Getting A Professional Haircut At Home

No worries: I got you, man, okay, I'll, go I'll, go in there; okay, oh yeah, because I forgot to do that last time: okay, cool, okay, sweet man, yeah I'll, just arrange the camera. So let's um get a little bit of a better angle. Um. What hey? Your hair actually feels pretty. Did I give you shampoo last night um? What are you using yeah, but I didn't I didn't use it. I don't think no so Jam try to do something or what better chat chat with a zoom or not. This is again: oh you're, like 10 percent, okay and I'll I'll. Go like this two zoomed in okay, I'll give it like a like 115. Then happy now chat got ta, please the crowd! Yeah get a little picky out there guys because this camera's, like it's gon na fix it up with it. It was really really bad, but now I kind of fix it up and that looks way way way better nice um well. Is this yeah I'll lose my chin right yeah? You could use your check, I'm just gon na post this up right here for these guys yeah yeah yeah, you just wet it. Yeah yeah cool, all right! Okay, hmm! Is there outlet for a lateral for the blue dryer? Well, I guess I can plug it right here. Um yeah, I have a really long extension cable. If you want yeah well, not really it's just a part. I got it. Oh it's! Okay, yeah! I know we should move it up last time I thought I blew it up yeah. I remember that yeah that that wasn't a okay camera chat. I remember the strings out where I cut my own hair with with a little cone. You know what that was kind of impressive. It actually turned out pretty decent, all right, sweet, a super giant or what oh, no yeah. Actually I'm just gon na win a little bit even after right now so yeah no big deal, okay, yeah! So, what's good dude tell me tell me: what's going on to new 2023 um, I mean not much good. To be honest, just kind of just chilling, yeah yeah there's been no, I'm like I don't know um. You know I. I think I think I'm doing pretty good yeah. I just it's just been uh, it's been a little rocky for sure, yeah kind of a crazy at the beginning of the year, um. Definitely yeah um. Would you be good? You know healthy yeah, dude, yeah, just um. Just a lot of like unexpected just back to back to back. It feels like this year a little bit yeah, it's a little bit like not like too common yeah yeah for sure uh I mean life happens. You know yeah for sure yeah, it's just because you know playing games for so long, yeah and then being at the computer and just kind of like um well like health-wise nah, just overall like um, just whenever you're inside you're playing games and then you're doing. Like that's all you're doing for years, yeah, whenever there's like no like things that happen yeah or like real life, it's not very um like a little bit unpredictable one. I see right, yeah yeah because you're not because I didn't really do you think we scoop back. Just a little bit yeah okay, so I didn't. I didn't have like a a big chance to like it was a little bit kind of kind of it's like maybe like bold, but I didn't really get a chance to like adult that much right, because I started playing games and streaming when I was like 18 Right and then um, that's when you become like an adult in terms of age, right, yeah, yeah and all the way to 27. I didn't really get a chance to, like I'd, become an actual like full-fledged adult and like responsibilities and like how does real life actually work? You know yeah um, it's kind of like uh, like you know how like actors, you know like uh. What'S his name like Macaulay Culkin, you know how, like the Home Alone, yeah yeah, he was like such a superstar when he was like such a child yeah exactly, but even sometimes I feel like I mean I don't know what they um. I know what was like their life like you know, but I assume that they have to at least have to interact with the real world to a certain degree. Right like go not like go outside and like do actual real things, instead of just being at the computer all day right. I got you because the facer face interaction face to face yeah, yeah or yeah yeah. Exactly and just just the normal things. Everybody does right. Yeah, but I think um overall in the past, like like seven years, I'm able to like avoid most adult things, and I get it. Oh, it's like it's like. Oh man, child type, [, __, ] and it really is like people are right. Yeah yeah, I think, avoiding it or like nothing to do with it is kind of it's perch and it's kind of cool. At the same time, you know like it's kind of uh. It has there's value there. Oh of course it's kind of like the unknown. You know, like you, don't know until you actually walk through that life yeah, because you know like uh yeah, like your life may seem such a you know, colorful and, like amazing, fun, interactive and like entertaining right but like, like you said, like you know, there might Be things that maybe other people might not know, what's going, that's kind of how it was, though, for like ever okay, you know, because the reality is that there hasn't been like much to do like when the stream ends or whatever it's kind of like a continuation. Whatever'S on strings, it's like I'll, just like play up against off stream and then I'll go to bed and start up the next day right, yeah yeah, but it's just just like real life. Events that I wasn't like used to or like didn't know could happen. Yeah just happened a lot like in the past like three months. It'S just like just a lot of like real just real life, things that adults could deal with it. That ain't no was possible and just kind of like, and I think it's got like a a reality check. At the same time, I'm supposed to do I've been like taking it a day at a time you know yeah, and I find like a lot of like Silver Linings and everything and I find it'd be pretty fun. Man like, even though there's like bad things or like things that people think were negative right. I I find some really some good value there in like um, just just going through it like an experience, yeah right and sometimes like. I live a life. Well, I'm like really lucky in the position. I am right yeah. So whenever I I kinda um take a step back and look at the at the big picture right sure. Well, I'm really lucky and I get I get a lot of good things. So you need all these things