Summer Glow Up *Mental & Physical* Nails, Hair, Body, Mind & More

Don'T tell me to stop cause, i ain't messing with nobody. Who'Ve been messing with my apps. I need that an iced, oh sorry hold on a grande iced matcha tea, latte yeah, anything else for you and now could i do soy milk, yeah, no problem and then do y'all have the kale and mushroom egg bites i do yeah. Can i get one of those yeah anything else for you and then could y'all just give me like a iced cup of water yeah? Will that be all for you? That'S everything all right! 11. 34.. Thank you hold on good for rick and morning. I haven't filmed in so long, so excited to be filming this video, because [ __, ] summer's, coming up like when it's summer, it's in like a week to me june, is like the beginning of summer. I'M sorry! It'S just even like the end of may. You know what i'm saying his hand getting in there i have summer and then literally i have to leave. I have to leave in in august so yeah, finding a place back in california has been so [ __ ] stressful, because the rent's gone up, everything's gone up. Okay and even here they don't have rent caps here, which is crazy. I actually didn't know that, but they don't have rent caps here in florida, so everybody in my building is like yeah. They raised my [ __ ] like 800, i'm like baby, no wow. They really need to do something about that, because that is really really unfair. I'Ve seen somebody's who like lives right down the street. They live in like downtown area, but their rent went up a thousand dollars in california. I think you can only raise it. What is it like? Three percent or something? I don't think that that's right, it might be five percent. Don'T quote me on that point. Welcome back! I miss you guys so far. I literally miss you so much, i'm in the starbucks shout out to because i was a little bit hungrier than i anticipated um. I thought that i would be able to get through this nail session with no food [, __ ], and then i was like i'd even bring my water cup, which is so rare. For me, i've been really good about bringing my water and drinking my water over the next couple days. I ordered some stuff. I made appointments. We are just going to be doing a summer glow because summer's literally what in a week, it's not ready. [ __ ], like i've, been working so hard busting, my ass to get my body right. My hair's got ta get fixed, so we have an appointment for that tomorrow. I'M gon na try short nails, y'all, i'm literally my pants, i'm so nervous, because if you keep up with the weekly vlogs, you know when i get my nails done. I am not a fan of short nails on other people love the short nails. I want to be able to pull it off so bad, but every time i get short nails, i'm like who let these jimmy jeans out anyway. So i'm going to a new place and i'm getting a new type of nails, but i think it'll be fun if they [ __ ] up. You know it's just nails. It doesn't really. I'Ve had some [ __ ] ups in the past. One time i tried to get ombre and the lady painted on the the ombre she painted it on if you've been following me for a [ __ ] long time. You remember that that was the most treacherous nail experience i've ever seen in my life like paint it with like nail polish, like gel nail white gel and she painted it pink and then painted it y'all. It was i'm like how did she think that that looked good, like i literally thought i was on punks, like i thought, ashley kushner was about to pop out? Did i put y'all up for the order? I just got a matcha and egg bites because i'm starving and a water actually y'all would be proud of me because i haven't been to starbucks. Actually, that's not true. I went the other day. Actually, oh my god wait. Let me sit down. I have a drink. Let me sit down like i'm, not [ __ ], sitting um. I have a drink order, actually that i have for you guys i put on instagram, but if you don't follow me on instagram, i'm gon na tell y'all here, because tea is good. [ __ ] tea is it's good. I actually had people dm me and be like [ __ ] i already tried to drink and that [ __ ] is fine. I don't recommend, though, if you have like a sensitivity to to dairy, because you'll be on the shits like all day i don't [ __ ] know. Sometimes i can't tell like sometimes i'm like is that right? I think it's soy, though, got my mantra. I think now salon is like 30 minutes away like without traffic. I'M like i'm sorry, i can't do that. Kayla mushroom egg bites the best from starbucks. Okay, wait. I want to tell you guys what the drink was. I found it on pinterest and i was like yeah that looks so good, just like from the photo of it. I knew it was gon na be good and it was delicious. Okay, this they did a fancy, but i did it in a grande. So i did a grande cold brew with white mocha, heavy cream and caramel drizzle. I don't know how many pumps of white mocha a lot of people were asking me. I literally just said white mocha and they did what they did. You know i don't know how many pumps this goes into grande, but i'm gon na eat these real, quick and see how, when