Chit Chat Grwm: Feeling Overwhelmed And Quitting Youtube?? Ft Wowafrican Bodywave Wig

Hi guys welcome back to my channel. It'S me very if you're new, welcome and if you're not new, thanks for coming back and tuning into my channel. So today, i'm back with another get ready with me. The chit chat get ready with me where you know. I just tell you guys how i'm feeling, because today hasn't really been the best day, but so today's wig is from wild african and i'm working with the body wave wig. So this is the 13 by 6 body, wave um, lace, front wig, i'm really really impressed with the hairline, the lace and the hair itself. This is literally how the hair came like i didn't have to style the wig i didn't have to do anything to it. So so you want to find out more about this hair and if you want to see how i installed the wig and if you also want to see how i got this makeup because right now, my base this base is giving a flawless is given airbrushed. It'S given, listen, it's just it's giving everything it's a place to go! Okay. So if you want to see how i got this whole look together, then make sure you stay tuned and carry on watching hi, guys. Okay! So now we're gon na move on to makeup. I'Ve already done my hair and i feel like for me i just like to do my hair first and then move on to my makeup. So now that my hair is out of the way we can move on to makeup. So today's wig is from wow african. I'M really impressed with the hairline and a lace that comes with this wig. I don't know if you guys can see what i'm seeing but baby. This lace is fully melted in okay, fully melted. So i'm going to move on to my makeup. I'M going to put this on just so i don't get any makeup on my lace. Okay, so this is just going to be like a chit chat. Get ready with me makeup video, not really like a specific makeup. Look because i don't really have one so i'm gon na use the benefit for professional um primer today, and i'm just gon na apply this mainly to my nose. I feel like i've only spoken to you guys in so long like have a proper chat type of thing, so i just want to talk to you guys and kind of update you guys with what's been going on with me. My skin has been so dry recently. I don't know what's going on like i definitely do moisturize my skin, but i don't know what's going on. I don't know what's up, but my skin has been moving a bit mad so right now it's three minutes of six and i'm gon na upload at 6. 00 p.m. So i'm just waiting for 6 p.m. To come, then i'm gon na, so i'm also going to use the l, cosmetics or less primer. I think i'm going to use this brush today. Actually, so this is the abh a30 brush. This is what it looks like i'm going to use this brush today, just because of the foundation i'll be using. Today. I want to try the kvd good apple foundation. I'Ve got two different shades excuse the way i'm looking. I look crazy, but we're going to fix it. Okay, so um i've got two different shades: i've got d80 and deep 78, so the foundation is not new, but i'm just trying it out and i'm sure you guys have seen it on um tik tok going viral based on you know the what you call the Coverage based on the coverage - i don't know what shade is going to suit me best, so i'm going to swatch this, so this is shade. 78. I feel like this is. I can already tell that this is going to be slightly so this is 80, and this is 78. I feel like i'm going to go with 80, just because um, i don't mind going dark with my foundations. Just because i know i can always like you know, fix it with my highlight and stuff like that, so i think i'm gon na apply the foundation in a pattern motion as well. Yeah talk about coverage. This is very much coverage you guys can see. It'S definitely very red on me. This is very rare, so yeah. How are you guys doing how's everyone doing. I feel, like i've, not really spoken to you guys in the hot sex, so i'm trying to catch up and just see how you guys are doing i'll. Tell you guys how i'm doing or how i've been doing should i say um today was a bit of a weird day. For me today was a bit of a weird day for me. I actually ended up crying on the phone, which is very unlike me. Okay, like um, but um. It'S definitely my time. My time of the month is like around the corner, probably gon na come in like a day or two or something. So i was quite emotional, very emotional today, so my friend only called me and she was just like you know, benny. What'S up, you know the ones where you're infinite, you're feeling very emotional you're trying to keep it in and just keep it moving type of thing. And then someone comes here and says you know what's wrong and then you just start crying. That'S that's literally exactly what happened literally exactly what happened today and the thing is. Nothing is wrong with me, like i'm fine, i'm actually fine, i'm just very emotional and very overwhelmed today for some reason - and i can't tell you exactly why guys the coverage on this foundation