New Haircut, Sahm Life, Did I Make A Mistake?! || Tierra J Tv

Repeat: it's family love and fun. That'S the motto for Life yeah! You already know. What'S up, we bout to turn up have fun like we don't give up foreign to see me and in real raw form, so y'all can really fully on and truly understand how much I love y'all that I allow you to see me at my worst, but you Know what this is only for a testimony, because I want y'all to see the reality of true inspiration. Okay, because after you see me after this video at the end of this video, oh Y'all, Gon na know there is a God. I can barely look at myself in this. Damn mirror like how you just be letting yourself go like that and y'all don't worry. This is not no dirt or nothing. It'S just dried up gel that I am currently picking out and getting out hey, I'm about to get myself together. I'Ve been walking around here, trying to make it work with my little um TWA trying to like shape it and form it and make it look decent and cute, but I'm sick of it. Okay, I'm sick of it. I did not want to pick my clippers back up, but yeah. I got the Clippers back out. I'M gon na just shake it up, I'm not cutting my hair. I am still on my hair growth journey. I want to grow my hair back out for the show, but I just need to like have a style, so we are just going to transform real, ah we're gon na transform real, quick um and I'm gon na just shave, my hair up it's September. You know what I'm saying I just need like a new look. I need a new energy in my hair, so I got ta get my hair, a new energy. So I have my jet black rinse right here. I said you know I just want to go jet black. I want to do some new colors for the fall, but before I do, I'm gon na get rid of this ashiness like that. I cannot stand and I'm gon na just go black for a little bit. Just do a little, you know Sleek classy little look first, so we're gon na start our class here now we're gon na jump into the deep end a little bit later, foreign Island in a beach, okay, y'all, I'm about to rinse my hair out. It'S been sitting. Probably like an hour and some change - probably almost two hours - three almost gone to three, so I had to get into Mommy Mode and take my kids go, I'm about to rinse around. Oh, it's giving me is giving me giving me what it's supposed to be: hey. Y'All, so I didn't get to show y'all up close and personal, but I did color my hair. It finally took okay and I think the issue with my last color. It was an old color like years old, so it probably just wasn't even working Starbucks. Let'S put me on, she don't want me to feel the secrets. She don't know if you want to. She, don't even want me to have a secret, but Lexie put me on to this secret. What'S it called secret Starbucks stop! Oh my God. Girl cut that part out what you don't want. Nobody to know she don't want nobody to know about it, I'm sure they are right. Now I don't care it's on the internet, but some people don't and I don't want them to get on. You know you block your blessings. We don't want people to get on. I don't care. What is wrong with you anyway, love you being a hater. You want to be a hater all your life, that's my thing! Wow! It'S not even yours! You didn't make this up, but still especially my thing. Nobody know about it in school. They was like, I told them. I said how you know my my last six times. Video is viral. When I posted my drink and they said they said uh, they said. What'S that drink called girl, that's just the people that didn't see it I'm sure it's a whole website. First of all, the person that created the website actually shared with me her secrets, I just still didn't, say nothing Secrets. Lexi put me on to a drink and I got a Cinnamon Toast Crunch drink, but you can't go to service and just say: cinnamon toast country drinks, you got ta, say the recipe and y'all don't know the recipe. Y'All know what kids like trying to tell you like: they think that when they first learned something - and they think that nobody else knows nobody else, don't know that's her. We can't be trying to tell you how to feel something. Did you know that yeah I've been alive? Okay, but nobody knows it. It'S a secret, not even Starbucks anyway, Sean happy Monday. We have made it to the saloon baby coming to work, come on baby in the studio foreign foreign rip it foreign. Thank you, wipe your face. Good job get all in get that nose, editing my Vlog yeah. Let me see on your other cheek. I got ta wipe it off. Thank you, I'm feeling so good. Today, um, we just been out here hanging out downtown Duluth. I really like it down here: um, it's supposed to be a digital learning day girl. But yes, that's Zara! That is you, but yes, but nobody has been doing any digital learning, um, so girl. We letting these kids play. We didn't been having dance battles. I didn't took my earrings off for the dance battle I lost my earrings. I lost my earrings in the dance battle and I ain't even win. I'M trying to get a little bit of work done today, um the kids supposed to be getting their work done today. Child these backpacks that have not opened up since we've been here, and it's already four o'clock. Yes, sir, what you want to do Zara you want to just play on this and do dangerous stuff. Lord Jesus, my baby, you don't want to go slide on the slide. Like the other babies, okay, come on go down, you want to go slide, come on, come on we're playing with the little boy and him five too. Oh, that's nice, y'all! Finding all types of friends! Today we met a subscriber today. Y'All didn't even know that um, our kids was playing together turns out. She was like I watch you on YouTube, didn't know it was too Alexander right and both of their names was Alexander. That was really cool. If you're watching this video, hey girl, it was nice to meet you. I didn't even catch her name, but she has such a cute. Family oh come on and they was all playing together, ready, Mama, let's go one. Two three go one: two: three: let's go yeah good job