New Hair 2021! | Pixie Cut Transformation | Stephanie Giselle

Hi guys welcome back to my channel. Thank you guys so much for clicking on to today's video. So today's video is pretty dramatic. I did chop off my hair as you guys can see. It was not just like a oh, my god, that's a clickbait! No! I really chopped off my hair, so if you guys been here for a while, you know i've always had really long hair. I went through a change and it ended up turning out to be this now. So if you guys want to hear what happened - and you also want to see how i got this makeup, look - this makeup look is actually the one i did for my wedding day. So, if you don't follow me on my instagram, i always put it right here. I'Ll link it down below and on instagram. You guys already know that i am a newlywed, so i recently got married and i ended up doing my own makeup, my own hair. I didn't have my hair like this for my wedding, but all of that will be explained into the video so yeah i just got married, and this is the makeup. Look that i did. It was super easy super simple. So if you are interested and want to have a look for your wedding and you're doing it on your own, then make sure to continue on watching. If you guys have yet subscribe to my channel and join our little family. Here then, make sure to hit that subscribe button and the bell. So that way, you should notify you every time i post up a brand new video um, so yeah. Thank you guys so much for joining us and let's just hop right into the video. So i am bare face right now. I haven't even touched on my eyebrows, so as you can see um my brows are really dark already like. I don't need to do much, but i do like to touch them up on my little spots right here, because they are a little bit less hairy than the inner part of my brows. So because i'm going to share with you guys how i did my makeup for my special day, i just wanted to start off like with everything like everything. So before i do anything to my face. I always prime my face so that way i give it a few minutes to like you know, settle in, so i always go for my hard candy hydrating primer and this one definitely get grips your primer and helps it last for a really long time. So i like to do this before i start off with my brows now, even though i don't have as much hair like i used to. I still have this part right here, that's a little longer, so what i'm gon na do is i'm just gon na add a little clip right there and let it do what it do so once i put that then i'll go in with my elf poreless putty Primer - and this is just to help with my pores - i do have small little pores around this area, so i like to focus more on that part. But honestly, i put it everywhere for my brows. What i did was. I used the nyx micro brow pencil in black and i love this little thin pencil because i could just be really precise. With my brows. Like i mentioned, my brows are really dark, so i don't need to do much, but let's just get on to what this video is all about. I had really long hair not even too long ago, and i was honestly like bored of it, so i told kenneth that i was thinking about either going lighter because i was just getting bored of the black, so that is what i ended up doing. I did go lighter i'll show you share with you guys the picture here. If you don't follow me on instagram, i was showing off the hair like it was just so nice and it felt really nice to like have something different um. So after that um my mom got inspired by my hair to go lighter for herself and she also wanted a pixie cut herself. So she actually ended up getting uh referred to someone in her location, um from her friend, and they ended up doing a really good job. Like the lady did such a good job that i was like what you paid, how much my mom was like pretty much just telling me you know um just she did such a good job on me for you not to like you know, spend so much more For what you want - and i just got for way cheaper, she pretty much like she pretty much talked me into going to the place that she went to now when i ended up going. My sister was already um wanting to like cut her ends. My sister does have really long hair as well, and so she wanted to cut her ends and what she did was she came with me. We all went together me and my sister to the salon that my mom ended up going to for her hair. I pretty much told the lady like i just want to go a little bit lighter. That'S all i wanted. I just wanted to go a little bit lighter. I didn't want to change anything about it. Just go a little bit lighter. So that's what i ended up telling the lady. My sister could vouch for me because she was there. She heard me um and yeah. We ended up pretty much, not booking like the mistake i did was i didn't book with the lady that did my mom's hair. So it wasn't the same lady that did my mom's hair, that i ended up doing my hair with um. It actually ended up. What ended up happening was that the lady that did my mom's hair she was out, she wasn't working. She was actually sick is what the owner told me. So she said: if you still want to do the job, i can do it for you and because she's the owner, i don't know, i felt i felt comfortable because i was like you know it's the owner like how bad can it be right and because she Showed me actually, when my sister was getting her hair cut. She showed me her facebook um her previous, like clients, work and all of that. So i just felt comfortable. You know, and of course i always say this, which is so bad, because i'm honestly trying to change my mindset on