Life Of A College Dropout: My Hair Is Falling Out + Smelling Rich + Nail Date + Caught In Tornado!

Unfortunately, the last time I tried to cook these, I almost burnt my house down breakfast, so this is more like it, but here is my slit bag. I don't know if I want to get white again. I like white, it just looks so nice and clean. Like this video comment down below love, you l-u-v-u, please thank you, love it make me some money. Thank you. Thank you all right, let's go hey you guys! It'S your girl, serious. If you're new to my channel, welcome if you're not welcome back so I know if I look real like you, God would never wash you, but that's me you don't have to do that. I am here. It is the morning time. It'S January 11th, it's on his birthday February 11th and I am about to make me something to eat. It is 11 23. In the morning. I am waking up late today and tonight I'm going to sleep early so today I won't be getting that much things done, because I'm going to be going to sleep early tonight hitting the gym around like eight we're not playing today, but I'm just here. Thinking like what hairstyle should I get like my hair is not done I'll. Just keep your hope. It'S not done. Okay, that's what it looked like. I'M gon na put this back on because so I just want to show y'all but yeah like what hairstyle should I get I'm thinking, I want to straighten my real hair and just have my real hair straightened for like a week or two or I could get Braids and then I don't have my braid, but I'm thinking I'll have my braids for Valentine's Day. So I might get my hair straightened. That'S what I probably am gon na do. I don't have much breakfast food. I have eggs and I have hash browns, but unfortunately, the last time I tried to cook these. I almost burnt my house down and and I'm being for real, they were splains and then I'm going to eat a apple with some blueberries on the side. So yeah, that's what I'm doing. I am about to take my supplements for the morning time, but I'm about to cook my food and I will show y'all that right now I am packaging up. My orders, though, see I have my plan right here. If you guys don't know, I do sell influencer planners different fluency planners helps with consistency which will ultimately lead you to growth. I am having AIDS and 25 mentorship going on right now, questions about what they want to know about influencing. Oh my gosh and it's a whole entire mentorship with other people. In there, okay y'all, I took a shower washed. My hair got me in some little twists. You know, but I lost a lot of hair y'all. I lost like. Let me show you how much hair I actually love. It was like this much of a ball of hair. Can you please comment down below and tell me if that's bad, I had braids in all of December, so one month and like a week, no, I got my hair done November 30th, so that'd be one month. So I want my almost two weeks and I had this much hair loss. Let me know y'all, I think I'm losing hair. I think that was hair loss for show stress, maybe but hey um, I'm about to go to the Post Office. It is three o'clock like I said I wasn't doing too much today when I get back inside I'm going to um, do good stuff for YouTube, um and like emails to get me some deals and stuff going on so so. This is what I do when it's time for me to take my packages office, open it up and put them joints in there, and I just bring them in so I really need to straighten up this apartment. I need to find a hiring company, a clean company because girl uh-uh that can fold my clothes. Do. Ask you please I'm getting hungry, though, and I've got to go grocery shopping too. So yeah. Let me that's how I was going to look at my to-do list. She was really on here, dude, so work wise. I have to. I need to get my white package playing videos. Do my grocery shopping. I have to edit and post some pictures today, post office, and that's really all that I have to do today. I'M going to send video to editor and some serious wealth videos to editor. So let's go ahead and drop these types out. People get their stuff coming up in the mail. Oh, I need to order some thank you cards, so I will see y'all later all right. Y'All this man just gave me this wax steam car waxing thing and baby yeah you're gon na have to do this last show but um I ain't about to go so y'all. I just want to come in here and talk about the new here like we are 11 days in, and I have been pretty good with my habits. I haven't. I missed my first day of journaling yesterday because I was with Ayanna, so I'm realizing what I need to work on is when I'm with people. My schedule needs to still be a thing like. I still need to be working out. Well, maybe not but like. If I'm being with them for some days at a time, then yeah, you need to figure some way to work out so um working out doing my daily morning, routine, which is basically Bible, study, journaling and gratitude. I don't really know all right. Y'All I got instacart. We said grocery, I instagramed me some gross oops. I look amazing, but I just got ta be some groceries. I got some sugar-free syrup, some oats. Why she gave me. Why did she get me grits? I didn't