I Relaxed My Bleached Hair

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If you will um yeah, so today's video, I'm pretty sure you saw the title, I am relaxing my hair because yeah I'm tired, like I am so tired, I'm tired of having I just can't wear my hair out. Basically, I can't wear my hair out. I just don't want to also it's hard to manage and if I ever do wear it out, it's just like a mission. Literally it's a mission and a half like I have to braid it at night. But before I go to sleep, I have to do all these things and it's just enough right now, like it's enough like enough yeah, guys, I'm not saying anything about natural hair. If you love it, that's on you love that, for you love that you can manage it, but for me personally, I just feel like I've had it. I'Ve had my natural hair for like well ever since I cut it because, like I cut my hair quite a lot, I like I just get bored of hair honestly, I'm not somebody who has like a crazy attachment to my hair. I will cut my hair if I want to cut my hair, I will bleach it. I will do everything to it, because you know what you only got. One life, my boy got one life and you need to experience things live. You know so that's what I believe in and honestly I was undoing my hair and I was like okay, I'm gon na put on wigs all that, but also I'm so tired of gluing and then two days. I must glue again and then I must wash the wig and then I must because so let's do a little um text ball! Wow. I got this. This is what we're using to relax my hair and I'm also dyeing it because I did bleach my hair um. I think um two months ago, if I'm not mistaken um, but I'm kind of over it right now, so I just wanna go back to black. Also, the only reason I'm going back to black is because I want to put clippings. I do have like an old wig that I have not worn in a while that I want to turn into um clip in whatever so, let's open today, I'm I'm kind of nervous. I don't know if my hair is gon na fall out a chat. I don't know if it's gon na fall out because it's bleached, but I'm hoping it doesn't if it does, I'm just gon na cut my hair. I guess this is what my hand cream looks like um yeah, I'm kind of over it. Now the ginger was good for a moment, we're right now, perennial I'm just kind of over it. So um, I'm just gon na read the instructions of this foreign yeah yeah. I have not relaxed my hair in so long. Well, I kind of realized when you win, was it 20 21. see getting off. Last year I had um short hair that I did like that. Wavy hairstyle and I'll insert a picture here and I really liked it, but then I also got bored of it. Hence I'm saying like I really like I'm somebody, I I don't care, I feel like pay always goes back. If I cut it hints right now, if I relax it and I want natural hair again, I can always cut my relaxed hair and regrow my Afro so yeah, like I don't think. As I was saying um I the last time I relaxed my hair was um. So last year, this is what rapid means. Hairstyle, it means mushroom hold, adds volume. Okay, it comes with a couple of things. I don't know what this is. It also comes with um, a shampoo um. This is another shampoo and also has gloves what is this um conditioner, the actual relaxer um activator a little. I don't know what this thing is called, but um this. I guess it's for mixing and then okay lotion. So I'm first going to start with just putting some Face line on my on my scalp and on my um, like on my the front of my hairline, because I don't know that's just what we did. While what I saw um people at the salon do - and I used to relax my hair as a child - you mix this with this. Usually they say you leave it on for okay, here, step step, one mixing step: two wait where's, my comb. They didn't give me a comb, I'm supposed to get a comb that is so rude. That'S actually so rude, um, okay, it tastes, kind of Strand and then apply um. So obviously this they explaining it here like you've, been relaxing your hair. But I want my entire um head relaxed. Another reason I just thought that I should relax. My hair is because it's just so hard like it's really just so hard at this current moment in South Africa, and I just can't handle the heat that comes with having braids and also wearing wigs like Ugh. Can you just lather it on? Maybe it was all I'm scared. Thank you guys. I was really interrupted by my storage um. My storage finished uh, but I am now I'm done um putting the relax on my hair, so I'm just waiting for my hair to process huh trying to get the pots that I didn't get. Possibly my head is starting to burn, so I think I'm gon na go wash it because I just want to have burn marks. Oh my hair is actually not