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I know you told your friend you're, not okay and tell me it hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to cry as you fade away as you fade away, yeah i'm bout to fade away cause every time i wake up. I feel like it's monday, something's going wrong with all the chemicals up in my brain. All of a sudden, i don't look at anything. The same way got ta build up of my thoughts sitting in an ashtray. I'M sorry that i'm so inconvenient. Okay, just let me be me and i'll stay out of your way. I can see the way you look at me. I'M such a disgrace. I never really asked to be brought into this place. You wan na love me well, then baby have a taste all the highs and the lows no you'll never feel the same. I don't really wan na hurt you, but i can't control the pain. If you're sticking by my side, maybe we could be okay. Okay, okay, maybe you could be the change i need today. I promise that i'm there never fell this way. I really hope that you will choose to stay through all the pain. I know you told your friend you're, not okay and tell me it hurts to watch your blue eyes is. I think i need. I know i'm not perfect, but some days tell me it hurts to watch your blue eyes is. I know you told your friend you're, not okay and tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way. Cause you trying to stay strong and fake is never really notice. What you want with you, i don't ever feel calm. I could feel the sweat inside my phone play with me. Like cats and a string, you don't understand the pain it brings. You don't ever wan na give me wings, you don't ever want to set me free. You know i'm addicted to you ain't. It'S twisted. You'Ve been gifting with the evil voodoo got me coming back for more, even when i've been screwed dolls, full of pens pierce, my heart straight through. I got issues in my head. I, like you in my bed, but you keep me on red. Oh everything is like a test. I better, not text or i'll come off desperately blue from the bruising i feel like when i'm with you i'm losing. I feel, like you think that this i'm using sitting there gaslighting and confusing, wasn't me, is it me? Am i deluded i'm the one who's always sorry the conclusion, even though i offer all of the solutions, i wish you love me like. I love you, it's stupid when i'm alone with you, i never feel lucid. I wish i wasn't struck by cupid. I wish, when i first saw you, i knew this when i'm with you, i feel so useless. I feel diluted my heart's being wounded. Silhouettes of you are, like a dawn, never really notice. What you want with you, i don't ever feel calm. I could feel the sweat inside my palm play with me. Like god's industry, you don't understand the pain it brings. You don't ever want to give me wings, you don't ever want to set me free. I love the chase in the hunt and i set the pace when i'm running, i always take what i want and i always give it 100, don't need a bank. No i'm funded play the game like it's nothing, i'm always thankful for something don't take for granted. Stay humble now, wake up it's time to look at the enemy, look in the mirror. If he is no friend of me, it's not working now. Maybe it's the chemistry it's time to break up, so i can make a better me better believe in your mind, cause it's everything you can mold shane find almost anything all it takes is some time and some clarity to find your identity. It'S mind over everything when i feel like this is the foreign you don't want to make me mad. I stay strong, you will never see me crack and if you get in my way, you're gon na feel the wrath got. Ta say it to my face. While he's looking back when i hate my attack when i feel like this foreign, you