Quick Weave Install #Chitchatgrwm | Why I Quit My Job!, Am I Having More Kids?, Finally Happy

Okay, all right! That'S fine! Okay, y'all! Welcome to the fam thank y'all for watching. I know I haven't been around for a little minute y'all, but I'm gon na explain as to what what's been going on with me, and I know you probably sitting here thinking to yourself like why do you have on the bunny I have on the Bonnet because Y'All finna do my hair with me. Basically like um, I was gon na. Do my hair before I got on camera, but I was just like. Let me just go ahead and kill two person, one stone record and do my hair at the same time. So yeah um, yes, so I've been extremely extremely busy. As you can see in the title, I did quit my job. So that's one thing that happened and then also um. I just been like trying to get everything on track because I'm moving into a new phase in my life, so I'm gon na tell about that and yeah. We just gon na go from there and I'm doing it quickly. Today, I'm a queen of the quick weave like seriously honestly and truthfully, like I don't like doing all of that, like going to the shopping list, somebody else do my hair. I am not gon na pay, nobody over 100 to do anything to my head. If I can do it, my damn self, that's reason why I learned how to do everything about my damn self. Learn how to do my makeup by myself: learn how to do my hair by my damn self. All that anything that I know I can do. Dyi DIY girl, I said DYI anything that I could do like these DIY anything I can do like DIY. I do myself because I'm just like why pay somebody else to do it when I can just do it myself so anyway, I'm doing the cheap route, like I said, I'm not paying nobody else to do my hair and I'm just gon na go to the beachfly And grab a bag, and this is exactly what I Brown as you can see. It was on the 29.99 and I have worn this hair before, and this is a mixed blend. This is not 100 human hair. This is uh what you want to call it. This is human headache, together all together. Now, as you can see, it comes with three bundles. It is a so anyways. It comes with three bundles. It comes with a what is that 18 to 20 and a 22, and then it comes with a lace closure, but I don't ever wear the lace closure. I always throw it away because I always have my own leave out at the top like I don't do. Lace closures so yeah and I'm just gon na glue it down like honestly, this is like legit the quickest way to get you a batty hairstyle get you. This is like the quickest way for you to get you a cute, ass hairstyle under fifty dollars. Honestly, oh yeah, but anywho yeah, so I'm going to take these off of here and I actually already prepped my hair before I even came on camera. That'S why I got on this bunny. I didn't want to get on the camera with the way my hair is under here, y'all, getting ready to see if buying just didn't want to come on with it like that, and this is going in the trash I don't use this like well. Sometimes I will save it because my cousin, she wears lace, closures and like that, so I'll save it for hers just in case but for the most part trash so yeah, I'm gon na go ahead and do the longest piece first, the longest piece first, which is What the 22. - and I sometimes I do - do two packs, and not just one and y'all ignore this back here or whatever like. I know that it don't go, they don't go together, but excuse me this is like my old old setup from my old apartment, like I have this like beach, blue at my old apartment in the theme in my bathroom was like a beach theme. I had these. I had like this is the largest one, but I had like a medium size. I had a small size, they would feel with sand, it had shells in it and everything like that was my color scheme. For my bathroom. I had like a tan tile and a white towel on top, and then this was draping over it. I don't know what the tan towel is. I don't know what white tile is. I probably chunked it in the trash because I'm good for throwing away towels, but um yeah my theme from my back well, the aesthetic or whatever you want to call it for the bathroom is going to be centered around this picture. This picture used to be over my bed at my old apartment, but it's literally like way too small. I love the picture. I love love the picture. I don't want to ever get rid of this picture, but it's too small for the wall in my room, because this apartment is so big. The walls are so spacious and then this right here literally look like on the wall above my head. So this is getting. I'M gon na get rid of this, and I'm throwing my bathroom now, I'm going to show you what my hair look like under here. This is what my hair look like under here see I already sectioned It Off, and this is not a tutorial. This is just me doing my hair and chopping it up with y'all. Let me move y'all up a little bit but yeah. This is just me doing my hair chopping it up with y'all, so I sectioned it off already and then I said I sectioned off my edges, and this is the aftermath of my hair being cut extremely short, like I had a ponytail. What was that, like? A few: what was it a few months ago? I think it was like six months ago. If I'm not mistake, I had a whole ponytail since going through some things and just Chopped all my hair off sell you and you know at one point, my hair was like that bright brown. What if the whole head really was Ginger, but after a while it started turning like bright brown, so, as you can see like it's, the ends still have that brown and crazy part about this. I have dyed my hair twice black and each time I wash it. The dye comes out and then the brown ends come back, which is ridiculous so and then, Plus on top of that, like I perm my hair as well, I relax my hair, so that makes the color come out as well. I had permed it last night and when I tell you like when I went to Moose it down all that dial was on my hands but yeah. So I think that's gon na be one thing: I'm gon na have to go to the beauty shop, for so they can actually professionally dye my hair. So I can get rid of this