boys, yeah, yeah, you, okay, uh, oh um. What tell them how you won't get dressed, yeah! That'S what I'm dealing with trying to get ready for our day. I already got myself together for the most part. If y'all haven't seen my maintenance day, routine girl yeah, if y'all haven't seen my at home maintenance day routine, make sure to go check it out. All of that, so I'm feeling good feeling great foreign, but we about to get our hair killed first, but she, let me at least get her little ponytails decent. We need to wash your hair, you ready to get your hair washed. Yeah click that link in the description box y'all. These bonnets have been in such high demand. They went out of stock, but they are back in stock. Now, by the time, y'all watch this box uh By the time y'all watch this video - it's probably gon na, be a lot of suck again because the girls are loving, the black bonnet honey, very cute, reversible as well. I don't know if I ever showed y'all, but you can wear it that way too. If you want to, but I just love the black, the black been giving me life um yay, my hair is Rusty, nasty and dry days. Let me see those teeth. You brush your teeth. Okay, let me get mine and my products. I don't know if I say Happy Tuesday, but happy Tuesday. It is a new week, okay, Jersey, what you want to stay here with me: yeah, okay, but yes, a new wig. We getting it going girl things happening this week, um the fall collection is actually dropping. This week I just been having so much fun like putting together My Little Pony to come so stay tuned um by the time this video Drop, y'all it'll the one should be over with but come with, the four colors coming with the coziness coming with the at Home luxury Beauty, so yeah make sure to shops here today, beauty girl do. Why are kids obsessed with those things I mean, I guess I would be obsessed with those two. If I was a kid so but girl I took just about every one of them. Wobble things off every door in the house. Where are you put my breath? You took my brush. This is my birthday. Yes, where you put it what I cannot understand baby. Thank you, though. Thank you, bro did you get sorrow? You got oil on mommy pants all right ever since I cut my sides, I have been loving my hair and that's all I need. I just need a little style to my hair. To really like be sexy, give me give me a thick Style sponge. Don'T shake your voice, Laura y'all pray for me. I honestly feel, like people stress too much about having a daughter, though, like I feel, like mostly men. Do it, but just like, oh my God, you know just being nervous about them growing up and getting into all the things but we're all human beings. We all know all get into all the things. One day you know Zara, but I understand, though it's scary. It'S scary, scary, because you just don't want you know them to do the things that you did. I know, or at least I'm speaking for myself. I don't want them to do things. I did. I think it's important to have like an open, honest relationship with your kids, like people be like you shouldn't, be your these parents want to be these kids friends. I get what people saying, because it's like a respect thing go ahead, but at the same time like be no kid friends to live with you. Yes, that run okay, let's go! Who would have lived in your womb and you carry them you out with each other. Every day not supposed to be friends, so anyway, that's just my little two cents. We could really really talk about that, but I am all ready to go looking cute. I got ta share my OOTD in just a minute, but let me show y'all the struggle with Zara's OOTD. For today. Yes, yeah did y'all, see Zara's big girl bed. Oh, that girl got big girl B. That girl got a big girl, big hey, that girl got a big girl. There goes Zara, go Zara, hey, hey y'all. She love her bed, she sleeps in her bed like she's. Just what's that girl. Let me see that's for medicine, yeah y'all. She got her babies. I cannot believe my baby got babies, not you blowing at your babies, what your babies doing oh cause. I ain't never really been interested in dolls and stuff, so my mind is blown that she be having her got her little cluster of baby. She be tucking them in and everything. Oh, that's! So sweet. Did you break this because you didn't want to get dressed bro? No, what happened? She be changing their diapers like y'all, it's the cutest thing ever. I saved this diaper from her being a newborn like. First of all, I cannot believe my baby, but she used these for her babies, child, not you changing diapers and you in diapers child okay, no one! Oh he pooped. Oh, he got some okay. That makes sense. Sorry, you gon na put the diaper on him. That'S smart. You wan na put it to pull the diaper on him. Okay, let's see no, no on him. Okay, yeah put him in there. Can you do like that? Do like that there you go. You got your baby Zara. Can you please put your outfit on so we can match today, like please Zara, please I was so close y'all I had one leg in and then she changed her mind. I trying to get her to wear this since she got home and she just don't want to wear it, so the baby can wear it, but you can't wear it. Let'S play pick a outfit that one or did. Oh no, okay, you're gon na wear this one yeah, okay check you out, come on you better, not be tricking me again come on Mama. Let me see oh yeah, oh, that girl is cute. That girl is killing you. Let me see you girl, yeah. You know hi, okay, you're, okay, where's, our bro where's. She at we don't know. Okay, you want to hide again yeah go ahead, yeah where's our! We go. Look at that Curly. What happened gosh they fired. I see a foot huh There. She Goes mom. Look at my edges bro how y'all spit it out already. What I say is hotter than a jalapenos was just giving me like brunch Vibes, so I'm gon na save that for a brunch date. Don'T say nothing to me if y'all see me in that shirt again really soon, but it's hot out here, like it's 92 degrees, it is gone. How was your day at school that day