Vlogmas Day 11 Ginger Jerry Curl Wig + Story Time : Makeup & How I Started Youtube Ft "Nadula&q

Yes, yes, yes on, yes team. I want y'all to judge the hell and judge the makeup: hey girl, hey welcome back to vlogmas day 11, what's going on y'all and welcome back over here. So today is gon na, be one of these long wig review videos where i'm just gon na be throwing some stuff in this video y'all. I got a couple of requests from a lot of y'all wanting to see me do a makeup tutorial. Now i told my sister that i was tired that i don't know if i'm gon na be able to get that video up for her well, i actually just told her, i'm sorry, sis but i'm just so tired. I told her that right there. Actually, i told her that yesterday one of my videos or whatnot cuz, she was asking me to do a makeup tutorial, plus just to talk to y'all about how i got started on youtube. Now the video where i was perming my hair, i think i was talking to y'all about how to start a youtube channel. So this time i'm just going to be talking to y'all just a little bit about how i got started um. I am going to do a makeup tutorial for y'all and i got a wig review. So this video by the way is in collaboration with nadula hair. So the first thing i'm gon na do y'all is just talk to y'all about this week. First off because this week did come from a company and i need to review it first, okay, so this is the packaging nice packaging. By the way, i just washed my hair to y'all though, but your girl is plain jane. This is all of my hair. I'M going to give y'all an update on the oils. I'Ve been using the oils that was sent out to me. Actually, i got one oil that was sent out to me. I am going to talk about that and um yeah. I don't know chad, but we're going to quickly do this wig review, i'm just going to share with you guys, really quick, the packaging and the hair, and then i'm going to go ahead and throw this baby on and then we're going to talk about makeup and All that other good stuff, okay, so this is the packaging of the wig, and this is how it came and uh. Oh, let me show y'all this. I got this hair for jamalia, okay. This is something that she asked me for and uh. I went on the slide and i just got it for so this wig that i'm about to review for y'all. This is not mine, okay, i'm giving it to jeremiah okay. So this is the weed all right. This is what she looks like, and this is in the ginger color. So this is the color that she's been looking for for quite some time and she finally got it chad she finally got it. This is what's in the box packaging, so we got. Oh, we got a lot of goodies up in here a whole lot of this okay. So we got two stocking caps here. This is a merry christmas. Like booklet, i got a cute little stock in christmas stocking. How cute is that? I got another little pouch full of goodies here, so we got some lashes. These are beauty 3d lashes. I have a scarf and another stocking cap, so your girl would never run out of stocking caps on because i have a being full of them. Okay, i just got a band full of my fact. I'M gon na use one today, instead of throwing on the old one, the girl that just got through washing her hair as y'all can see. My hair is pretty clean. It has gruesome, it's very lightweight y'all. My scalp feels so so good and i'm gon na talk to y'all about, like i said, i'm gon na give y'all an update on these oils and stuff we're going to talk about this hair, so this is from brazilian hair y'all. Take that packaging. This is what it looks like here, very very pretty, so we got that it looks like a jerry curl. That'S what this hair looks like y'all. It looks like a pretty jerry, curl, okay, and i believe this is in maybe 20 inches yeah. This. This looks like 20 inches y'all, i'm loving this ginger color. This color is really really pretty y'all. I know it's going to be pretty on jamaya like i said this is a jerry curl like pattern. I absolutely love it okay, so we got the baby hairs right. There looks like she's been pre plucked. I am gon na go in and cut some of the baby hair because they're pretty long. We have that that uh light brown. It looks like a light brown lace. I don't know it's very light. Then we got two cones on each side. This is a 13x6 parting, so we have a lot of room. It'S a part of their. We also got a comb down here at the bottom. It gives the adjustable straps right here. Okay, so we're gon na go ahead and throw this on y'all and yeah. Hopefully, when jamaria get this she's gon na love, it she's kind of big. Well, i don't say she too big, but you know she's fit in my head really good and i did not adjust any straps at all in the back so yeah, but she is big girl head friendly. I must say now: jamalia's head is a little bit smaller than mine, so she may fit a little bit more bigger on her head. I guess she she probably gon na - have to adjust the straps in the back, but this is what she looks like y'all on pretty natural. Looking okay turn around, so the density of this hair is 150 y'all, so this is pretty full very thick full gorgeous jerry curl like curls love, it i'm looking at the hair - and i really don't have to put too much on it like sprays, um, any sort Of like chemicals or whatever or some water, i really don't have to put nothing on his head, because she looks really good. Like look at that y'all, the luster even looks really nice, so natural looking, so i'm going to go ahead and do my magic, real, quick y'all and i will be right back some say: life is boring, but i disagree. I wake up and live someday soon. I'M gon na make it yeah all hard work's gon na be worth it everyone who didn't believe it. They don't cause, i'm not giving up on my dreams, i'm not into drinking gon na, be worth it. Everyone who didn't believe it. I'M gon na try cause. I'M not giving up on my dreams, i'm not giving up on my dreams. I'M gon na try cause i'm not giving up on my dreams, cause i'm not giving up on my dreams. So, as y'all can see, this is some good just hair y'all. This hair is so gorgeous. I love it man. Why didn't i get this for myself, girl me and jeremiah may be sharing this