A Conversation With India'S First Trans Woman And Celebrity Hair Stylist

So here I am with one of the best hair stylist and the best person I have met the more popular than most the most merciless person I've been with yours. I'D imagine just fell in love with us. What hi? I really the thought of this questionnaire Riveter to describe myself, because I kind of live with the time and go with the times and Methodism. For me, it's never that you, you know I was went to Fontaine and I get a volunteer anime tomorrow. I'Ve, never a great person ever managed a little fall, but the media mix that we didn't such big star and mentioning like me, I did do very well. I did create a good stir within the crowd, Adam Guerrero, because the you are full all day working from morning till night, then you definitely know you're spreading some canister in the car. So it's clear up. I'Ve been working 35 years long time. Anybody might will be competing. Oh I'm not the time, but about myself am I tell you my routine, I get up in the morning. I do a bit of you of a month into my knee, nothing strenuous I get to the kitchen and must forgive me if I don't go caffeine, I'm not ready, I feel and think positive pregnancy to everyone. So I must cook in the morning and then I come to the salon and then run from your the old days work and we're meeting at the capital a to throw dipstick is nice bright, color they go in apart and then I say, party see I get To ask about the drum Mississippi with huge body - I don't know a very good arrival of the country because I just know because next time I would be dead, I cannot lose people. Are you so pretty really tonight you people get some exercise uh. You know. I don't have a favorite. I go every night second night out because I told you what the meters made it gave me out to be such mrs. Evers. You gesture with good luck that we invited to all the openings or the related joints in town. So we are there, so we make Anakin estimate because when I know can you advise me not me, go then have a ball and up a bunch to go. Then awesome what you mean. Maybe money problem, it doesn't bother me. I go there to get really fit in enjoyment when I don't gain who's. Bitching about me hope is talking about me. It hasn't gone. There go the way I was when I have a rocky time, and then is the monitor forgotten about in the next time to Georgie for sergeants, and if you ever loved you don't know, you know Chinese, you just to look back when you rewind something just give Some here that you don't agree, then just get some here, but yes, I did start David Young, born to a good mother father, which makes me angry. I have learnt that merciful. You had a bangle in this really small community. Now, in fact, this is the truth. My age group, with lots of the end after sesamoid, it's it's my struggle, our children, our marriage into the Punjabis and John. I prefer we have the last lot of the anglo-indian, so a modern Kolkata. So by nature, the one I need, oh and uh become hope. I come from a very simple Christian Catholic back of a fourth I'm extremely flawed. If it were mean anything and my mother invited me so called the eldest son of the family, and there were two girls and two boys up to me. Now there are two girls. Two boys - I don't know where, whichever way but that's the different journey on its own, but when you are the eldest and then family or family, when it's extremely wide meaning. The beauty of the whole thing is that we've all put into good schools, because you put into charitable mission schools that were run by American England, the Erasmus schools. They were the priests and nuns that Irish nuns and runs was in those days in India. So we went government schools which was absolutely totally a you know, totally free of cost. We never my mother never died. So that's the beauty of the whole thing. We got very, very educated, you see what I mean. So that was a good thing, but the thing is that how much we wanted to absorb that is because other children are everything we have nothing like it's strange. I can still die recycle. I was in Amsterdam last year and the strange thing because it took me back to my childhood as an Amsterdam doctor and my friends told me so being you know the easy way you want the Amsterdam, let's all get a cycle, because every cycle branch back, I Was on that schedule cycle, so instead, why that face size header? Is that the only way we could take the Kitab grams a broken arm? You should look it up, it's a beautiful place and if you jump opposed and go and go there yet says that we could take a canal, you think nope, oh you'll miss the bar and that's where you want to be as it all. But I don't fight the wind sector, just such a lady as no neuron that, because I just I don't know a second since one - and I didn't want to take him back 35 meters, 40 years back two times our whole story, because the weather was so beautiful And there was another too good-looking rocking Mendes outside you know we were, then I gave pens together and he was such a nice group said. I want to go back and get sent. He was all dancing and I just didn't get that done, but the fact is because we know so so far that we never got a sight. I'D look at it, but do you never let us touch it. Do you know if you like a toothpick, don't touch? My side, you know you are so fat sighs. It used to be a sin to be flawed, so so sister to take on fire because we never got, and when I started out life when I started moving on and died, then you want to know how to keep it on stream. So for there come to that that life, that's so fast that I didn't get to die in juice, in the in the process of trying to indicate that wasn't sister than trying to take care of them with no father and trying to get the families kids coming Together there another time to buy a site information. I bought my servant individually when I was doing very good and I bought my stuff, but I didn't buy myself one because by then I had bought the car and then things moved on, and I thought it was a small thing I didn't either. But after 45 years here and an Amsterdam rolling around does not happen, particularly no as well, so it takes you back many years to what your child is all about and don't see it to the stature