you had a bad day. You just playing. You took you for real. Why do you have a bad day? I tricked you, how was your day now? That'S good, what you doing? No for real! I shouldn't let you come here. So the teacher was allowing you to steal color, but the girl said no. She was a little girl. So why was she doing that? She can't tell you what to do the teacher if the teacher said, but if the teacher said to stop coloring and clean up then yeah and she probably was saying what the teacher would say: y'all stay back. I just picked him up from the bus stop to eat. I'M starving um where's your manners there Isaac. So can you find my seat please and now where's your respect, Alexander. You need a second to say. Give me one second, because you just said: that's all you got ta, say: ciao butt, chair y'all, the boys are back in school um. I haven't been blogging for like really the past few weeks because everybody has been sick. So first it was Isaac uh. He got a cover test, it was negative and then it was Al. His cover test was positive and strep test was positive and then it was Isaac again they had to stay home, for it was just all like back and forth back and forth. So, ultimately, overall I had sick kids for three weeks um until they was able to go back to school, they pretty much back into the swing of things now um and just me and Zyra at home, it's been so fun having my baby home y'all like I Just love this I'm so happy with my decisions. I was kind of feeling like I made the wrong decision just because of how they kept getting sick, and I was one of my concerns too, which I didn't talk about. But every time my kids go to school, they'd just be sick and I know obviously they're exposed some more. I try to keep up on their vitamins and stuff every day, but it'd just be like clockwork like when they was home with me before they went to school. I have no runny noses, no nothing soon. As I go back to school, somebody gets sick, so yeah. I was just kind of feeling down and hard on myself for like the past few weeks, but I'm like man, I don't know I just I don't know I feel like I made a mistake, sending them back. I just hate when my kids get sick, and I know every parent can relate it's just like uh, but now that they back in school this week, I'm like no. That was the right decision. That was the right decision, go ahead and go to school. Just me and zarzar and even having a ball y'all and I need to call football y'all yeah. No, I'm saying no more yeah. Look what I got look at my newest Investments for my business. Okay, I was like. Let me stop playing and learn how to do. Some things: okay, I'm not gon na. I was gon na go with a wig vendor, but I decided that I really want to learn how to make wigs on the sewing machine and I've been researching, researching and researching and researching child, and it looks pretty easy to me I'm about to start practicing y'all. I'M so excited, oh, it was so cute little if y'all, smart, hair girls can feel me, I'm so sick of wigs being big like it makes you not want to wear wigs because it's just big like it don't fit. It just feel, like you got a helmet on your head, it don't really feel like a a true hairstyle. You know what I'm saying every single week I get is big like every single one, so having custom wigs. I got my different size, um mannequin things which I'm about to show y'all. This is even smaller than like the smaller side, just like an extra small, so I'm gon na have extra small for the girls. Like me, all the sizes, okay, all the sizes so yeah. I just been wanting to learn like some new things like expand. My horizons, just you know, learn something new find something because I feel like I'll really get into this like y'all, be prepared. Okay, y'all be prepared, y'all stay tuned because I feel, like I'm, really gon na love to do this like it's just something I feel like it's gon na be relaxing and just like you know something different like you know, when you get caught up in your everyday Schedule your everyday life, what you already do, um it just like, can become boring and you just like you need something different every once in a while. I just feel like it's really good to like pick up hobbies and that's really what I've been wanting to do and um. I want to do other Hobbies too, not just like with business, but I'm just trying to do like different stuff like I want to start. My guitar lessons and just all the stuff that I've been thinking about that I feel like I never have time to do, whoa now, the time to do it, because I'm just you know I'm in an energy where it's like. I need to do something new like I it's now is the time for me to do something new. Now is the time for me to get rid of all this stagnant energy. Like you know, what I'm saying go, go up, go up, go another level, go go ahead and go oh yeah. This is so excited. I like learning new stuff like. Even if I got ta read a little bit. This is a hefty Little Instruction Manual. I like learning stuff new, like this, is an exciting to me, like the Scorpion tail ma. Are you scared of sharp Tails? Yes, continue, holding the thread up above the bobbin and step on the foot control to wind, the bobbin yeah? This is my current situation. Ciao. I'M getting some product pictures in first of all, get into getting to our color collection. 613 bundles are bomb like Ugh. Hair is just so Lush, it's so pretty um, so yeah, I'm getting ready for our photo shoot in the morning y'all. Now it's 12 15 and now our photo shoot is at 8, 30 a.m. Gorilla and now I'm looking like this, I ain't made not one wig. Yet I did learn how to work. My sewing machine, so I'm super excited about that. It was not as hard as I thought at all right now. I think I'm just procrastinate him, I'm still thinking honestly of hairstyles. I always do my shoes for as many and I always feel like they'd be working out, but like this is ridiculous, like the not even the night before the day of it's 12, it's the next day, foreign