we get and that's why i'm so excited okay, i definitely just found my new nail place. I love those people, tiffany and julie. Tiffany did my nails look at them. It felt bad because i didn't have and they start bringing cash to these places, because i always feel bad when you go somewhere and it says please tip in cash, i'm like oh, i felt so bad, but i i tipped them good and then i was like. I promise i'll bring cash next time, but that is my new girlie. She gave me something too she's like put this in your bag, really quick, deep, hydration treatment, gloves. I guess she didn't want. She didn't want her manager to see. I was like. Let me show you guys my toes. It'S literally the same thing. French is personally my favorite on the toes. I know most people like white, but i'm a french kind of girl hold on. Let y'all see these dogs. Oh my god, don't mind. My hairy ass, toes y'all, know me hairy queen enough. This is not new information. The toes the toes is like the first place for the hand. My toes my toe hair grows really fast and then my armpit hair grows really fast. So i got ta go pick up a package, so i'm pretty sure my package for my brows came in. I really need to start learning how to do my lashes at home, because i seen so many girls do their eyelash extensions at home and i'm like. I want to be on your level, but i'm weird about my eyes so, like i can't touch but i'll just freak out. You know so i'm like! Oh last time i got my lashes done. It was the most expensive i've ever paid for lashes. Don'T get me wrong, they were cute when i went for my birthday but y'all the way that those lashes hurt my eyes so [ __ ] bad. I don't know if it was because it was a volume set or if it was the way she glued them. Not for like the first week but after the first week - and i was taking care of them like i was like - should i get lash extensions um i kind of want to, but then i was like no way the like the way that that's hurt. My eyeballs, i don't know if it was the way she was installing them. I could have been allergic to something like the lashes, the glue you know something like that, but so when we get home i really want to do. I want to make a detox water because i don't know i just feel like growing up. It'S not only like a physical thing. I feel like this summer. I really want to be like the the best version of me that i can be. What time is it? It'S only 11.. I have time to go to the gym like i want to take care of myself internally as well as externally. At least we were staring at me, so i'm gon na move up i'll, see you guys when i'm at home, making my detox, sweater, strawberries and lemon about to make me some. Do you want a little detox water he's, not wanting no detox for clean off some strawberries, we'll do so strawberries and lemon? Should i do it in like slices? That would probably be cuter. I feel like i'm kendall jenner right now. The [ __ ] can't even cut a cucumber, it's so cute. Oh my god. I love the look of lemon slices see and do it like that and i'm gon na throw some just regular lemon in here that looks so cute. Don'T [ __ ] put it's actually good for not having any like sugar or anything in it. My water is complete, so we're at the pool. Y'All. Do you want to say hello, it's hot as hell out here. My ass crack is sweating. I don't think we're about to get in the pool. Do a little bit of a swim, get a little bit swimming i'm getting my tan on. I don't like to use self tanner so we're out in the actual sunrise - and i swear you get tanner in florida than you do in california, like 10 20 minutes out here, it's like two hours in california. When did i leave you guys last? Oh, when i was outside tanning, i just don't use self tanner. So, for me, getting sun is like the best form of like glow, because going outside just makes me so happy where, if i'm just having a bad day or sad i'll sit outside, i immediately feel better after like 20 minutes now, i'm like so hot. If i like spend a day in the sun, it doesn't even matter how much time i spend. I am hot for the rest of the [ __ ] day. Do some hair removal. I am doing my nair, but i also brought a razor in here and my eos shaving cream. If you watched my last video, then you already seen me do this and it's like pretty self-explanatory, so i'm not gon na like go into it. I'M just gon na show y'all do these armpits, i'm actually gon na nail these, which i'm kind of nervous about this hair. It needs to be washed, it's so greasy. I look like i just rubbed a personal panties all over my head, my anti-fungal shampoo, which i like to use when my hair gets like nasty like this, like really humid, really greasy just to make sure it gets like the dirt and stuff out of it. I also like the christmas clarifying shampoo, but i'm just gon na use, my anti-fungal shampoo, then i'm gon na go in with a native, my native um shampoo, which i really really like. I think i'm gon na use the other one though the musk, the herbal musk one, but i just grabbed this one. Okay, i'm gon na use my olaplex number eight