Girl Talk! | Jurllyshe Hair Review & Best Blonde Wig Install | Pregnancy Scare| Self-Love

Hey drewbies, so, as you can see from the title, we're gon na get into like a little girls talk and whatever, but before we do that. I'M not gon na come on here. Looking like this, so let's go on a journey to look cute for the video and then we can get into the actual. Like talk. Okay, let's go okay, everybody! So we in the bathroom in the lab. This is the wig honestly scary, but i actually i'm really excited to see how it looks on you know me. I put a little lashes on a little lip gloss. You know the vibes, let's get into the hair, all right y'all. So this is the wig on no cap, it's giving me scary. It'S really just giving me scary. It'S really giving me scary, so we're just gon na continue and see how it goes well. I did the edges went in with my little makeup. I can't really see because of the light, if it's showing up or not, but that's just that so now we're gon na um go in with the hot comb and we might wet up the hair. How is it looking? How is it looking all right y'all? So i went in with the hot cone give myself that little bump that i love and she's kind of looking cute okay, so we're gon na wet her up a little bit neil and see how she look i'm liking her a little more though, let's see, let's See, let's see so this is the hair wet. As you can see, it is long what i'm gon na go do is i'm gon na go grab my diffuser to give it some more like volume, and then i might even like trim to give it like some layers, i'm not a hairstylist, but this is just What i picked up and what i learned, how to do so, let's get into it: okay, y'all. So this is the finished look! Oh, my goodness! I like it. I really like it. I'M it's different, i kind of cut it. I think i cut it kind of short, but that's okay, that's a car. We don't cur and somebody look at it like wow, all right, let's get into the rest of the video. Now that this is done. Can we just take a minute and get into it? I'M not gon na lie to you guys. The wig was giving me scary, i'm not i'm not gon na lie. It was giving me straight scary, vibes. I was so scared, but now that it's defined and it's fluffed out because you know i love me - some big [, __ ] and the coral is whooping and my cut is it's just giving so you know the use um everything will be in the description below And y'all go check them out, because this is foyer like y'all. Go get this for your summer. Wig like i want to see you on the beach when the wind blowing, through whatever we're gon na get into the video now. Finally, so i put out on my instagram, if you don't follow me on instagram, what are you doing? Go over there, i'm trying to be interactive with y'all i'm trying to give y'all what y'all want to see. So i asked you guys, i said: hey, i'm gon na do a little girls talk by myself, because you guys really like the girls, talk that i've done in the past and i'm gon na answer a few of these and we're just gon na talk about it And see where it goes, you see, i'm getting. Comfy foot is up. Let'S go straight in stay right here: let's go, we got a bunch, so i see a lot over here talking about just body and loving your body as it is, and body shaming and oh honey. Let'S just talk about it, um growing up. I don't think i ever really felt ashamed of my body. I think it's just because i mean everybody gets insecure, but i don't think i was ever ashamed because um, i guess i just didn't. I never really um compared myself to um other people's bodies like that, and i was just so as a child. I was just so affirmed, like my mom. Just always told me that you're beautiful, like i was just always so affirmed in myself - that i just never felt like my body wasn't adequate. I guess when i was in high school, like all these girls started, getting all these little boobs like this is what i got and even then i never felt like ugh. I wish i had like bigger boobs or all of that, because i was just happy with my itty bittys. You know, i guess i started to feel some type of way because i used to swim at andrews, not even that seriously, but i swam a little bit and it made my shoulders get like really broad and my mom was like. Oh, you got to stop swimming and, like she didn't mean it any type of way, but that's when i i guess i got self-conscious. I was just like. Oh, my shoulders are broad, and then i always had like calves, like my calves, like in my family, like chads, are like huge and there's like really pronounced so in high school. Like my friend, brittany britney is the bully man's a girl? Why a cat look like that? She should just say i was tough but like i never really felt any tight like i never felt negative like i was it's just something i just became aware, and i feel like if you're watching this and you feel like negative about your body girl, don't even Like honestly, there are things about you that somebody else wants and then there's things about yourself that you don't like that. Somebody else is like, oh, my god i would kill for that. Just like how you're looking at them saying. Oh, my god, i want that. It'S