brown, but, as you can see, my hair is jet black. I know y'all, probably like hot in the hell you gon na pull it off. I'M gon na put. Let me install this and I'm gon na spray, this on top to camouflaged and brown ends, because I want my hair back dark. I do not. I no longer want these Brown pieces. I no longer want my hair to be light brown. I want it to be back dark. This long hair gets to the teeth, so I have been MRA for a minute or whatever, and reasoning being is because I had quit. My job and I have been trying to um get myself back into well. How can I put it? I quit my job and I ended up getting a new job. The reason why I left my old job girl, girl girl. I quit my old job because that place is extremely toxic. It is not healthy for you mentally for me mentally. I don't know about nobody else, but it's not good for me mentally. It'S exhausting it's mentally draining that that place is extremely unprofessional and not only are they unprofessional, they they show so much favoritism and I work with a lot of women, and so you know when you work with you know when you work with a bunch of women. It'S gon na always be some some problems. It'S gon na always be some Drama, Oh and before y'all be like oh, so you're just gon na glue the hair down to your head. Yes, I'm gon na glue my hair down to my head, but I use this. This and if my hands are ashy, excuse it and girl, I'm missing a rhinestone, because last weekend we we had a time last night. Last weekend we had a ball because it was my mom's birthday party, but I'm using this as protective shield. I already put it on there's a reason why my hair looks kind of shiny and I don't know if you can hear it but yeah it's hard, it's hard as a rock. So don't worry, I'm not putting it directly onto my hair. I do this all the time since I know what I'm doing yeah back to my job, so I had. I was already looking for another job like when I had recorded a few other videos like I was already in the process of looking for another job, because I was just ready to go and the job that I had um. I was off on the weekends, so every weekend that I was off, I was applying applying applying. I was on my computer applying applying applying trying to find something better because for one, not only is it mentally draining it's a messy environment, it's unprofessional and they show a lot of favoritism. I was not getting paid enough. Like I really wasn't. I wasn't getting paid enough and, as you all know, I am a single parent and the amount of the salary that they were paying me was not enough, like the cost of living is way too. Damn High, where I live, like my cost of living, is way too damn High, because I have this nice ass apartment, you you gon na pay for what you want and girl red ain't cheap over here and then only that you know. I'M saying I got my car note insurance and you know what I'm saying: I'm taking care of two people on One income taking care of me and my daughter. So I was like basically over here, struggling like paycheck to paycheck and don't nobody want to live paycheck to paycheck, especially if you want to go out and you want to enjoy yourself and you want to buy yourself. You want to treat yourself sometimes and buy yourself. Some nice things or if you want to do something for your kid like I was unable to do any of that girl. I was barely able to even um put groceries in this okay. So, yes, I was barely able to even put groceries in this like, but I did so. I did, though, but I was running myself extremely extremely thin. It'S like, as soon as I got paid the first of the month because we get paid once a month because we salary we got paid so sorry I paid on the first of the month, like all my money was gone because my money was gone before I Even hit the account because my rent is on auto paid Cardinal Auto pay insurance, auto pay light bill. I paid, of course, on time or whatever, but I have bills that are on auto pay is already coming out before I even get it. You feel me going into the negative. You know what I'm saying just trying to make sure I keep my head above water and I was like I am not no man, I'm not gon na live like that. I'M not gon na live like that me and Carla. We didn't struggled enough baby. We didn't struggled enough it's time for us to be on the up and up it's time for us to be on the on the receiving end, instead of the giving in so yeah I had to, I had to go and - and it was like the best decision That I had made for myself because it was getting to a point where I was hating going to work like I was dreading going to that place. Every day like I hated it - and I don't ever want to feel like that going to my job, because if you feel like that every day going to your job, then you're gon na have a tough time at that place. I don't want to do that. I want to like what I do for a living. I want to be able to to have money to do with it whatever it is that I want to do when I want to do it. I want to be able to buy, buy nice things for me for my daughter and then not only that, like I don't want to Forever stay in an apartment like my goal is to you know, move around and get me a house, so I couldn't do that At my um at my job that I had and y'all, if y'all hear any noise and if y'all hear any noise uh, my AC is going to be going on and off. My AC is pretty loud when it first comes on. So hopefully it does not distract or doesn't interfere, interfere with the sound of the video, because I'm already in my bathroom - and I know it's kind of echoing so hopefully it doesn't mess it up too bad, but anyway so yeah. I had to get away from there, but of course I did not quit and just up and just leave knowing I didn't have another another income coming in. I do have another job. I start on the 13th and I had to dig on my AC. It'S about to come on uh, but speaking of the other job like it's something that I would love to do like, I would be working from home, which is something that I really really wanted, because the the introvert in me the because y'all know I don't go Nowhere I don't like