of a criticism. It was a way for childhood baby. Never had much to decide, you know what I mean, what was there and down the scale and down not paint you black black, and it has become why so I'm both of battery we have water battery and same. I want my two sons of the same way. So what happened was when I finished my school. I got a scholarship from listening water, because three people mastered the words and in 1976 December 16, when I pass the school, it is seen a conventional sense. They removed a mosquito Avianca between the money and a senior to envy to the last patch and they said whoever gets ninety eight point. Nine ninety-nine point nine on one will get a free scholarship of the whole ecology and others in one of those with another. Two people, three of us, stopped you guys bring all of it and we got a scholarship for a full college setting. So that's how I was able to go to college. Otherwise what would have happened if I was a normal child normal? I forgot like 60 % of frontals and whatever those days the path mark was fortunate in my mind and then I would have to join any other college in any central colleges. So my church decided it like with my mother, decide analysis and they wanted me to my mother - want to be Bigfoot, become a doctor because she said we are so poor should become a doctor. You may save so many more lives who are walking with a headache. My mother wasn't sure they were Christian born woman, you know, go up, yes, we walk, but she get in cover. So I it was to that. If the endless is solid, she knew have our thumb of take care of the younger siblings. What came in between or something standing back when I, when they decided that I should go and do my doctorate in Fiji Hospital in character after her mother said? No, I don't want you to stay in God. I was wondering why I didn't understand why? Because my mother, and still how I walked, I went off our moves and she was observing me and I didn't know she was of me what I want and she was sketching. You know getting some clue that I was not a normal man that she must have meant a lot that I was gay, but I didn't know the world and I didn't know it. The Viva Waterman Catholic hospitals really didn't know what it was football. It was basketballs resting, it was boxing, it was Karen's, guitar yeah. No, it was everything is just study, so there is no time to even talk about girls in a hostel or boy is not. This is not a normal thing, so she's realizing and I didn't realize, and they said no I'll joins priesthood. I want to come at me and I prepare for down is that it as big noise have a 16 an hour. I was 16 there yeah and a big merely noise, and it was a huge noise about the whole thing and in the bus bit what we get as a breeze Lisa. So far, they end up or begging in the churches, and you know Jesus Christ, air that you had to move on. There'S a big thing and to my bad luck, but I went, I gave it a shot and I told my bias means I will go and then he took me to get these into the priesthood into the hospice, because we had no hope. I told really for me, I know so they said because I think they were can admit after 19. I was 16 and 2 not 3 years ago, and then that makes me other ones they're pushing back on the roads and streets and another thing on the town. So I had no choice, then they now exist. I want him to go away. It wasn't to be again no matter what I don't want. My mother foresaw what I was going. She was my husband again, but I really didn't know. I had no idea. I had really no idea. Of course, there were also dramatic moments would happen with betadine than that which I don't want to come out. That'S an automatically, but she made sure that I moved out of India. So the best way the church is - and I thought that it was very easy to go to England and go to Australia, because the annual didn't have the right to move out of the country, because we were half protection of Europeans, because the Army's a British army Came over and accepted all the girls with and pregnant and culture that was the rain normal procedure because it was the British Raj is that in those days you see so it was a very normal procedure. So the opening was at any Anglo Indian that was born. They have the right to go to English. The coach Australia be the owner. Is there was a right so today easy four to seven kids fostering, so they sent me their weather when they started my doctorate and then in the other format. You know, and I was quite amazed - it was great surprised that I was really clearly given either Eugene journeyman and then I realized the world. Sexual attitude turns out that I was not one of them and I was another search party. You know, and then I wanted to tell my mother and my mother said this was the reason why I wanted you are in here. I knew you know how to dogs right here. I saw it. I smelt it. I knew it you're, my dad and that's the reason I pushed you to get outta here, because in those days an idiot is make taboo to tell anybody in what you were. Not it not it mom nada, it was trust me, I'm in the Supreme of society, and you know you have people coming out with a big diary and I'm real and we're in a feminine Ruby and a skirt and a dress and within that me, and they Were kissing and me so if you accept that and nobody's fires with them on, somebody is not the business there. But when I came back to India, my father was a hundred one percent. I it was Sir John, so then I came back and EFT. I just spent 11 years four years of my my my my dog one year. I did my internship for five and three days. Eight years I came back, 300 worked as a general surgeon, so when I came, I had to come and get me choices that to balance training 18, you bring up at your concert and when I did karma there was this huge vacuum of you know. Maybe you know bonobos of in India and then you know try to be very Indian because I am an Indian and then trying to fight my identity. So it was really not easy because I had to kind of you know if I told anybody you know I'm doing this, do you think you, like men and strongly your palate, you, okay? What does that? I should go back last night Mothman. What'S the meaning of that she's, a digital notice, I said, obviously take no doses. Every second person said we got to be a