are like bad and, like there's, a lot of negatives happen. At least it's an experience exactly and you've learned from that. You know what I mean yeah for sure, and I think uh you know in any. I always feel, like you know, like even negative things like those are like a really good teaching um, you know uh a teaching like, I guess a course of, like you know, learning experiences yeah instead of looking at it like a negatively, I think you could look At it as like, a a great uh experience, you know discoveries on what what what happened. You know in those situations yeah, because if you don't go through those you're, never gon na know yeah what what that life is like and uh by taking it. You know with a great attitude: that's how like we all kind of evolve. You know if you're a better person yeah but like that's, that's great though you know that, like you're able to tackle on these uh situations and make something positive out of it and great experience and and making yourself more uh aware, you know and yeah for sure I think, like I was speaking about it in more like a like a blurry like you know, I'm not getting any examples. Here'S a good example like over the last, like um two years, there's been a lot of like moving around from various reasons. Why yeah, but moving around? Oh, it's kind of annoying right! If you don't want to move moving, is trash. Oh, it is like. Let'S say you get evicted now right now: um uh at some time, um having to move a lot kind of like um. If I look at it, there's a lot of negatives to it right because it kind of sucks you have to buy some stuff, you have to [ __ ], a movie after yeah you have to [ __ ], move stuff and like moving boxes, yeah get rid Of like all your habits and [ __ ] at the same time um, I I learned like how to be on the fly right yeah how to uh re-adapt faster, how to make remake what I like here somewhere else to displace it's like a skill. It'S like that's, been incredibly useful, oh yeah, to know how to uh I'm gon na I'm gon na go for a little bit, yeah go ahead and I'm gon na because I'm moving, because my chairs are very wobbly and there's another conturn to make it stop doing This [ __ ], oh yeah, okay, um. I think it's this one yeah see that now it's like how solid it is now yeah. Now we're solid, okay, okay, we're good, but yeah. I think uh, like you're you're, adaptable now, yeah for sure right, like you're able to adapt to any situation like like a chameleon yeah, and it's been a bit useful. You know yeah. Sometimes it's like it always a random place right. I like a random place that, like I'm not used to and a lot of swimmers and a lot of people in my position would feel uncomfortable doing things that they can do normally right and it feels off it kind of it's gon na it's not as good Yeah now I'm like anywhere, I go, I'm I'm way better at making it. What I want it to be right and that's like been like a really like useful skill. Oh you know, I'm super happy about that yeah. So whenever I went down I went there. I went to L.A um. I went to uh one of my friends, lubwick's house yeah. I was stood up there and I was back there like doing the thing that I normally do like the same day, and then I had to move again and the same thing again the same day. I will just do it and before able to like take like a week to in order to me to feel like I can, I can do that yeah, you know, but now it's like a day. You know it's like it's going way better dude, but that you know that. That'S amazing because, like that comes in a skill of like self-awareness and being confident with who you are yeah, because if you're kind of lost - and you don't have the confidence, I think people will be kind of still lost. Like you said, like you know, taking a week or two weeks or even a month to adapt to the situation, I think uh because of you are aware of who you are you know and confident, with what your your decision making. I think that allows you to adapt quicker yep in in a scenarios like that which is which uh I feel like everybody should feel confident with who they are. You know, because we're all different in a completely you know multiple ways: yeah that uh we should feel comfortable. It doesn't matter who you are what you do, because there's so many different type of people, like you know around the world, yeah yeah man yeah check your lunch. I'M sorry you're, saying something. That'S like um something people call farming. So let's say like there's an emote call. Let'S say I know um like s'more. Can I think that's an orc right. If I did, I did like orc noises and they would. They would say, I'm farming, the emote right there was that I'm farming it. It means that I'm like, like I'm making them, do it like I'm basically um like influencing no, no, like, like I'm already it's kind of hard to explain like uh, it's a term. How do I explain this chat? It'S a video game, tournament! Okay, when we say farming uh-huh, it's like you're Gathering a lot of something: okay, just like in real life like when you farm like strawberries, exactly you're farming, okay, okay, you're funny, oh and basically, whenever I I bake people the channel typing something right. Well then, I'm farming, bad emotes or something or that like Emoji, oh okay, so so you're you're, creating like a like a like a movement in a sense, yeah yeah. But you see like think about like um the way I see him uh. Let'S say they have an emoji, it's like an object right, it's like one of them right. If I make an all-time, I get like 100 of them, and I have all the myself like I farmed that okay yeah yeah yeah yeah. It'S like a concept and basically you're, saying like a word that I'm not entertaining what it is, because you know I'll keep it like that. Okay and people saying that you keep farming it because there's two things you've been saying a lot today. Oh really, it forms like crazy wait on there yeah it's been farming like crazy. I hope it's a good word. No, no! Nobody! That'S! Why I'm not telling you I don't wan na it's not a negative thing. Oh man, man. I I got ta, stop being repetitive, then no, no, as long as you don't know, you're good, all right, all right, yeah yeah! It'S a good thing. It'S a good thing! All right! That'S awesome! Now! I I just want to say to everybody