doing I don't like being around a bunch of people. I like doing my own thing at my house, so this job is perfect for my anti-social ass. This is perfect for my anti-social, ass, so yeah I get to work from home and they pay me way more than what my job was at first, my job that I had before at first I mean there pay me way more than my job that I have So I'll be able to save and do things that I want to do as far as like taking not taking me my baby out and doing stuff for myself. Finally, and I won't have to be trying to pin Penny pinch and you know, but I'm still going to be responsible with my money because, like I said, I have some things that I'm that I'm trying to do like. I want to get a house so and then not only that, like I just want to have money in my bank, account just for a rainy day like whenever I know I mean whenever something come up, I know I got the funds to to take care of It or say, for instance, if you know I want to you, know, take a trip or something like I got the money to do it or whatever the case may be like you just want to have extra bonus, you don't want to be no broke ass and I'M tired of being a broke ass and I feel - and I feel so good about the decision that I made because, honestly that job right there was actually something that I had been wanting for a very very long time and I kept going on for it and Kept getting turned down, kept, getting turned down and then like people, uh that I know they was just like. Oh, that's a great job to retire from, and this is second third, so I was trying to hurry up and get up in there and I'm thinking you know what I'm saying since I'm gon na be doing a certain thing that I was going to be making This amount of money and girl now and then Plus on top of that, like the stuff that I got, I have to deal with there baby, please, the customers that I had to deal with like some of the management, the employees, it's just ugh, it's just like A cesspool of hating messy women - oh my God, and then they don't want to see you evolve. They don't want to see you grow, it's just like they have their pickings of who they want to see. Go to the next level, whatever don't even have time. For that, I can't be sitting around no year two years waiting for y'all to decide on if y'all gone, Listen by, let somebody get promoted or not like don't nobody have time to be sitting around at work. Thinking that you cool well, actually, I didn't really make a lot of friends. I made a few of course, because you know my personality people would easily get attracted to me because you know what I'm saying all of this girl. It'S good energy, Michael Aura, my healthy Aura, but like just you could just tell when people don't like you and wish I'm cool whatever you ain't got to like me, but the thing is like we work together, so you can at least be professional. You can at least be cordial you can you know what I'm saying you don't have to be. You don't have to be rude, you don't have to be SNY, you don't have to be. Oh, it's just it's like. I work with a bunch of jealous messy women. I hated it girl I hated it. I couldn't that place was since I've been there, because I've only been working there. 10 months since I've been working there, it's been a total of 15 people that have left, maybe even more than I don't, because I don't really, you know, know everybody there, but like it's been a total of like 15 people that have left that place since I've Been there and that's a higher turnover rate for any job within a within 10 months. That'S a high turnover rate, so yeah it was time baby. It was time even the people that still there they trying to get away from them. So I'm you know: I've been chilling at the house and getting myself prepared for the work from home because of course I have to. I have to turn a part of my house into my office space and I'm gon na. Do it in my room, because my equipment has to be well yo? My equipment has to be directly hooked to the Internet modem and here in my Apartments, they provide Wi-Fi for you. If you choose to do it for from ATT, and the modem is built into the closet, like it's a whole door that you open and then the modem is like hooked up in there, yeah so left from there and been trying to get ready for the new One and I'm so excited I'm so excited I'm nervous at the same time, because I've never worked from home and I was telling people I was just like. That'S a whole new, that's a whole new level of responsibility that you that you got to have in order for you to work from home, because you have to make sure that you're on time with everything, because it's so easy to be. You know I'm saying kind of like I guess you can say laid back because you're at home, so you're gon na. I want to make sure that I'm getting on on time and I'm taking my breaks when I'm supposed to take them and getting back on making getting back on on some and you know doing what I'm supposed to do, not just being laxed, because I'm at home. So but I'm super super effing excited like y'all, don't understand, I'm super effing excited because I've been wanting to work from home for a long time since I, since the pandemic has started and people started working on working from home. I was interested in it goddamn. You ain't got this on my fan, but since I the pan, then we can't hit and people started working from home. I always wanted to do it because I was just like man that is so cool. You ain't got to get up and go to no office. You ain't gon na, be worried about. You know everybody worried with no employ with your co-workers. Then we should. You know, supervisor. Looking over your shoulder micro managing you, you ain't got to worry about having to get up put on clothes. Like you, ain't got to worry about, burning, no gas. You ain't got to worry about beating it through the traffic to get to work on time. Man girl, like like do y'all, know how convenient this is going to be for me like, and then it's an amazing thing, because then it works perfectly with my kid because, like I can I'm my schedule