Attempting To Give Myself Curtain Bangs And Haircut.. Complete Fail..

As i am watching brad mondo back with another hair video, i am going to give i'm going to attempt to give myself curtain veins. Am i going through my life crisis? Maybe i've always had not always it took me years, took me years to grow my hair long to one length. Oh, my gosh, i'm gon na bring it back to that old hair video where i get on the shower curtain to show y'all how long my hair is. This is how long my hair is right. Now it's kind of boring um. It'S just like. I love it. Long do not get me wrong. I will not go shorter. I am going to have to go short, i'm actually going to trim my dead and at the end as well. I'M going to end up having to cut about that much, but today i'm just going to cut about half of that and then in about three or four more weeks, i'll cut the remaining off um. I love my hair straight. I feel, like a whole different girl, a bad, be a sexy. You know, but i think it's time for some texture or something because it looks flat. I feel, like it looks a bit boring um i feel like it just needs a little texture in the front. I do want to still keep it super long, of course, not like freakishly stupid long, which is where it's getting to right now, if it hasn't already, but i just feel like i need something to give me like my face texture. Now i've been seeing current banks, usually they go from like right here down to here. I want to give myself long ones just in case, if i mess up probably um that way like i could go shorter. I don't want going too short how much eyeball this. I saw two videos - oh that's not funny, but i've always cut and trimmed my own hair and if i mess it up, it's on me it grows and that's. Okay. I saw the video, let's just get started where this girl, where she balances her comb out and then that is kind of like the line. What the heck i'm already messing up. They like bring it forward and it depends how thick you want your bangs to be. I think like this is so good. I am winging all of this. I am winging every single bit of this, so this is fun. I am stupid, so i brought this down to the end of my eyebrow, which i would say uh. I don't like that one. I honestly, i cannot see that's about the same thickness. Let me see if i would like that i like that yeah like is that too thin? So i think that's enough hair. I feel like that's a no look, how long that is. Oh, my goodness! Okay, so you know what concerns me, though, is whenever they brush it forward. I can't see so they're going to brush it forward. Look at that, i'm so nervous. I'M gon na actually use this korea clip it's not sponsored, but to kind of like get it together. What am i doing? Do they close the middle one? I don't know like. Let me use this. This is actually four beans. This is normally what i use to trim my hair. I'M going to do like this long. If i mess up like, i don't want to get. Oh my gosh, okay, i think that's okay and i'm gon na cut this much off. That is ridiculous. That'S ridiculous! I'M actually gon na trim it off over here. Look how long that is! Oh geez i mean was that satisfying or not so this helps get along. Oh my gosh, i don't want to go shorter than this. I already don't want to go short in that. Ah, okay, i mean i don't hate it because i still have to like. Do a little thingy, oh my gosh, but i'm so nervous, okay, so what they do after this, they bring it down at an angle, parallel it to your finger. What am i doing? Oh geez, so the thing with me: i've messed up my hair so many times, and it's okay, because honestly i haven't i luckily i'm lucky to say i have enough hair to mess up a couple of times. Look how bad that looks. Oh my gosh never mind. I take everything back but like luckily, my hair is just long enough and thick enough, i would say to like mess around with and just you know, mess up a couple of times and it'll be fine. Oh my gosh do not do this. Do not follow what i'm doing at all. It'S not bad! I don't think that's horrible, i feel like i could use more whoosh i feel like has to be more dramatic from the beginning. I don't think i'm wearing. Oh, my gosh okay hold on i'm gon na. Put this behind my ear and look like lord for water. What'S in me, oh okay! I'Ve been watching too much bran mondo videos. To be honest, i'm like what am i doing um see that's a little better. I would say, because it's it's not perfect, but i don't want it to look like a straight line. I feel like honestly. It should be a little bit shorter, probably like like right there. So that way, i can compliment my face a little more, but i'm so scared. I'D rather have that long and then just like cut in the future, because right now, i'm scared to let my rest of my hair out down, because it's straight because you can really notice like your mess ups, when your hair straight - and i just don't - want to Look stupid so when i rip my hair down i'll match it with the rest of my hair, so we can go down so it doesn't look like choppy. I can't work. I should probably stop okay, okay, that's it! I'M gon na leave this one alone shoot. Now. I have to match it with this one though, and it's all uneven okay, so i'm gon na put this one behind my ear. This is how i would look with short hair. No, that's not why a little dwar lipa moment! No, i can't pull it off. It'S because my hair is so thick. The only way it would look good sure is if i straighten it, because my hair is so thick that if i leave it wavy as it normally as i normally do um, i would look like dora. Oh geez, i don't know how how i'm gon na do this, because i'm left-handed and i don't know how that's gon na work. Why am i moving at the end of the day? It'S hair and i'll grow back because trust me, my hair journey. If y'all haven't seen my how i grew my hair video, how i grew it long, i've been through it. Okay, this is nothing to what i've been through in the past before with my hair. This is nothing so that's not like i'm not freaking out too much, but i'm pretty sure i already messed it up. So i'm just trying to make myself feel better. Oh my gosh, it's not horrible! I feel like i need more right here. Oh geez, i've cut off a lot of hair. So far that looks gross. That'S a lot of hair. My hair feels so soft, though i don't think that's bad. I kind of want to make it look more chopped, not choppy, but like give it like that natural messy look, i should stop. I should really stop, but i wan na, like i just wan na keep cutting. I just do i'm getting scissor happy there you go. That'S more like that's fine and then like if i curl it it'll blend in more, you know, okay and then i'm gon na blend it in okay. Well, actually let me do this uh. Do i just need to style