meaning to it, because it is another you I didn't know the be name you know, and so we had to go just a lot of humiliation, a lot of insults, a lot of Tears. A lot of heartbreak expect. I moved on with my skill and my skill, popularized me and now, when I look back at it it so it's kind of it wasn't ready, not just a couple of fattening baby crying on time. It'S not something they look back inside without even saying it now. My years like you know, Christ can ideas. It does mean no, no she's a beautiful. How much she's stunning look that I'm like? Oh, no, you still don't get it and you know so. It'S okay! You know you can't hang on. Do the past the limited happiness, not process? You have to forget the past and move on, and you have to learn to see the light is so beautiful that it's real really make it. What we want to make it to the gym, yeah. Okay, I personally broke their good idea that this question was gon na come up anyway, yeah I was for three not four years as a surgeon and trust me actually, first input which surgery the first put into maternity, because I was so good with children. I told her I felt so much echo book, so they always daughters work, so I always prefer being in business company. I'M very happy! I didn't want man come again. Ah so they would be into pathology. But when I get to paternity, then nice goal so the deliveries I couldn't do it nice to collapse. Eaten there is the delirious dr., Rogers instructor gives the process I'm down their lines as a process about this. Much in wonder, what's wrong. See then, once my video document, you need to see me as input your site, that something is it's a serious animal kaa. It is not a very sexualized, so they are very open about it. Oh they were open, but not that open still not at all. Even today, London's two stickers, but India doesn't trust me. I would learned about them to eat in Turkey. Announces 18 comes into month and I really saw the world from a different eye. Other a majority more I'm very mature person - and I tell you the Indian people - are much more broad-minded than the Yerevan hundred times more broad-minded trust me. I saw it with our own eyes and that's an but it's still movin in India. You can still say the world out of gear, just not at all, oh, but it's nothing more than that. It is not getting in dudes Matthew to Seoul. So I can go to a successful doctor and my doctors are giving me a salary for overtimes. You made the residential doctor because more happy with me, but I was Pratt because it's got some from inside in order to you know that madness was inside of being, you know Sylvie, but that's am i working as dr. Rogers investor options, so I just go to The put it down when I'm gon na need an extra menacing or night in emergency. You can get enough good, which we found next to rush out to the to the to the to London to get a good sample essay and get my esophagus come back. This is doctor powerful, doctor launches in a purple a so Adam talk alone of the crazy doctor. Degree versus witch doctor has spoken a Hindi, so I used to do the thing, but not going that I wanted to be fashionable monopoly that I was trying to touch the glamour whatever. That is not the raid idea, so I just thought I had about you know one years leave pending on my head from God. I never took any because I thought by thinking. You know that I could work back then, the very good matter, so I never took because then the doctors called me. You had a meeting that was bored of 12 with doctor and forget the a dentist addresses. If you don't take your one, nearly as I said one the company's money cast across in your life, you know you're the only manager there got my stories from India. It has to go away. No, no! No! You don't toe if at the one is not going to be card to both your parents, editing it. Is you wonder if you take your leave, you come back and you get that full money for one meal and you also get paid as you come back. So I got a book yeah. This is like too much so then I just job genes from their event of Jemaine, but on one PL money it was never on the first dimension is the America at that age. You are worst and you're young you're kind of a virgin. You really have to see the world sexually physically. Emotionally you like one small thing coming to this huge beautiful world, and then you want to slow everything, because you are, you know you're young and you you. You don't know, and then you just United this and that and it is - and it's not, I should open the papers. Oh there's a course of your one week. What? Because let's go try that we don't use and all other than for one key to teaching your front leg and go there, pay $ 16 and they teaching you carpentry. Then go your pays or $ 20 and then ditching you beauties and you go the pain of the $ 10 and you're switching away accounts. You know you know all this classical of this. I won you're my head. That'S why we won small small small small things. I ended up in the end section. I said: what is nothing also, let me do traffic. I did make up the middle cutting when I went to do cutting. I was read the course with it 51. They call first 21 day issue marcenia. There was a 21 day call, but if you masca that 21, they give you 21 days free to read to do not the crusher to carry on to do. Fortunately, the in talents you basically basically in times so I did 21 days. I, through difficulty 21 days in a lot muscular trade really gave me 21 again. I would like it and depend on went on for three novels for months and then I read an added achievements left of all stage, because I spent for four months with me and then it said you know: you're, brilliant yeah. You do the Masters. We paper a clean big appear room over here. We give you a job in the salon with the college. You'Ve got a big give you $ 30, you know and arm para dollars, ha 3 of 2 o'clock to 5. So that's how it started. So, as the Oh cricket and mix the money, I have a free place, I'm being educated, I get my license to calcaneus. You can't categorize, even today in America and in England you need nice, and so I sort of have that expression in hand. That'S nice. So when it is that I started enjoying it, and I just deeply got into it when I got into the gotten my license, they got me my visa. They