is good enough for me to it's late enough for me To take her to school, so I don't have to worry about my parents doing it for me anymore. I can take her to school in the morning. My dad has to do is just pick her up and just bring her to me like that's so simple like that. Is so simple all right and I cannot wait, I cannot wait. The only thing is is that my office is a weird have weird off days. They'Re, not you know two consecutive days back to back they're spread out which sucks, but you know it is what it is, because I can always be it for a better schedule at a later date. I I'm just glad I got my foot in the dough and they finna pay me big money to stay at home and this excited about something in a long time like and I'm pretty sure I could tell in my in my in my mood and in my Demeanor, like I'm just in a better space, and I'm so happy to be here because it took so long for me to get to this space because y'all know last video I had posted like I was. You know I'm saying talking about a few things that was kind of irritating me about people, not being supportive of me and nobody. You know I'm saying reaching out to me to check on me and also stuff like that and really I ain't got to a point where I'm just okay with it, I'm okay with it, like I realize that everybody is gon na. Do things how I do it so I have to put: I have to stop putting so much so many expectations expectations on people because of the way I do things like and that's one thing they have to learn. The hard way is like you put all these. You put all these expectations on other people or whatever, and then, when they don't meet those, then you be so upset, you'd be so heartbroken, you'd be so devastated, and it's just like see. It'S like you just got ta, let people be who the hell they are or whatever, and just continue to continue to be. Who you are don't let nobody change your soft heart and let nobody change your your your attentive nature. Don'T let anybody change! You know what I'm saying: how how nice you are. Don'T let anybody change your positive mood like just be you and like the right. People will gravitate towards you and then the wrong people will show who they are, so you can eliminate them. So it is what it is and I'm I think I'm so used to you know not really speaking to people every day now that I'm okay with nobody reaching out to me, okay with it, I'm okay, I know everybody needs somebody. You know to be in their corner and you know to be they that person that they talk to on a regular basis. Just you know, I'm saying make sure that they are all right, they can vent and they can get whatever off their mind. What happens to them throughout the day? You know what I'm saying just a comfort zone for them to lay burdens down, so they can then get everything off their chest and off their heart off their mind. But me personally, like I got to a point where I'm not even really in the mode of even really venting to people like that anymore. Like people be asking me what's going on with me or what I've been up to or whatever, regardless of nothing, nothing because for one I ain't got like I said I got to this point where it's just like people like are you, okay, and if I tell You I'm not what you want to do, what you gon na. Do you know? Oh well, you can talk to me and let me know what's going on with your whatever why so, so what how you are you, after I tell you, everything is going on you're gon na help me with it, and it's not me being mean it's just me. Being self-sufficient and more independent, I was already independent at first it's just. I have to make sure that I fortify me and make sure that I can stand on my own too. That was a that was an issue for me at one point like I was like, depending on a friend or not, or I was depending on a man or I was dependent on my cousin or I was depending on my parents like it was. It was like it's time for you to put your big girl, panties on or whatever, and make sure that you take care of you baby, because one thing for showing two things for certain that and there's a lot in this thing called life ain't. Nobody gon na come save you, you got ta save your self, you got ta, take your self and then all of that, like people be going through their own, like they can't be putting life on hold because of your. You know, and people have showed me that time and time again baby I got my own thing going on. Sorry, not sorry, she's, okay, because you know it's sometimes you just got ta be you got to be selfish and you got to do what's best for you. Just to make sure that you are right, so that's what I've been doing. Girl I've been sitting up in this I've been sitting up in this apartment. Gathering my coins Gathering All the Monies and I've been minding my business. No man is involved before anybody asked me girl. I am not dating. I am chilling, I'm chilling out me personally. I think I think right now. I think I'm in my Prime and I thought my Prime was going to be like in my 20s, where I was gon na get everything together me and Kylie was gon na be straight, but I think right now my 20s is not my 20s, but I think My Prime is my 30s because I have grown it's so much stuff that has happened to me within the past couple years that have kind of changed and adjusted. How I do things, how I see people and it's taught me how to read a room. It'S taught me how to read people better than what I was doing at first, and it's taught me a lot about myself and I've came to this point in life, where I am good where I am like. I don't need a man right now. I'M chilling like don't give me wrong. Companionship is always amazing. It'S always amazing to have a companion, but okay, I keep looking at myself in the mirror because, like the reflection y'all see on this phone is totally different from what I say like y'all need to see me in person but um like it's real, edible. It'S looking real edible, but um no, like I really feel like. I am in my crime right now. I feel like I am on top of my like. I finally have my finances in order. I finally