that you're you're pretty much first farming, a good figure of that thing. It'S a good thing. It'S a good thing! Okay! Well, I mean because you know it's interaction. It'S interactive, anyways, yeah, definitely Hey! So uh! You know. I also uh noticed one other thing that uh you streamed and I think it was the AI yeah were they made an AI of you, oh yeah, and you were watching your your own AI talk back yeah yeah. It was talking to someone else. What so, what? What did you think of that um? So I think out of all the AIS they made for other streamers and other people yeah, I'm gon na be honest with you. I think we probably had the worst one because um, I think what happened is that the AI pulls from data right that is probably in like high in, like. I think it probably takes uh an amount of density right, so basically on YouTube. There'S a lot of clips of like me and Andrew Tate talking onto a podcast right. We talked a lot we didn't talk about. We didn't have to do that for like two hours, right, yeah and there's like because Andrew says Android is like such a a big very, like uh dedicate following it. There was like hundreds and thousands of Clips with a lot of views that were put out there right, so I get for a lot of people um and I guess for the algorithm that they had like me as xqc. I'M a lot like that. Podcast is a big part of me yeah, even though I'll talk and stream for hours and hours now like every day right. I think the algorithm thinks that this podcast is a big is a big part of me, and I think it pulled a lot from that. Podcast, I see it um for the algorithm, because what I noticed is that the AI said a lot of things that Andrew was saying it like uh in terms of like um, his accent yeah. I actually rubbed up on me, so my eye was a little bit British, somehow or like whatever his accent is oh okay, right! There'S a couple quotes of his in my dialogue, which is like a little bit odd, yeah and even some slangs. I never use that. He uses something I noticed right, so I kind of thought like I. I think that um, the AI was pulling a lot from these clips because maybe it's like it's it's in high density, I see so so in a sense it wasn't well-rounded like it wasn't. Really. True, like you know, well-rounded of like who you are, it came from more of like this pie. Yeah, not really it wasn't like so my mannerism and slangs yes, a little bit Yeah, but big Parts like a big part of me. I think I feel like is overall my my slangs anything that I repented, that I repeat a lot right and a lot of those things were not even mine or like a different version of mine, which is kind of odd. You know, oh okay, because it's important when you have your foundation, you know yeah. If it's not right, it just feel like it's off and I feel like the ad was off on that compared to other uh people that they had um, so so that the AI uh it's it's a program that they um they download. It'S like an app and you just they made it, they made it. Oh they made it. I think they made it from scratch. So what so? They okay, so it's very complicated because they use a lot of different. So I don't think a lot of people caught a cut on that because I think even chat was probably just to that um, so they were using a pretty like um normal program that every streamer has, but they don't use called a guest star. I think I think they use guest star, okay and guest star is like, if you're a streamer. I invite you to a chat yeah right in the in the chat and it uses your camera, your audio and your video, and now we're chatting together into an application. So so this uh streaming right now you could do that and create in AI through what you want what's happening, no, so, okay! So basically I can invite somebody in chat right now and now I can talk to them like on FaceTime. It'S FaceTime very much. It'S this time right: oh okay, yeah yeah, but I'm FaceTiming another streamer. So what they did is that they were FaceTiming. It yeah um the AI, so they had they had the AI have a Twitch account right, oh okay, and I think they had to accept invitation, and basically the AI was the um was the facetimed Persona. Okay right yeah is, that is how it is okay and they would feed they would feed so and then they would feed the questions uh to the algorithm and then um. Then the AI would analyze and respond through that chances which, on Market, because people don't understand the chat, doesn't understand, chat the original they were using guest star 100 percent. It'S the same. It'S the same screen with the bottom, unless I'm crazy using guest star. Yes, they were okay, so basically because um you want to be live right, you don't want. You, don't want the ad to be prepared for everything you know yeah, so you wanted to like feel uh, because other people are gon na say well. It'S like contributed one. Stalin, it achieves two things: one uh. I just think that it shows people that it's live right and the AI isn't prepared for this [ __ ] and it's not like it doesn't uh know all the questions yeah, it's just yeah. It has all the code behind it, but it'll respond to the questions yeah on the Fly so so uh. So can a AI read your that feed that's going on right now? Can he read that and respond to any of that um, or can you make it do that he could yeah he could definitely 100 dude. Why don't you do like a little stream where you have the AI, read all that and trying to answer back? I have it already well, you do it's ready, but it's a little bit wonky, okay, because that would be kind of funny right, because I mean it's so hard to respond like I know you see some of those that's happening right now, yeah, but it's so hard For us to obviously see most of it yeah, but if AI - because you know AI is obviously you know gazillion times faster, that would be kind of funny right to be able to answer and it'll be really interacting. There has been people that did that. I think right now, there's a there's, a stream uh of some uh, some anime looking girl and it streams all day on its own and it it's like a streamer, but it learned to stream like it just responds to chat and whatnot, and it's it's like a Whole thing: oh wow, it's like it's like it's like this, but on its own with an animated uh person. Oh wow, is that not only what it is