Bleaching My Bangs: E-Girl! Fail!! Asmr

Hello, you have now entered the safe place. The safe space of youtube, i'm gon na do okay. I think it was big, more soft spoken in this one. I'M gon na do a very, very bad, crazy thing that i had like promised myself not to do, but were there, but now i just couldn't hold it anymore. I will color these bangs blonde, but i have colored this dark hair before with reddish undertones, and i know it will get uh red or like fire red. So i have already put up my hair. I don't have any mirror. Okay, wait a second, so i think this part will be okay like if i wear it on the sides, it's a bit like chunky. I don't know i'm just kind of going for it, but i'm not afraid with this part, because my own hair is like there almost so that part will be okay, but this parts will be crazy, fire red orange. I know the item and the other thing like i don't know if it kind of burned off, because my hair burned off the last time. I did this uh, but you know i feel like i have cut my bangs so much so i feel like i have like it was this long before so i have like cut it off. So i feel, like this part, is like almost fresh. Maybe i will have to cut my bangs after it, maybe like a short bang, because i think this part will be fine. Okay, i am nervous, but i just my friends send me old photos, um or videos when i was born and - and i really felt like - i was prettier, so i blame this on my friends only no i'm very impulsive. I always change my hair, but you know it can burn off. It has done that before. So there is a chance that my hair will fall off in the shower, and that is just a second. So it's gon na be orange. It'S gon na be red. I know, but i know that i can color it a couple of times and if i can't, if it's too fragile and to burn, i just cut a shorter back and if it's burning off like all the way up here like who doesn't love a crazy short. Maybe i i will suit it like look a bit like stylish. I don't know, but i feel like my hair had to be fine too there so like yeah, that's a short bang, but i'm gon na survive. It'S gon na grow out. It'S just my bang. I will have all my hair there, so i bought this in sweden. I think we only have boxed eyes. We don't buy like one bleach, one developer, it's like box dye, i don't know. Maybe if you go to the hairdresser, maybe you can buy it there, but i don't know anywhere where you can buy things like that. It'S just like box dye. I know box dice isn't good, but i have used it all my life. So let's go. I won't use all of this. I'M gon na do a little mix with it, and so i have some bleach left if i have to bleach it again, which i have to bleach it again. If i want to be blot, you know like maybe it's just a bit blonde, and maybe i tone it to a dark blonde. I don't know i have no plan. I never have a plan like i just go for it. That'S one thing i like about myself and also quite annoying, but judge all my mistakes here. You know, i'm not a hairdresser. Actually, my grandfather, my grandfather's dad, my old grandpa was a hairdresser. He like opened like the first schools in sweden for hairdressing. He won a lot of prizes like he was very talented. He has done so beautiful hairs. He started a salon with like both male and women, because that wasn't a thing back then or something they were only like. I don't know there were something like that. He did a bunch of great things for the hairdressing thing, so i have always been so interested in coloring, color hair. Like i love it, that's why my hair is bad right now, because i have colored it so many times like all my colors that you can see. If you follow me on instagram, i have done all by myself. I never go to the hairdresser except for cutting, but you know i'm very interested. It would be so much fun to study hair air dressing sometime - okay, oh my god. I can't believe i'm doing this. I know like the one thing i love the most it's to watch these types of videos like it's so much fun. I love it so we're gon na mix this with this and the powder, but here's the problem. I don't know how much i need of everything i will try to see. I would just try to make a mix here, like i take a little bit of each so this may be too too much i'll. Just try to take uh like right amount of everything. So if i took third of that, i will try to take a third of this. I don't know. Is that a good plan you know i should maybe have like this smell. I don't want to breathe it in. You know i'm so sensitive towards these things. I hope i'm gon na survive. Okay, no one knows i'm doing this. Like i just ran into my room, i haven't told my friends, i haven't told anyone. This is so scary. I think this is enough. Like i don't know, i think they will have like a face mask so maybe this i can't breathe in this thing. How do people breathe? Okay, let's go. I will mix it far away, so i will first start in the middle parts of my hair. I know this isn't any like correct way. I don't