one. We may just be sharing this one right here and put a little mousse just to loosen this up, so i can try to bring my little baby hairs down just a little bit more there we go but girl. I so love this hair, so i was gon na. Do a middle part y'all, but i was just like no. I don't do no middle part on this. One jamaica already told me she was just like mama, don't be putting all these parts and stuff in my wig when you review it, because you don't know what kind of part i want so as y'all can see, i kind of like move the hair just over To the side just a little bit - and i gave it just a little part - not too much y'all, but this is a part right here now i can't go in with some foundation in that parting, which i am just so y'all can see how it looks. I mean due to the hair being all this ginger color and there's no dark roots up in there. You probably won't be able to see the parting anyway, not that good. So let me just add a little bit of foundation in that part, no real, quick! Now, i'm not gon na be plucking, nothing in no part or whatever y'all. I ain't gon na be doing too too too much because, like i said this is jamya's wig and i don't know how she gon na she gon na, wear it or style it. You know so i don't want to do too much to it, but she cute, though, just like this y'all, see that can y'all tell that i got just a slight little part that is girl. This is gorgeous. I mean okay, christmas party hair, yes date night with the hubby hair. This is so freaking pretty y'all man. This is just so cute y'all. Let me know what y'all thinking about this hair. I mean this is girl. Let me just turn around for y'all cause, like i said she is super duper full. I'M not gon na. Do nothing to this hair like y'all, no water, no set moose, no like hair spray, and nothing like that. You know up here. I'M not doing nothing to this hell y'all i mean it needs nothing, and this is just gorgeous okay, this is gorgeous. I love the color. I love the texture of it. I love the length the jerry curl. Look on this one. The luster is absolutely beautiful. I mean it's not coming off like like real wiggy or shiny at all and yeah hands down once again y'all. Let me know what y'all like thinking about this one: okay, so yeah we're gon na go ahead and do this makeup tutorial for you. Ladies now, i'm gon na tell y'all everything that i am using and i'm just gon na go with the flow, because i ain't getting no makeup tutorial y'all in so long like just me, coming out here doing a makeup tutorial for y'all. It'S it's been a while. I just i did one in a very, very, very long time, but first off, let me just talk to y'all about these oils and stuff real quick. Now what i washed my hair with y'all. This is what i use to wash my hair. I got this from ross: no diddy's discount, yes discount y'all, and this is just some jamaican caster, no jamaican black, castor oil shampoo. So i picked this up at dd's discount. That'S what i washed my hair with. This is what i conditioned my hair with okay, and this right here works really good, because it has that avocado oil and uh shea butter in it. So it actually makes my hair a little bit soft and not so like rough and brittle y'all, so yeah. I love to use that after i wash my hair now, the oils that i have been using y'all already know. I'Ve been working on all of the oils that i picked up at the beauty supply store. So this is what i've been using y'all. So i'm just right here, that's all i didn't use this much, but all the oils that i picked up went into this bottle. I just squeezed all of them, and i put it in this one bottle and i just been working it just working it. That'S all and that's what i've been using, but before i threw this wig on, i just washed my hair, i didn't put nothing in it, y'all, nothing at all, because i wanted to try this oil. My girl tanika, sent me this right here. I said i was going to use up all of that oil first and then try this, but i'm gon na go ahead and start using this. Since i got a clean head, you know there's nothing on my scalp and i'm gon na work with this. For about two weeks and see what happens so this is the organic jamaican real black, castor oil, scalp food with vitamin e and panthenol i'm gon na. Let y'all say it with b5 in it y'all see that so i'm so glad my sis sent out this. For me to use so when i take this wig off y'all and before i go to bed well, no, i ain't gon na do that because i don't want all the oil to be on my pillow sham y'all. So first thing in the morning when i get ready to head out, i'm gon na put this all in my scalp and then i'm gon na throw my wig on and i'm gon na. Let this just soak marinate just cook all up in my scalp. For two weeks y'all and i'm gon na give y'all an update and i'm gon na. Let y'all see um if it has done my hair some progress. Now i'm gon na go ahead and do this makeup tutorial real quick for y'all and once i do that, i'm going to actually take this wig off and i'm gon na. Let y'all see my hair, like my edges and stuff and i'm gon na let y'all judge and um i'm gon na see if these oils that i put in a bottle has been doing any justice. I'M gon na. Let y'all judge that, because i've been using this ever since i bought the oils so yeah, i'm gon na let y'all look at you know my oranges. I see my oranges, my edges and stuff like that and i'm gon na let y'all judge and i'm gon na. Let y'all tell me if y'all see a difference in it, okay, so we're gon na go ahead and quickly do this makeup tutorial y'all, i'm just gon na start talking to y'all about how i got started on youtube. Let me just say this real quick. If you, ladies, are liking, this hair and y'all are rocking with me, with this make sure y'all head on over there to the doula hair and check them out. I will drop down the link to this hair. All details y'all need to know about this. One right here: y'all can just download over there and check them out, because this is some gorgeous hair right here very gorgeous. Okay, if i have any coupon codes, i'll leave them down below as well. In my description box for you, ladies, if y'all want to catch