Quitting Youtube? Detangle & Chit Chat

Hey what is up welcome back to my youtube channel, it's a girl amber and oh my gosh, like first of all, i'm so so sorry for being so, inconsistent lately, like i've been showing up on youtube every once in a while with like random videos with random Content and i feel bad about it now like there is so much going on in my life right now, so i feel like it's difficult to show up every day here on youtube and i feel really bad about it, because you know youtube is a thing that I love the most like. I love love, love creating content, so i really am so so sorry for neglecting you, because a lot of people have been reaching out. Okay, wait! First of all, i'm gon na be detangling my hair, because today's wash day and my hair is a mess okay. So i'm just going to do like a little chit chat. Today, i'm gon na do a long overdue. Chit chat with you guys and while doing that, i'm gon na detangle my hair. So this is an old braid out, it's cute, while it lasted, but it's time to wash my hair now: okay, anyways um, so yeah a lot of people have been reaching out and asking like. Okay, like could you make video on this and this and this or you know, i miss those type of videos on your channel and honestly, i miss it too, if i'm gon na be completely like completely transparent and honest with you guys. The reason why i've been like you know, lacking on youtube is because i don't really feel inspired anymore to create like content. There has been so many times where i asked you guys for like content suggestions. What would you like to see and a lot of people gave me great suggestions but still like, i still feel um a little bit effie about it. You know i've been lacking in my videos and it shows definitely it shows the numbers of my videos are doing. Okay, not too bad, but also not too great, because when i compare myself with a while ago when i was uploading, videos back to back and super excited with, like all my uploads and really in the mood to do this, then you know it showed in my Numbers - and it showed in my videos as well like it showed, i feel, like a lot of it - comes with the fact that i've been doing youtube for so long, and i'm at this point where i'm like. Okay, how many wash day videos can i do uh i've done all the type of washi videos you can imagine. So i don't know what else i can tell you about here, because i had told everything i showed everything that i know and i'm the type of person that if it works for me, i'm not going to change it. I'M not going to change my routine or anything. I still use the same products like back in the days, so it's not that i'm doing stuff different. If i do something different, then i will make a video about it, but still when it comes to hair content, it's just like. I showed everything already so i feel uninspired when it comes to you know, creating like hair care content and also because i'm actually in this transition of um, not being only a content creator, but also like a product-based business owner um and that those are two two Completely different things: okay, if you've been following me for a while now, you know that i'm trying to start my own hair care brand and it's been over a year now. I'Ve been working on this thing over a year, um, which might seem like a long time, but honestly, it's not because i still work full-time on being a content creator right, so i still have a family. So i have a household all those things. So i've been working on that brand curl answer my natural hair product brand for a year in my free time and that's very, very exhausting, especially when things are so difficult to execute. It'S super pricey to start up everything and there's a lot of research that comes with it, because you cannot just start a hair product brand or create a hair product, real, quick and sell it. No, that's not how it goes. You need to test it for months. You need to make sure it's approved um, you know all those things and you know it's it's a lot of work. It'S a lot of work so um! That'S why it's going like slow, but i don't mind it is what it is. I'M not going to rush. My brand, but i still want to launch like next month, um something like that, but anyways, i'm not going to talk about that in this video i'm i want to talk about youtube and why i am lacking why my content is not as fun as before for Some people, because i'm i've gotten that message a few times already, and it makes me sad when i read those type of comments, because i'm really trying i'm really trying my best to keep up with everything. But sometimes it just doesn't work out. But one thing's for sure that i will never ever let this channel die. I will never ever like all of a sudden stop posting content whatever and just you know be like okay deuces, because sometimes you see that from like huge youtubers you've been watching them for years and all of a sudden they don't post content anymore because they have Their own brands right now makeup brands, hair care brands, whatever clothing brands, but i don't wan na. I don't wan na be like that, like i really wan na keep this channel alive. I really wan na keep posting stuff. That'S relatable, authentic and real. That'S going on! In my life, not only about hair, but also about me in general, but still i want to make sure that you can enjoy my content even though it's not about hair. Sometimes i will still do hair content every once in a while, but because i'm going to dye my hair burgundy soon, maybe next week this week i don't know yet so i can make like a nice video around that transformation but anyways at the end of the Day, i don't want to disappoint you guys by not being so active on my youtube channel or creating content that doesn't really resonate with you, guys, um or you know doing sponsored content, because not not everyone cares about sponsored content like i know i said a while Ago that i'm i'm gon na stop doing sponsored content, but um yeah that just i stopped for a month. I restarted doing it. I feel like i deserve the bag currently, okay, because another thing that's going on right now is: i am with a group of other women entrepreneurs. We all have our own business starting businesses. We are going to move in. We actually already moved in in march. In the beginning of march 2022, we have an office. Now we have a dedicated office, it's like, but the thing is about that office. It still needed some work. Okay, because the office we're moving in, is actually like an old building like a warehouse, vintage type of building where they used to cut and polish diamonds, and that warehouse was built in the year 1890s not 100 years ago. But over 200 years ago, which is a long time, though yeah the building is like it looks very old and it's like very authentic, like it's just crazy, i cannot wait to show you guys the whole transformation, because i'm vlogging the whole process. It'S going to be crazy, it looks old, but girl we've been upgrading this place like it's going to be amazing, we're going to transform it to like a co-working space. It'S going to be modern, but still you know with the old background and pops of color, and there are going to be events in that place. Um the floor underneath is going to be transformed in a whole coffee bar tea room, whatever, which is amazing, having a co-working office on top of a coffee place, that's life, okay, so that's amazing! So yeah i've been like putting a lot of time and energy into that project right now, because i'm going to create my filming studio in that place where i film my videos, i don't want to keep filming videos in my own house, because it's just getting very Cluttered in here there's stuff boxes wires. Everything is just laying around here and i don't want that. Okay, i want my home to be a home where i can rest not a home where i have to clean up every single day. I want to come home from work in a clean home. I don't want to keep cleaning up all my products. All my you know, cameras equipment. I don't want to move around boxes the whole time every day, um in my home, okay, because that gives me like stress in my head and that's why i was so dedicated to make it work, make it working at office. Yeah we're all super excited. But you know i'm gon na talk talk about that um in one of my next videos. I don't know when the office is going to be ready. Hopefully it's going to be finished in three weeks, but i'm going to edit that vlog already so you guys can see a bit. You know what's been going on to see the progress, but the full transformation is not there yet, but it's coming and i'm super excited for that. Okay, so i also feel like that new office with my new film studio um, is going to give me like a boost of motivation to be productive, again um and create bomb content like i feel like that's what i need just a new environment with new people. Okay, the girls that i'm going to move in the office with is they are just amazing. They are like-minded girls, we're all moms, which is a great thing as well. If we just understand each other and we're on the same wavelength. Okay, we have the same mindset. We'Re hungry we want to be successful, we all want to be successful in our business. We want to make money, we want to. You know create the best life for us as mothers as women and for our children, our families so yeah, and i feel like an environment like that. Does a lot so having an amazing circle of friends. Around me is just going to is going to make me level up so much it's already happening, so i'm super super happy with that. So that's why i want to say, like please, girl, be patient. Okay, because the good things are coming. I promise you. I know i keep saying stuff like that, but it's just true i mean just a transition right now, not everything is going as planned, but i'm still trying to make it work and hopefully you'll understand. Within a few weeks, what's been going on, hopefully you'll see the fruits of my labor. Hopefully my brand is launched and hopefully i'm going to be in such a better place mentally in my new office and just new surroundings, and it's going to be amazing for sure. I cannot wait to show you guys what have been going on. But in the meantime you know in this transition i am still going to upload, but it's not going to be super consistent, like three videos a week monday, wednesday friday. Maybe it's going to be like a tuesday and a saturday or a sunday and a wednesday something like that. So yeah i'm definitely still going to keep trying to post regularly um. So don't unsubscribe! Okay, don't don't don't run, don't go away because i'm still here - and you can definitely follow me on instagram - because i'm posting like office updates on instagram as well so yeah. If you feel like keeping up. If you want to see what i've been going, what has been going on behind the scenes? You know with the office thing and all those kind of things like just go and follow me on instagram girl. I don't know what you're doing my main goal is still to be an inspiration and still be like transparent and talk to you guys, like communication, is so much if i'm uploading videos back to back and i'm just talking about here - i'm talking about this brand or That or whatever it's just so unpersonal to me, so you know doing videos like this is a time to reconnect and i feel like i should do this way more. Not only about you know my business, what's going on my business, but also in my personal life. You know how i think about certain topics and a lot of people asked if they could see more of like belgium, which is a good idea like i'm definitely going to vlog more especially now in my new office in the new city um, i'm going to show You guys a lot of stuff, i'm going to show you guys around it's going to be awesome. Okay, so stay tuned girl stay tuned, so yeah, i'm gon na be finishing up um with detangling my hair, i'm almost done and then i'm going to wash my hair. But i'm going to wrap up the video right here because my camera is about to die um, but i'm see you guys like in a few days with a new video. So don't worry about that um. So i just wanted to do this. Like quick, chit chat video, this was probably super all over the place, probably yeah, but that's just how it is right now. Thank you so so much for watching until this part of the video i appreciate it so so much seriously. Thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin. I appreciate it and i will see you in my next video bye. You