certain things like just to be more positive like why bring in so much more negative in my life, then you know like there's gon na always Be challenges in my life and i just need to learn as a grown woman how to like overcome them and not let it get to me to the point where, like i'm overly stressing about it when it's easily something that you could let go of like hair. For example, um so pretty much i booked my appointment with her because i was like okay she's the owner. She showed me her work like her work, those bombs all the clients she showed me. They look amazing like i was like. Yes, i'm good, i'm good and it's cheaper. If i have a picture of before i got to the salon, i will insert it here um. So then she told me: okay, no problem. I just noticed that i was under the heater a lot more and the foils were on me for way too long like more than an hour like maybe an hour and a half would just like bleach on my hair, and i'm, like i don't know like. I feel so nervous because um i don't know i like. I know everyone works differently, obviously, but it just like it was nerve-racking to me because i started smelling it underneath the heater and i was getting nervous. So then i asked her if she could just take me off because i couldn't be under the heater anymore, like i felt uncomfortable whatever, so she took me off. I honestly don't know how long she would have left me there. If i wouldn't have like told her that i was getting uncomfortable because i was under the heater for so long, so i don't know, but i had to save my neck because i felt like my neck was burning a lot and stuff like that. Like all these little things that i don't know, it was just like a sign, i guess to like get the hell out of there um, but so i ended up pretty much just like once. I saw her take off the foils. I i just started feeling even more worried because even after she took off the foils i could i don't know i felt like my skull was kind of itchy like i was feeling weird, and i already i already i don't know i was just like. Oh man is this gon na turn out right, so i just honestly was on my phone the whole time, just not even trying to look at my hair because i was nervous and after she washed my hair. She ended up. Putting rolls on me and put me under the heater again, and i told her - i asked her before she put me like: how long is it going to be under there, because the first time it was honestly bothering me like it was getting too hot for me. Um and so then she told me, oh, i have to leave you under there for an hour, and i was just like normally like after you bleach your hair. I don't know if it's okay to be under a heater after you had clorox like i mean after you had bleach on your hair, so i was worried as heck um, but i just did what she did and what she told me because honestly she's, like the Professional, she knows what she's doing, or at least i thought she did and so pretty much. She just went on like taking off everything i when she went to the top, like i felt my skull hurting, and i was just like this - is not good like in my head. I'M like this is not good, and i just kept asking her like is everything? Okay and she was like yeah yeah yeah, so she went on with going to like blow dry, my hair when she started blow drying my hair, i didn't feel the heaviness that i had and i felt super light like i was just like how much hair did. I lose like when she started brushing out my hair. I saw the brush next to me, like i eyeballed it like this, and i was just like that's a lot of hair on that brush. I'M yeah yeah and this is the owner. I'M telling you guys. This was the owner yeah, so once um she blow dry, my hair and i felt like she didn't even touch the top of my head, which i was like. This is weird, like you know, once she turned me around to look at myself girl. When i tell you, my hair was not even close. My when i asked her wait when i looked at myself and i was like wait, what color is this and she's like? Oh platinum, i'm like i didn't actually go platinum. I didn't want platinum and she said. Oh no it'll work down and then i had streaks of purple in the front because she had honestly left me under that purple shampoo for more than five minutes um. She honestly like when i was when i was in the little sink to get my hair washed. She left me under there with a shampoo of purple. I saw it and i asked her too, and she told me that it was a purple shampoo, and so, while i was under there, i ended up like noticing that she was taking longer and she ended up telling me like to put my timer on my phone. So she could like know how long it's been on there and then the five minutes were just about to be over and she told me: oh um, it's okay! If the timer goes off like i'm gon na go eat something real, quick and i'll, be right! Back boy, if you don't, this lady took 30 minutes to come back and like actually wash off the shampoo. So i know that those streaks of purple that i saw once you blow dry my hair. I know that was because of the purple shampoo being on for too long. I was just it was a hot mess um once she finished straightening my hair. I just honestly i was trying to be as respectful as i could, but she she up my hair um and i told her. This is not what i wanted my hair, i pointed at the brushes i'm like my all. My hair fell off like it was just so bad and honestly in my head, i'm like this is what i get for, trying to go the cheaper out like i love my mom, but man i shouldn't have listened to my mom, like that's, probably one of the Things out of my whole