Cutting My Bangs | Fail

Why why am I doing this to myself hi? My name is Ileana. Welcome to my got now on to my channel um. I have no makeup on my hair is in a bun. Oh I'm really nervous. If my voice is shaking I apologize, my face looks puffy. I woke up like 20 minutes ago um, so it is a Friday. The 13th okay, the September 13th today is also a Harvest Moon. So we have a full moon tonight and my uncle has this thing where he only cuts his hair when there's a full moon. So I'm gon na be cutting my hair today, yeah. I think that cutting bangs would be a good idea. I'M feeling super impulsive and I feel, like I shouldn't [ __ ] do this. I have a mirror right here. I have this and have some [ __ ] scissors. I have binge watched like 30 [ __ ] videos on people cutting bangs here about to get my own hair, okay, so suck it um yeah, I'm gon na put this up. So if you see the mirror - and you see the plants in the back, I apologize Wow, okay, so from the the so much hair stuff that I learned through these videos is that [ __ ] bro, okay, hmm wow! What a [ __ ]! Look! I'M not gon na tell anybody in my family that I'm cutting things. I don't need a lot of encouragement to do stupid, [, __ ], like I'm willing to do stupid, [, __ ]. On my arms. I have [ __ ] bro, that's like Oh, oh [, __ ]. This is too short right now can't go back now, like my hair, is pretty [ __ ] long bro, oh my god! Oh my god. Probably some hello annoying, but I don't think you guys understand, hair to me kind of sort of means like a lot probably shouldn't cuz hair is just hair. You know, like I kind of want me to like shave it off. You know, but I'm a [ __ ] so like I want you know, I mean [ __ ] it. At this point. I can't even imagine what my mom is gon na say: she's gon na be like Ely. I know you [ __ ], look like Dora and I'll be like okay mom, but is it cute like you're not supposed to cut it the way I'm cutting it when you have like textured hair, my hair is kind of sort of textured um yeah well supposed To like cut it on an angle I'm like up and down you know what all these YouTube people make. This [ __ ] look way easier and it's not that [ __ ] easy. I don't recommend this at home. Please go to a song and get it cut by a professional because, like I don't know what the [ __ ] that was, I don't know what the [ __ ] kind of cut, that was um yeah cut your bangs, they said be in your person. It'S the full moon, dumb, [, __ ], I'm a dumb [ __ ], I drink dumb, [ __, ] juice. This morning like and I haven't even had anything to drink. I literally freaking um brush my teeth and probably drank some Florida in the [ __ ] water. You know alright we're just gon na go for it mm-hmm just going for it [ __ ]. It right. I feel like this is a learning lesson. Um. You know 20 years old cuts her bangs 20, I'm 21 bro. Oh my gosh, I'm really just cutting my bangs, I'm not going through anything. Currently I just thought that cutting my hair would be a good idea. I guess I'm like I'm too far in to like you know, be like oh, like I'm here got a [ __ ] rock my choices: oh yeah bro. I don't think wetting. It is really gon na do anything. I still think this is gon na look. [ __ ] trash yeah, so middle piece. Why? Why am I doing this to myself, I'm so tired being stupid? I really cut cut my hair on a [ __ ] whim, bro about it because, like I said, I changed dumb [ __ ] juice. This morning, [ __ ] was delicious, though [ __ ]. It look. I'M really scared to cut it as short as it should be, so they can be considered bangs, but, like I can see what my best friend didn't. Let me cut her bangs. She wanted bangs. I can cut up how hard can it be like something like this? I don't know what I'm doing. Oh, I apologize anybody watching this crunching hardest [ __ ]. Like I mentioned how I feel this is my hair. I have to walk around like this wow. This looks hideous mm-hmm, so this looks absolutely [. __ ] um, terrible um. You know like it doesn't get better. I'Ve tried um yeah guys, so I guess I'm just gon na wear my hair. I royally [ __ ] up my hair mmm and everybody always like. Compliments - oh my god you're here so nice and long and pretty, and it looks shiny and happy in there yeah. Well, not [ __ ]. Look like Velma Velma from scooby-doo the [ __ ], [ __ ] version only. I can call myself a [ __ ]. Okay, but yeah guys so don't cut your bangs at home. All these is that a [ __, ] gray, hair. No, no, that's a gold hair. Should I pick it out? Do you guys want to see? No, I think that's all my hair, you see it say. Yeah I [ __ ] cut my hair and I have to go to one of my closest friends that I [ __ ]. Did this [ __ ] she's broke yeah guys, so this is on my new hairstyle mmm. I'M gon na go cry in a hole. Now cuz, this looks absolutely I feel like. I should have left this piece like longer. I don't really know what I'm doing with my life. I guess I'm kind of just mad because I'm not even going to like a midlife crisis. You know like I just I genuinely decided to just be a [ __ ] dumbass um yeah, so I hope you enjoyed this video. Please go ahead. Comment like and subscribe. I would really [ __ ] appreciate it. Um yeah, I cut my hair in front of the Internet, bye [, __ ]. I hit my cactus, so I cannot help but [ __ ] laugh bro like this [ __ ] is so bad uh. Oh my god. It'S like in my eye. What is going on, I don't fix that yeah, so I am gon na try and straighten it. I don't know why [ __ ] did this. Look just like a look at this [ __ ], it's [, __, ], beautiful