got me everything metric of the job in the in school. I thought this teacher and June in the same school is teaching air and I liked it so much. I passed a 1uz and afterward one-man-band is my get a self origins from my hospital. You pass to anyone lately, come back, come back, come back and then she has the consequence to 6-0, not coming and now. The first purpose is how to break the news to my mother, because my mother's, I knew she heart wasn't broken. It was, but I thought the little stopped member then I spoke to my mom openly. I said momma holidays with Latinos. She said you come back one. I didn't tell about it and you see let my young about the most illusions to me by that many intelligence training in a college arm. So I said, if you can take over for one year, looking up a little girl, then I'll come back to in Department. Another cop, so she said okay, then I broke the music. I am going to do here to the hospital. You are bad, you know what I addressed it isn't I you know tonight. I had this one and I and you lead in doctors when I you know people time to be talking crazy. He lost it, who's the spy in your life. I was so shocked. I said what he talks about. She says another minute remaining school. You and all around. My house is a very broad-minded, very straightforward. She was baggage in strict. If you had to shoes, one has to be polished, 24 on gifts and by you get two shirts wanted to be washed. Ireland get standby. If she says pick up dirt on your white shirt, you got Benjy, so she was born, but she was so strict with very very straight, so we have been thought of a very army way, every car, so very clean. So I said mama I've done 10 years. Yes, they're always the girls are going to finish off in Romania any two years. Images think, initially that we want to talk to everybody. We do them, he scalars, he won't look after and she was. I spoke to my biological teacher's job. I'M only offering you two years to give mommy some money. Look after what I come as for saving, listen I'll, give that to mom and I was carry on it - never works out that me another reverse, radians, responsible, sorry to say it, but super the various month. Man years I had to come back to India. So when I came back under local management lemonade, I get my medicine, but nobody knew what I a designer what we given. I came in anyway. When I said I my head is, I know they say you design. Hey, what can you design in pain? Here'S just cut. That'S the enemy Chinese market. Our parents would have gone to Chinese girls or never know pooja viernes it later and Baba's only boost in those days. There'S no there's no joy. So people didn't understand what a hairdresser, so I was putting you knows happen. So I knew I should have come up in different scary, opposite in you with the Cerritos, and I just opened up in 85 business in Indian colony, it adjusted it still difference cause once again, there's a then I know okay and I just come up. I remember because there was the new house of ex-cons. Well, that's what and I said now is not giving me a job as a as I know: cuz nobody know their sanity. So what do I do now? So I got to go back in a bit, so I address cross the night is then buyer, my CV, natural DePalma, happen doctor compartment, but I at Alinea think about attachment one year doesn't matter, but they were a hot hot summer, hot and Scott's positioning to heart And another Willie gets out of the hospital research at Accenture. So I think, though I could work in your emergency. I can you know, do anything. What is it? Okay, we put you on for three months trial, and, let me see so I join. Is God for three months while at uni doctor? And so we order, you know it three months and it sends all the younger doctors. We have funded me to go over there, the new coffee shop over there, any new nights coffee shop. So they anything to be a serious option. Okay, anybody who comes to your coffee shop is a new five standard intervene in the middle of all the residential quarters. That'S posh area, so we should go copy, be there and Monday's tall. Lady came up to be regulated. Issel motto: she came up to me, she said. Oh, are you from India? I said. Yes, I'm engaged you don't look Indian. I had a huge afro hair, naturally and and then, as the doctors depended up, RnB stop not yet to look like fun. So she said. Oh, what's the names I gave up my name, I sent dr. Rogers earlier doctor variant like a dog. They don't look like about to use of liquor. A model resides a normal home doctor when you were considered Red Cross for UNESCO. Again, you have nothing to do with the 7s. Oh, you have a cellar, she said read answers you want to be asked me after once. She had no idea and I had no idea so she took me to the basement and she was running the summer because it was banding to rotate the Dutchman year old. So the desire, the crime scene, all her plans, would come and do their going. So I saw that as oh, that's, a great marshmallow. You know about you, I'm looking for someone really knowledge who could cut hair really beautifully, I'm willing to pay any amount of money. I could give them quarterly. I can do anything for them, but you know edit your word friends. You want to come to India. I can pay for them to come to India. I can do anything with it. So I said, would you know me to cut there but you're not set up? If you cut people up it'll correct, I said I'm headliner your hair designer from Mesoamerican fresh garlic. She called me stuck it. Let me see, are you doing she said, got my hand after you sure I'm gon na take a job and she's that long hair and she looked all woman beautiful whole bunch must villainous a teeny g34 stunning woman share all the lovely hair tree. All one then just died up in a not lifeless and big Bulgarian other boring and David says it sure she says yeah sure. That'S my name look so I said tell me the door. What are you doing so she said you could take up from the lenses they'll. Take it a few years. Skeptical fighting with you know what you like better watch me, the last, I'm sure she said yeah I do not bla. Are you sure, sighs elevator? I cut her hair and, as Laura ended, she almost fell off that change. She said I don't believe and in those is no mobile phone, so she couldn't