have control of everything that's going on in my life. I'M not saying like to be a control freak, but I finally have some type of structure and I have some stability. Everything was just so chaotic at one point like I was dealing with heartbreak and then I was still harboring over my eggs and then I was still and then I was trying to pull together like myself, financially and then I thought I wasn't doing enough as a Parent, like it was just so much and then life was just throwing so much in me at one time, and I was just like worry about what you can control, what you can't control pray over it and just keep on trucking. So that's what I've been doing. I just can keep I've been keeping on minding my business, doing my own thing not worried about what other folks got going on, not trying to be in the mix all the time and talking about what was me and ain't nobody worried about me like I just Been instead of somebody else being worried about you just be worried about yourself, be worried about yourself, take care of yourself, the that you want from everybody else do for yourself. So yeah. I feel like I'm in my prom baby. I ain't been working out of nothing or whatever, but this grown woman body imma show it to y'all soon, but this grown woman body that I got it's like it just happened overnight, even though I was already built in you know, I'm saying having like shape and Stuff, like that girl, just grown woman body, came through and said sis. What'S up so yeah like I don't work out, I don't do it's just good genetics and because my ass I'm constantly eating, I ain't got no business because I'm a foodie and I'm not gon na just I'm not gon na. Stop. I'M sorry until the doctor say you need to slow down on stuff that you eat, I'm not I'm not gon na stop, and, speaking of me being in my Prime it's another decision that I had made. It was just something that I was just sitting on. My couch one night - and I was just thinking to myself, like I'm, not gon na - do because my baby turns 10. This year, I've been appearing for a Whole Decade a Whole Decade, and my baby has gotten to the point where she's more independent and she can do things on her own and you know like I just don't - want to start over being a parent again, and I Know that didn't probably shrunk, my dating pool, probably like 45, which I don't care, but you know what I'm saying, because it is what it is but, like I don't want to have any more kids like I didn't make the decision that I don't want to do It like now my daughter she wants a sibling. I would love for her to have a sibling, because I grew up with my brothers. I'M I'm one out of four kids. I mean one yeah, one out of four kids or whatever. So you know I said I had my brothers even though me and my brothers weren't. As close when we grew when we were growing up, because I was the only girl and then not only that, like my brother's there, like hella, anti-social or whatever, but like at least I still had Sims around my house, it was like never empty, it. Never was just me by myself, even though I did feel like I was by myself sometimes but um like yeah like she wants a sibling and I I don't want to have any more children, but she wants to tell them, but I think that she's fine, where She is because my baby, even though she said she wanted seven and my child, she is hella selfish. She has that only child syndrome like she don't want nobody, but like after a while. She don't want nobody bothering her, because she'll play as with other kids and she'll have a good time with the kids, but after a while she'd be like okay. Baby like you, y'all need to go home or she'll, be like okay, baby like uh mama. Is this time supposed to go my baby? She be ready to go so I think you know I'm saying the way that I'm doing it with her and her play dates and her being around my friends, kids and some of her cousins. Sometimes I think it's she's. Just fine and then Plus on top of that I look at it as like. I don't want to take that time away from her like me, and her we've been doing this mommy and this mommy and me thing for 10 years, and I just don't want to take that time away from her like I really don't. I feel, like my daughter, needs me more than anything and then to bring another baby into the situation I feel like. That would be selfish of me to do that to her, because she needs my attention because, like I don't know, if y'all know that my baby does have autism she's autistic. So I feel like all of my time and attention needs to go to the one that I have and not be popping on a bunch of other babies like I don't want to start all over again. My baby is 10. she's about she's about being a double she's about to be in the double, and then you want me to have another baby again um, so I'm just hoping to pray in whoever I meet later on down. The line already has children and we can just combine - and just you know, hopefully he don't be like well. I won't have one and you know what I'm saying. That'S for me, sir sorry, ain't gon na happen so yeah I'm done with that. Like the baby thing, it's a rap for mises, I ain't the one that he don't want, it don't eat and, like I said with her getting older like he gives me a little bit more, it gives me a little more freedom to do what it is that I want to do for me like for these past 10 years. I'Ve been nothing but a parent, and I haven't had a chance to take care of me and do what I wanted to do, and I want to make sure that I'm able to actually live life and do what it is that I want to do like. I want to be able to travel and I want to have a good time like, like I told y'all, I'm in my Prime this summer. I want to be outside. I want to be outside. I didn't do for my birthday last year. I'M gon na do something for my birthday this year baby. I want to have fun. I want to have fun because I'm not getting these years back this body after after a while, it's gon na be gone. I ain't gon na be able to get this body back. I want to have a good time. I want to turn up. I want to turn the up and then put us on top of it. Like I just like, I said, I want to sign up, and I want to have a good time because, like baby, I haven't been through a lot. It'S time for me to enjoy my self. I'Ve been through a lot a lot and y'all know because y'all even told y'all stories and like no it's time for me to enjoy life like I'm so tired, like I ain't, got to a point where it's just like I've struggled so much with my financial situation. Me being a parent and then stuff with these men, and then just you know a few people in my life. I was just like it's. No it's it's! No more! No more! It'S time for you to be happy shave what they um girl, please Life's too short, and how I know life is too short, and I'm not just saying it to be saying it. How I know life is too short. It'S because my brother was in his late 30s. He passed life is short the day me and my family had to bury my brother. That'S when I knew life is too damn short before you know it. You know you hear one moment before you know you go on the Knicks, so I want to have a good time. I don't really right now. I don't want to be tied down by anything like, of course, I'm still a parent. That'S 24. 7., that ain't gon na change that ain't gon na change. I love my baby to death, but yeah. I don't want to be tied down to nothing. I want to be tied down to no baby. I don't want to be tied down to no man right now. Nothing, I don't want no heavy obligations on me. No heavy responsibilities on me because, really right now, life is kind of like it's easy for me, it's easy for me. At this moment you don't like gon na do what it do it's life on life. Is she gon na happen, but at this moment is looking up for me so because I am like I feel like I haven't been through enough and like one of my favorite YouTubers funky, don't even be saying how you say all the time he's like either you're Gon na pay on a friend or you're gon na pay on the back end, but you're gon na pay. I feel, like I packed me and me and my daughter, paid on the front end so now it's time for me to get that back in it's time. For me and my daughter to get that back me and my daughter, we have paid on a friend with a lot of things. So it's time for us to get have fun on the back end. We gon na receive on the back end we finna start receiving on the back end. I like this space that I'm in because, like I said like I, I do battle with depression, so that's a struggle like that does pop up from time to time. That'S not! I don't think that that's really curable, I think you can just make sure that you're, okay, mentally by going to therapy and taking time to yourself. So you can decompress, and you know reset yourself but like life has already been a struggle and I don't want to be in that space anymore. I'M girl is looking up for me, okay and I'm I'm done with that done with it. What time it is - and I ain't even halfway through I still got great enough time, because I have to go and pick my daughter up from school at two o'clock, but it's only 11 37. It'S only 11 37.. So have a great time. You it's easy to pick up you, I don't see you and I'll call you a thing. You call me please. My favorite RV thing is: if we ever in the car together and this song come on and you know I'm singing You Got ta Get Out, I've been watching you for so very really long y'all ready to sing it. Y'All better thing say it can. I talk to you, I Really Wan na Know baby come and talk to me. You only cry so much cause. They laughed so much it's another song. If you don't sing with me, while we in the car you got ta, get out. Okay, y'all I'm getting down to the last little bit of the hair. As you can see, I glued everything down I'm going to fix my edges in a minute after I do the top I'm going to fix my edges and don't talk about my edges over here. These edges over here, for some reason, are a lot thinner than over here, which I don't understand, but at least it's still there I'd, rather than be there anything than them not be there at all up my hot comb, because because I combed through it and then I'M a flat iron it I'm just hoping that these little hairs at the top don't try to play me. I'M just helping these little hair sits at the top right here and I'm trying to play me because anytime, I try to do a leave out, but I do a quick weave if my hair is short, it's since it's been short like this, like it won't lay All the way down, I don't know if y'all wait, I probably did some people probably did when I had did the story time about dating my Tick Tock Crush when I had my hair with that light brown hair, I'm gon na put a picture up right here. If I can find a good picture for y'all to be able to see it, but the my lever, I wouldn't lay all the way down, I'm just glad that the hair Blended nicely, but the Levi wouldn't lay all the way down and how comb is not always Hot, that's the reason why it probably look crazy, but anyway, so I had to Whatchamacallit Harriet with the glue down part, because that right that was taking a long time. It normally takes the longest. But this part right here it takes a while too, because I've been wanting to make sure that my leave out don't look crazy and it already looked crazy because the last time I had my hair done, I had some curly hair in my head. I did a quick weave with some curly hair and uh. I was trying to blend my hair, the best I could with the curly hair, and it wasn't really working out for me and the brown pieces that you see at the end. When I had my curly hair, it looked crazy like, even though I had dyed my hair, like the brown pieces, were actually they were a little bit darker than this, and they weren't as light as this, but like the brown pieces were still coming through, because I Had to perm it well, I had to wash it before. I did the the style and when I washed it, the dye had came out so - and I didn't have this when I did my curly hair like I just picked up a new bottle of this, but but I don't know that lighting the lighting right here is So pretty, but here with this light, it's crazy, like the light in the bathroom, is