yet is that is that, like a streamer yeah, it's it's an AI streamer! It'S literally it's a it's this, but it's nobody! That'S what, if someone owns that account it's just using that person, but is it the area of a purse actual person or they just create? No, no! It'S it's full! I I think it's complete from scratch. Wow! Oh hey, by the way, which way do you do you uh anymore? I'Ve stopped doing that. Okay, so you just kind of just go down the middle yeah a little bit. That'S kind of what happened these days, all right, all right, yeah, sweet, okay, yeah anyway! Yeah, does this lower a little bit? Was that does the chair lower a little bit? Oh yeah, it does okay, I wore my high shoes today, but you know you know what I is that loser goes wait how'd even oh nice yeah, that's gon na help me out a lot yeah sweet there. You go yeah yeah perfect. I thought it was as little as it gets dude. You always surprised me how tall you are when you stand up yeah I mean you're like six two yep. You know what nothing, because I hunch a lot. I forget how tall I am sometimes I'll go to partisanship, yeah and I'll I'll Stand like I'm like normal now I'll make my spine yeah be normal human. Now, look around I'll, be like yo, I'm like in the tallest people. Here you know dude. You are tall. Dude, I I'm always surprised when you stand up. I'M like oh dang. You don't have shoes on either right now, yeah. I I only wear shoes also that have um Bond like really small, like um. Oh my God, like a really small Soul, yeah. Oh, I see yeah come on, yeah, hey, but uh. So uh, you know like with running I you know, went to this uh store that analyzes your feet: oh yeah yeah! They throw you under, like this 3D uh, a scanner yeah for sure and dude. I found out that my feet is actually a lot smaller than I thought it was. Oh yeah I was gon na embarrassed, but then, like you know, I already have a wife and kid I'm like. I don't care about that. You know yeah. It makes sense. Yeah. Okay, but they really fit you with the rice, shoes they're, not type of shoes. You should go to like one of the running stores and they will they will like. They will get you the right shoes, because my feet, it doesn't hurt as much as I used to anymore when I'm running oh yeah, yeah, um, so yeah you get a soul model for you, so it doesn't like hurt whenever you're running, because it's yeah, it's more Forgetting, okay, yeah yeah, because I guess it's not just you know having the right cushion or whatever they uh tell you about the Arches for sure the way your foot lands and are you more of a heel, Lander, toe, Lander or like side to side? And I didn't know any of that, even though I played Sports before but uh ever since I got the right shoes. Man like my feet, have been happier than ever. That'S crazy! That'S pretty chill! Well, I knew there was like a different like ways that your foot like works with like the ground in your shoes. I didn't know you could actually change it and make it better or whatever yeah make more commented yeah. So there's like a shoes called like the stability shoes where, like you know, if you more of like a like a, I guess, big big toe Lander like inner inner foot, Lander yeah, then they have the soul where it's more stiffer on the inner sole. Oh so, when you land it pitches flattered, it makes sense. Yeah yeah. I was like, oh damn, so I I really um man. These guys save my feet like I I want to like go. You know, thank them for them. Yeah I mean see well um growing up. Remember, uh did a lot of skateboarding right, yeah and people don't realize this, but skateboarding shoes will. If, when you're growing up well [ __ ] up your feet, it'll it'll it'll ruin them. Oh, the actual skateboard shoes is when you're skating yeah, because the skateboard shoes has to be like a certain like shape or whatever right and whatnot, yeah, yeah and growing up. You want. You want your uh, your foot to be like well supported and, like you know, it wanted to grow properly right yeah, but if you grow up uh only wearing skateboard shoes, yeah, just saying it, you get flat foot, oh! So that was another thing they talked about. So I got pretty lucky with that. I guess my my feet still traditionally my brother, when we were skinning a lot as you had to wear um like fitted stuff and then they had to get like not like. So, like some therapy thing gone yeah to get his foot back on track because it was getting like super flat. It was all it was all. It was bugging, oh dang and um. I kind of got said because I have words skip which one skip, which is my life, pretty much right: yeah yeah, you need to get Ortho, Orthotics or thought yeah, and that is oh, like oh yeah or thought, and I think Orthopedic is more like uh surgery, Like they come into like like legs and foot, but okay, I think the orthopedic is that what it is orthopedic yeah like yeah. I think I think that's right, orthopedic shoes or the locks, no, that's like yeah, whatever yeah anyway um and it kind of help. So yeah now I know a little bit about um about a foot uh food science. Also, so like that's, why you? You were Landing some tricks. It was fine Landing. Some tricks, man like at the uh. What was it Venice, Beach yeah? You know at the skate park you're doing something like what is it 360 flips and like it was. You know what it was fine. It was a little bit depressing to be honest. I'M Gon na Keep it a buck with you, like, I'm, not gon na hide it like. I feel like um. Oh there's, two problems. I have these days, yeah one um, my knee is it doesn't you know I've done it before I like. I haven't had surgery on it yeah and surgery gon na uh. It kind of failed. Oh did it really? Yes, I need to get another surgery done. My ACL still is still like loose and just out completely out oh dang, and if I land poorly It'll like if I land poorly right now, it'll just detach like it'll it'll slide. It just it'll go to the side, oh dang, and the problem with that is that it'll damage the meniscus. You know like little. You know like um, in between, in the knee there's like a little cushion right like a like a pillow right, yeah yeah, that your car, it's like a piece of cartilage, so things that move properly yeah right, um right now, my ACL is like out like it's. It'S not holding it. So