tell me to picture a hair, so she started calling for melodic veña veña veña O'Laughlin. Oh, you have to come to the palace on tomorrow. I'Ve got a headache from a casual eResearch gon na dress. Not talking to me not done anything to me. I wasn't fabulous beautiful address, but he or she is a he as you think she should say something. She kind of noticed that there was something different, so I looked at an amazing in this woman who so advanced and yet you're so sisters. It did the Judith if she didn't open about rotational other Benji. You know what I need now with my package was all just flowing the rock blocks and looking so stunning she actually looked like now. One of those out brings with it Duncan Garnica and then what happens? I then she put the phone. I got explains you tomorrow. You want to go to hospital, you wan na cut hey as no more than a you show up as the ready shop. She said she really wanted to switch probation. I see I got my license. I show you my life, then I took up my license from my video Edwardson America at the address of gowanni and New York and Chicago to Manhattan. She said and why? Why did you document I haven't left and I'm still working as long I'm going to leave it up your product for your job? How much you getting there as I'm getting to $ 2,000 early, 15 thousand and s not 15,000, and what s-sunnah I'm a junior doctor? Just joined three months I actually am NOT 15 is more probation and they, like, I was kicking me listening. Then they asked my friends were sitting t1 randomizes, no, no, no they're going to keep that they're going to keep a lot of junior, because I got the doctor says very good doctor. That'S what I'm! Unless this is I'll, give you more I'll give you quarter. I will you come pick up and coming of the offer, as it sounds great, it sounds so great that I wanted to just collapse. You know me and you can get all ready for dinner. You'Re gon na be reading. That'S it you copy me. I was much younger actually physically, so I was so excited and that's when I switch over game and I will achieve mastery evening and I wrote up a resonation - I got ta do now thinking and it did. I puts in the necklace. It'S not a command means either have taken early next day went to learn their college expenses in the mornings of nine o'clock general for me, and then I walk in and there on the sixth first chemo man sitting out there again all typical bedroom one. Now. What do I do with all their faces in all can make everybody look so beautiful. You know challenge other one by one, but I'm the beauty. Cgt all cut you to your own flash, video and she's, telling some explosions as a no. I wash your hair. No! No, no y-you do everything we get a wash. I should know I watch a catcher glows I'll. Do it don't know we have someone to do everything for you because that's silent it gear is what my boy is here. I teach them the American style, they wash their car to finish and made that me, but I see that the palace they are people to Washington that get you ready, then to capture it, but not a nice fella, no confidence. I would never have done wash your hair, because I want to cut it, of course, now, with having a salon in India that divine healers, you have to go as the Indians do so it's different and all kicks is so extremely happy and each one's finished and They were tipping me, as you know, in hundreds and a black family just got over, you know over either got rich. I got you know. Molly I had played are calm, so switched over than dreidel is no more. Today she died in a fire safe and they may man, they young, leave anxious woman, not mental strength, but I worked in cilia for a good four five years. Then, as we got transferred, he had to leave the hotel, so she had to be no mana, so it broke her heart broke. My heart to be tonight came to gk1 to mrs. Kapoor and she she was in his friends, really open up all of the city. You don't do follow open, it simply run at me, so she signed a two-year contract with me this to follow me. I could see the love a to enough to move on. I was not much of that, so she said okay, so in between and finish with instance, now at the far side is there fun too much fun if you like, I can show up up, has always suffered just drink of relationship. Oh, my and I slept with many men so that you haven't had so much breakfast now. Let me tell you how attentive at breakfast, except it's only me, that's the gospel truth. I'M not like. I know. Oh okay, let's be serious, I secretly um. I, when I got to know what I was, I don't know, mama sighs, understand stuff and she said: okay, you wan na dress, like a dress like a woman on some issue. You want to be able to be able not an issue again, but do it with dignity. Do it the way you look beautiful, don't do three look like the kitchen. Don'T look like that and there again after Oscar what was that, because I'd never seen one in my life, which is the come, I show you, she took me down to full daily and she showed me and I was gone. I thought they match me with. That'S what I thought then she explained the whole scene to me and then she said it is going to look like this that darkness. If you want to look really pretty like a woman, get used to the habit, trespass is not workers, doctors wouldn't be ladylike and then do it that you're, my child, I'm giving you permission. It'S your life, none of the does ever back. She always supported me in every way when I got that permission and then she caught my two sisters and my two sisters faster school and my two brothers and she had done dimensions. Maybe no, you know he just he's not the way. You are she's silly and I change my name when I left doctorate. I made semesters Felicia. I short as I start to Roger that way. I was not officially my mom, so she told others she said you have to accept the fact that she's getting home section. She should any man show my kids in my splendid succeed members watching the beginning, because what could they do if they were just digging her like you know somebody like just giving you the value of the ziegler-natta to notice and my brother was astonished. She was shy and into shock, and he didn't speak to me for five to eight years. The pursuit ographers degrading it needles between the 80s never