a deal, you know to get this right here, it's worth the child, it's worth it! Okay! I just want to throw that in there, because i don't think i mentioned it like that and i'm supposed to so y'all just check down below in my description box and y'all find all details with this hair all right. So, let's quickly get into this makeup tutorial real, quick now what i will be using i'll be using the glam light burger slider. So this is some makeup y'all that was sent out to me. I believe last year was it sometimes last year. I think it was so this is pretty cool y'all. This is this is pretty neat and i was just like. I have not used this palette. Yet this is a burger palette, y'all, a burger palette. I am so liking the packaging, though y'all, but anyway. This is the palette that i will be working with today. Okay, it says glam light burger slider. Let me open this up y'all, so we have just a couple of little pigmented colors. Is it pigmented pigmented colors, very dramatic, because these are like some really dark? Colors y'all, but yet light, but they look like they're gon na go on so pigmented on the eyelid. I'M gon na have to be a little careful because i don't want to put too much but yeah. These are the colors that i will be working with y'all. I was trying to do a christmas makeup look, but i don't know because these colors are more like. I don't have like any red in here. I don't have no sort of burgundy or nothing like this, so i'm just gon na go with the flow and just do a makeup tutorial. I am going to name the makeup. Colors though y'all this is uh avocado. This is lettuce. This is french fries. This is bun blue cheese, patty onion rings, tomatoes and red onion. So all of the colors have a name. Y'All see that. So this is what your girl is going to be working with. Okay, i was going to go with the glam light fry lashes. Yes, they're called fry lashes. I was gon na put these on. This is what they look like, but i decided to i decided to rock with my v-luxe lashes. These are the ones that i always wear y'all when i'm doing my wig reviews, so i'm just like. Should i wear these, or should i wear these, which one y'all, which one should you girl rock with your? I don't know. I just know that i wanted that dramatic. You know lash on whatever makeup tutorial. I do well makeup. Look that i do. I wanted like those long lashes but anyways. Let me just go ahead and get started before i just yeah, be over here. Rambling shower we're going to start with my primer, and i don't even have my primer in his chair. Let me go run and get my primer and i will be right back. Okay, all right, y'all. So, first off, i'm going to start off with this hard candy perfecting primer, okay, so we're gon na go ahead and rub this all in the skin. Now we're gon na start with these brows okay, so i just take one of my little um brow brushes right here. Actually, i'm gon na use this one today this is my mac. Um brow brush, i'm gon na. Take this one, i'm just gon na brush up my brows like this all right, so i have my eyebrow little brush right here. Y'All, i'm actually gon na wipe it off real, quick with some tissue, because i got a lot of little makeup stuff like that on it. But it looks like this: it's just a little brow brush and then i'm going to take uh one of my concealers that i use to do my brows with. Where is the chair? Okay, so we're going to take the hd concealer foundation by ruby kisses. So this is what i use to go up under my brows. The first chair. I don't know what i'm thinking right now. Let me just go ahead and fill them in first, so i got the auto nk liner. This is in the dark, dark brown shade and i'm just gon na go for my brows, really quick with this right here. Take my brush back. I'M going to use this brush this time and i just feel like one of my brows are like darker than the other when everything well i'm gon na go in with the concealer i just showed y'all just up under and on top of my brows. Take me away christmas day, there's joy in the air family's near we give thanks for this past year. Oh nothing compares and then i'm gon na start working on. I know they're not perfect, but this is what your girl gon na, be working with today. Okay, now i'm gon na add some more of my concealer now this is a. This is just a different color concealer. This is in natural, but it's still by ruby kisses. Now this one, the one that i just did with my brows. This is medium beige. So this is natural right here, so i'm just gon na put some of this on my lids of my eye and i'm just gon na blend that in real quick y'all, let's see what color i would like to use. What color should i use y'all? What color should i use it's some pretty colors on here, but you know what i think i'm gon na go with this. I think i'm gon na go with bun. I don't think i should do bun. I think that's gon na be pretty fun, but i think i'm gon na go with onion rings. First, though yeah i think i'm gon na do onion rings just on my whole entire lid, y'all, laughter and white smile. That'S a pretty orange all right girl, so we gon na go in with um we're gon na. Do this well, actually we're gon na go in with patty y'all, see this patty color right here. We'Re gon na do that on the outer just right here. Just on the outer corners of my eye and i'm going to go get my other brush now, because your girl ain't got all her brushes in here either yeah or do i hold on y'all? I may just have it over here: okay, yeah! So i'm gon na go use this brush right here. I thought i didn't have it in here, but we're gon na do patty and we're just gon na go just right here on the corners of my eye, just a little bit more of my um concealer. Just a little bit of it! Well, actually let me use this right here, y'all cuz. I think this is gon na work pretty good. This is my white jumbo eye pencil and this is basically um the crayon by la colors, but it's for to make your your shadows pop on your lid. So i'm just going to add just a little bit of this on just the top of my lid. Just right here just a little bit just so i can add another color up there, but i want it to pop, though okay, so we're going to take this palette back and we're going to use the tomatoes right here and we're just gon na add just a Little bit of that color just right on the lid. Okay, now we're gon na go in with our lashes, okay, but first i'm gon na get a little bit of black eyeliner y'all, and i'm gon na put that under my look under my eyes. Okay, so let's throw these lashes on really really quick. Y'All now y'all already know what i use. I use the magnetic uh liner to just stick. My lashes on, i am gon na use the dramatic lashes instead of the fry lashes. This time now i did order another one of these from my girl kwanzaa off the ig, so she did send me another one y'all, which is this one here um it's actually the same magnetic as liner as this. It'S just a different packaging y'all. She told me that this one right here works better than this one. This one is a little bit more chunkier and it doesn't glide on as smooth as this one. So this is going to be my first time using this one right here: y'all she actually put her face and everything on these i don't know if y'all can see that, but i paid seven dollars for these y'all seven dollars. So i'm so glad that she was still you know like selling these on the site and we're gon na see how this one right here work, but i'm going to go in and try to plunk my own lashes, which it don't look like. I got none chad, but i'm going to like bring out my own lashes, really quick before i add the false lashes now i am using my mascara volume effect by ysl. Okay, and this is what it looks like. So i'm just going to take a little bit of this and just plunk my lashes and girl. I have no lashes that much i mean they're, so little y'all girl, you can barely tell i got any they. So no to the note to the note i do not like wearing my own lashes, they are just spool little very so we're gon na go in with the peach echo lashes right here, the very very long, dramatic lashes, the ones that y'all always see me rock. We'Re gon na go ahead on and go in with these now, i'm gon na take this here y'all and i'm going to just glide this. Just on the top of my my eyelid and um, we're gon na add these lashes on real, quick ahead and okay. My lash on here just to see if it's going to stick really good guess what it's working pretty good. Oh, i don't want my camera to get blurry on y'all, but girl, okay, then, but y'all need to get your hands on. So this completes my lashes and my shadow. Look y'all, okay, i'm gon na go ahead and um go ahead and try to attempt this wing. I don't know why i feel like hair is just i don't know girl, so i get some hair in my face. So i'm gon na quickly do a wing y'all and then i'm gon na apply my foundation. Okay, then we gon na get to talking about how i started youtube. I should have been talking already, but i'm gon na just finish this up: real, quick, okay, how y'all liking this so far, y'all liked it, but we're going to go ahead and go in with this foundation. Now i'm going to talk to y'all, really quick on how i started youtube. First, i am applying my maybelline fit me in the toffee caramel in the number 330. This is actually two shades y'all. I actually blended these. So i got a lighter shade and a darker shade in here so yeah, it's a pretty color on my my skin, though chair, but i did blend this. So this is not just one color. Okay, let's make that clear. Okay, so i'm gon na apply this real quick, but, however chad, let me just talk to y'all, really quick about how i started youtube. Okay, so me and my husband, when we got together, you know we was living in this little apartment or whatever, and i used to always watch youtube all the time y'all. When i tell y'all i used to stay on youtube girl, i used to watch it so much. I got addicted to just watching gurus put their wigs on see. I didn't know nothing about no wigs back in the day child. The only thing i knew about was doing like quick, weaves and just doing my own hair in a ponytail, so i used to sit there and watch and watch and watch and watch. I was working for school at the time and i was just like i want to do youtube. I really want to do youtube and i was telling my husband that one day and he was like so baby what you going to do - and i said i don't know - i probably just do what i know how to do and back then i was doing all My little cousins hair like doing quick, weeds and ponytails and all that type stuff back in the day, and that's just what i knew how to do so. I told my husband: i wanted a laptop because i didn't even have a laptop back then shout. I think we just had a desktop computer. I didn't have no camera, no nothing. I didn't have no type of equipment to even start a youtube channel chat because my crazy self, i didn't even i know that i could just use my phone just to do a video like i wasn't even thinking about all day back then i had a little Android, so i was thinking about. Oh girl almost dropped the foundation. I wasn't thinking about. Oh so let me just use my phone and just record a video. No. I was just like man. I need a camera like dog. I need a laptop and i just kept thinking about it and i kept telling my husband i'm just like so husband. You think i should just go and buy me a laptop and he was just like yeah. You can get your laptop if you want to, and i was like well, i'm actually getting it to start youtube and he was just like well. Baby is gon na get you a laptop, so you know you can start youtube. If you want to start it or whatever and um, i'm just going to be like supporting you whatever you do, i'm just going to support you. So i did my first youtube, video, so y'all. I just grabbed me some doug white and i'm gon na go just on the side of my eye right here and clean it up. I'M just cleaning it up because it's kinda, i don't know it's not straight. It'S not making a straight line so trying to clean this up, but my husband, he was just like whatever you do. I'Ma try to support you, so i went ahead on and went in search for me, a laptop my husband me and went to the pawn shop. Yeah we went to the pawn shop back in the day, looking at