if I fall and it slips out right well, it'll go it'll go damage, it is what I'm is. What I think I was told yeah yeah. So there's like no bushing there anymore. Well, it's it's yeah, there's no more wire! So in your need is like an X right, yeah of two wires. One of them is very, very strong which they say that um usually really only snaps or tears and usually like car accidents like that right here, but the other one uh, the ACL, everybody tears. It soccer a lot people, you know soccer, they the crazy amount of people. I get ACL tears. Oh yeah uh, those are like basketball, players yeah and then with torsion that I think that's the piece of wiring that that um does with the torsion. So if you're putting your foot down as a pivot and you go and you then you do a a 90 degrees and you go to the other side or like a like 100, like you know, put your foot down and you torsion and you go back right. That'S what that does so. I have to be very careful about doing torsion and skateboarding is a lot. It'S a good amount of torsion right, yeah yeah for sure yeah. So I so I have like no confidence one, because it's not well you're mentally kind of cautious, right, yeah, yeah and also it's something that you don't really understand it um if you've had braces before in your teeth and you remove them right. How did you feel when you first were about to eat something in right? You feel, like your teeth are going to break the second you bite on something because it feels fragile. Oh there's like no support there anymore yeah, you feel exposed and you get uncomfortable. I right and you have the feeling that if you bite it's gon na break it's gon na it's gon na it's gon na feeling it yeah yeah. Okay, that's first, it's very odd right. Um same way same way, the same way, it feels the exact same way. Okay with an uh ACL surgery, so there's two parts I mean: there's not a bunch of parts: I'm not gon na act like I'm. A scientist um surgery right, but a very common thing is that people you need to have physical therapy right. So a little muscle to regain it and because um yeah I get it like you're wiring in your knees is strong, but you need muscle to support it. Also right, like you, want your muscle to be strong, so you have to do therapy for the muscle to catch up right in order to support the the um, the ligaments yeah, but then, but then what happens then is that you also have to start believing it In your head that it's strong, again yeah and that takes a long time, it takes a long time to trust your body again. That'S right because mentally, like it's just um for so long, even like scared of jumping not not to break it more, and when you have surgery we have so much pain and whatnot. Like you think it's it's it's weak! You have to like regain that mental fortitude or mental like strengthen, and it took me a while to get there right and I don't think it ever really never recovered, because it's not repaired anymore. It'S not repair anymore. Remember it's not like broken still yeah. So when I skate I'm always careful, it's really trash like I'm, always careful of that, and on top of that, I'm really tall and I'm I'm I'm I'm taller and I'm I'm old older. As I used to be right, I feel like my body's a tower and that my my lower part of my body is like this Jenga and I feel like it like. I removed both part of the Jenga, and now we have the middle block right, oh and whenever I go for a trick, nobody knows what the [ __ ] gon na happen with the top of the tower. If it's in a tub or not yeah - and I overly trust myself - and I I one time I towered - you know uh uh in the bowl when I was skinny and I go - I just crashed a bit harder. Oh damn it made me realize I'm just not like, like my body, isn't overall ready to be like a skater anymore. You know I'd have to like, like I, you know my muscles like have a trophied over time. You don't think I'd be at the computer. You never uh have to worry about when you're younger right, like the gravity like just gravity itself uh, when I was, I went down the bowl, yeah um my legs and well not didn't have enough muscle to push against gravity, and I just I just crumpled like I can't like I can wow that was crazy. I didn't even know that was possible. That feeling must have been so scary, you're like whoa, because you're expecting it to have enough you're right uh, you know muscle to hold exactly man, so that was like it kind of like took me back a little bit yeah. I was like damn um uh. This is Gon na it just it hurts like the confidence of it. That'S all so so so uh Venice Beach skate park isn't gon na have Felix visiting for a while. I mean I might just. I just need to get like overall muscle. Yeah, like I've, been on the stairs five times, uh I'll be sore. Oh really, so I need. I need to get my body in shape where normal daily activities - Oh, don't make me sore or aren't like exhausted. You know yeah dang. Well, you know what um we we should go hiking, I can be fun: yeah, hiking Man actually uh. Just recently, I opened up a YouTube account yeah, oh nice. I have 90 subscribers. I'M super stoked man watch out, I'm gon na come catch up, let's chill yeah. So it's fun though you enjoy it. Though uh you know it's it. I I it gained a lot more respect for people that do social medias, even more so because now um, you know I'm trying to provide uh. You know yeah provide some entertainment right for the crowd yeah and it's a lot harder than just recording getting up and recording, because now, like you know, you you're putting the pieces together, you know uh to make one solid video like it took a lot longer than I thought for me to upload my stuff from my phone to the computer to YouTube yeah yeah, all that took so long and yeah. I mean you. I think you learn a lot, though, from like just the whole process, whatever process yeah and then you understand like new systems, and you have you start having fun with it. Yeah that's like well, it's yeah, it is pretty cool. So, like you know, I got two videos up right now: oh that's true yeah and then uh. One of them is actually unhiking at this place called uh Black Star Canyon in Orange County, oh okay, oh man, uh! So, first of all, we had no idea what this um uh. This hiking trail was all about. There'S like a really