think so at least, but i have done this to my banks before, and i know that that is what i need. I think, because this hair will be blonde very fast since it's my like natural hair, but i have had like a color bump with color pigments, and i've heard that that sometimes can turn to green so we'll see. But so this is my like natural hair color, and this part is the one that is the like most like, not most fresh, but you know fresh intense. It sucks up, color really good, but this part down here is the most fragile. The color fades the most and it breaks off the most. So we'll start with this part, and then i will go for this part and the list. I will do this because i'm afraid that they will break off and i can cut them off if they are too red orange crazy. So i'm sorry, if i'm speaking too loud in this one, no let's go. I am always so scared of being allergic to hair. Colors, i'm always afraid i'm gon na lose my breath or something so cross your fingers. Otherwise this will be my last video ever if it is send this to brad mondo. Okay, i don't think he would be proud of me, though this is so messy. What am i doing? Okay, i think i took a little bit more than just the middle part. Oh my god. It smells! Oh, my god, my eyes, why? How should i color my bangs? Okay, maybe to the side, i'm struggling here? Oh my god, the smell! Why did i do this in my room? Okay, i have to take some air one second, so i'm back, i will try to take some plastic foliage on this. This looks so stupid. I didn't turn this. So good stay. Okay. So now i will maybe wait like okay, so there we go, oh my god. So now i think i will wait about. You should have this on for, like what did it say, like 45 minutes 30 to 45, depending on you know there. So i think i will leave this on for like 15 minutes and then i will put it in all the bangs and leave it for 15. More, i think, that's a good plan, but now it's like it wasn't evenly applied, but like with the big plastic gloves, you know it's just went everywhere, but we will see about the results you guys it might be a short bag. You know worst case scenario. I have a brown color at home, i'll just go over it with brown and cut my bangs short since it's gon na be damaged best case scenario. It'S like a cool golden fire. You know because, like having fiery orange bangs, that's cool, maybe not if it's brassy, but i can pull it off. You know a little bit rock the girl vibe. Maybe i don't know i have to take time what time is it just a second okay? So in the meantime, i can do some asmr for you, if you're only here for the color part skip forward. I won't keep you all the way when this is like baking, but i will just do some asmr, so this is the after treatment. It usually is hitting the blue in it, but like that, does nothing, but i have silver shampoo, so i will put some silver shampoo on it later. Do you want me to color yours too, while we're at it, it will be fine just fit still. I can just do it, you know what like me, i can just paint it on your bangs. Do you have bags? Maybe not? I can cut it back for you. So just down down. You can feel the the smell of this. It doesn't smells anymore, so you're, okay, you're, okay, okay, okay, i got my curtains. I don't want to touch them right now, because i think i have bleach on my hand, but they are very much beautiful. I love them so much so so excited gon na put them up after i've colored this one. Is it changing anything yet because you know i don't know if i mixed the bleach correctly, so i think it's lighter flip, i'm not sure. So! Oh, do you smell a bit? Do you want to wear a mask? You can wear mine, it's okay, we live together. What'S mine is yours, but you should never do this in real life, so a little bit of lipstick, that's okay! Just behind your ears and they're perfect good. How does that feel better? Before i have this like cool light like this stay there, then i get two lights, but you can see the back right there. That'S not cute! Okay! Oh no! The bleach is on my makeup. Brushes now we have to clean them. I have said that i would clean them in three months now. That'S not good! I will clean them while i'm cleaning this okay. I hate to wait for this. So that's what i did um i washed my hair today. Actually so that was that's, that's it, but i'm so scared what this outcome will be. If i had like an editing program and a computer, i would do like some sounds right now. You know i'm sitting here. I would edit in a bubble like what am i doing with my life like sad, music like and zoom in on my face and that gray picture and, like you know, like the great youtubers, do my lipstick is a bit not perfect. It'S a bit outside. I did this quick before the video i was like. I need something pampering on my face while doing this, because maybe the lips will match my bag. Okay, what do you think about this coloring video? What do you think about this plastic bag on my bags? On my fridge, i think