terrible. I hate that for myself but uh yeah, so I didn't have the little spray dye at the time. So I took it upon myself with my crazy ass and I just took some scissors and I had just sniffed the brown pieces, so it can blend with the curly hair. That'S the reason why it's all different lengths up here and I know y'all, probably like Garden. It'S it's Hill, but it's hair honestly, like mom, used to tell me all the time it's hair it'll grow back like when my hair used to fall out for me dying it lifting right when I was in high school, like I usually so devastated, because I was Just like, oh my God, my hair is falling out or oh, my God, like my hair, is shaded, really really made it, but mama's like his hair. It'Ll grow big, it's here and that's how I think of it. Every time I do something to my hair. I, like his hair it'll, go back and make sure they don't know hell. I'M just gon na have to learn how to put on a week. I'M gon na have to learn how to put on the wig. I really don't here. I really don't trip on because I changed it: 24 7, like I'm in a new style all the time. So I don't really trip on hair like that, some people they hear Vain and they just like. Oh, my God, my hair, oh my God, my hair and I'll - be watching the videos of them. Girls be tripping because they cutting their hair. I understand you have some type of emotional attachment to your hair, but at the same time it is it's. Hair it'll grow back if it grew this long before trust me, it'll grow that long again, so chill out. This reason why I went like when people like when my edges was real real thin, because I was wasn't taking care of my hair and people were trying to talk about my edges. I didn't even give a because I was just like baby. You need to crack on something I really made me mad. My hair, don't make me mad for real. It don't make me mad because I didn't say I couldn't taught myself how to do so. Many styles and so many different things, there's so many there's. So many diverse hairstyles and there's so many different methods to doing hair they they. I really don't. Even I really don't even care, because, no matter what situation I put in, if I'm putting it to a point where my hair like now got these little brown ends on the end like there's a way for me to fix it, it's a camouflage day. If my, if my edges is coming out, maybe it's a way to disguise that if like, if I cut my hair - and I don't like it, I can always quick weave it. If I have long hair - and I want to do a wrap like I don't know, I learned how to do a wrap like and that's normally what I do when I have my real natural hair and my hair was down to my shoulders. I wore a wrap. You know the old school doobie, like, I think, that's the most flyer shooting any female could ever wear is a wrap. Oh my God. It'S the most sexiest thing now. You know what I'm saying the sew-in is cute, but sewing it's cute, but as far as like, as far as like Styles, when it comes to natural hair, I love me a good wrap like go to the beauty shop. Let her wash you down real good, let her silky white with her pressure White and wrap it. Oh my God, that's the most beautiful thing any female could wear to me. Like I love all styles with the wrap, OG never gets old, never gets old, anyways y'all. You see how straight that hair got, though, from that perm I tried to do this. No perm thing girl only lasted four months, only lasted for months, and then I was just like. Oh no baby, we got ta do a perm, because this crunchy it was and like edge control, wouldn't even lay my hair down. That'S how bad it was edge. Control, wouldn't even lay my shoe down. My edges was curling right. The hell up, like don't get me wrong, like my natural curl pattern was coming back and it was so pretty but baby as far as like trying to help trying to maintain it and it looked good at the same time baby it was so um. I don't like dealing with that type of stuff. I don't see how the natural girl is like no, nothing against the natural girls, but I don't see how the natural girls deal with that every day. I can't do it. I my kitchens were so crunchy like like that that, like that nape of that neck, like that the neck part, I can't I can't do it. I can't because I'm the type of person like once I get once I start getting tired of a certain style that I have in my head. I want to put my hair up in a ponytail and it's no way for me to put my hair from the ponytail in the back of my the back of my neck, all crunched through. I don't care about what nobody else look at it as, but I look at my head and I know I have my hair in a ponytail and things lay down in the front and then I turned around and then the back of my damn neck. Is it's umbrella pad like I can't - and this is one thing about the top of my damn head right here - it's like right here at the crown. It'S thin it's thinning out and I don't well it's thin. It'S always been thin like whenever I perm my hair, like when I don't permit it's real thick real thick, but when I perm it girl, it's thin and it's been like that forever and I hate it. It'S been like that, since I was a teenager, so I'm hoping and praying that y'all have been doing good. I have. I know it's been a while, since I was on here - and I know y'all probably getting sick of that, but baby like I said life be doing what it do and I have to take care of my situation outside of the camera from behind the camera. Like I have a real life like I'm, not no regular YouTuber so happens and like I needed to just get everything in order as far as like with this new job and stuff because like as you can tell like, I told y'all, I started my new job On the 13th, my last physical day at my job was the 21st, and I had did that on purpose. I took two weeks off before the new job starts on purpose. Remember my hair stuff like that right here, but um. I took two weeks off on purpose. Just so I can prepare myself for the new job, and so I can make sure that I have my work office and Order and everything how I like it before I start like I want to take my