them like it can blend in, but now it kind of looks like i'm wearing extensions. You know, because i've been through that i need to blend it in they're cute, but i need to style them. What do you think? Let me stop them real, quick, okay, i kind of love now that i styled, i feel like i just needed to stop it honestly, i feel like i just need it a little bit shorter and blend it out a little more because now i, like you, see How it gives me just texture in the face instead of just being flat, you know i mean it, gives you some texture, but i feel like i could go a little bit shorter right here, which i'm scared to do right here and then blend it with the Rest, but i feel like my hair is just so long. It feels like dulls to so. You see how like, when it's back yeah. It needs to be blended for sure i could go shorter right here. Honestly, let me just do it now. I'M scared, but let me go this way i like it. I just need to blend it out more, but it's cute, it's not perfect, but it's cute she's there she's there. The main thing i was worried about is not having the option of whenever i put my hair up in a ponytail that was going to come down regardless, like i want to have the choice, whether i want to bring it down or not, and i could just Go like that, if i do want them, bring it forward, that's cute and then i could just like curl these back. So i'll leave that alone, i'm going to trim my hair now my split ends. It looks so choppy. Oh, my gosh, i'm not even worried. My hair grows luckily a lot faster than it used to so it's okay, so i'm gon na use this normally. I use these and i bring it forward. So i split my hair in half. Have my hair straight and bring it forward and i'll cut, i'm gon na! Try it with this. Now i'm just using you, you know what at this point it doesn't matter it's hair, okay, so because i want just to give you more of a cleaner look, but let's see if it works, so i'm bringing this back. Hmm! Okay! This is a horrible horrible idea. You guys would not do this, but i'm gon na cut off that much yeah ready. I have to do two sections, because my hair is stick there. We go. Do that's a gold wig right there, oh my gosh, like so uh. Obviously it wasn't perfect, though, but that feels a lot nicer already cleaner too. Can you see i'm gon na run it back one more time, because i know it moves whenever i do it that way, i'm gon na do it one more time, usually you're supposed to have somebody help. You do this, so i recommend having someone do this, because i'm just impatient - and i don't have trust okay, one more time, foreign i'll run it one more time and if i find my hairs i'll cut them, but i'm not gon na do like another chop um. That'S so much healthier. That makes me happy at least that part's not too bad, but i'm gon na check how it looks from the back and the other restroom and i'll be back and see so i checked in the other restroom and it came out pretty decent. I mean it's not perfect, of course. Let me get on here and show you guys. This is just like. Oh, oh, geez can y'all see. This is not perfect, but it is easier using this than this. Obviously, if you don't have like your hair super long to where, like you can do it yourself like turn around and do it yourself, um have someone like align it for you and then cut it like. If, if you want this, like a little slowly like this little one length, look um, it's not straight, it has like a little curve and then with this one it would be like all the way straight, but whenever i would bring it back, it would kind of Do more of a v compared to the little um, but this is how much hair i cut off and that's not even all of it that is gross! It'S satisfying, um! I like trimming my hair, like obviously it breaks my heart with my hair shorter, but it's it looks nicer when your hair is long but healthy compared to long and dry. You know so i'd rather have it nice and flowy, but obviously my bangs, i'm still trying to see what i'm gon na do with that. I'M probably gon na have some. I know someone that can trim or fix that without cutting my hair, because that is where i freak out is i'd rather cut too short on my entire hairline. They put too short. Well, if i see this is why i'm at peace, even if it doesn't like look right um, because i did it if someone else did, i would be kind of devastated because i'm like man, i could have prevented that. You know what i mean, but i still like that. I could put my hair all the way back and behind my ears and then like i don't have bangs but like. If i wanted to, i could bring them up and then, if i curl these they'll still get they'll stick out more. So i like that, they look like i guess, grown out bangs if that makes sense, so my bangs, i would say, was a fail. They'Re they're cute they're there i just need to curl them again a little more um, but as far as like my actual hair trim, i like it. I really did like how it came out um. These are the korea clips that i use they're linked below on my amazon storefront. That'S where i link all the items i use for my hair for my youtube setup for my gym stuff, like literally everything i use that i bought from amazon, is listed in that link below. So you want to check it out. Link is down in the description. Um, i hope this entertained. You guys a lot of you guys like watching me, trim my hair and it's satisfying like i get excited like it feels so nice right after i cut my hair because it's just it looks dead like it looks dead and it feels dead and it was just Ready for a cut and in about three or four more weeks, i have to cut it even shorter, not that it's short now, but i have to cut it like above my butt um for other reasons, but i will have to i'm kind of like doing this. Now so i can like slowly grow into that um. That wasn't like a huge, dramatic change for me, um and after that i'll grow it back out, but i mean this is normally like the length i'll keep it maybe a little bit longer, but more than that, it's kind of like i'm ready for a trim. You know so thank you guys so much for watching. I appreciate um your support and if you would like to see more hair videos, let me know i am not a professional at all brad mondo. If he's watching this, it's probably shaking um, because i did not. I know i didn't like do it properly um, i don't even know what i was doing. I saw two videos and that's it i was like you know, i'm gon na do it. I want it, but thank you guys so much for watching. I appreciate it if you haven't subscribed to my channel subscribe to my channel. It helps me out so much and like this video as well um if you had fun or if you enjoyed it in any shape or form. Thank you guys so much for watching and i'll see my next video bye