spoke to me ever. He talked it was integrating you thank you and my brother being homosexual work, so it will not draw mother. I saw smile. I said whether I brought up as a child that paid for education indicated is Mona handed, you know, sort of a traumatic for me. I had a lot of dramatic point. I never talk about the sandbox star forward, forget Spartacus, you must get over it and move on. So then she stayed metal message to the captain. Gray, acted. We just get you love it. They never need a scepter. So when I was in Delhi, I thought man who started Andy is thought way I want to start, I left it start to be. I want to go so I thought there's no point to starting as a guy and then ending up looking at a woman. Let this be the time, change and then be a bigger problem, so I worst atrocity into work and raided occupation. If that's what I wanted to do, I was you were looking out in the back in in jeans. She said, I know I said I know I knew you know, but I didn't. We didn't have time to talk about it. Jesus as a talk. It'S fine. I would London to see. My brother's matter doesn't matter lies in on the game convention. Yet it's okay. So she was so supportive also so it made him Mohammad. So I started wearing goodness those from the very beginning. So I was never in the closet he'd ever there is no closet and of course, I used to date. A guy tonight go to a party cabins but get over it and go back to come back and eat another guy, don't bother so uh because I never took anybody's. You know what I mean: nobody, I didn't experience the meaning of that. I think polynomial. I was only working working working. I know I tried to get emotional and things like that and when I did get a motion of the guys person and alien envy because he started coming every night at dinner. Every night I was getting bored of the same cricket. It what is this guy for a night scene as a bad man? Silly, what every let's go on. I said I'll see you tomorrow, whether my friends as you watch my days and then he would say something wrong with you. That'S it I don't know. Maybe it's a species, but we catch the repeated I need to go through. You know kind of come against opportunities based for treaties to get over and window treated a very different manner. Matthew'S a to have, you know, come on enlightened, you know, Tanisha Mukherjee is he's connected up, get go getta, better choices, Milan generally cook much. The problem is, then, a senior T, you know give us what is it you're, not a power in another India imitation signals? Was man used to be ten man? Who means a fool? I asked this, he said no, and I wasn't getting at that. She was getting fond of me. I was playing the Cardinals with him. You were, and eventually he kind of took over my life cause he kept on. You know coming every day waiting for me all the work and he had God. If it be happened, maybe you can be isn't eating for a day or undertaking. Yes, somebody's, no person, you actually do get involved in each get and the first time experience love assessment. Then I started looking at things that this printed, this other guy super busy odious farm and they would exchange series table. So I did have some rocking of it. There is been rocking mean fiery affair. I do that to three add two available. Then I got involved the first guy that guys gave him up at 14 years. That'S what I don't turn into son and after one year staying together we had a about 30 people into the house and the other managed amok. Maldonado'S have all gone, it was tuxedo. He had a cake, we had 30 friends and it was a canal you put a ring on to me. There is no peace is no lower than nothing. So there are no rules who knows it, but he just wanted to see that there are married couples to the model and show them that we can bring up children. So I said great officer to completely go into a child you can enjoy. It live a normal night, that's when I talk smack to son and I stuck it in for 14 years and he went out of India through 1981 and his mother told me this is my sister, how handsome he couldn't come back to the / alternative husband wan Na die and those is to call that you recall your - we have to make a trunk call in those days there was no like today, we just come up on it digits at 19, so I thought no he's not calling it something modules. They need to be a high, and that was my major first heartbreak when you walk down to them anyway, and he knew what it was. But I didn't know - and we knew we had to kids - were very young. My Amazon was good, seven, a half I get it. Other word was good night because the from zero age forget and then he you know he got it. Just a big mess up and I was like try to with the kitchen behind without becoming it's just complicating. In those days - and I see that Jesus - I got a god over it - it was a big heart make any brain was by my side. One who's working with she was very nice to me that she helped me a lot with getting my children into Columbus, because I was a Catholic, so she to just beginning with her children. So I thought you got my kids in there and then I have a heartbreak and then I thought: never man, not not surprisingly from there. My career just took a turn just reversed and I thought the first thing to do, but father with the birth of ideally should be cool to shoot. For the picture starter for the title, samus was panicking hiring because image. You see two deals. You see my name. I would first my practical game and give it a hook for that song. That'S mine, where the that interracial started other than shooting want me to Bombay, and it shot this with me and that song that made that girl so big that actress, it is so big. Should we get a radius end man, eventually her hair cut it? The look became a deeper look. Everyone in there was an answer because editor in a block - all you all you, girls are long in and that time they wanted that. Look. You know that all that all out and all you know - and I think in famous for that God and then I became a celebrity address overnight and then from Sagar. I was offered provinces and added prevention. Then I did not, and I did Emma then I did either large and it's publically treated 19 bond between our fears you had. Then I was i over the stage act as a diplomat upstream I'll bring