bond, intense moisture mask my hair needs it. I'M actually kind of nervous that tomorrow she's going to be like yeah, we can't do a balayage, because [ __ ], there's literally no way like your hair, will fall out. So i plan to get a balayage, but we don't know like she says she has to look at my hair and all this stuff. I was like it still has red in it. You know because the top is red, but the bottom of it is dead. She can tell me what she wants to do with it. I don't really care i kind of want my hair to be healthy, so whatever will look good as long as it's healthy while the hair mask is you know doing its thing, i'm going to scrub up with one of my favorite cuts ever the dr tails, sugar Scrub and cannabis sativa hemp seed oil. I literally told you how excited i was about this and it's good, it's just as good as the epsom salts bath. So so it smells so good. So it's definitely like a little bit more abrasive than i think i thought it was going to be, but i love it. I like love it that way. I feel like not as abrasive as a tree hut, but like somewhere in the middle in there. You know all right y'all out of the shower now, can you tell [ __ ] sopping wet all over the ground. Let me show you these towels. I got from target. This is the hand towel, but look at these i've been wanting waffle, towels. So long it's from the brand costa luna that brand is so good. Is that specifically a target brand? I don't know that's why i'm literally not allowed to shop. Remember when i was on a no buy? No, i really need to get back to that yeah. If anybody wants any good waffle, towels target beach, the costa luna brand, they are like a little bit expensive for like a towel. Actually i mean i don't know what is expensive for a towel. You know what i'm saying like. I think it was. I can't remember how much this one was: was it seven dollars for a hand towel? Oh, no, it was 10. the hand towel is 10 and then the big towels they are pretty big, though, is 15 for per each town, but i really like them. They'Re, like this cream, color anyways, i want to show you guys, because i don't know like i feel like i don't know, i love i've always loved like the waffle material brush out this hair put all my products in tonight. I think i really want to use the hand mask that she gave me at the nail salon today, so i think we're gon na do that using my all eyes on me, not your mother's laplex number, six bond smoother. I bet if i use the whole. Oh look like system, my hair would look flawless but [ __ ], who can buy no, i like their stuff, but like one product at a time i'm gon na go in with my juno face oil, which i don't like the smell of this stuff, but i Feel, like the benefits of this stuff is here. This is the sunday riley antioxidant superfood juno can y'all see that the juno face bloom. I'M pretty sure this is like the small one, the travel size and i use a lot of it and it's barely even scratched the surface. So i'm gon na put some more oils on and do my little face massage i feel, like everybody should like make time for that, self-care that they want to do. You know what i'm saying everybody should i don't know, i'm just like very much like nobody should have to struggle. Everyone should be kicking back chillaxing having a vibe catching a vibe, and i wish everybody could live like that. Sometimes i look and i'm like i just don't like the way that the world is set up, because i just don't feel like anybody should have to struggle. I feel like everybody should just i want everybody to just relax. You know i don't feel like people should be working their asses off to not have any like it's time by their self or self care. You know what i'm saying so. Anyways y'all know me this little rollerball i got at target. I also have some link to my amazon storefront, which i love. I love the face tools but yeah. I feel so good right here on my little notes, my favorite for headaches right here anytime. I have a headache. I literally just take this and like press it on those points. Oh it's a lifesaver, because i've been getting a lot of headaches recently. I think it's from not drinking enough water and losing too much water, because i've been going to the gym sweating. My ass off - and i don't think i'm like replenishing the water fast enough that water today that i made that had me on the toy lit [ __ ], my pants, damn near before i like stopped recording yeah you, girls got ta, run [ __ ]. What'S the stitch because i got ta go routine, i never filmed my hair in my room, it's kind of a bug huh, it's not really it's kind of dark, but i like this lighting like for a vibe, but it's like not the best for filming. So sorry, at least like [ __ ], give me my screen time. Okay, harley here you go there, you go okay beans. You got ta, wait because now i'm doing something. No i'm doing something. Okay, all right! So first thing i'm gon na do is make sure my feet are just nice. Today i got the callus remover treatment scrubbed my calluses off my feet, which i really liked. I have you guys know if you've, if you keep