the sound in this video will be very loud. I am, i apologize worth it and i don't think that this video will ever reach brandon since it's asmr it's like, should he have an asmr video on his channel to react? Maybe why not? Okay, i love you brad if you're watching what, if i just cut this off okay, i think i can take like selfies while i'm having this. Oh, my god, i can't take selfies like at the same time. Oh should i oh. This is so awkward you're watching me, post, okay, okay, i will do this after you're gone, it's more comfortable! That way. Okay, i feel like. I need to breathe a little excuse me, so my mom is watching a movie three, a second three seconds and i really wan na watch it with her. But i just got this like panic feeling, like i'm gon na color, my hair now like it was the craziest impulse ever. I was just sitting in the couch, i'm coloring. It now ran off and bought a color and ran home and was like i'm gon na. Do asmr don't disturb me and now i'm here, but you know i have i'm gon na have my period soon. This is definitely one of those like things you do on your period like this hormones is killing me, but it's not enough. So are you nervous of the outcome? I can't see anything okay should we should we open up just to sneak? How long has it been 55? 10 minutes? So just it's getting somewhere right. It'S like! I cannot take this. How do hairdresser do how do they survive? I need to show my friends: i hope they won't be mad at me. Just be like. Oh again, your hair is gon na fall off. We can take another break now, where is messenger okay? This is gon na be exciting. So this is the picture. Oh, i can keep track of time on this, so four minutes more and then i'm gon na put it in the rest of my hair. I think this is so insane. I can't believe i'm doing this, but i have had the oh, my god, i'm sorry for the sound um i have had. I have wanted to become blonde again for a long time now. It suits me more. I like it more, but you know i can never. In the world color my full hair, because it like breaks off when i today when i take a shower, it's like that bad um, so i have been like put the bags. Can i color the pants just a little since it's so short and i have cut it so many times and it's almost like half grown out and like you, can color fresh fresher? That'S like no problem, so i'm just worried about the tops of my hair. So but i will hold you on a break and i will be back when i take it in some more then i will pass you and then i will come back with the results or something okay, so pause for a second i feel like there hasn't happened That much or i'm wondering do i need more powder. Okay, it looks blonde here, but not in my mirror. It looks like nothing has changed in my mirror, but in this light it looks blonde, but it's just a light. I'M thinking about having some more powder. You know just a little bit because since i mixed this myself, i don't think i took enough so just oh just a tiny bit. I think i took too much developer into a little powder. So now i will just put this all over my hair. Like i don't know, should there be more powder, i don't know i'm doing this now we will see where this goes and maybe i will have to color it one once more. There'S nothing like okay. Let'S go i'm sorry, i have to look here, maybe i'll just take since it's so small part. I don't think i have to section it. So! Oh, my god, i need hair, i'm the worst. I will come back after i've applied all of this. Oh my god. Look at it is, is that green? Oh, my god, okay, i will come back so now i have applied it and i did some sections now six sections. I took the comb and i just took it up and i laid it like not on top of my scalp. I let it with like one millimeter apart, because the heat is gon na make it grow and i don't want to apply it directly to my scalp, because i'm very sensitive last time i did this. I got like like wounds on my scalp. It was not nice, not good, like you shouldn't do that. I do not recommend anyone doing this at home, but yeah if you're an adult, do what you want. It'S your life, but take the consequences. So i feel like it's hello. I feel like it's coming down on my on my: do you think i can do this so what time is it? I will take this off like 15 minutes almost but um. I think i will let you have a break from me and i will leave this phone on on pulse and then i am, i read in the face, i'm so scared of being allergic. Why am i doing this to myself as long as the neck is not red? It'S fine, so i will clean up here and we'll come back with the result. I can tell you that i saw it was like blonder up here, but the middle part is so strong full of colors, so good hair. So that's the hardest part to color from, but i saw the ends were like gray, so like gray red blonde, but i think i can cut the gray parts off and then have like blonde reddish and try to color it again. Maybe okay, now i'm done talking. I will be back with some results. I