is crazy, because i'm not even applying a lot, but it's just going around My face like this is definitely too dark for me, but we're gon na have to fix it. With my highlight, because boy i feel like with me, i'm probably in that phase of like i am tired of doing what i'm doing, i'm tired of i'm kind of getting tired of doing youtube. I am guys i'm getting bored like i'm just getting bored and i'm the type of person that, if i'm not really like into what i'm doing, i don't really perform to my you know my full potential type of thing. So at the moment, right now, i don't want to say i'm gon na stop youtube, because i can't stop youtube. It'S not really a choice for me based on you know. This is currently my main source of income, basically but um. I need to think of something else to do because i'm getting bored - i am bored, i'm not getting bored. I am bored, i think, i'm just bored of like repeating the same thing over and over again, so i'm done applying the foundation. This is very red on me. I don't know if i should go over it with shade 78. Let'S see how this maybe this will like turn it down and i think i'll say with this type of foundation. You definitely want to apply this in a passing motion because it is a cream product. You know you don't want to like rub it in okay. So this is what the foundation looks like on my skin, i'm not mad at this foundation, but i can tell i don't know if i'm going to like this foundation because i have oily skin well, i have oily combination skin. So, let's see but so far, i'm i'm really impressed. I really like the coverage, i'm really happy with the coverage i'm gon na move on to highlight you guys know how much i love the too faced um on this way. Concealer. This is the shade mocha. I'M just hoping my makeup comes out good or nice today should i say because recently i don't know what's been going on with my skin guys like it's like the makeup, doesn't stick to my skin it just it's weird like it's honestly, so weird. So what do you guys do when you're um feeling very low or like you're, just not having a good day, because i feel like with me, i have women feel like i just end up feeling so overwhelmed, and i break down like, for example today, and that Hardly ever happens, but when it does happen, it happens. Okay, so, like you guys, let me know what you do when you're feeling low or like when you're, just not having a good day because um okay, so i'm just gon na make my under eye just a little bit brighter by applying the kvd, lock it concealer In the shade m29 neutral, this is very optional. You don't have to do this, okay, but i want a bright under eye, so i'm going to give myself a right under eye, but i'm gon na i'm gon na apply a little bit of this because it is, you know it's very full coverage and it is Bright, so just the tiniest amount is what i'm going to apply. I'M gon na set my face with my morphe um filter effects powder. You guys know this is literally my favorite face powder. Okay. So now i'm gon na go ahead and um contour my face. I'M using my morphe face palette to contour my face today. I really like this palette because i feel like it just has everything you need. It has your contour, your bronzer has your blusher highlighter like this is a palette for you to have okay, so how's um how's everyone's 2022 going so far because i feel like i feel like for me. It'S going good in a sense where, like i'm happy - and i can't remember the last time that i've been this happy, how happy i am right now. I feel like i'm just i'm trying to protect the happiness that i have right now. I'M trying to protect my peace, my energy, my space, okay, so i'm very much intentional as to like who i have around me and who i allow into my space. I'M happy that i'm happy, i feel, like your happiness, should come first. I feel like right now. I'M just all about me and just putting myself first, if i'm not happy, if something isn't going to make me happy, i'm not doing it. Okay, like i'm literally not going to do it and um i've been reading a lot as well, because i just feel like babes like there's just so much. We can learn from reading, especially from reading like there's so much knowledge out there, and you should want to, like you know, educate yourself. You can never know too much the same way. How there's nothing such as making too much money is the same way. How you can't know everything and there's always something new - you can pick up every day, there's always something you can learn, so i've actually been getting into reading a lot of reason. The funny thing is yeah like when i was younger. I used to hate reading. So my dad is actually a phd holder, so you guys can imagine how book savvy he is. So my dad would literally make me read a book and then tell me to write an essay on what i've just read and i used to hate doing that. So much but then look at me now i actually really enjoy reading like i really do enjoy reading