up with my channel regularly, it has the worst cracked heels and the only thing two things that really really help me is the bag bomb hold on my mom's calling me hot sweaty. I just did my oils. You [ __ ], say look i'm putting my stuff on my feet. How is the hair situation going? Oh, my god. Actually i'm looking, i got no hair. Let me see you actually don't look that bald. I got two wisps right here. Oh, my god, those are some good. Looking wisps, i see my face real, quick, okay yeah. She was trying to get into the mix. Oh shady, what you doing back hold on. Let me show you harley too sorry y'all, i literally haven't talked to my mom in a couple days and she's having she's experiencing what is it called something that you get after covid like a lot of people's symptoms after having coveted are like worse than literally actually Having coven and she's literally going bald like she literally has like two strands of hair. She was texting me the other day. She'S, like sending me photos a wig she's like do you think i would look good in a wing and she's like sending me on these photos, and i was like it makes me so sad. I mean she doesn't really seem like that fazed by it, but she'll send me like photos of her, like hair like coming out in the shower, and it's like literally a whole clump. I'M like oh, my, like she's, about to be bald, so she's. I don't know. I think she might shave her head. I don't know anyways sorry. I had to answer that. Obviously i'm always going to answer my call from my mommy so anyways i put while she was talking to me. I put the bag bomb on my heels at this at walmart and then amlactin, which is like a natural exfoliant um. So it basically like peels away dead skin cells. It'S like a lotion um that i'm pretty sure they sell at target. They might sell it at walmart, but i got mine at costco. Put some socks on next. Am i the only person that brings like all my self-care stuff to my bed like sometimes i'll, just bring my whole routine to my bed, so i can do it. While i watch something and my favorite thing y'all, my favorite thing has been to watch. It'S like an old show that i guess they discontinue from lifetime. Y'All know me and my tlc lifetime shows um. It'S called a fit it's a fat to fit. I have watched. Damn near every episode, i think i only have a couple more left to go, but you can like watch the whole series on youtube and it's about these trainers that are helping people lose weight, but they put on weight to then lose it with the client, which Is a really good show, i honestly recommend watching it. It'S very, very good, just put some eye cream on some cocoa kind eye cream, some deep hydration, the hydration gloves that she gave me today, um, which was so freaking nice. They were so nice in there. I honestly can't wait to go back, so i'm just gon na put these on and then top it off. With my little chanel hand, cream which has like this is the lay lift, okay, lift it's the lift hand cream, so it has like the. I don't know. [ __ ] the antioxidants in it basically benefits like anti-aging benefits. That'S why i bought it because they, i don't know y'all they trick me. They trick me, but i love the smell of that stuff. So so here's the gloves is there two of them? Oh yeah. Oh, that's why i always tell people be nice to people, because you never know what you will get out of it and you don't even have to get anything out of it. It'S just like so much harder to be a [ __ ]. You know. So i'm going to sit with these. It says for 20 minutes, so i'm going to set my timer for 20 minutes, i'm going to watch this episode and then i'm going to put my chanel hand cream. I'M going to put my cream on and then i'll see you guys, probably tomorrow it kind of smells like developing hair. Once you put it on hey it's the next day we are headed to the hair appointment. I am praying that my hair appointment is still there because they called me this morning and they were like hey just calling to confirm your appointment. I just listened to it just now like 15 minutes before, because my phone sits on do not disturb please [ __ ]. Don'T tell me that you left don't tell me that my appointment isn't there. Usually, i think they keep the appointment right or do you have to confirm? I don't know, i don't know how this place works. I never been here, but we were [ __ ] sleep in the bed, [ __ ], i was exhausted. He texted me he's like couldn't come back and say: bye, [, __ ]. I thought you were asleep anyways his mom like sent us this cute little like i don't even know what this is. It'S like a necklace with the it's like a jesus necklace, basically, and so i wanted to put it on the um thing, because i thought it would look cute with my rosary. A lot of y'all were telling me to double wrap my rosary. I can't because this thing that's why i was struggling. It'S so big like the way the mirror is so big that i can't double wrap it, but i got me an elani which i was so tired. Look at me: glistening yeah, that's sweat, my [ __ ]. Let'S get this hair done because look my