crazy, paranormal, uh, mysterious history, behind it yeah this hike or this property. It was owned by the Native Indians back in the early 1800s or no late, 1800s and uh, and then the you know like the cattle Farmers came along and I guess they ambushed them. So hundreds of Native Indians have yeah basically ambush in this black circanion and you could still go up uh and find you know the Monumental pieces. You know historical pieces up, there were like you know, there was like a kitchen or whatever. So it's like a landmark yeah yeah, so you know we go there, not knowing in the beginning of this year, because you know we just wanted to get out because you know beginning there. It was raining so the first weekend that I got Sunny uh me my daughter and my wife went up there and uh, not knowing the history of it. So we go in and a hike in the beginning is like very casual. You know just like there's pave uh. You know uh Trails about two and a half miles in and that last mile to get to there's a waterfall by the way at the end uh before you get to that waterfall uh about three quarters of a mile or half a mile. You know uh before the hiking before the waterfall it gets treacherous like Boulders, uh, poison, ivy brushes that you just have to like you know: oh hell, no yeah, there's all these crazy. I mean you. Could you could make your way around it? You know, but there's a Creek in the middle. All you got to do is follow that. But when there's a water fall, I mean obviously that's when you want to go yeah, but when there is a waterfall there's a creek. That goes right along the trail and you there's no way that you could go from one side in in yeah. Switch back switch back, we did it like, probably about 30 times yeah. We got two the uh the end, but this Boulder, I'm telling you they're, like you know as tall as you on some places and uh you got ta, have the right shoes, it's very slippery and uh it's pretty cool, though it is really cool. It'S really rewarding. So once we got to the top right or uh halfway there when we get into this treacherous area. So I remember how I said that there was a massacre of like the Indian Native Indians when we get there. There'S this native Indian guy in the middle of the creek, with like a ceremonial uh, like you know, items gathered up on top of this rock yeah and he's playing like uh an instrument. Oh that's, cool and we're like oh man. This is so awesome. You know and remind you: we had no idea what this place was because we didn't research, it oh okay, but it's still. It'S still kind of like people will go there like. No, it's like you can still it's not like you're, invading something he's like uh spot or whatever right. It'S like a normal whoa whoa with the local people, like you know, from uh people that are in Orange County. They all know about it. I just wasn't aware of it: oh okay, so I guess there's like a a weird, crazy ritual that goes on at night time, yeah there's they've said you've seen you many UFO uh sightings and there's been um uh like people throwing rocks from like the hills when They'Re, if you hike at nighttime, there's all these crazy stories about. I had. I wasn't aware of it: oh yeah, and so we get up there, my daughter's, like six years old right yeah, so we were prepared for what how treacherous the hike was gon na be on the last three quarters of the mile, so we it took us way Longer than we were expecting because the round trip is seven miles, it took us six and a half hours, oh, and we started at uh, 1 p.m. Yeah, so Sundown is around what like five o'clock yeah. So on the way down. It'S pitch dark, oh and by the way, that's so bad yeah, so uh, I guess back in the 60s there was a school bus that went up the hill above the creek right above this hiking trail, and it rolled down in in about 30 kids have died. There Jesus - and there was this and again, I don't know any of these stories right while we're there there's this tire stuck in between his big folders yeah, and I was like how did this tire get down there like how? How, like you know, I'm just trying to all, because you know nothing about it yeah, so I took a picture of it and then we go back and then find out that that's the exact tire from that school bus and so uh. You know okay, so we get to the waterfall we're coming down, it's already getting dark, it already sunseted and you know like there's, there's all these uh uh Mountain you know covering. Obviously you know if you're at the beach. You know it's sunsets at five but like if you're in between the mountains, it's you're already sun, setting around 4 30.. So it's getting darker yeah, because because the you know it Cascades over everything but anyways we were coming down and we were the last ones. I'M telling we were the last ones and there's no other way: uh, oh my God, that that that thing always serious like every time. Um, I'm sorry so like there's no other way of coming down from the waterfall, because the waterfall is about 50 foot high and it's just rocks. You know like tall high uh rocks. You know Red Rocks, that's like surrounding the area, and there was a guy that passed us right and I turned around and you know - and I said: hey how's it going, it doesn't say anything he just kind of just was looking down and just passed us like This yeah - and I was thinking like oh okay. Well, whatever you know, you would think, with a family uh with a six-year-old and you're in a pitch dark in middle of nowhere you're in wrapped right, yeah, that's just what a normal person would do. I am assuming I'll just say: hi at least existence yeah at least ah yeah. So he doesn't right and again I'm not aware of. What'S what you know what what kind of History this place has you know so then uh we get to the end of the treacherous part of it the three-quarter miles, and then we were about to get onto the you know the easier actual like you know, paved Trail yeah right when we got to the Fort, we see another guy running up towards us and then I'm telling you this is already pitch dark yeah in the dark yeah in the dark and this guy's running up towards the waterfall. You know, and of course again I said hey what's up it doesn't say anything he's just kind of looking down and runs past us, I'm like that's kind of