now. I feel like this year also like i want to do. I just want to start doing something different in terms of like just self-care self-love like today. I have someone coming over to mine at 9pm to give me a massage and listen if you don't love yourself who's going to love. You that's the question. If you don't love yourself, he's going to love you, i'm not stressing myself this 2022.. If something isn't going smoothly, that means it's not for me and yeah. I feel like so far. I'M really liking the foundation. I like the coverage, i like the finish, but it feels heavy. It feels heavy on the skin that one i'm going to tell you guys it does feel heavy on the skin. So the next thing i'm going to do is i'm going to apply some pressed powder underneath my eyes. So this is the mac studio fix powder. I'Ve got two different shades, so this is nc 45 and this is c30. What i'm going to do is i'm going to mix the both of them. I do like a bright on the eye. You guys know this already, so i'm gon na grab a brush like this. You see i'm just gon na press this. So instead of me wiping off that um the loose powder, i literally go over my um highlight with this and just press it into my skin. Just hold on we're getting somewhere, it looks crazy, but we're getting somewhere. I'M gon na go back in with my contour brush just to blend around the edge of that okay. So i've done my brows. I'Ve done my eyebrows off camera just so i can save time. Um, if you want to see how i do my brows, i have a dedicated video on my channel, which i'm going to link up here. So you guys can just go and watch i'm looking crazy, but now we're going to fix it. So what i like to do, after i um apply the pressed powder i like to go in with my morphe setting mist and then i'm going to set my face guys. When i tell you, i can't believe this is nearly done because i feel like we don't realize how much we're spraying when we spray this this. We, i literally don't realize how much i'm spraying when i spray this thing and then what i'm going to do is i'm going to go back in with my beauty blender. This is where the trick is: okay, because um brie, mua so makeup, artists did my makeup and basically what she did was she set my face and then she used her beauty, blender and literally pressed the setting spray into my skin. So i was asking her like: isn't this going to lift my makeup? She said no, like just literally use your beauty, blender and press it into your skin. I was like okay, i'm going to give that a try and i feel, like i feel like when i do this. My makeup just looks so flawless. Like i don't know you guys, probably can't see it yet, but it looks so flawless. So, instead of me dusting off that powder, i leave it on my skin and then i just use my satin spray to kind of like just let that powder sink into my skin. Okay. So now i'm going to apply some um mascara. I feel like this is literally like the best mascara out there, the abh one. It'S amazing. This is legit, like my favorite mascara, i feel like it just adds volume and it really does bring out my lashes but yeah guys. I'M nearly done with my makeup as well. I'Ve got like so many different of our content that i need to create today, so i need to hurry up so now. The last thing i'm going to do is i'm going to spray my um beauty blender with some matte setting spray, and then i'm going to press that into my skin. I feel like the foundation i'm wearing today. It'S definitely good. I, like the finish. I like the coverage, but i'm not too sure if this is for any skin, so i'm literally gon na drench, my beauty blender in that spray and i'm gon na press it into my skin guys. When i told you this hair line is given as a the hairline. Listen look at the lace, the lace, the hairline. Everything is just given guys there's this new lipstick, it's not new, because i've had it for a while, but i've only just like um i've. Only just started wearing it, so it's the morphe um lipstick in the shade b, and it looks like this. Okay excuse the lip gloss all over it, but see it's kind of like a very brownish nude, it's so pink, so so peng. So i'm going to line my lips with my um doll, beauty lip liner in the shade killing it, and you guys already know i like to overline. So i'm going to overline my lips and then i'm going to set my lip liner because i want it to stay on. So this is literally the trick to um getting your lip liner to stay on, so i'm going to set and then now i'm going to go over it again with my um the same lip pencil once again and now i'm going to apply my lipstick, i feel, Like the lighting is quite a bit somehow and now i'm going to apply the nyx lip gloss in the shade sugar high girls coming out. Um 9 30. mama can't find my way it's their baby. Oh my god, you look good. Thank you. You know what foundation i used today, the that one, but i feel like it's not good for oily skin kat von d yeah, because it's um that type of base, it's very full coverage, but