laptops and stuff like that, and i found me uh just a little toshiba laptop y'all, so i bought that one and ever since i got their laptop child, i was like recording videos on the Webcam because i had not bought a camera yet so i was just like man, so how am i gon na make my first video, so i just began to try to practice and practice, and just you know play with the webcam and stuff like that. Just get in front of the webcam and just talk and just do the certain things and stuff and just replay it back and i'll. Watch myself and i kept looking at myself like no, i ain't gon na be able to do this. Oh no and then i'll do another like little clip or whatever and then i'll play it back and i'll be like um, no ain't. Nobody gon na watch me and i kept telling my husband i'm just like ain't. Nobody gon na watch me doing this right here and i just kept looking at makeup tutorials, because i always wanted to learn how to do makeup and i never could get it like. The guru like i was watching over and over and over and over, and i just never got it like the guru - and i wanted to get my makeup like that, but mine never turned out like that. So i was just like disappointed in myself, so i attempted y'all. I attempted to do my first makeup tutorial on youtube. My very first makeup tutorial now. I had not put this video out yet this wasn't even the first video that i put out on youtube. When i first got on there, it was actually a quick weave. That was my very first video that i put out years ago when i first got started. I did a quick weave bob y'all, a quick weave bomb now y'all want to see that video girl - i don't even not know if the video is still on youtube. I don't even know i erased the video off there, but i've been on youtube for ever since 2012. I believe that's been a very long time and it's now 2021 girl. It took me it just took time, effort and me actually wanting to do this and not give up like girl. It'S been so many times i wanted to give up, and i was just like i ain't gon na. Do it i ain't gon na. Do it because i don't know what to put out, i really don't know what to do so. I did my first makeup tutorial video mind you. I did not put that video out yet, but i did it and i looked at it, and i was just like that. Don'T look right that does not look right and i kept saying it my husband. He was just like there ain't nothing wrong with that makeup. It ain't nothing wrong with that makeup, gon na put that video out and see if somebody go watch. So i kept this video on my laptop y'all for, like maybe two weeks and the very first video that i put out was my quick weave bob. So i said well, since i don't think this makeup look. Look too hot! I'M gon na go ahead and put out my quick weave bob and see if people will watch me and see how that turns out. So i sat there in front of my webcam y'all. The video was just like, like the the whole content, where the y'all know the camera wasn't really clear. So it's like the picture was kind of blurry. It wasn't clear like how y'all can see me now it was just like i don't know girl. I just don't know, but that video wasn't. It wasn't all that to me, but that was my very first video that i uploaded and i put out, and it made me still on youtube. But i did a quick weave bob and i was sharing with you with you guys, my talent and what i knew. How to do best quick quiz was my best friend. That'S all i wore back in the day quickly. Ponytails quick, weave box, quick weave, like long hairstyles girl, quick weave 27 pieces. Listen, that's all i did back in the day, so i attempted to put that video up girl and i was just thinking of myself ain't. Nobody watched it, but when i put the video up, people were actually watching and talking to me, and i was like impressed with myself because i was just like: why do you want to watch this? The picture all blurry, i didn't know what i was talking about like i didn't know how to edit that good. It was just, i don't know girl, but it wasn't all that to me, i'm just saying, but everybody else liked it back then so that just made me like i'm gon na keep going. I'M gon na keep going and i'm gon na see where this ends up. So that's when i put my makeup tutorial video out y'all. I finally put it out so i put that video out and i kept looking at myself. I was just like. Why did i put this out because that red, lipstick, no and y'all notice, i rarely wear red lipstick, i'm always doing something nude or natural y'all, don't never see me wearing any red lipstick period, but my first makeup tutorial since i didn't know what i'm doing girl. I had on some red lipstick, a red shadow look and i was just looking like. I don't even know girl. I don't even i know what caught myself back then cause that makeup look was horrible to me. It was horrible, like i said, the editing on the video was just no. I don't know what i was using to like put all of my effects and all of that stuff into the video. I think it was something center media or central media, something i was using chad, but that video was a hot mess. So i let my husband take a look at the video. He takes a look at the video he was just like babe. I think you did good, you know for your first makeup tutorial. I think you did good, so i was just like husband, you just saying it don't be lying and stuff like that to me. You'Re just saying it, so he was just like babe the makeup. Don'T look bad, it looks okay, it don't look bad, so i'm just like okay, so out of all people, i let my mama. I let my mama y'all see that video, and why did i do that and i'll be honest with y'all my momma watched that video and guess what she said. She looked at it as soon as she saw my face up here on the video with the red lipstick. She was just like. Oh candy yeah. You need to take that red lipstick off. So you know what that did to me. It made me feel like i don't need to keep going and it kind of made me feel a little bit sad like. Why did i even put this video out because my mom and all people, i thought she was gon na, be like well candy. It'S your first makeup tutorial girl, don't beat yourself