awkward like okay. Well, there's always going. You know I was like rude whatever and uh, and then we finally get down to the parking lot in this parking lot again and it's in the middle of the canyon so to get to this parking lot like the normal, like you know, another civilization, let's say Like you know where the houses are or where the uh, where the uh supermarkets are it's like a good eight to ten miles from that parking lot. So if you add 10 miles, plus the three miles where this guy was running into that's 13 miles over yeah sundown and there was no cars, oh so I think oh he's just oh he's walking he's going somewhere dude. There was no cars in the parking lot. Our car was the only car, oh [, __ ]. So then I'm assuming wow, what up you know. So I'm training for uh like a marathons right, I'm like damn this guy's dedicated man like he's, he's pushing hard. But then, after that night I go home right and then I'm looking up like, I wonder if anybody uh posted on YouTube about this Canyon, because you know, obviously I made the video you know we that was gon na, be our first video. So I looked it up and you know there there's quite a few right. It comes up on the on the list and every almost every single one of them. It'S not about oh beautiful, waterfall, beautiful hike. It'S like uh, like a paranormal uh. It'S most haunted hike in California. All these things seriously didn't think like researched it before we went there you're just gon na just kind of wait. We just win okay yeah. So then, I'm talking to my clients, the very next day right, I said: hey guys like have you heard of uh Black Star Canyon and you're like oh, you didn't go there at night time right and I'm like well on the way down. It was Pitch dog. He'S like dude, did you take your daughter, I'm like yeah, I went with my family like do not ever do that again and I'm freaking like what why she's like? Well, didn't you look it up, I'm like well, yes, I did but he's like dude you're lucky because on a full moon night, which was that night that we went, there's rituals where and you could look it up too. Oh there's people that I guess um that that they dress up in this black robe and they they walk on the hills of that trail and they kind of do weird things. There yeah, I believe it yeah uh, that's becoming on the west coast. Um! Oh, is it uh yeah um? I went to Phoenix for uh biking when I was a bit younger okay and we had so. We had to open up a lot of maps, yeah uh and trails because you know um my dad's, like a really really good. Uh, mountain biker and yeah mountain bike like racing when we're young and like a lot of mountain biking yeah. So we had the big trails and whatnot okay uh and on the maps a lot you'll find uh, there's like vortexes and stuff, like that. Oh yep - and these are spots where, like people go to like have some sort of, like I don't know, yeah spiritual, like Enlightenment experience like meditation, there's a lot of like really weird lots and weird names on all the maps and like in, like Utah Phoenix um. All these places like on the west coast right yeah and I think just people have they do stuff like that right, yeah, uh, that's the thing. Actually. This is true right chat like Vortex and stuff like that. Am I crazy yeah yeah Sedona yellows too? Yes, Sedona yeah, that's right, yeah yeah, it's yeah people do stuff like that. It is what it is, but that's pretty crazy though they um that you were. You were there on that nine people were probably going there right dude. They just started warning me that don't ever take your daughter there, because something could have happened, but we went with a good energy uh like we're with the positive energy of we want to see a beautiful waterfall at the end yeah. Oh, I want to see some you know uh, some yeah being like the smaller people died and [ __ ] like that yeah yeah. Let'S go to the bus like it's just kind of dark and weird yeah, exactly no, so I think uh for sure, but to take my daughter at night time. But I do want to go back during the day because at the end of the waterfall yeah dude uh, so so at the end, where that waterfall is there's a cave, there's a big hole like Cavern. Oh a halfway up, maybe about 20 feet up to the left of the waterfall and uh. The Water also flows through there, and I found out that that was the um, the coal mine shaft. Oh, so the liners used to go down there. So there's this, they died too, like it yeah that that I didn't I I didn't hear about, but uh. So there's that as well. So I want to go when the water's not flowing and and just ex you know, explore I just love doing exploring you know. Yeah yeah, but dude. I want to take you there new. You know if there's ever a chance, oh, that that's kind of scary, isn't it we got this. We got this yeah, I can be pretty fun. I decided when I was uh young, like like my dad. She he would try to make his do all like all the stuff Outdoors right. Dude yeah did a lot of hiking and mountain climbing a little bunch. That'S that's awesome. Yeah your death seemed like a very uh. You know experienced. Outdoorsman is what it sounded like to me. You know, and he knows about like all the all the stuff that can you know he knows about all the standards and all the things to look for and be worried about like he knows all of it. You know like like slippery rocks or like when, like the the weather shifts or something like that, like he'll know anything about it, he like different types of rocks yeah. He knows about that. Like everything comes into like mountains and whatnot yeah um yeah like was he Agronomy, um iguanomer, or something like that or um? Oh okay, uh in French called uh. It'S it's something to do with um, like plants and whatnot and like uh. I guess I don't know like like minerals and soil and whatnot okay, uh National geology, not like that. It'S more like plants and [ __ ], oh agronomy, um, that's awesome! Yeah! I mean a whistle. I mean it's a it's a degree and also I love my dad. Okay, you know he'll brag a lot by his degree and all he's ever actually use a degree like a singular time. His entire life, I mean, as first I was in marketing um, which is how I think pretty much harder for me like, because it was in marketing for company. They had um video cameras. You know