life that i shouldn't have listened to my mom pretty much. She knew she messed up because she told me just come in two days: let's give your hair a two-day break and just come back and i'll get all that purple out and um i'll try to do a treatment on your hair, like you know, and there were So many people there that she told me this in my ear she didn't want. Everybody was looking at me. Yo everybody was looking at me. That was like pretty much the most embarrassing thing in my life when it comes to my hair um. My hair, i just went through a lot for no reason to be honest, like i couldn't just stick to my long black hair, but because i wanted a difference and honestly, i'm gon na be real. I wanted to go the cheaper route, and this is why i'm making this video to help people out there like if you've, had a like, if you're, going through the process, because it is a process if you're trying to go light like i was um, do not Go to cheaper out like no. That was pretty much what happened so after those two days that happened, i ended up um going over to her. She had me on a day that she had no kind of clients or anybody work that day it was just me and her and one nail tech that she had because she had customers. You know doing her nails, um and that's it like. She didn't have nobody else. I guess, because she was embarrassed of her work that she didn't want. Nobody else to see it yeah, that's how bad my hair was, and so what ended up happening was she ended up pretty much like putting a treatment on my hair, but before i even sat down, i said to her straight up, so you know what like can We just go back to black. Can you just dye all of this mess black? I just wanted to go back to black. I didn't want to give it any more of with time or anything, so it just like got me very emotional and depressed and honestly. That is why i have not been posting any content at all um. It'S just been a really emotional thing for me because it is just hair and i could let it grow, but i worked hard for that. Long, hair and everything just got taken away from me. Ah now i can laugh about it because, to be honest, like it's just hair, it is just hair. It'S gon na grow. After that whole situation happened honestly, like me and kenneth, even kenneth like he was like babe. I'Ve always wanted you to have short hair like this is the perfect moment for you to do your hair after the wedding like because you know, i already had told him exactly how i wanted my hair to be, and if you guys don't follow me on instagram, You guys will see how the pictures turned out and stuff, and you can see my hair is pulled back and it's parted in the middle. So that is what i wanted to do with my hair. So um we talked - and i told him - and he told me just cut your hair after the wedding, so that was pretty much my plan um to cut my hair after the wedding and that was gon na, be it so that that is pretty much. Why we're here today, with my hair, like this, so in order for me to have my hair, like obviously healthier you guys when i tell you my hair, was so crisp, it was so bad. So if i didn't have my hair in a bun, you wouldn't be able to tell that's why. In the recent pictures before i cut my hair, i had my hair out because it was just so bad like you guys, would be able to see how bad and damaged it was so yeah. It was so bad. So that's what i ended up doing after so. After the wedding literally two days, i just had my hair cut yesterday yeah yesterday and i got married on the 15th, it's already the 19th. So that's how long it took for me to actually do my haircut and to be honest with you guys like. I was ready every little thing that i would do to my hair. My hair would just fall off everywhere and it was just a hot mess to be honest, and i wasn't about to continue and doing that, especially after i've already successfully done pictures for the wedding and just had my wedding in general, it was a small little ceremony. I am going to be doing a video next um week with kenneth, so you guys can meet him if you haven't met him yet and also just so, you guys could hear the input between both of us, like not just me talking like you guys, could hear Him saying his part on like how he felt about the wedding and all of that, so this is the color that i did for my wedding. I just wanted something really nice and simple. I didn't want nothing too much so yeah. I went back to the lady who ended up doing my highlights on the hair, which was really nice and pretty much when she saw me. She was like what happened and i told her everything and i even i even told her straight up. I was like this is what i get for going. The cheaper route like i should have just went to you, you know um and she was just like you know what it's a lesson learned and then she honestly didn't think that i was being serious about the pixie cut like she knew why i was there, but She thought that i just wanted to cut my hair like to my shoulders. No, that wasn't that wasn't thing and i told her i'm like no i'm serious. I want to do a pixie cut. I just want to start fresh and if this is the way to start, i'm willing to do it because i made a mess of myself and that's okay, like it's hair, i'm willing to like start over, because i know my hair is going to grow fast. So that's what we ended up doing. She ended up actually cutting it to here, and i was like no no go shorter, like i could still feel the burnt pieces on my hair and i wanted to go shorter, so she went shorter and honestly like throughout everything. She was honestly like so supportive