just so that's literally the way it works, and it's so unfortunate and you can't change your body unless you're gon na do surgery and that's okay too. We can touch on that in a second, but unless you're gon na do surgery and all of that it makes no sense to just fill yourself with all of this negative heavy energy. This hate this, oh, i wish i was this or i wish. I was that when you can just say this is me i'm a rock with what i got and this is me. I love me - and i know it's hard to get to that like point where you're, just like oh self-love, i love me, but i mean when you actually start it's kind of weird. I'M not gon na lie to you like when i started. I was just like. Oh yeah self love, oh my god. I love myself, but then, when you actually get deeper into it like just getting to know you by taking time for you, it sounds so, but i'm trying to tell you like it's actually like a good thing. No cap, like i look at myself and i'm like girl, you pop it like. I, like you, like, i love you like you're good and all of that when it comes to like the bbl's and stuff and like surgery, i'm not i'm not going you're, not gon na hear me, i'm not gon na, be like no that's wrong. No girl! You got ta do what's best for you always so, if you feel like that, bbl is gon na make. You feel more confident. It'S gon na make you feel like this and that it's gon na help you with your self-love journey. Do it do do it? Don'T care about what society do it for you now, if you're doing it, because, oh i want a big butt, because that's what's in style, i would reevaluate or if you're doing it, because you have a partner, that's just like! Oh, my god, i wish you had like bigger boobs um, think about it, because you should be doing all of this for you out of love for yourself. That'S just what i think you know. That'S just me, don't come for me, don't come! Please! I like this! Being confident about your friend group, i like that, i don't know what you want me to do with that, but i can take that a few places being confident about my friend group. So, as you guys know, i don't really have a lot of close people to me like that. Like i know a lot of people like a lot of like you know, i'm friendly with everybody, but to have like people that have access to me like that. Every day child, i don't like that, like i don't like that, i don't like i don't like that, so i really have like i really have to like you and it sounds really bad, but like i'm, really not a good texter, and if i don't it's hard For me to reach out to you every day, if we're not on that level, that's just me, so i don't know why i even did all of that. I don't even know why i said all that. That'S not even a part of the question but being confident in your friend group i feel like. Oh after you establish this type of love, this type of friendship, this type of appreciation for each other, and just knowing that this person has my best interest at heart period like it just gives you this confidence in that person, and your friend group like, and i Also feel like like attracts like, and if you are already that type of person like if you're already that type of friend you're gon na get that type of friend back. You know what i mean and it's i've seen it and i've lived it because, my friends to say like i would, what would i do? I would like drink the ocean. That makes sense. I would like get the moon, that's a better one. I would like go and literally get the moon for my friends, and i know that my friends would go and get the moon for me. Like i'm, not asking you see the confidence, i know my friends would go and get the moon for me. No questions and i feel like you get to that point when you really know your friends and you're, knowing yourself that you picked the right friends and to pick friends, that's hard like that's hard, like people. Don'T talk about that, like picking friends is a hard thing to do because, like okay, like you, can start talking to somebody and then like yeah, like you start to like their vibe you're like okay, we can actually be friends with this person. The next thing you know they do something that you don't like. Do you cut that person off right there do your mind. Do you say yo? This might not be the person for me, we might not be able to be friends, and if you are, if you do do that in your mind, if you say okay, this is not really a friend that i want to have. Do you have that inner strength to say that to that friend and leave it right there are you going to let that friend linger and then you won't be confident in that friend, because you already know that that friend has something about them? That'S not for you. Not me rambling, i don't even know how i was gon na tie that back y'all know pick your friends once you know how to pick your friends the right way. You know the type of person that they are then i feel like you should be more confident in your friend group, because you know that you did the right thing. Like you picked the right people, i think yeah. I like that. I like that answer, drew i like that, let's find some more, how do