short. Hey, it's not bad at all. It'S not bad at all, but I feel like it's falling off. Wait: okay, it's not! Okay! Okay, I'm so excited! Oh, my God! I have not had long relaxed hair in so long, so this is quite exciting. For me. Okay, I think it's fine now hey! I know you're not supposed to comb your hair, it's falling! Oh, my God, guys it's falling it's falling. Can you see it's falling? Continue, it's actually falling. Let me go wash my hair off, oh my God. Oh my God guess so what my hair is not falling off um. I just have shampoo in my hair now because I can still feel my my hair processing, so I just want to keep the shampoo on my hair just a tad bit longer. Also just I know how um I hate, how like you just get burn marked. So I'm just hoping that I don't get those but my hair's not falling off. It does feel so weird to have here like this um. Some of it did, I think, fall off, so I'm just gon na wash it off now and then condition it. And then I don't know if I actually want to dye it like. I really don't know if I want a diet like should I diet, because, like this color now looks so cute yeah, let me just dye it. It'S okay, it's okay! I can always. I can't actually I can't I'm I was gon na say I can always dye my hair again, but I don't think I want to, but look at that skin baby see you guys just now hello um. So this is my hair. It is so stiff because I think off the bleach like it feels like a witch wig. It feels like that's literally what it feels like. Can you see some of it is breaking off, but I don't mind like I was not expecting it to be perfect. Obviously, I'm just gon na mix the the dye now we're in my bathroom, it's very loud in here this Burns. I'M not doing this! No, no, like my scarf, is like burning my way. Oh, like it would be a waste of power to remove it right now. Before my hair turns black, I'm just trying not to get it on my skull, just my hair, but it's really really hard. I thought I was gon na. Do my eyebrows, I'm gon na. Do my eyebrows as well? Oh, my God. It'S coming out. Okay, I'm gon na wash my hands hello, guys, um. Let me know moisturize my face guys, so I just washed my hair. I tried it's a diet but uh. Like my hair, my scalp was burning. It was granny. There was just no way. I could even last five minutes, so I took it out. My hair is definitely still Brown um, but I just want to show you guys something if you guys beat your hair. If you bleach your hair - and you know how hard like your hair can be after bleaching, this is your girl, this bruh, my hey. I also use it on my wigs. I bought it for my wigs, but I was just like. Let me try it on my actually. I usually use it. I usually used it on my Afro and it made my hair so soft. So after I washed my hair was a bit hard, so I just used this in the shower and bruh. This is the girl. She thinks she is like my. It leaves my wigs and my hair soft, so I'm just playing you guys, um for damaged hair. Your hair is very damaged, just use it and yeah you'll see the difference. So I'm just gon na now moisturize, my oh I'm just gon na moisturize, my um, my hair blow dries um, make my clip ends and I'll show you guys, probably tomorrow in daylight, because right now I don't feel like the lighting is staying adjusted, but I mean Obviously you can see my hair is not that long, especially in the back like it's really not that long and also, I think it's because of waves, like you know, when you put wigs on and they're too tight, it does um break your hair, so I do Have a little bit of breakage from wearing wigs a lot. So that's why I just want to wear clip-ins. I don't know if you can see, but my hair is like it's still Brown I'll show you guys tomorrow, though, but for now peace out, hi guys. So this is where I'm ending my Vlog. I just wanted to show you guys my hair. This is what it looks like I did put in some extensions, but I need to put more in the front. My hair is quite thin. That'S why I just want to give it a bit of volume, but that's what it looks like I'm hoping that the back looks good. I can't install extensions, obviously, but I'm Gon na Learn and I'm gon na try. So that's what my hair looks like tell me what you think tell me what you think um thank you for watching it is a bit messy right now, I'm probably I'm obviously gon na do like Styles and like I have not like. I just feel weird. I just feel like what the hell, like, that's literally, what I feel like right now, um, because I have not had relaxed hands so long um, so yeah it's! This is what it looks like it's not too long. It'S actually not, but I can put it in a bun. That'S all that matters um yeah. Thank you for watching, see you in my next video