want grits. I wanted. Oh every time I insta card some, they always mess this [ __ ] up bro. Every time literally, and then I got some frail mix for snacks, some nuts, some omega-3 aluminum foil. Why the hell was she? Why would I want grits if I wanted oats strawberries and blueberries? This is my favorite. Well, no, my favorite is lemons. Third, I got some spinach. I want to put some spinach in my egg and I got some chicken sausage patties. I'M scared. I'M gon na just try these for breakfast one day, because I have these. Oh all, natural chicken sausage. I do have chicken sausage already. This is what I've been eating this whole time, and these are okay. I like these better than turkey. I thought that was Turkey. This whole time I got my large carton of eggs. This is the eggs that I use. I have some right here. I only have six legs, so that's why I was like okay. Let me get to me some more because this is gon na run out and then I got some cinnamon sticks for breakfast. I really got breakfast food as you can see, because I don't have none and I got Eggos and I got some turkey bacon. I don't like turkey bacon, but I'm gon na try to eat it again. I'M about to eat me a sandwich or I might eat. I'M gon na eat a peanut butter and jelly. That'S what I want. I want peanut butter and jelly sandwich. So that's what I'm about to eat for lunch, even though it is 654 is now and healthier jelly. This one is not okay y'all! I forgot the goals that I set for my YouTube channel, so I need to get on here after this video I'm about to upload like this. But what I'm doing is I'm thinking a fire title put on these videos so that I can upload these videos - and you know what I'm saying work on my thumbnails and stuff like that, because that's in my ebook I don't be I'll. Listen to my own advice. That'S what I don't do I don't listen to my own advice. I just give it, but I am planning up in my planner right now. If you want to get in full Supply One discount, you call YouTube by the way and I haven't planned and it is January 12th I haven't planned. I mean I have my goals that I forgot about. That'S why I need to be using my planner daily. That'S why that's why that's on my that's, why that's on my 60-day reset, but I just don't: listen: Okay, 60-day reset, but let me open up my blinds pick up some sunlight yeah. Some sunlight in here get out some sunlight in here. I got ta get my Bible study done because I did not Bible study today. All I did was Journal, but I'm about to study right after I'm done planning that I'm gon na get into everything else for today, anywho. So right now I am on my content. Ideas which on Instagram I need to go shopping, but I have white fox, so I have to get this on to strip video out the way, but I also don't have my freaking hair done um. I want to get my hair pressed out so like who could really do that? For me, I feel, like I'll, be cute getting a little trim. The girl that I go to is still out of office. I'M maternity leave and I just I'm very loyal when it comes to people like I just be wanting to stick to the same people, but but if I get my hair done, I have my hair straight, get some good cute pictures of my hair straightened. I could know I could find somebody that's right here over here and how do I really get video ideas? Oh and really just look on YouTube. He told me throw it back about so I said this on his lap about so then. So once I get some video ideas, I go over to the calendar page right here. I already put in my numbers we're gon na post whenever we get to that video. But if today's the 12th I am currently filming, then I go back to. Let me show you: I go back to the YouTube ideas and then I could film my a thousand dollar triangle. On Friday, you better baby, I'm so happy. I finished my camera about that y'all. I finished planning my videos. I have them all planned out, so I just need to open up this book every day and do the [ __ ], that they say and that's nice. I just had to touch it. Okay, look at my breakfast, so this is more like it. I don't know like this just looks better to me than what I've been eating. I like bread, but I have me some water and I ordered some fruits and stuff. Yesterday I could put some fruits on top of my um waffles nice. These are chicken sausages. I burnt them because I like burnt so yeah and then I got my eggs. Let me taste my egg they're good, actually them some good eggs, maybe because I'm I haven't been actually tasting, should ever just been eating to survive syrup on. I'M me I'm Barbie tripping tb9 Barbie tripping hello, so I'm done eating I'm about to do something with my hair, like we are going to take a break from wigs, so my next wig will probably be put on some time in February, but yeah I'm gon na Put my contacts in today, I think probably I need to go and get my eyes checked again though. So, oh let me tell you when I was washing my hair bro. It was so matted, it was so Matty and my hair is so dry right now like, but it was so Matty. I was in there for like hours and change literally only solely focusing on my hair, and I need some moisturize. So I'm not too moisturize. It put it