The Struggle Continues! From Hair Issues To Running Into My Hubby'S Ex

Hey my samaritans, yes, i am looking rough. I washed my hair yesterday as you seen in the previous vlog, and then i let it air dry, because i was tired, so i just went to bed and now here we are the next day now i need to re-wet it, so i can dry it. So i want to see the length that it's at now i haven't done a length check in a couple of months, so i'm excited to see how much it has grown. So i got my water bottle here. I got the dryer here, i'm gon. Na be honest. I never use this piece before, but i want to try it so i got the hooked up so hopefully my hair is not too thick that it breaks off, but we'll see i got my comb and some clips and some hair ties all right. I hope y'all can see me it's a little dark. I might eat my ring light, but if you're new here welcome to samara marie i'm samara marie. Thank you so much for joining us go ahead and become a samaritan and hit that subscribe button baby. It is free to support the channel all right, y'all, let's get into it, so the dryer is gon na be loud. So i'm going to mute it and play you guys, lovely christmas song, while you guys watch me do my thing all right here i go where i messed up guys is. I ran out of the heat protective for your hair before you put any heat on it. So yeah i messed up there, but i got ta do what i got ta do is too late. The source is closed. So i just got ta make a do what it do. Baby boop guys. I need a trim. I cut my hair, i cut it because it was uneven and it looks like i had a lot of dead space, but when i see it like the ends, do that then i feel like i need a trim. Do we have any hairstyles out there tell me if i need a trim, because i'm not a professional we'll know for sure once i straighten it, but let's continue see for me, i feel, like all them want all the pieces that look see-through that are lighter need To be cut off, i feel like that's the dead part. Am i right tell me i got skills like my hair could just stand out like a flamingo dancer. Just like i wrote this stuff for my africa. Everyone with your thing. Oh, do i look like that. Princess leila all right y'all, so my head hurt yeah. That was a lot. It'S always a little extra after i take out braids because it had all that dirt build up so a little more tangled than normal and so yeah. I always have to do what to do, but i've been pulling on these naps for a little while now, so i'm gon na go ahead and give my scalp a break. I'M gon na go get some water, maybe watch a show and i'll be back to preston. Okay, see you in a second did: y'all see that dry piece break, though okay have a little break. I got my little hot comb with that iron. Getting heated now it's time for the fun stuff, not really, but somebody got ta. Do it i'll put my oils and stuff on afterwards, because when you put that oil on before you do it, i feel, like my hair, be burning like you smell it, just smoking and sizzling, and i'm not trying to have that. So i put the oil on after and after you touch your hair after you straighten it with the oil and like burns, your fingers, i'm not trying to be burnt. No, not today i got things to do. I need my fingers. I need them all. So we'll put the oil on after let's see if this is ready, i'm on the electric one i always taste a little piece out first to make sure it's not too hot. I think that's good, sometimes the electric ones don't be working for me too good. I have one with a little oven, but i really was being lazy. Come in my room right now, i'm trying to do all this in my room when i use the oven, i got to be in the kitchen because that little oven gets freaking hot and i don't want to burn my carpet or nothing so, but i just want To do like a little quick press, that's why i use my little electric one that you plug in gets the job done, not as good as my my oven and my hot cone, but it'll do. Oh, i touched my neck a little bit see that would have been the one on the stove. I'Ve been crying, i'm gon na stop talking and focus so enjoy this musical. You guys watch me press my hair. Okay got ta, let it pass a collarbone, but before it was not even covering my neck, so that's pretty good growth. Okay, getting my hair back, i'm getting my hair back! Hey! I'M excited! Let'S continue! So i don't know what i was thinking using that comb like i never did this before i use this brush. This brush will do wonders with these tangles in my hair. It'Ll go through a lot faster, like what am i doing. I'M sitting here pulling my hair out with this. Damn comb knowing damn well, it's not gon na work, i'm acting brand new way better. This way, dude i'm seeing like some major growth. This is crazy. I know my day. One samaritans you guys know from my first video when the pandemic started the my previous employers. Let me go and i've never been let go before so i was really stressed out and what would happening and everyone's uncertainty about what the heck was going on like. I was stressed out so much that my hair actually was falling out. I had little patches in the middle of my head, so of course the slimes were closed. So i had my 11 year old at the time cut my hair for me and when i tell you she cut it because it was so bad i needed to just be even so, it can grow evenly again. I couldn't even put my hair in a ponytail. That'S how short i had to cut it. If you guys haven't seen that video about me talking about it, i make sure to put the card up. So if you guys want to watch this after you guys can check