and didn't make me feel like to be honest, which i was worried about, because i was like. Oh, my god, i'm gon na come in here to the girl that did my hair so well, and all of this and everything turned out so good. And then now, i'm coming to her with my hair, all messed up, um, but once that, like i'll, insert a picture of how my hair looked when she brushed it out before she was about to cut it, you guys can see there, it's so toasted, it's so Bad, like it's so bad, it was embarrassing. She wanted to take a picture because i was doing the biggest chop of my life on my hair. I'Ve never gone this short and like after seeing all that hair and just feeling it it was. It felt so disgusting um. She asked if i wanted to donate it, and i honestly asked for her opinion on that, because of how bad the feeling of the hair was. I don't know if people would still want to use it, but it was a lot of hair. Like i cut off everything i just left the top, which was the healthiest part of the whole situation, um so yeah. We did that and then she took a picture after and that's how my hair looked after and to be honest, like once she was all done. I felt like a brand new woman like i felt badass i was like. Why did i not do this before? But, to be honest, like everything ended up planning out the way it should have? I don't think before i was even ready and honestly this gave me just more of a push to cut my hair, because if none of this would have happened, i would not have cut my hair at all. But now that i did i'm honestly feeling like a brand new woman, i feel so beautiful. I feel like myself. I feel free and happy and to be honest, waking up and not having to do nothing to my hair is like the only thing i have to do is honestly to just brush it out on the top, and that's it like. That'S it and i feel so beautiful, like you guys, i don't care what anybody thinks like this is me. This is gon na. Be me for a long time so yeah, all, i can say really is for the people who don't like it. Just don't come to my videos or just click out but honestly like if i receive hate comments, they're gon na be deleted, so don't even bother um but yeah. It'S just. It'S been such a nice change in my life and honestly, it's a really drastic change, but i wouldn't have had it any other way. I'M just glad everything happened, the way they did. I lost a lot of money. Oh that's another thing like if you're trying to go light, it's gon na cost a lot, and i already knew that and i was down for it but, like i do start to think like at the end of the day, like all that money that i used, I could have finished my sleeve because that's it's that's expensive too, and honestly like if i would have known that i was gon na at the end of the day like end up back to black, i wouldn't have done what i did, but the bright side is That all of this happened - and i ended up feeling like more myself like this haircut, makes me feel like me like. This is me, you know, and i've never felt like more of myself than now and self-love is so important, especially when you're a mom, because, honestly, when you're a mom like for me personally, my kids come first and it's every day is about. You know making sure that they're, okay and just having the chance to like actually have found myself in this dramatic situation, and i didn't come out of it being angry. You know i it's hair, so there's nothing to be angry about for me personally, i was mad at first, but i don't need that negative. You know i don't need to feel or think negative and i've just we've all had a lot of negative um in 2020, and i was not just i'm. I was not trying to bring it in 2021 like it still feels the same. To be honest, like everyone's still kind of in lockdown, and also up north and also in texas, i can't even say only up north but we've been having the worst like winter storms with the snow and for anyone. That'S in texas, you guys ever since i started seeing it on instagram pretty much, because that's all i'm on i've seen it on instagram i've seen it on tick tock how bad you guys are going through it! And ever since i started seeing that you guys. I'Ve been praying for you guys because, like people have been losing everything everything that they worked for, yeah, that's what i mean like there's these things like i could be mad about, but people are going through so much. What am i gon na be mad about? You know it's just hair, so this has hyaluronic acid. I did get this in target and i got the shade amber and i wanted amber because it just went with my eyeshadow. Like i don't know, if you guys can see that looks really nice, so i didn't put any kind of liner on my lips at all and it smells so good. You see that and because i had all on white, it just looks even more gorgeous, so it just looks like this and then all i did was use the make it last, and that is it. That is it. We are all done so i hope you guys enjoyed the story. I had to tell you about why my hair is short and i hope you guys like it, because i love it um but yeah. I hope you guys enjoyed this video if you guys have any questions for me or want to know more just comment it down below and i'll make sure to answer it, or maybe i'll do a separate video from that. But i i've i've honestly grown back into my confidence, so you guys will be seeing more videos from me. I was just going through something and it was not right. I was not trying to put out content like that, so i am back and i hope you guys enjoy me like this. I will see you guys on my next video and until next time, bye