think. Okay, see you soon hello. I took the time to clean my makeup, brushes so good. That was like the best. The best thing i could do with my life, so i'm gon na wash this in three four minutes. Then i think i've had it for 45 minutes um, but i think it will be okay, since i didn't have it on my scalp and on my length for 45, i've had it like. Okay, i feel like i should wash this out now. It'S gon na be bright, yellow, brassy red. Let'S just look clear with that, but this is not the finished like. I know it's gon na be brassy crazy, yellow, but it's not like i'm done now like. I will tone it someday, maybe bleach it again. If i can, and if my hair is like no oh okay - maybe i will leave it with it and let it grow out and let it cut and then bleach again when the bad parts are. I don't know we will see. This is exciting. Okay, i feel like i have to wash it out now. I feel like it's, it's so hot. It'S burning so like i thought it turned out green in the tops, since i had so dark gray, hair and also the color bomb and up here it's a brassy, yellow, um yeah, perfect vlog. I will have like. I know i need to bleach this again because this is not in the shape for toning i need to, but i will not definitely bleach it today, like i will wait and i will cut my bangs a bit so short bangs again, but i will have some Silver shampoo in this and cut off the green. I actually like the green. Maybe that would be cool. You know like yellow green, a bit like you know, punk emo girl, so short, bang. It is, but you know it's green up to here. I don't want to cut it here. I think i will cut it here, so i will have a bit green in it and then, when it like grows out a bit more, i can cut that part off, but i will cut some some part off. So it's not like a crazy part that is green uh, but um yeah. I will do some silver shampoo cut it off a bit and maybe dry it, and then i will come back and maybe i will cut the bang when it's dry with you. This is such a long, video, oh my god. I don't know if you will like this like a very long hair video. I would love that myself. So i'm hoping you do too okay. So let's do this. Can i even upload this? Oh, my god, so it turned a lot green in the tops, but i have cut off the most. So it was you know, since i have shorter hair here, it was like green there. It'S still some, but i took like this and i cut cut it shorter. So i have like thin and out my bags, but it's extremely orange, but i think one more bleach on this and then i think i can tone it after that. Maybe i have to cut some more. I don't know, but i will leave with this now for some days. Oh my gosh. If we take out my other hair to see how it looks okay, wow like it could be like a bit cool like imagine when this is like bleach, platinum blonde. I think that would be cool, especially if i had my hair like up like this, because that's how i usually wear or were had my hair so like this, but then it was like long so i had it like separated. I don't think it's too bad like i know all hairdressers and people will be like. Oh my god, it's ruined but like i have had ginger hair. I think this it's not like wow, but i think with this hair it looks kind of cool, but it definitely needs to tone, but i could tone it more like a dark blonde, but since i'm at it, i'm gon na try to bleach it one more time. But in like some days or a week or something and i'm like oily in my bangs, i don't think it took that much damage like it feel very soft. But you know i don't know. Maybe it will fall off soon like who knows so nice bleach feeling like fail. It'S always going to be like this when you bleach it at home, like it always gon na ends up with some shady crazy hair, but it's you have to bleach it more times when you go from like this dark red. So it's like this is the first step, a lot of people - it's like, oh my god. No, i didn't turn plant on them like no and then they're, just like coloring. It brown, but i know i can bleach that one one more time, but i know i'm not sure if this will get more greener than maybe and then maybe i have to cut like crazy short bag, because now it's still not like crazy short. But then i have to cut it. No, i can't do that. Then i will just live with green tops. Maybe i could have like fake extension with like green tops and, and it could be a thing you don't think, like really eilish, she has like green, green um outgrowth, you know so just i could have like green tops here and then green tops here might become A thing anyways, this was very fun to do. I'M still glad i'm having like lighter hair, it's so much fun, so don't hate on me that much like it's in the end, it's gon na be good, like i will record in like a couple of weeks. It'S gon na be so blown so good. So perfect, don't worry! Thank you so much for hanging out with me tonight in this crazy spontaneous thing. Okay, i have to go now, but thank you so much and i'll see you in my next video, okay, goodbye