them, because people do suit me at least not yet we're getting there we're getting there um. They don't work on these, but we're gon na keep going. This is the perfect I can start. I don't know if this is even kidding. You need the hair you can see. Why am i doing? Okay, I'm gon na get straightener okay, so I got a straightener I said, might as well keep cutting really really everyone. I'Ve watched. It turns out really good specimens, at least it. Ah, okay, okay, hello. I don't like the puppy look. I am I doing this to myself. It'S gon na work, fine right! Okay, it's still completely in my eyes, make me like more, even but also like, not to even I'm gon na start, adding some framing pieces now we're just gon na add to the triangle, but you know I'll get used to them and I definitely need to trim Them a little more but for the general finished look this is it so final judgement? I think I'm gon na keep them for a while. I actually really like them a lot more than I thought I would and a lot more than I thought I did when I first cut them earlier today, so you have