inspo photo is this really cute um photo of kim kardashian that i found on pinterest and so we're gon na see what it gives um but yeah i'm about to go to the hair salon right now. My appointment is in 15 minutes. I think it's only like 10 minutes away. I need to get like a keratin treatment. I need like a what is it blowout? When is it called? I don't even know it's just gone. Y'All know me, i don't know [ __ ] about hair, i'm gon na just set it up like or actually i'll hold it. Just don't get my double chin in there. Oh no girl told me so much. That'S all i am baby, it looks so good. It looks so healthy, it's good like she did what she needed to do. It doesn't look like the photo that i show her, but it looks still very good, so healthy. I should send a picture to my mom. My mom was like that [ __ ] looks good, do y'all. Remember when my hair was like going in there. Like i love it. I love it. It looks so good ooh. Almost there was like a dead chicken in the road. Oh, my god, a chicken we made an appointment too um. I made an appointment booked an appointment with her for to do a keratin treatment in a month because i was like i needs it. I need it her so frizzy she cut like so much off too. It'S like damn near bob and the style was giving me like little house on the [ __ ] prairie, but i don't care the girl at the front was like. Oh my god, do you make tick tocks? Her name was liz. She was so cute shout out to liz because she's a real one and she knew what the [ __ ] was going on. Feeling good, i feel, like a new woman, i haven't had my hair done in so long since literally, i think since the beginning of covet. So it's very nice to get your hair done. Like y'all know, you feel like a bad [, __ ]. Once your hair is done, then we're gon na get some food. Now i really want chipotle. So hopefully i can talk him into going and we not wait me me is gon na go. Do my brows do the lamination and i don't know i got the tint, but i don't i don't know if i'm gon na do the tin i may. I may not, i don't know, i guess we'll have to see we're gon na. Do this brown lamination, i don't know if i'm gon na do the henna. I think once i push them up, i don't think i'll need to do the henna. Okay, it's so tiny looks like a little puzzle. I love how the first step is take a before photograph. They really said say: cheese comes in the box, okay, remove makeup and oils from your eyebrows, using cleanser lotion, we're going to cleanse the brown first. I have to brush up the eyebrows, see how my eyebrow is like blonde on the end like what i don't even know like where that comes from. Actually, no, i do because when i was born, i was born with blonde hair and i blonde hair times in, like i want to say, like third grade and then it turned dark, like my hair. Also just turned dark, and so i guess my eyebrows just kind of stayed light. It'S weird actually works like that, huh, like genetics and stuff. I find that so interesting. All of a sudden, i just turned 9 years old. My hair went from blonde to brown like what the what apply glue evenly on your brows and brush it. The way you like your brows to be shaped, they don't give you any saran wrap and i don't have any saran wrap and i think most people use saran wrap for this situation. [ __ ], like saran, wrap. I like don't keep that stuff in the house. Like i literally don't have oil foil, who doesn't own foil, i don't know foil, i don't have saran wrap. I just bought ziploc bags for like the first time ever, because all my reusable bags um, i literally, don't know where they are. Like all my reusable zip locks like where the hell is my [ __ ] go. I leave no clue, apply, perm cream on brows evenly and brush them up cover brows with plastic film. I'M just gon na have to use this. This is gon na have to be the plastic film. It'S like a pretty hefty piece: huh. Oh god, it's gon na have a rancid smell. I literally can't stand the smell of perm. It literally smells like a [ __ ] poo, turd. Okay, i don't know why i say stuff smells and then i have to go in and take another whiff. Like you just said: small [, __ ], my mom's facing me. We'Re spelling t well not t, but like t no, but i don't think i got enough on this side. Okay, now we let this sit, i'm gon na. Let this sit for i'm gon na do seven minutes because i don't think mine are super healthy, but i also don't think they're super fine, so i'm gon na do seven minutes and i'm gon na see y'all back here in seven minutes. It'S been seven minutes. Seven o'clock on the diet in the drop top cruising, the stream, remove perm cream gently and apply fixation. Let me remove the cream with water. Okay, it looks like i did something i have to cover them with the plastic film again, i don't have any more plastic film. That was my last little piece. Oh my god. Oh my god. Okay, wait. I think i could do a makeshift out of this. Y'All remind me to get some [ __ ] saran wrap, because this is not gon na do this is not gon na. This is my last piece time for the fixation look at how high those things can stick up. Damn