it's not good for oily skin, say hi to my friend hi, like The coverage is amazing. You can tell it's going to be good if you're still getting really dry, but you know what it's going to smooth it in. It'S really it's a little pain now later on. In the day it's going to not yeah, that's good literally, so i would usually use like a. How do you feel that you've done this? I didn't know where to go guy. This is me every day. This is me every day. No, you look so hot. There'S! No way, there's no there's no bait to even say you know, babes, let's, let's go out. Let me take you out, thank you, but where am i going, i'm just going to stay at home and wipe this off like even the lip comber kilo. Lo same thing we used when we went up, i swear, i lied yeah, i fooled to be crying see you guys. I told you i was crying today, like you just said it there's no reason for me to be crying. I'M too pain to be crying. What the i'm too pain to be crying? Why am i sorry stupid? Why are you doing my man but um? So now, even look at the hairline mad um. This is from wow african african, so guys i'm actually trying to bring something new to my channel, where i would have like a model. So instead of me installing the wigs on myself i'll have models and they get to keep the wig. I said tommy yeah, i'm already the first apple she said yup, i'm coming i'm coming and the hair is good as well like good quality. Like guys this is so pang. It'S good, i'm not done even wearing it like this. Like this, i'm not i'm not going to have it i'm going to lie like this. Is it leave the wheels so nice, it's meant to be body wave in it. So it's like matching baby girl. What did you say? I said that um there's no train, so my cousin's coming to pick me up going to his sister's house now. Is he coming down the way now who's driving your pictures, yeah, i'm taking pictures? It was coming from well how long like five minutes? No, no but yeah guys. So this is me like i'm, actually more or less done, because this foundation is so sad because i feel like kvd. You guys need to try and like figure out something you can do to make this work for the veins with oily skin, because the foundation is flawless. It'S amazing. It'S very much full coverage, but oily skin stay away, because so i'm just going to go back in and hop home um my hair okay. So this is the finished. Look. I'Ve just changed into this top from house of cb, i'm gon na move back. So you guys can see it so i've just changed. This stuff is actually quite big for me now it's a size medium, but i've lost so much weight. Guys like when i told you, i've lost weight, i've lost weight. Funny thing is just someone actually left a comment on my picture. Let me see if i can find it for you because someone said: is it me or did she lose weight? You'Re? Just glowing? Listen, i said i sure did because i listen. I'Ve definitely lost weight. I have definitely lost weight, so this top is a size medium, but it doesn't it's too big, like literally two wigs but so yeah. This is the finished. Look i'm so happy with this hair and just to finish off my look. I'M gon na spray myself with some perfume. So this is the valentina perfume and i got the small size just so i can try it and then obviously, if i like it, then i'll get the bigger size but guys. I love this. Since i've been having a bad day, listen, i need to smell good, so i can feel better. Okay also, if you guys want me to do like a perfume collection, video, let me know and i'll do that, just for you, this smells so good. It just feels very feminine, very smells very feminine, very sweet, okay. So this is the finished. Look i'm so in love with this hair and just the fact that i didn't even have to style the hair. All i had to do was just to install the wig straight out of the box, and this is the this is the finished. Look. The lace is everything it's literally given the hairline, the lace is just everything and when it comes to my makeup as well make sure to list all the products that i've used, i feel like. Maybe i need to do a new foundation meeting for you guys, because there's quite a few things that i tried in this video that i wouldn't normally do so, i think i'll do a new, updated foundation routine for you guys this foundation. I think i feel like this foundation would be would be amazing in winter and if you have oily skin, you do want to wear this foundation, maybe use a very mattifying, um primer or maybe mix this with a matte or maybe mix this with a matte foundation. I would say, because i love the foundation, but i can just tell it's not oily skin friendly, so yeah but yeah. I hope you guys enjoyed this video. Please leave a comment down below. Let me know what you think i'll make sure to list all the links to the um wig and also all the products that i've used today in the description box. So if there's anything you'd like to know, please make sure you check below and i'll see you guys in my next one bye,