up I'll, be using Edge booster and then I'm gon na use it but um. I like this edge control, do something to my head. I'M probably just gon na, do a slick pad whatever the part, but I'm gon na. Actually, like um cut my edges to be able to, you might want to do it and what else do I need? I don't have no more natural hair care products. I need to start wearing my hair out every now and then again so I could like cater to it, but I do want to do a deep conditioner soon, because baby the hair is yeah. My hair. I need to cater to it again like how I used to back. In the day I used to love my natural hair, like I would literally deep conditioners every two weeks or something like that um, I would style it every night before school or every morning before school, I used to look up different hairstyles that I could do like. I just was really into my natural. If I never was doing YouTube, I would still probably be into my natural hair. I would probably have eventually gotten a wig yet, but I would probably still have been focusing on growing. My hair, like I, used to watch all of the natural hair YouTubers. I'Ve just always been a YouTube type of key and my hair is so dry. I don't even feel soft middle part. I usually don't do no part, but we got ta get into it. I'Ll keep it out um, probably for the rest of this week and then baby the wig going back on, but yeah hair is okay girl, you're gon na be cool in a year. We'Re gon na have you moisturized all 20 23. Oh, come on [ __ ]! Okay, I'm kind of done. I just don't, have nothing done to the back of my hair, but I'm about to tie down everything else, because everything else is pretty much done. My edges indeed are messy, but that's how I like them. So I'm about to go ahead and tie that down. Give me a second so since my hair is so so freaking dry, my hair is gon na look dry later, but for now this is cool. We'Re just gon na tie this down, but okay, I'm gon na put my contacts back in so I don't have to wear my glasses, but as far as my hair can y'all see it, it's like dry, it just looks probably nappy and just not appealing. So I could put it in a um bun or I could just Define it and then wear it as a ponytail. I don't know what I'm feeling. What I want to do, alrighty - and here is my hair - is done so now, I'm about to go in the kitchen and put the dishes in the um dishwasher and I'm gon na make me a protein shake too so that I could drink that, like I said, I don't want to lose weight, I want to maintain weight and I really want to maintain. I don't really care to grow because I know working out is the stuff, but I just want to maintain, like my thighs and all of that stuff, so I'll show y'all will see my hair later when I'm done, obviously, but I'm just about to get ready. I'M actually gon na keep my glasses on because I just am liking the vibes. The Vibes are there, The Vibes are given. Let me kiss, where is my baby? My lips have been chopping up in this cold weather, I'm so ready for it to be March. I'M ready to listen to that rap music. All I can listen to is a little baby when I'm working out, but here is my slit back here - is my slit back yeah slick that yeah okay, but let me get on all the longest together. I need to make I didn't make a priority to buy me a new bag. My Louis Vuitton baby, my Lord, was strong need a break. This bag is done, went through the mud. I almost had it for a year. It'Ll be a year in three months of using this baby, and it's really been doing me, it's so heavy right now. It'S been doing me real good on my other camera here, we're gon na take that out she likes to look outside. So I have this open for her. I'M gon na get a cleaning crew. One of these days. I just got ta put my clothes up and then they do the rest, because it's a mess up in this thing. Okay or they could just do my clothes. For me, you know that would be even better. My edges is gon na come off for sure, because they're not even down, but it is what it is. My next house, I think, I'm gon na, do it more like color coordinated, like it's so much different colors in here, so I might have to make my like all like a neutral type of thing. That'S what I'm going for! Maybe but hey do you got food? All right, bye, Hazel, see you later girl, see you later Boogie dokie cut this light out. Oh, let me get my second camera battery. I'M here, hi, I'm good. How are you can I get um SNS smoke? I want to get white again. I like white, it just looks so nice and clean. I might keep it or am I getting new like 10.. I want them to go shorter, though I like the square shape. I don't really like them to like rectangle so yeah, but I don't know um wasted. It'S just different yeah. It is literally raining out here. Look like no ma'am! I had my hood on because I asked me at least another day listening. That'S one thing about now to hear you have to always do it, but I'm coming. He don't. I was gon na go to the beauty supply store still am, I still am. I still. I have an umbrella and we're gon na use. It use it, but I do need to go to the beauty, supply store and get uh. It'S raining so bad. Oh, no! Actually pretty bad here! Look, oh! No! Oh all right! So I'm back in the car! Now it is not raining anymore and I'm about to head over to the blue. Now I want to go to Ulta. First, I'm gon na go to Ulta because I think the beauty spots, the corner, store closed a little bit um later so period. We still out here doing a thug Dizzle. It is cold out here it got real cold. It is 50 something degrees outside right. Now that might not be cold for y'all, but that's cool for me um. I really I didn't know it was no freaking tornado bruh and I should have knew because when I was leaving today it was so windy and I'm like ooh it's windy out here, like I literally said it and I was like it's windy, so, let's run inside And see what they get for us. I was saying the other day because I bought some new makeup. Oh they still set out of everything. I really want to miss Dior. I want this Misty art, but I don't see it and stop. I was like sold out, then they don't even have a good girl. Oh, I think they do have the good girl that I want. Let me see I like this good girl. If the this smells so good, how do you spray it? What else is this 1.7 fluid ounce? This is 112., so we're gon na get this one. Okay, so compare and contrast - I don't know now, whatever I'm gon na get this one: okay, it's not good anyways and I'm about to sit here and smell all of this stuff. So, let's see what I want yeah, I figured it out out we're gon na. Have the Saint Laurent for the luxury type of looks: okay, we're gon na? Have the good girl the good girl for my like kind of up class? Okay and then this scent is for, like my just fun, summery light streetwear type of look, I'm gon na be going in between these two, the most I know, and then this one's really gon na get used. This is the most expensive. This one is 110. for the 1.6 ounce and I believe 1.6 ounces, this size, my three cents, so I might spend some money up in here. I spent like 300, but, like this video comment down below love, you l-u-v-u, please thank you, love it make me somebody. Thank you. Thank you all right. Let'S go y'all love my families and I was just on the phone in there my family's dance blew away, the Saturday house got messed up and I'm chilling, I'm only 15 minutes away from them, and none of that really happened over here. That is insane that's crazy off of a storm, but now I'm about to go to the beauty supply store to get me some good good, some good good for my hair because we are taking care of ourselves all 2023, I kind of like I didn't lose myself. 20. 22, but I wasn't really catering to myself and pouring into myself and protecting myself like. I should so we're going to Danny 2020. Sorry. So, let's go shopping into beauty supply store. I need a deep conditioner. I used to use this. This is good for me playing music the whole time. I'M gon na give y'all a many many many many many haul and I get to the crib. I got the pack. I have real hair out before second and I'm gon na start doing treatment every two weeks. So like between each wig, I'm gon na stop being late and start taking my hair out of the braids, even though wigs grow your hair, because it's like all the way covered up in between time, we got ta, take care of it. I'M so surprised it slicked down it's good, though it's really giving like I'm messing with it, but now I just want my curls to be more strengthened, but I'm gon na go home and show you guys the products that I got all right. You guys I'm back in the house now. Oh, I need to show y'all my haul. Actually I forgot and then I'm gon na cook, because I'm hungry I'm gon na cook and go to the gym. I don't really want to go to the gym. I feel like a good excuse is the storm, but I should so. I went in there and I got a deep conditioner. I was looking for a deep conditioner forever because, like I said I don't know when I fixed my hair. So this was a repairing, cocoon mask for weak breakage prone hair with castor oil, Ginger and wheat protein. So this is it that I got it's Cheryl's daughter, the daughter, Carol's daughter and I'm pretty sure it's going to be good. I'M gon na do like every two weeks. Like I said in the car, then I bought this satin head wrap because I be running out of these. I'Ve been losing them actually so yeah Hazel, you are literally so nosy. Excuse me it's going to be used for my edgy, oh, this is bigger than I thought this is not for my Edge star. This is for my head, like if I want to actually wrap my head and then I got one for my edges here. This one is for my edges, so I'm wrap for my edges. Boom got blue and black, and then I got hair ties because I don't have any I'll be looking for them, so I got one that has anti-slip. I don't know if this is good for natural hair. It don't feel right, it don't feel like it's feel like it will snap my hair, but we don't. I don't know yet. So that's why I also about these ones just in case and then. Lastly, I got some oil. I got almond oil, almond oil, yeah, Rich and folic acid for my hair, because I need a liquid leave-in conditioner. I think it's called leave-in conditioner a cream and then oil, so I use lco method versus that see. So oil is gon na go on my hair after my Styles and