what tape you know like the actual tape in it like um and he had 12. um, and it would bring them back home because that the film presentations and marketing like stuff over there, these small cameras, and he would let us use them. So we would use the cameras to fill my own stuff. Oh okay, that's awesome. Yeah. We make videos and well not, and we would you know. Oh so you always been around like filming like recording cameras. Yep. Oh that's cool man. Have you ever thought of like going acting? No, not really no dude hasn't there been opportunity where people want to like do some documentary on you or or or or maybe you use you as like a uh like a like a x, not extra, but you know like like a character in a a story. Not really um, the only thing we've done in that in that realm was um uh. What am I playing on teams like team candle and like uh pro teams for OverWatch yeah? They would. They would give us a crew of people that would follow us around and they would just um. They would just uh film us. Okay, all day, we didn't have to act with anything. You know it was just on the fly yeah. It would be new yeah. I'M more like I like doing something on the Fly Away more, I literally try with like a script or whatever I'm usually pretty bad uh at recordings like boot or not. That'S why I said some guys. The other day I told minus, when he was here uh. I was telling him record it and have it take you, I think, he's doing good now, uh, I can't do it really yeah, I'm so shocked to hear that no way, it's so bad, what all right yeah all right! Well, how about um? What? What about the show? Don'T you? You have a show right like where uh I tried it that nothing more more produced. I guess um. I enjoyed that yeah, but since I was with, I wasn't the problem with it uh I was about the problems. I don't mind. I I don't care about the good parts of it uh, because you can take them in for what they are yeah and Moana, but negative Parts you can improve on them right, of course, you're gon na bundle that with it, because I wasn't far enough of the Of the creating process right, so I didn't I didn't when I do something yeah like I mastered them, yeah you wanted to because I'm the one who built it. I think I didn't build it. There was a disconnect between the product and me right. There was a you, have an expectation well yeah, but sometime there's a big uh Gap in between me and the thing. Okay, when I do something I want to feel like one, I'm the thing: okay, right, yeah, that makes sense or not. Oh yeah it'll sound like like uh, like Oh I'm, a big deal, I mean I mean if I do something, I wanted to feel like a singular thing. Yeah, if it's me and imagine with something I want to be two things right, yeah, the the distinction, creates a disconnect and it doesn't feel right. I see like you want to commit with what uh like uh the direction you're going like you, don't want to have multi Outlet yeah, so I mastered so much. I know the pieces are moving in yeah. I send the pieces to go to places right, yeah and I'm running at them, but instead uh it felt it felt that, but that's my fault, not their fault. It felt too much like I was being told to go to places and I was the one moving around in somebody else's thing. Oh I gotcha and that that that feeling yeah it's kind of terrible, I say yeah I get I go to me that makes yeah it's gon na it's just kind of how it is yeah. If you're, if you're a contestant, that's fine sure how's. It'S not. I guess yeah well because, like you know, it's like you're, basically like book that you're writing and you don't want that book to go to another story right, like you know, the chapters need to kind of flow together if you have to interact with it yeah because Then you don't already know about it. You don't feel like you master, get somebody else's vision for it, yeah somebody else's thought and somebody else's interpretation. So you're, not you don't know why you don't know that it's important sometimes understand the whys right, because then you know when to do it and when nothing do it yeah you master it. Then it's you yeah and I did. I didn't feel that that's. Why that's? Why I I I I didn't enjoy as much, but I I thought it was good. It gave me a lot of experience as well. Well, that's cool! I mean like at least you try like a different Adventure. You know yeah, but it was like a game show right: yeah, yeah, yeah, a lot of the basement go for sure, cool yeah. I mean it's. What I came to LA in the first place right, yeah yeah, but then it just gon na just La just gon na just gon na trash it just gon na he's. One of the LA's is bad. Is that my my feeling with LA or uh the city or the other state, it's a little bit like I'm biased with all the bad things and all about a lot of negative thing? Is it happened when I was here? Oh it'll probably still gon na happen, but I would see what happened so. My my brain Associates with uh with that uh right. It makes me want to leave us another one like it. If I leave I'm not, I can't it's not like I'm gon na flee the problem. The problems aren't because I'm here you know yeah well, you know but again, like that. That'S what's gon na make you stronger right, because if you run from home you know I'm chilling yeah yeah man. What was that streamy award? Is that like where all the streamers go like with, like all the other outlets, all the streamers from every uh streaming services? Um, because you you didn't you win a war unless oh yeah yeah I wan na I'm just chatting in the year yeah. I saw that um yeah um, congratulations! Yeah man! Oh thank you! Man! Yeah! That'S awesome! It'S because there's so there's gazillion streamers out there dude yeah yeah, there's a bunch yeah uh uh um there was a bunch of YouTubers. It was more it's more like a YouTube thing. What but introduced like some like twitch and ticked off people in it? Now it's more like, I don't even really know what it's about. To be honest, it's more like a an award show for coming creation. Okay and the category. Is that led more towards live content, so twitch streamers? So I was included in that and then I won uh just chatting of the year, which is like just this is a thing. So I did you guys, get nominated uh randomly or randomly okay, they're, just gon na happen.