up nah. My mom was like ugh. You need to take that off. Like i said it kind of made me feel bad back in the day, but you know i got over it and uh. I told my husband about it. He was just like well, baby, listen, don't worry about it. You just keep going okay, you just keep going. I'M gon na be here to support you and you just keep going and that's exactly what i did y'all. So this is what i'm using right here, y'all to go under my my eyes right here, just a little bit of concealer and i'm gon na put some right here and right here. So my husband was just like you just keep going baby, it's gon na, be all right. You just keep going and i'll be here to support you, and i said okay, but you know i was still feeling some kind of way and it took me a minute to put up another makeup tutorial video y'all. I don't even think i put up there another one. I start just doing quick, weaves and ponytails. So if y'all go back on some of my oh oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh videos, that's mainly all i did. You rarely saw me. Do a makeup tutorial. It wasn't right, then, where i started doing makeup tutorials. I was mainly doing like quick wheeze, a lot of quick weaves and, after i started doing a lot of quick weeds. That'S when i began to get into wigs - and i said, let me buy my first wig. Let me just go on by my first week, because these weeds are looking real natural. Looking on these gurus, that's putting out these wig reviews, i mean they are looking um and i talked to my husband, i'm just like husband. You think i'll look right in a wig and he was like no baby. Just wear your hair. Just just wear your hair and continue to do to do your little quick weeds or whatever your ponytails. You only get a wig. That'S what he kept telling me! You! Don'T need get no weed, so i ain't listen to my husband because i kept watching over and over and over. I kept watching uh gurus that that has done plenty of wig reviews and i was just like i'm gon na go ahead and pick up me a weed, so i did and that wig that i picked up y'all. It wasn't like the weeds they are making right. Now, today, chad, like today, they're making wigs look so natural. Looking now like they're growing from out of your scalp, we didn't have those type of wigs back. Then they were just like real wiggy up in here real wiggy. It wasn't even to the point where we could make baby hairs back then chad, we just threw the wig on and just do whatever we was gon na do to the hair, and that was it. So i got my first wig okay. So let me just tell y'all what i'm going in with this is my wet and wild uh mega glow contouring palette, and i'm just going to use this to contour around my face. Okay. So what was i saying to y'all girl? You not know what i'm saying. Y'All, oh okay. I remember that so i went ahead on and got me my first wig and i went on to purge to y'all and you know what that wig set on my dresser for a good week yeah. He sat on my dresser for a good week because i kept watching the same girl that actually did the wig that i ordered i kept watching her over and over and over again, like i literally kept watching her and i'm just like so okay, that's how you Do that this is how you do it and um i was like okay, i got it so i went on and turned my webcam on again got in front of it and i tried to put on a wig y'all for the first time i tried to put On a wig and uh, i was just like man, i don't know how to do this part. I don't know how to do what she just did, and i don't know how to do that. I just was talking to myself and i actually had the camera rolling. While i was doing all this talking, i was just like i ain't gon na put this video out. I'M doing all this talking, i don't know how to edit this stuff out. I don't know how to do voice, overs or add music in between. While i'm talking, i don't know how i do on this stuff so girl. I erased the whole video and started over. I started over and all i did was play music and i had like girl. This video was so screwed up. Let me tell y'all something i was putting on a wii. I was playing some music in the background, but everything that i was doing y'all heard it like if i was making all sorts of noise or whatever y'all heard it while the music was playing - and i was just like no because i had went over my video Before i uploaded the video on youtube, i heard everything, but i did another video like that too y'all, where i actually put it public some years ago and y'all was hearing everything. I was doing why music was playing, but this particular video. I ain't even put this video out yet because i'm just like no, i got ta do something better with this child. I got to do something better, so what i did was. I did the video one more last time and i found out how to cut me out and just play the music. So that's what i did, but i wasn't doing no talking. I didn't even get on here and introduce myself i didn't get on here and talk about the wig. I didn't do nothing. I just did a video put the wig on and just was playing in the background, and that was it y'all. I don't know if i kept that video on youtube or if i took it out, but it's been so many freaking years ago - it's probably not even over no and then i did another wig video and i actually was talking to y'all and i think that video Was i think it was still well it's? It may be still on youtube y'all. I was talking to y'all a little bit and i had this long, black, wig or whatever, and i was trying to say this and that about the hair. I mean it's my first time just actually doing wig reviews, so i think i was talking too much and explaining to y'all. Isn'T it too much? I just think that i was just doing too much, but i began to get the hang of it and i just kept going. I just kept going and that's when i began to talk to a lot of y'all, get to know a lot of y'all and right now, to this day a lot of my youtube sisters that i was talking to back. Then some of y'all are still on here and some of y'all y'all just left the nest. Okay cause. It'S been some of y'all on here that man i looked up to i mean i looked up to y'all and a