Chit Chat Life Update | I’M Back! | Oq Hair

It'S the weekend doing 90 on the jet skis. Haters come and get me come and get me little mama. You look sexy. I wanna. I ain't, don't test me, don't touch me foreign, just dibble and dive a little bit more. You know what i'm saying yeah. I saw conscious uh when i kiss you. I get a spark, your body, a work of art, honey thoughts have to duck used to stay up late to just talk. We was moving fast, trying not to get caught, damn your skin. So soft. Let me open up your heart cause life's too short till death. Do its part knew it from the start? You be the one i'm pushing cars with in the supermarket. You know i love to start. Took you to my crib yeah. I can hear some breakfast in the morning making waffles and some sausage yo you blow my mind like a nintendo game cartridge and when i'm not around yeah, i think about you often sometimes i need my space cause. I don't like the full took you on vacation. Had you swimming with the dolphins living in the barrel now we got our own apartment used to be scared that somebody probably walking like oh planting flowers in your garden. I know y'all told you one day we'll be bawling balling, i'm just trying to make sure that you all in so tell me if you want it yeah tell me if you want this yeah tell me if you want it. Tell me if you want this. Tell me if from prom dates to calm days to trips, that last a lifetime to being on and on feel like. We really trying to buy time from sneaking around state to state driving in the white lines to sharing our own bed. Sleeping with you at the nighttime roof over our heads, you, the queen inside this kingdom, cooking with you in the kitchen our song come on. Then we sing one back and forth like ping pong, i'm in love with your wisdom. I always told you soon cause to those who wait. Good things come okay, y'all. So this is the unit. This is their kinky straight unit, and this is it flat ironed um. I haven't anything else to it. I mean bleach the knots. Of course, i didn't add any powder or anything yet i am thinking about crimping this unit and doing like a viera inspired look, but i wanted y'all to get to see it before i did that um. I was waste training so excuse for that, but look how beautiful and long this unit is and it's so soft, it's 250 density. So if you don't like full hair you're, not gon na like this, but if you love a good full unit, you're gon na love. This and it's from oq, oh yeah, i think i'm going to put some crimps in it and do like that. Diera messy crimp look, but i wanted to come in and like show you all this straight, so you can get like a feel for how it looks straight. I have a ball cap method on so if y'all see that i just have a bald cap on it, how y'all been i feel like? I haven't been talking to y'all lately in the hair videos, but i wanted to kind of catch up with you guys and chit chat. Oh yeah, that's gon na be cute, so um. This is gon na, be like a little life update. I have started back vlogging y'all, so um. I just got a new vlog camera. Sorry back vlogging i took like a month break from social media and youtube included. Some of y'all noticed. Then thank you to everyone who hit me up and was like where you at where you at thank y'all for checking when the girl i appreciate it. I just had a lot going on, like you know, and not even so, i'm not gon na say just so much what's going on it's just you know i just needed to like put a lot of to risk in my life and i've been healing. So i was so i'm like that's how i like that's, who i am now i'm gon na like feel my emotions. Now, like i'm, not dismissing my emotions. If it's, how i feel it's, how i feel, if i feel myself and my body slowing down i'ma slow down like i'm gon na, give myself that time to slow down and be sad and be hurt and feel whatever. I feel because when it when you do that and it's over with after you do that you can move on and you can be free and you can be happy, then you know my daughter's birthday is coming up and just like you know having that, on my Mind and trying to go through relationship and worrying about my career, and you know like i just it's so much it's so so so so much like i never want to make things seem like everything is just like a walking apart, because it's not um, but i Also, don't want to put negativity out into the world and, like i kind of tend to just like, go within and figure out and then come back to y'all, either with the story or just a smile on my face because um it's i don't. I don't want to bring anyone else down. You know it's enough going on in everybody's personal life, so i try not to get on here with sad, even though i know y'all care and y'all would love to hear and help me get through it. My og's my day ones. I know that, like i know every time i get on here and express myself y'all show up for me, so i know that y'all would love to