time. I don't want to rush into anything. I didn't want my last day of work to be a Friday and then my very first day for the new job was going to be a Monday like I didn't want to do that. I, like I, like doing things with ease. I like doing things the easy way, not the hard way. I like doing things with with peace, and I I don't do well with chaos as y'all cause as y'all already know. I don't do well with chaos, so it was the better decision. The smart decision was supposed was for me to was for me to um what the hell is that the smarter dog is coming from the track, but the smarter decision was for me to do it. The way that I'm doing it, the smarter decision for me to do was for me to take off those two weeks before the actual job start, so I can make sure everything was in order how it needed to be. I had everything on track as far as like, with with my with my daughter and her getting picked up from school, then the times and everything I just want to make sure everything was perfect and aligned the correct way. I ain't want no issues. I want no problems girl, like the top of my damn head, is bugging the out of me. I probably don't have to spray it with the dark spray, because it's so so thin up there like you see then - and I don't want my tracks to be showing - I thought I had pulled out enough hair. It'S Gon na Leave Out, apparently not oh well, I'll fix it. I think it's just best for people to do it that way anyway, like if you have a, if you're, getting ready to leave your current job but you're going to a new job. I think it's just best for you to you know, probably quit probably like a week before your new job starts. That'S just if you can do it that way when it comes to finances like if you can't afford to be at home for a week to prepare you for the new ones, then do it. But if not just don't do it but like I think it's just so, you can take a lot to take some stress off yourself because you know you're already, probably nervous, because you knew jobs about the star. You can really embark on something new like me, because it's what I'm gon na do, what I'm going to be doing when I'm working and working from home it's something new. I'Ve never done it before. As far as like the company, I'm going to be working for, I've never worked that type. I'Ve never had that type of career. I'Ve never been down that type of career path. I have no experience in it, so I just want somebody to prepare myself because I was actually I'm actually kind of nervous about it and then plus, like I just wanted some time to myself. Like you see now, I'm able to you know record without my baby. You know all over the place she last video I recorded. She was actually home, but she was taking a nap and right now, I'm able to record no noises, no, nothing, no TV going or iPad going, not her yelling talking about she wanna goldfish or anything like that. My neighbors aren't home. So I'm not, you know disturbing it when it comes to noise and the music and stuff so yeah, because one thing about it when it come to me baby, I'm gon na make sure that I do what the brings me some peace, I'm gon na make sure That I do what the is less chaotic and I think before this week, is over because tomorrow's Thursday, so I'll probably do it Friday, if not Friday, I'm my, I will for sure do it Monday, but I'm going to take myself out on a little solo date. I'M gon na take myself out on a solo date and I have to figure out where I'm gon na go. I'M gon na do like a little brunch spot since I don't have to pick my baby up until two o'clock. I'M gon na take myself on a solo date. I used to do those all the time, but then I had slapped up. I stopped it when I moved out of my old apartment. Well, actually, no, I stopped doing my solo dates. I started doing my solo dates when I was am I gon na say Danny because you want dating, but I'm not gon na, say dated because we weren't dating, but I had stopped doing my solo dates. When I started talking to somebody which was before I had moved out of my old apartment, so I was just like I'm gon na get back to taking myself out and doing nice things for myself. I think I'm gon na do it probably at least two or three times before the 13th, so you y'all can come along with me on my solo day and I really what I really wanted to do, and I just oh I want to so bad, but I'm Trying my best to make sure I stick to my budget, but I just I because I was just like man, you work hard and you do what you're supposed to do. You take care of your responsibilities. Baby you deserve it, you should do it just do it. Just do it and each time I I get on the damn app and I'm getting ready to click purchase I just back on out, but I don't know if y'all know, but I think I said it before, but Anita Baker is my all-time fave, like my all-time Fave, I love me some Anita Baker and I was devastated the last time she came to Houston because from what she was saying and from what word on the curb is that she wasn't doing any more concerts like she was just going to do her residency in Las Vegas, so I was them saying I was like I can't go. I ain't gon na be able to go to Vegas no time soon to see this woman but she's back on tour, and she will be here in Houston in December and I want to go so bad like. I want to go so bad, but of course I don't have nobody to go with like I can't you know, I'm saying cause some of my homegirls to go with me, but I really don't want to go with none of my homegirls like I, If that, if Anything that to me was like a that's like a um, it's like a a date that you go on with your with your dude or something and yeah everybody know I ain't got no man. My whole roster is empty. Like I have nobody, I don't even have nobody sitting on the bench waiting to get in the game. I don't the whole roster. Is it's shut down like well, I ain't, gon na say, shut down, but the whole roster is empty because I didn't emptied it out. Like ain't, nobody girl ain't, nobody on the bench waiting to get in the game so see this type of. I don't know why it's just sometimes.