lot of y'all has disappeared from youtube. Y'All! Didn'T keep going like i kept going, but i do appreciate y'all. You know just loving on your girl and allowing me to move forward, see y'all if y'all want to get on youtube and y'all wanna just start, even though y'all may feel like ain't. Nobody gon na watch you you may feel, like you, don't know how to do this or you don't know how to do that. Just know that you can do it girl, you can do it and it's coming from candy poo, because i've came. Oh lord, i've came a mighty long way. Y'All. When i tell y'all people would talk about me, people would make me feel bad like i couldn't do it. Even when i started vlogging, i started vlogging y'all. When was that girl? I don't even know. I don't even know it's been so long, but i started to vlog my life y'all hear me and once i got around some of my family members with the camera, they were just like. Don'T put that camera on me. I want that camera on me girl, get that camera off me this and then i'm just like it's just a vlog. It'S just youtube like they're, just like i don't want to be on no youtube mine and i'm like, oh okay. So, every time i went around some of my family members, i would turn the camera off. So y'all didn't really see a lot of my family members. Y'All just saw me louis jamalia and marquise back in the day and that's when we was living in the apartments back, then we used to do our thing and stuff. We looked at all young, marquis and jamalia was little and they wanted to be on the camera and stuff, but y'all rarely saw my family and the reason why y'all didn't is because they didn't want to be on youtube, neither one of them. So now it's like my family they're like candy. She didn't make it. She became a mighty long way, so it's like now. They see that i continued to go, no matter what they said. I still was doing my thing because, like i said, if you want something and that's what you want to do, whether your family, your friends or whoever got something to say negative, or they want to just talk about you, girl, keep going okay, cuz look at me Now y'all look at me now, like i got women looking up to me and y'all. Think i'm a guru y'all think i'm a celebrity. I don't look at me like that, but y'all do and i am just grateful y'all hear me. I am so grateful that i stayed on here and then i just kept going because i just feel like i helped a lot of you. Ladies. By talking to y'all through ministry, you know trying to tell y'all certain things about christ, showing y'all everything that i know how to do, and you know i had to learn coming up. I had to learn just like i told y'all when you just start a youtube channel, you just got ta be consistent with it. You got to keep going, no matter who's. Talking about you who putting you down or who making you feel like you can't do it girl keep going, even if nobody watches you keep going because it's gon na pay off one way or the other and, like i said a long time ago, put god first In everything you do and watch how he just continued to just manifest in whatever you got whatever you got going on, it's going to manifest, because god knows that you're keeping him first and in the midst of everything that you're doing so, you just keep going and Keep striving you're gon na make it you're gon na make it because, like i said, look at me, y'all look at me. I'Ve came a mighty mighty long way. Your girl didn't know how to put on the wii. She didn't know how to do no makeup. She didn't know how to edit she didn't know how to even just start, holding a camera vlogging or doing a video. I got on youtube. I learned, and i learned, and i sat there, no matter if i didn't like some or somebody else didn't like something. I said: well, let me just go ahead and just put this out. Let me just go ahead and do this and see you know. Sometimes you can sit there and you can be the critic of your own self. You can say all this negative stuff about yourself, but somebody looking at you like she's, gorgeous or she's pretty. I don't even know why she's saying it about her still like she does a really good job. You know like girl, you, a jack of all trades baby, so why you think you ain't this or why? You think you ain't that girl, you better keep going, and this is me talking to y'all girl, get up and keep going. It does not matter who got anything to say about y'all keep going, keep striving, and it's coming from candy poop you're gon na make it you're gon na make it one way or the other just start just start put out content that you know people want to See if y'all got to go just watch youtube videos over and over and over and over and over and over look at the views count on them and be like oh so they doing this. Maybe i can try it go, for it does not necessarily mean you're doing something like trying to be a copycat, no you're, just starting your channel just trying to do something that you know. Somebody is gon na. Actually click on your video and be interested in watching. Okay, now you may not know how to do some things. Other people know how to do, but i'm pretty sure god gave you a gift. Baby use it. Okay use it. That'S all i'm saying use it hello. I didn't want this video to be so long. Chad y'all know when i get to talking. I just be all over the place, and i just be talking talking talking, but that's how i started my youtube channel y'all and i just kept going okay. I just literally kept going and like i said this is where your girl is now. I got two channels. I got 70 000 subscribers over here. I got 20 or 30 000 subscribers on my vlog channel because i have not checked it check that yet, but the last i checked i had 29. I was right at 29, so i'm almost at 30. So i don't know it could be 30 right now. I don't know, but i started my hair channel way before i started my vlog channel. So that's the reason why i got so many subscribers over here versus my vlog channel and, like i said, y'all back then what got me on up up up the uppity like i am is me doing all of my bun hair tutorials. Now, y'all i'm going to go in with these two lippies right here. For