Hair Tutorial & A Lil Bit Of Convooo:)))

Foreign, let's get into it, so I saw this hairstyle on um Instagram and it looked. It looked really cute and I saw this girl do a curly hair version of it, and I was like you know what you know, what my turn so we're just gon na. Do the hair okay, so I did my curly hair routine. I had to go somewhere, but I really wanted to try this hairstyle real quick, but I did my entire curly hair routine a day ago. So we're just gon na refresh this a little bit put a little bit of leave-in conditioner on it and then we're gon na get to styling, because I think the poofy effect or keeping it like as regular natural volume as possible will help with the effect of Style that I'm trying to do it wouldn't be too bad, though I'm not actually wearing this sweater. This sweater is on because I hate the water gets on me. While I'm doing my hair, like all my chests just like the water, droplets and stuff all over my arm despise despise all right. I wet it now we're gon na put the next of us High porosity, leave-in focus it on the ends, just so it's easier to move the hair around in a second when we're parting it, because we have to do a little side part moment: okay, okay, so From my understanding she did a little side part here, just a little one, and then she made a little square out of it. I don't know if I want to do a select side part yet or if I'm going to do like uh, should I cry the other way frick, I hate side parts. I do okay, we're gon na put a little square around it, and then we have to put it in a half up half down. Okay, let's see they. I did not mean for this to go so fast. Sorry, there's a lot going on in here right now. Why does my body okay, anyways, like I, was saying, we're going to moisturize the back and then we're gon na slick it up at the top and then we're going to Slick this side? So we can completely look. I don't think it's going to take super long. To be honest, it might take a while to dry for sure, but I don't think it's gon na take too long too deep on this. I also don't think I'm gon na slip down the side part I think it'd be kind of cute if it was like a textured curl, but also sometimes, if you do the textured curl Bob, it could uh get just puffier throughout the day you wan na say How to use the video I mean, that's why I say hi so you're in it just put foreign conditioner, the high porosity, leave-in conditioner, and now I'm putting the styling gel in there. I'M not super. You know going into it just kind of giving it the basic breakthrough and I'm definitely going to do the same on the top just so it's a similar enough all right now for the next spot. Yes, all right, I brushed it up a little bit, so I'm going to not brush it. I like combed it up a little bit and now I'm about to brush it up so far, it's looking it's looking good we're just gon na make it look perfect and add some gel um uh. It doesn't really sit super well, but if you want yeah yeah all right so now we're gon na take it gorillas notes. Now this is actually turning out way more simple than it looked um, I'm glad okay, we're gon na reach this, please those okay! All right! I love having earlier okay, okay. It should be easy to pull the edges out from that, so we are going to do this little piece now and take the little piece out of it, because it's supposed to be a little piece that hangs out. I don't ever wanted to hang out on this side or the other side, though, because I feel like it might be cute on this side. If I'm gon na pull it to this side, yeah I'm gon na pull it to the side. Okay, let me put some Eco styler on this, not too much hold on okay, hear me out: emo girl, um, no hear me out so here's what I was talking about. I can either like just comb through it and have it look wavy to the side. While this is up - or I could slick it and I'm like debating right now, because I don't know which one I wan na do Frick okay hold on, let me try combing through the rest of it. Let'S see all right, so we have it like that. We add a little gel into the top and then yeah. No, I think we're gon na have to Slick it because yeah we're just we're gon na Slicker, all right. Let'S Slicker, I I lied. It'S not gon na work. Oh keep that over there in the the picture, the sample picture, the Strand goes to the same side as the hair, and I don't like it so just not doing that. It'S not happening. Let'S see okay, so it's yeah yeah, well, not everything, but but he moved a bit desperate, okay, okay, so I have this slit to the side here, I'm going to pull this here for a second just so I could really like this side and then I'm going To position the bun, so it hides the hair here and just paint okay hold on hold on hold on: let's do it like this little Charmed it and then we get close see. I do I'm not gon na lie. You guys know how I am about my my fluffiness and I want this to be fluffier for sure get your ass up. I think on my in about five seconds, because this has to poof up, but what, if I like, I don't know, I mean it's cute, how it is. I guess you know. I think this is one of those things I'm just gon na have to let it dry foreign okay. So I honestly I do like it. It gives me a little like not Wednesday Adams that shoddy from The Addams Family, the mom is what it's giving me. I don't I don't know why that's just just what it's doing for me. I do like that. The side isn't completely slipped, though, and I think once it gets a little poofier and cute my mom walked in and she was like. Oh, my God, that's