everybody. I remember one dinner superb another way is by Tony also because they were both shooting in George Studios and photo shooting last Juju's genitals in September syndrome and Praveen dodging another picture with a massage gambler. Some other picture something mysterious Tampa and they were both using and I had to do. Praveen, hair and makeup the evening session 8 o'clock cases evening to 12 mr. Taylor design at associate on the mantra they have. A special guy came in from America to give her that scar, so how to do that the power of pain they calls in the guise of America to give it a special of this. That'S called knowledge. It means, is, you know my own sister. Doesn'T that then? Nobody is in India and now to do that, and I was finishing a page and see that kept setting setting the sense and in a trap avoid crossing hotel since become gentle touch. Taking so long readers are getting so upset, probably the settings again. She will choose drunk Expedia 2009, which was a lie. Chickaletta was believable all of me and I was at doing dinner and it's just so strange because it was a daytime they very good nice shot. So they can talk in the workplace, all right and I'll. Try to get a thing right and Dina got so upset, she's a marriage agency like he got out and she walked as you get. Is it I just we really created, and I will get it a lot happier not since undercut chicken coop the ibrb with those egg? Isn'T that it is then it wasn't, does it could be latina? She comes with this Asia and genius harmonica for those who play Prince. You got a big ear and name so. She went across such this study. What is your problem tonight? Consonant HSN? Is it at all? It'S only five o'clock, you guys usually drunk you know from eco sausage to hold up. I hear it all that stuff is either. We have a foot that I di Resta and the other the dance I ran away, get it went on a bender the case. There was AA cute, isn't some and I don't forget that and then I went back to the link you pathetic image to tiahuanaco. You good man what happened to me. So people are you cool off, that's equal down. There isn't it then I went to finish. My recommendation would lock a book the best day that magically go here as an ethically and it's currently, not because the cadet? Of course you can Raymond artists after the platicas, a vigorous did that finishes on the not great came like an added so many more than Shobana. I did so many other picture that in movies and then have a check off editing because you know nobody knows. I was only doing accepting a WB packing category so balance. I will be fed up of being makeup and setting makeup and setting I wanted to party. I wanted to change another. My sister also had to get mad at men's clothes ready for manageable leaving College, which is gone as they wan na dimensionalization will be college together. Compact daily, is you get a marriage cutting around? If you can go back, you will assume only a transcript something going up and down. Is it either in daily basis, combinations? You would you like a requirement that I can get on it and another like Bachman, Neverland and as a supremo? You know what I mean. Crema, I never last long though this is how clouds there's not much cause in the road to meet. You then tea. You know you go to step aside over, you know just you know he caught fire and noticed a thank you. It is crazy. Take performance. You know, but I never took God and I never smoked in my life and I never got I drunk every drink from what go to any drinking game, but never drunk, never singlet and never gamble as Bacchus on the things that never touched in my life, but Got pissed many times you'll get drunk, but the thing is that I don't know why the really my job in Spanish did you do that, because etiquette reproduces the knife. After what we are the record of the other words, then you seem a mother to be the control over me. You know some ice is broken and I gave up my dream II working here and then join us again at that previous regime. Talk to mrs. Kapoor. She felt expanding upon Iran to bomb baby things expensive, Italy, I was talking about me, never came back. Italy came back as Anna ran upon them. When I was running, is fun really preposterous or no now you open yours, whatever was is thinking that my children will bring us. Then I gave a Bombay. The nice appliances became a gas man who's a Genesis mock me. I gave her my job at least rich job device, and you take that old spoke everybody clean all by that anyway, doesn't need 90. You clipping into the late 19th my sister came out, then she got married and I didn't work on long story. Anyways, the data ethanol, the vegetal of nonzero and settle down and what I want to take off. But what do I see my fashion statement is what you wear and be comfortable of the scene. What'S with the time it has to go inside, I mean it's just because if you want to wear salwar kameez up with one in 1916 and you feel you're comfortable in that that means go is actually not necessary. What I mean to say here is so you have to look around around you and see what what feeling is that was what the pulses are around and if it's you know few lots and long kameez, and if you think you can look my sister and I Think you look like a virgin it fair enough, so that you don't wear it you what I mean. So my fashion statement is always something to become with the time I'm with the tax. They don't to be the I you know what I mean. I don't declare them 57. I don't address this 58 or 59 or 60. I want to do a 37 to get that I mean, but that Senator has to go with the with the million year. This is a 2017 fashion, wasn't passionate about any. So I don't need to stand out because I'm Suzy, I need to stand out for my work and for what I did in the last 40, not because I just like a farm. So so my sis fashion for me is comfortable comfort, very important and then, of course, to be with the time to be with the time just of our hair. Now, of course see the only thing is out hot: it gets sweaty, it gets. You know it's extremely hot, not in not in the area, but the only good thing to hear is the good old fashioned oiling. Now we are sparse the models and we have a lot of spots that you can also buy as part of the market. When do it at