stuff like today, I should have put oil on it, but I didn't so we're gon na. Do it next time I wash my hair. That'S all I got. These are the only two hair products. I got because I do have creams already, I'm literally hungry. Luckily, this meal only takes 20 minutes, hey, y'all, look! This is the food, I'm scared. This looks. Nasty bro like seriously be [ __, ], real ill, No Cap, but I want to taste it. Hopefully, it's not that that'd be good. I need some dinner for the night, I'm about to go and work out, my booty and my legs and we need to feed them. Ah, [ __ ] hurt my tongue. Okay. If this was pork, I see what they were. Trying to do because I replaced the pork with beef. Well, it's not bad. I might try it with chicken. I would make this again, but with chicken shredded ground chicken. Is that a thing ground chicken? But this is what it looked like right now: different, quick and easy tastes good, because I like spicy stuff. So it's pretty good with the um carrots and the lime, all that, but I'm not gon na eat it right now, but eat it after the gym. But what I'm gon na do before the gym is make me a protein shake yeah, I'm watching the interview with Jada. I really love Jaden, it's the next morning, by the way I just really like there, but she's a human. So, of course, we all have our narcissistic trades, all that [ __ ] she's just public, so people is hating her for what for being human? Is it certain to me, even though I know a lot on the show she was made out to be like that? I don't think she's always like that she might have some like preppy traits, but I, like her, I've, been like her for a very long time. That'S what I aspire to be like, like she's, just really on her boss stuff, and then she still handed her influence and needs on the back end. Do you know what I'm saying that's the type of vibe that I want to be on. I just want to make sure I'm handing my business when it comes to influencing YouTube Instagram all of that stuff. But when it comes to my business, I'm also doing my business and luckily my business has to do with influences so and let go hand in hand and obviously I want to start like a merch line later on. I definitely do want to start that later on, like later on, like when I hit like a million followers or something like that, definitely would love to get into some merch, but I just want my impact to be like bigger, like like, okay, not bigger but motivational. I like that type of thing, and then I like the realistic Miss of me because of me, like I like authenticity as well, so yeah, but it's just the morning and I'm cooking breakfast. I got eggs, toast and strawberries and blueberries this morning with some toast with the butter. That'S what I'm eating and I'm excited my toast is in the oven because I don't have a toaster. That'S that's all is black. That door is black but yeah. I just aspire to be that way. I just need to. I don't know what I need to do. I don't know what I need to do, but it's just a lot where you know what you need to do and then you're trying to run a whole basis. Like for influencing, I know what to do to um. My only thing is I don't like 11. lemon is not fun, I mean I've, never really done it, but I'm just so big on genuineness. I don't like fake stuff, like I don't like Facebook. Anybody I've ever seen me on camera with was real and genuine. Nothing fake, nothing sit here and like okay yeah foreign this year, because I will actually try, like I told y'all people, I don't really be trying. So I actually try it's good. I need to take some pictures. I need to plan out some pictures too to go and take, and - and I just don't have enough like - I have friends but not nearby close proximity like ready to take pictures whenever, because I need pictures and I don't go out enough to even be taking pictures. So hey, but that's okay, we're gon na get better at this. Here are my toast and my eggs, and then here is my strawberry and blueberries. I want some oats and stuff. It'S just my body heal my body taking my supplements every morning. Y'All know the vibe. That'S the vibe to be on, but it is not morning no more. I don't think I'm back to waking up kind of late, which is ridiculous. It'S 12 17 and I'm going to get to work right after this, because I got ta um practice for my vision board party. You cannot visit my party. Let me know how it was, even though I probably already know we're gon na talk about it. It is tomorrow at 4 P.M, so I'm gon na go through and walk through, like what I'm gon na actually have everybody do and what I'll be saying so yeah and that's probably gon na, be in this today's video. Hopefully, this is at least like 30 minutes, and I will see y'all in the next video if you've made it. This far comment down below her. If you don't have her plan, don't forget to get it use called YouTube for a discount we're going up this year and I have so much coming for you people. This is my tester book that I use for like real stuff, but I have so much coming for y'all. Thank you guys for sticking around be a OG, so you could claim you know me later. I will see you guys in the next freaking video bye,