so cute and I was like maybe it'll grow on me or maybe it's because I don't have any makeup on um. I don't know, maybe I just don't like it. I think it's cute. I just don't know. I think I'm gon na pull out hairs on the bun, so it like mixes a little better right here. I think that would make me feel better, but I feel like that's gon na give more of a half up half down than a bun. I don't know we'll see you guys, let me know you, okay, that's not what I meant to do you guys. Let me know what you think, and maybe I'm tripping - maybe it's just too early in the morning and I can't really see I'm still gon na wear it all day, because I just didn't and I don't give a damn. But okay, I don't know I don't. I don't I don't not like it, I don't. I don't know it's cute. It'S cute. It'S cute, she's cute. I like her. It'S growing on me, I'm giving it I'm giving it time. Let me know any other hairstyles. You want me to try. I really like this little tidbit. I think I'm gon na keep doing something like this, because that's actually adorable. I wish I had time to do my makeup. It'S fine now I have to go. Dress, shopping, okay, love! You bye! Okay, so I wanted to kind of show an update. I actually really like it. I think it's super cute. I think the reason Okay, so the hair is super cute. I love it. I like how it turned out and it would be very cute on any hairstyle. This is nothing to do with the look anymore, because you know what yeah we're just gon na win a little bit, because we said we were gon na move it more. You know what I'm not even gon na vent. I don't know what I want. You know, because I want to vent here because it's at least like more me just talking and you know getting my emotions out. I don't like venting to my friends because I feel, like my friends have like real problems and me complaining about like little stuff is just like little stuff. I don't know, but I've kind of been like that. My whole life - I don't like like talking to people about how I feel anyways, I'm so disappointed that this dress did not come through y'all like I am just like really bro like really, and I just I did I did I tried so hard because listen, I Don'T do birthdays, like usually for my birthday, I'm like everybody, sit down and just sit in the living room with a pizza and watch a movie with me like I. I usually very much expectations don't exist because I just wan na you know take whatever it is. For what it is and I've tried playing stuff before I noticed I don't like it so I stopped a while ago and then last year, one day I'll tell the story of what happened last year for my birthday, but we we don't need to relive that, and It'S just like I don't know, I don't know I didn't. I didn't want to do anything for my birthday and then I was like you know what it's my 21st birthday. I owe it to myself like. I owe it to my friends, like you know, everybody's always asking me to do something, and I don't so I was like. Let'S do it and I was what I wanted to do it because I had time to do it, and so I pre-planned everything just for everything to fall apart right before no dress, no hair, no makeup like huh. I don't want to do it alone and everybody's gon na be mad at me. If I don't do it and I'm like, why are we gon na be real talk, though I I'm sure it'll be good, I'm sure it'll be great. It'S just uh. You know me, you know the season it's Virgo season and Virgos are planners and we are coordinators and it's so weird because I just feel like I'll be able to make everything happen. How I need to when it's for other people, how the hell I couldn't make. My own happen: how does that happen? The rest of this is essentially me just getting it off my chest, but long story short, it's going to be a beautiful, wonderful, glorious time regardless, and I believe that - and I will figure it out and that's just how it is. Oh, we really enjoy it. It'S the first time I've ever taken a class and actually like understood everything that was going on in the class. I love it. I actually feel like I'm learning and living and it's wonderful um. Oh, I also have class on my birthday for four hours. That'Ll be fun but um yeah. What else is going on um um, my grandparents flew into town today? Well my grandma and my aunties um grandmas and aunties and um Lucy gets into town today and well we're just gon na focus on that so yeah. What else is going on in life? Let me think better, Newt, well, not really better news. Whatever I have my mom's outfit, her outfit's in the clear her we got hers. Mateo'S outfit was a little concerned about that. Little Mateo's my little brother um a little concerned about his outfit. We got his cleared dad, we don't know what's happening with Dad, but that's because Dad's a real OG and he don't like people picking out his outfits, and I was just like all right. Yes, sir, I got Captain, you got it and then um all my girls are like cleared. I got Abby's, I got Amanda's, we got their shoes, their jewelry. We already figured out what they're doing for their hair like, and I think that's another thing that pissed me off, because all this time that I was just comfortably, you know waiting for the for the set date that I told my dress by and I was getting Other people ready and now I'm not even ready. I don't know, I don't know, I don't even know man. I just don't like feeling stressed and that's why I don't do this so now that I feel stressed, and I still have to do it I'm like. Can we just not do it and my friends keep telling me