my lip and that's going to complete this makeup, look gel. I got the la colors here in the natural uh. What color is this girl? I think i told y'all this color several times. This is the wet and wild in the gold, and this is like in a natural, nude color, so i'm gon na go in with this first and then i'm gon na throw on that gold. But what got me like all the subscribers that i got y'all, it came from me doing: hair tutorials, bun, tutorial styles, that's what everybody wanted to see and right now, to this day, let me tell y'all what they call me: the bun queen, because candy poo was The one that got on her channel and started doing all sorts of bun hair tutorials y'all like when i tell y'all i was thinking and freestyling and creating so many hair, buns tutorials girl. If y'all look at some of my view, count on some of those videos, y'all gon na be like yeah candy, poo she's, a bun queen she's, a blind queen, is and now that i look back over those videos - and i watch a lot of more other girls That has created my styles. You know you got some women on here. They may say they created the style, but i know who created the style baby. It was candy poo, i'm the one who created the style. First, i'm just saying chad because i can go back and look at some of these videos and i'd be like. Did she get that style for me? But of course you know ain't. Now one of these girls out here, they're, not gon na give the next woman props okay for what they just put out. First they're going to say they created that because that's just how it is on the tool, that's just how it is. But you know if i saw somebody that had a bun to tour you on that, i wanted to try y'all go back on some of my old videos and see if i acknowledge those black beautiful women y'all because, like i said, you give credit where it's due. Okay, you give it where it's due, but every black woman, not gon na, do that they just not gon na. Do that, because they may feel like hey. Some of these subscribers may come to my channel just to watch me and leave their channel because they're, not the one that created the style anyway. So you know you got some women that may feel like that or whatever it's okay, it's okay, but i just feel like if you see another woman, doing something that you like and then you try to mimic your copy off her go ahead and give her her Props, it ain't nothing wrong with it, because you got so many black women on here. That'S tearing each other down talking about each other. Instead of coming together, loving one another and supporting one another. You got so much competition that the next black woman got to compete with the next black woman like stop it y'all we're not gon na get nowhere like that child we're not gon na get nowhere like that in life. We have to come together as black beautiful women that we are, i feel, like everybody got their own creativity, their own style, their own beauty. Y'All need to use it because, like i said, god gave everybody gifts. He gave everybody gifts and me from way back then, until now girl, i am cutting up. You heard me i am cutting up, so i just feel like i'm doing a darn good job, i'm not going to put myself down i'm not going to talk about myself in a negative way. I feel like i'm blessed, and god has really worked with me. He'S touched my hands and girl. I got it together. You hear me y'all see this makeup, look y'all see it though girl and i am finished with this. Yes, yes, yes, yes, i am loving. This whole look. Y'All. Now i will put like a a brown liner around my lip real quick, so it won't look. So i don't know like. I ain't got nothing around around my lip. I don't want to look like too nudey without a liner. That makes sense, so we're just going to add there like that, just like that right there - and this is my makeup tutorial for today, y'all. This is almost like a natural look, though it sounds like a natural look, but i'm loving it though y'all i'm loving the hair, i'm loving the makeup. Look, i'm just loving everything about this whole entire glam. Look yes and i'm gon na say glam. So, to top it off we're gon na go in with the hard candy sheer envy, setting spray. Okay pick this up at the dollar tree girl and i put a dollar well, you know right now they probably went up to 1.25 like y'all, see but um. This is my look y'all tell me what y'all think. Okay y'all put me on the scale from one team. I want y'all to judge the hell and judge the makeup. Okay, even though your girl got on her cute little robe tonight, but y'all just tell me what y'all thinking about this whole. Look, though, your girl just got glammed. She went from what they called a job. She went from rag to fab. I don't know what y'all be calling me, but yeah your girl look like a different whole person. Okay, so yeah! That'S how i got on youtube and that's how i started my youtube channel y'all. So i'ma say this once again: y'all keep going, don't let nobody i mean nobody tell y'all what y'all can't do and even if you got some people in your life, that's not for you listen back up from them. If you got some people, that's real negative! That'S just not taking you nowhere, it's just not a good vibe or not good energy. In your circle. Just let them go just let them go. You keep pushing. You keep moving and just loving from a distance. That'S all you got to do. Babes love them from a distance. Now i know you may have a couple of enemies out there, but you know what love your enemies? Love your enemies, yeah! That'S all you got to do, love them. You ain't got to be all in their face constantly talking to them every day. You know who your enemies are, because you know who come on watch a channel. You know who got rude negative comments up under your video. You know who around you when you out here in these streets who negative, who disrespectful y'all already know these people are just back up from bag of problems. It'Ll be all right. The number one thing, though, pray for, like i always say, pray for them and watch how god make them your footstool baby watch just watch and that's all i'm gon na say to y'all.