you cope when you're going through a mental breakdown? So when i go through my mental breakdowns, i really what do i do? I don't see this is my problem, like i try not to like compare like what i go through to like what i hear. Other people go through or like what i see, but then i have to realize that, like what i go through is just as valid it might it just might not look the same way. That'S just that's just me talking to myself, like that's my mentor right. There take do what you do with it, what you will, but that's just me. That'S me talking to myself. So i'm saying a while ago, i'm saying to myself like your mental breakdown, is like this, but theirs is probably like that. So what would like you know? What i mean so i'm thinking but anyway, back to me when i have a mental breakdown. I really cry like i cry a lot and i feel like when i cry it's just a release for me like it's like and then it's kind of like it kind of like disappears, and then you know it just kind of goes down from there. It'S like. I had that whole build up that whole thing of emotion, just overwhelming. Oh i cry and then it's like and then it starts to simmer down what else do i do i like to listen to disney music. So actually, brittany and i talked about this today because i wasn't feeling the best today no cap, i felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulder. I felt like oh man are, we are we gon na? Go there jiren? Are we go okay? So, like i was studying for my exam, i have an exam coming up a final and i'm studying in advance because the finals not for like 10 or 12 days from now, it's like i'm really trying to i'm gon na like do it. I'M gon na study study study, they say, study all the way up. You know what i mean and i just felt like overwhelmed. I was just like: oh this exam ugh. How am i gon na and then i start thinking about my future and i'm just like ugh, i said britney hold me. I go what me i could get casket like homie. I got very the people that, like and she's just like, shut up, but i was really going through it. What else happened, then? I started thinking about youtube and i'm just like ugh the people them. I want to create content, but where how am i gon na create it? I have no time and oh my god, i just felt so overwhelmed and then what i used to do was i really used to listen to like disney music on like youtube. They have like this thing, and it's like this piano like like somebody's playing the piano like covering like disney songs, and that really used to just put me in a nice mental like disney songs. Really just do it for me and somehow britney brought it up and she's, just like i'm gon na watch a disney movie today and i said girl, that's what i used to do when i was feeling like this and at that same moment i opened up my Computer put it in and i felt uh i never bothered. No, it just helped me, so i guess that's a way that i cope. I also like a lot of sweet things. I have i i'm like after this i'm downstairs, i'm gon na go make something sweet to eat. It just helps me. It really just helps me that answer the question. I guess i guess it did this one says pregnancy, scare, um, hello, um. Why why um did i tell you i was pregnant? Did i tell you that i've had a scare like? Are you asking me? I'Ve never had a scare okay, so this says my first ever boyfriend. I really think we're gon na end the video right here. This is probably the last one um, so i kind of have two that i think are like my first ever boyfriend and hear me out before you said two like just hear me out: there's one that you have when you're really young. You know what i mean and it's like really genuine and just innocent and sweet, and then you have like your first real boyfriend. That'S just like really deep and really a lot and really a lesson and really just something you had to go through. So you know i had those two and they were very sweet to me in their own way and they're two lessons that i would you know never want to like leave. You know i mean, like i'm, really happy. I went through it and i really had those experiences really taught me a lot no cap and with the real real. I call him the real real boyfriend and we have like the first boyfriend with the real real boyfriend. I'M really happy about it because it showed me a side to myself that i had no clue about. Like honestly, i feel like when you have that first real real boyfriend. It just showed me a capacity of love that i didn't know i could have for somebody. You know, and then, with the first boyfriend it was just so sweet to really like somebody like that. Just to really like, like somebody were just like no like i like him like, and he likes me like that's so sweet and so innocent. I would never want to take that away from myself so yeah. This is the video um. If you liked it like the video, please comment i'll be down there, answering y'all and subscribe. If you haven't subscribed, please get into it, become a jeruby. You know we fam over here and that's that so yeah and don't forget to go link up jerely she. What did i jump? Bye? I got ta. I got ta go now.