like? Oh, like that's just the universe, I'm like her. If it's the universe, the universe is telling me not to have a party. The universe is telling me to sit my black ass down. I'M really looking forward to the back to school, hairstyles month that I'm doing this month, because I'm going to be showing you guys different, hair, tutorials and stuff doing that um. I have a bunch of new makeup to try for you guys. I saw a lot of your advice, questions of things that you guys want advice on. That will take me a little bit more time, but it will definitely come uh and I plan on getting all of the majority of the school oriented advice. Questions done within this month and next month, because those are like the beginning of school months. So that's I'm excited for Halloween. I'M actually that Halloween everything for Christmas, I'm listen! Okay! No because we have to do Halloween we're not just gon na skip her Christmas. Doesn'T get celebrated until the day after Thanksgiving, because how the rules are in my family, not a single Mariah Carey note leaves the stereo unless it is after Thanksgiving. So I can't talk about Christmas right now, but I am excited for Halloween. I have three Halloween options that I'm kind of debating right now I don't know if I'm gon na do all three like I did like three last year, but we'll see and um yeah. I'M excited. You know second YouTube. Video of you guys we're on a roll. So far and um yeah at the end of the day, I'm not I'm not too stressed about it. I know I seem super stressed about it, but it's just because it's happening like right now in this moment and it's because it's the sixth and I literally told that lady like buy the latest the 6th of September by the latest and she's had two months. So I'm just like everything's kind of sinking in on me now, especially since I'm literally like right now, I said I was gon na go and look for a dress in LA right now and then I just have my acting class in two hours, because I woke Up late - and I was supposed to be here earlier - so it's just like great now - I have to spend the whole day tomorrow, looking for a dress when I was supposed to spend the whole day tomorrow, relaxing in my Airbnb that I've spent my money on just Getting ready for the next day, I'm upset, because this was supposed to be my vacation and now it doesn't feel like a vacation. You know what that's what it is, I'm glad we were able to self-reflect that into it, but we're gon na, say God, I'm contradicting myself. It'S fine, it's gon na be great. I love it here. You guys love it here. We'Re gon na be great, and it's gon na be wonderful and life's gon na be wonderful, and that's just how wonderful life is because, at the end of the day, we're blessed as regardless so Bam, Bam Bam, Bam, Bam, updates! Coming soon, love you bye, bye! Oh wait, let me know if there's anything you want to see anything, you want to hear anything. You guys want me to share, and I will let you know what I can and cannot do in the comments. I really have to come up with a outro. I really like to stop cussing too. Okay, sorry love! You bye, hey, okay, so I finished my video yesterday and then it wouldn't load and then I was like you know what I'll just try to load it tomorrow and then I went to class. So yesterday, if you look at the video you'll see, but yesterday I was very frustrated very uh, just overthinking very in my head, very just being a control freak and it's so crazy. How things happen sometimes because I swear I was meant to take that class like every time, I'm in that class like something is set in there. That really like applies to what I'm feeling and going on, and it's just so wonderful but anyways. I was in class yesterday we have to do a little reflection thing in the beginning. Where uh, you say what you've learned and this girl said just because something doesn't go, your way doesn't mean it won't happen and when she said it, I literally thought about all the times like I've over planned and overcompensated on a bunch of stuff, and it literally, Like didn't matter, but still amazing things happen, and I was just like yo. I'Ve been tripping bro and I just feel much better now like that class was really like people just kept saying like let go of expectations, no matter how much you plan like you have to still learn how to go with the flow, and then I was just Like yeah, I know all about that like. Why didn't I think that at first - but I was just you know being stressed out, so I wanted to let you guys know I'm feeling way better. I got a text from my mom yesterday and she was like. Are you expecting something in your P.O box and I was like uh yeah girl, we're all expect video box the dress and she was like okay. Well, I can't check it right now, I'll check it this morning and then this morning she checked and it was um. It was from one of my favorite, not one of my favorite one of my, like most loyal followers for a while, Regina, um and um I'll, of course love seeing that. But when she sent it to me - and I saw that I was like damn - that's - that's not the dress, so Loki got my hopes up one more time: shouldn't have uh got ta, go, dress, shopping and you know I'm gon na be good. I I know I feel like I was kind of overdoing overdoing. The stress life is good, God is good, my family is good and honestly, I'm a focus on whoever's meant to be. There will be there for real, so yeah, okay, I just wan na. Let you know, I'm feeling better and I'm gon na get up and go look for a dress.