be there for me, it's just sometimes you don't want to bring people down like you. Want people to be happy if they happy, you know what i'm saying. So that's what's been happening. You know, that's what's been going on, but i did um. I did in this in a vlog camera, so i got a sony zb1 and i love it, and so we are gon na get the vlogs. We have already gotten the vlogs popping. I don't know by the time. Y'All see this a vlog might be up, but you never know because i'm gon na try vlog all weekend and you know just have a really fun fun stuff for y'all to see me do and yeah. I don't know i don't really it's not really much more to it. I just been being a cancer in my shell in my little bubble. Y'All know, if you familiar with us, then you know how we do we kind of go inward when things are going crazy on it outside, but life is good outside of that. I'M happy i'm healthy um, i'm i'm back! I'M back! I'M back. I i feel confident in saying i am back like i'm back y'all like i know, i've been saying it for a while i'm gon na do this. I'M gon na do this, but i'm back i'm i'm done with the like. I'M back, i'm i'm back! So i i'm so happy that you guys stuck you know, stick here, stay here with me or whatever and don't leave my side, even though i love you posting these hair videos like y'all, eventually get around to watching them, and i appreciate y'all so much, but i'm Gon na still post my hair videos y'all know because that's my that's that's my money but um. I'M about to um. Give you guys content because i feel like it's disrespectful at this point, to continue to only post, hair videos, and you guys stay and support me. So i feel like it's not only disrespectful to god for giving me a create blessing me with originality and creativity, and i think it's disrespectful to you guys who stick beside me and watch me and only want to see me progress and do better. I think i owe it to you, guys, god, and i owe it to myself - to invest as much time in my craft as i have invested in foolishness. That has only left me like you, know, sad and so um, that's what that's what's been going on. That'S where i've been um, nothing really! I if you guys want a story time on everything like an in-depth story time. I will be glad to give it to you guys, but y'all got to tell me y'all want it, because i'm not just going to share it but out of respect for all parties involved. But if y'all ask me for it yeah, i know i'm gon na tell ya but yeah other than that. That'S it. You know we just back working back happy back outside back living our best life and that's just what it is so yeah. Also, i'm gon na be traveling this summer, any um suggestions on where i should go. Where i should come, i want to meet y'all like i want to hang out with y'all. I want to meet y'all. I have a few content creator, friends that i'm going to be linking up with this summer and doing some content with so like tell me y'all city, because i would love to come to your city. Kick it with you and just show y'all. You know how it gets down outside of work. We changed the channel name last time y'all last time. It'S not gon na happen again. I promise like that's it. I feel like i am y'all know when i went from uh emily w to og emily. I felt like i was changing errors in my life and now i feel that way again like now. I'M just i just want to be emily, like it's, it's probably going to get back to those days of me offending people, because i'm just like living in my truth. This is just my truth like this is who i am and so um yeah we it's emily. Lashay now that's me, that's my first middle name, and it's just me. You know what i'm saying like it's just gon na. Be me like not trying to please anyone, i'm not being correct in any political, correct like you, don't like it leave. You know what i'm saying um, so i'm here this is us. This is this is what we're doing you know. This is just what it is. So that's just like a quick life update. Nothing else really been going on um, nothing major. You know just relationship and figuring out me honestly, look at those cramps, quick, quick, quick, crimps, pretty so pretty i'm gon na spray it with a little bit of got ta, be like now that i don't use that anymore to lay my legs that just smells like Straight up alcohol y'all, like i swear, though you just rubbing it in that, is so pretty y'all that is so pretty, so this is how they turned out. So pretty. This was such a good call like this was the call of all calls okay, i'm here, for this um, oh cute, this is gorgeous. I love this. This is beautiful, they say 24 inches, i say 26, but they said 24 5x5 closure giving the girls what the girls need. Okay, full body, just pretty okay. So thank you all for watching. I love you guys uh, and i can't wait until we like get on this new journey together. Thank you guys so much for sticking beside me and i will tell you guys: