I Botched My Hair. Failed Attempt At Curtain Bangs!!

This is probably so dumb of me to do, but i am going to attempt to give myself curtain bangs, so i don't think i can pull off bangs at all, but i feel like curtain bangs are a little bit more subtle. It'S like they're, not like these or like i don't know, i don't know how to do them, but i'm gon na first part, my hair in the middle, because i'm pretty sure that's where, like or close to the middle. I guess i'm pretty sure. That'S how i should start alyssa you're, definitely watching this and you're, probably freaking out at me for doing this to my hair, because we both know i'm gon na mess it up, but we're just gon na go for it. Okay, so i brushed out my hair and i'm that's like as middle and i think i'm gon na go. I don't want to be like two middle part, because i'd say that's like a little bit off but like fine, i'm trying to crouch down wait. Let me see if i can move this perfect okay, so i have a hair tie. Also. This is probably not right. These scissors, i really these - are definitely not hair cutting scissors at all, but i don't know what like hair cutting scissors are so yeah. Let'S see, i don't know how much i want to do. Is that, like also, this is like my favorite piece, because this is like the most blonde, my hair, but i think this is good to start. Maybe i'll do a little bit more. So it's wait. No, it needs to be even that's a lot of hair. Wait that doesn't hold on okay boom. Is that too much of my hair and then that i'd say that's? Is that even no okay? Let me tie this back. Oh my god, i'm so scared! Okay! Now, oh wait: actually i'm gon na use this here this scrunchie to hold this hair back. So i think i need that. Oh, my god, this is such a bad idea. I can't believe i'm doing this is this. I need to make sure that chunk. Should i do what is this? I don't know if i need that, so i'm just gon na put it behind my ear, because i don't think i want to do that same with that. I can go back there for now. Okay boom. No, i don't want that. Do i, oh my god, i'll just i'll have more. If i need to okay, i'm gon na comb. That now am i supposed to like twist it i'm so scared too. Okay, i think i'll twist it and i'm like literally going to start as low as i can, because, though it's like take that tick, tock or the girl, i cut it here. Her hair stopped okay, actually i'm just gon na okay, okay, that's so much hair! Okay! Why did i do that? Oh my god. What this is. This is not. This is not okay, i'm gon na have to figure this out. I also don't have my contacts in so that's a plus okay wow. This is so uneven. If i keep my head straight, this is so much longer so, okay, oh my god. I think i'm gon na just like cut at an angle. Why do i do this to myself? Okay, like some people i feel like if they go like that it like looks good, but this just doesn't at all hold on. Let me see what it looks like in my hair - oh god, i really messed this up. I i knew this would be bad like if i put my hair up and it's like, i can't even i'm so dumb, i'm like i don't know why it must bring. But you know when, like your hair is up - and you want to tuck your hair behind your ear. Okay, like i could do for a second, but it like is not long enough to stay behind my ear. So that's great okay, wait! Okay, i'm gon na keep my head straight. This needs to be a little bit shorter. I think that was definitely way that was so much more than the other side tonight. Look at okay, this compared. Why do i like suck this? Well, i know why you suck at this area because you're not a freaking hairdresser, okay, i'm going to try to i'm in a different location, because the other outlets didn't work, but now i'm going to try to straighten i kind of want to go that way. We'Ll experiment: let's see what maybe i don't know. Oh my hair is down in my hair, oh god, oh my god. I almost dropped the iron on me. This looks so bad. I like, i literally can't believe it did this to me. We'Re done with the straightener for now. You know, because, okay, this i'm gon na, have to fix. This is like there's, hair everywhere. This is just. I need to stop touching it. It needs like. I just need to accept that it's horrible and you know what i'm gon na, do i'm gon na wear headbands for the rest of my life, because this is just not it. I can't even put it behind my ear. Okay, there we go great okay, yes, so thanks so much for watching guys be sure to like comment and subscribe subscribe and if you want to venmo me, so i could get this fixed. I'D really appreciate it. My memo celia dash my rakonda. Thank you. Bye, bye,