home also, we can use hot towels to the moving nutrients, the air which always apply as week, and it's breaking you can take them as multivitamin or a vitamin D. You know, and all these kids very young kids are 20 to 22 getting grades which never saw in our times. You know it is happening, you know, so I just feel that it's all of stress of work, it's all work stress into the escape. I think that a lot of deadlines for kids to do you know I mean there's a lot of corporate culture and so lot isn't losing early at 26. You say guys already getting 10 Anthony's lost color here. Oh, you know it's really sad, because it's in our times we never we never the word called deadlock. You know a deadline, we just work as much as we want to work and we just just the back seat where you want to take a taxi. So I think it's a lot of stress getting to people to what I see the younger generation are popping are just popping off. You know, and it's sad but the I think one should live a very uh. I won't be handsy because after very boring was you know. Andy is a very boring what I think what you live, a very happy life. You know and what is happiness trying to make others happy around. You is happiness really because if you've got all the money in the world and if you've got all the loops in the world - and it's like everything in the world and you're still not happy - you screw up everybody's happiness around you because you're so glad. You know what I mean, because you look for that negative eyes to the whole world, but if you're happy and if you're a sparkling, you trust me it's not only just looking up their chemically or physically or looking at your skin chemically or physically that you seem Happy, no, it has to come from within Shane telling us it's an eternal happiness, absolutely and that's what children the pain! You know, trust me! You! You have to just learn to be happy with what you have it's: okay, to get a desert once on the rise, but then that's just a bonus apply. But generally what I'm saying is. We are four means, and we should be happy that you know what I mean. I know as imagine traditionally the strategies. What I include me happy why? I think you so distinct among people are so much meat, so that is my question to that. You only want to decide if you want to be done happy, even our mixes bubble in on exam quota. So it does. The Kushite still push ok and then you know the dust comes in and then again Sunday morning. Exalt is that bad is that it might work? Is it happen? So what makes to that distance? Is, I really don't know what makes it different, but for me it's never a Saturday or Sunday or Monday. Oh you mean for me and my band. That is same thing, because I do the same thing. Every day I mean I told you my routine, I get up. I work a vocation to sell an iPod, so my business, a body - I think it's the best body of the week, that it is a body trying to make that better than hunting. So for me, it's never a fabulous Sunday. No, it's not worked out that there is a pattern but wrong. You know the bar are the people. They defended my name in the magnetic platform. Now something like that. For me, it's uh, you know but see. I must editor for me as busy is suppose you know how to you got certain age, fifty dignity and it becomes a pedestrian, because you never know you may even get up on that, even though you mean just get a bit one side, one cooking, or that Means one side up and you see the videos, Your Honor, it is alone. What is so? It'S a bonus so and kind of running against time, the socially designed that for me, we done it all in this to the ages, because I baster I made people of beautiful and my know that then take you, know movies and then a captive thousands and thousands Of women and men together, so in all my life, what I wanted I say I want to make these look beautiful, which are still doing, which is so makes me so happy that I make some older, but is beautiful to them so trance get in into this. My mind and you get to mix out agreement that makes me feel so happy now that happiness makes me different, then so be it. I'M not sure that I have a month or I have a special way. That is I I want to be happy. So it's nothing like. I want to be happy. I want to be sad to get a network or two little pillows and I go there's not much month named Sameer Anthony a my mother's eyes. I love me. I love me. I love cooking. I love entertainment. I stopped watching most of dollars of my world. I can welcome any time to any time till at this stage at this age in this country, 35 years behind, though I'll tell my ages of Chien about 59, I'm gon na be 57 degrees. Yeah, I'm not saying very proud of my makeup started very young me to stop one degree. You know to agent working, so I'm not a workaholic and I bring all this looking. So it really doesn't matter to me workers over better and I'm not I'm not a way pleasant to difficulty. Coming to interview me, I wanted to film a cup a cup. No, I thought, since I get drown you enjoying today, isn't what they might be, which I would have or something hello, how that's fine you at work, we are reminded you haven't adapted fast before that report from have meant to help submit the stuff. How many guys in a be one one built-in handle how many guys they did one girl connector? According to me, it is a hurry. I added quite a bit. You know I told anderbeau, linear breakfast table effects and motion chart. The best value said micro, mini mm triple do something about lot of utilize: a burger bun, sonic, even life, but already in life working body getting labels 60 nano yoga 69. I needed the best person when I was 21 see this table. Chocolate, Davis, salad on it, orang see your nice nice, always Punk, yeah, okay, yes, quite buying a what service me happen. Oh, what can we do? It is enough to get me pissed. Okay, thank you. So much that was very nice of you, a touching, very sweet, okay, we in the fashion. Okay, that's nice, thank you so much, and it was very nice to be with the cool. Thank you thank you. I like going to pee and it was wonderful meeting such young and vibrant people hopefully need to share up some party pump somewhere to each other. I will team up. Thank you so much for thinking under this, but the beauty, all these.