i didn't even have it. I did it seven minutes. Do y'all know how much i was [ __ ] paying people to do this. I don't even want to say. I think it would be embarrassing to say that i literally got this little kit for 20 bucks and the amount of money i've paid for people to laminate my brows and then for people to not even like it. Oh my god, y'all ate me up on instagram. I prefer them a little bit thicker. You know what i'm saying: don't look at them right now, because they're not done yet what the hell was. I doing paying damn near 200 for people to do my brows. I can sit here and do it at home and probably better like look. I don't see any scragglers go back here and send me. Let me wait for the toilet. Thank you. We'Re gon na remove the fixations. Sometimes when you do something yourself and you like. Do a good job you're like so you're telling me that i can just do that myself. This was not hard at all, especially like reading this, and i would say that this kit is [ __ ] good. This is the r rihanna. Are we gon na okay? Ariana new york brow lift kit. I got it on amazon, it's like literally one of the first ones. If you look at brown lamination kit, it was one of the first ones that popped up for me. That was so easy, like. I feel like you literally can't [ __ ] it up just don't leave it on too long apply nutrition for boost and hydration. Oh use cleanser hold on okay right here, so i got ta cleanse my eyebrows again, god damn wasting all my little patties. What are these things called cotton rounds? It says why i put the cleanser one last time before you put the oil on. Oh harley, let me see hello. You want to see her little chicken, okay, i'm gon na. Do a lip mask. While i do my self-care reading all right child, i'm in bed now well not like in bed for the night, but you know what i'm saying i love to do my reading in bed or outside. I have two books. I mean they're going to read atomic habits or this one this one i got. I might take this one back to target also robe by target my headband is buying. I got this about five below actually right. I want to get a ton more of these. I love these they're literally the best it's one of the only headbands that stays on my head because of the little like uh scrunch right here, like the elastic there's so many other books in like the secret series. So i got this one because i was like. Oh, this is like part of, like you know, a series of the books that she writes the magic by her is my favorite. You guys know i rave about that book. It'S life-changing, i was like skimming through it and i was like i feel like this. Is all stuff that i already read or like kind of you know like already know, like already have this knowledge, so i'm like? Is it worth it like? Should i just take it back because i don't know, i kind of might read it and then take it back? Is that allowed [, __, ] who's gon na know? I think i'll read this and this, but i'm gon na start with this book, which i like. I like this book a lot. I definitely see the hype around it um, it's a slow read for me, though i like books that are like really quick and to the point. This one is like a little bit slower like they kind of go. You know into a lot of depth. It'S really good, though it's just like kind of harder for me to stay focused. I guess is what i'm trying to say another book that was really hard for me to stay focused on which i enjoyed, but it was so hard for me to read. Was the power of now loved that book, like literally loved that book, but it was so hard for me to read. I think, because i used a lot of vocabulary that i just didn't know, so it was so hard for me to understand what was going on. It'S a great book, especially if you're someone who needs to like break bad habits, make new habits. I tried to read the audiobook. If you don't want to buy the book, they have the audiobook on youtube booger, it's so monotone like i couldn't. Even it's like damn near siri, but i think it's a guy. It'S john [ __ ], it's john and he's going to town he's doing a thorough job, but like it's so like it sounds so robot and monotone. I was like which i'd rather just read the book, because ashley is not going to be monotone, you know what i'm saying literally, have a whole list of books. That y'all have recommended me, and i just i can't wait to read them all like damn near y'all. Are like running my book list right now. Every time i get my tooth gems, they give me a little lip mask and i just have been saving them. I like never ever used them, so i was like this would be so fun to do. I'Ve only done a lip guy, hey get back here where the hell are you running to i've, only done a lip mask ever once and i got it from target. So this is giving me a consistency that i don't like: okay, um, okay, so i'm just gon na okay, nevermind rachel. I think that i'm going to close out this video, i love y'all. Can i wait to see you in the next video and love you? My little cheeky mommy, okay, all right that you caught me when you get lonely that you take me on trips, wherever i need