that out. Ouch pinch myself that hurt pinch myself and i broke my damn nail like who says. Beauty knows no pain, it's a lie, so i guess my ends. Don'T look as bad as i thought. It actually looks pretty good, okay, guys halfway done before after before, after so yeah. One of my opinion, these wigs and in these braids - and this is why this process is like a two day process for me, because one i can't sit there and do it in one day. It'Ll take me hours, but because i had wrist surgery yeah. It'S kind of hard, my hand gets tired and it starts to ache. So i have to do it in sections. So, if you're wondering why san juan's got those wigs on why you always have braids, that's why you see this stick stuff. I need to get rich. So i need to go ahead and get to a million followers, so i can get my own stylist. Who can just be in-house and do my hairs? Don'T worry about it. Yeah sounds like a good idea hit that subscribe button baby and let's do it because the girl's hurting i still got half my head to. Do i burp myself. I think i burn myself every time i do this, which is why i don't really shake my hair. All the time, but guys the growth is freaking crazy from the previous time that we straightened it. So that's so good! So my no now my natural oils is really working. This is what i do for my pre-poo, so this is before i wash my hair. I get my jojoba oil avocado oil and castor oil. I mix it up and then i put it on my scalp really good and my hair and i saturate it so that at each strand then i put a cap on it and let it sit for at least three to four hours yeah. I know it's a long time, but you really want that penetration to happen, and then i wash it out with this sheam shea moisture, shampoo and conditioner that has um, also castor oil in it, and what's it called like some black soap like african soap. I don't know that's what i've been using the past couple months and then after i do that, i actually let it air dry normally, and once i do that, i section it like how i did here and then i use my ceiling oil mixture, which consists of Olive oil, vitamin e peppermint um tea tree oil and, i think, a whole jojoba oil also yeah, and i mix that together - and i just put it on my scalp. I don't really put it all throughout my hair, because it'll be really oily. I just put it on my scalp and i rub it in and i just did it and then i put my hair in a protective style. So that's another reason why i always wear my wigs or my braids, because braids you're not touching you're, not brushing your hair you're, not putting heat on it every day. It'S easy to get to your scalp because the parts so it's easy to moisturize your scalp, which is going to keep your hair healthy and under my wigs under my wig cap, my hair is normally cornrowed and or plaited. So i'm not brushing my hair and combing. My hair every day either and also easy for me to moisturize, because my scalp is exposed under the cap so yeah. This is how i got my hair to grow back in a year guys, and it's like it seems healthier and fuller. After all that drama that happened at my last job see, we can do it if we just be consistent and stick to the plan results. Happen. Results come through, okay, enough of me ranting. Let'S get this other side because it's getting late and i'm ready to lay down my side hurt my back. Hurt everything hurt! Okay, let's continue! Oh, i wish i had some heat protector. I know i know you petitioned out you. What'S it called beauticians out there, just don't be mad at me. I know i know that's bad, not protecting your hair, putting hands up, but you know i was tired, looking like a crackhead in front of my husband every day, so i have to do what i have to do shoe man just gon na have to take it. He started calling me bro and i got me having that just kidding. He didn't say that guys, i'm done yay. This is what it's looking like. It'S all done, all straight whoa. I can't move it. Look it's moving. It'S moving before it was in straight up. It'S moving now. Okay, now i'm gon na put a little bit of oil on my scalp, wrap it up and we're good for the night. I'M gon na go ahead and do that and i'll probably call it a night and i'll be back with you guys tomorrow when we go to dollar tree okay, see you tomorrow, battle ew skin is starting to bubble for me, burning myself and my fingers still hurt Still hurt, what's up my samaritans, it is the next had a day. Already. Look at me stepping out all natural, no wig, no braids, no brows, no deodorant! Look. I don't judge me. I was rushing baby girl. Just told me that she had to be at school earlier today to help her asb teacher out, and then she wanted me to do this difficult hairstyle that broke my nail look. I ain't got no blue on my thumb. Just broke it. I broke this one yesterday doing my hair and then this look yeah was bleeding in everything but she's trying to be cute because she's going to her first basketball game in middle school. Like you know, that's my baby, just so involved in everything. I love it. She'S. Just enjoying her life living her best life out here in these streets, okay, not in the streets, but you know living her best life as a middle schooler, which i love she's, just embracing it her first basketball game, so she's feeling herself right now. Now i have to make sure she was cute not for no boys but for herself. Okay, i'm on my way to target, because i'm about to get these white elephant gifts for the white elephant game for christmas. I started doing this with my family. This is the third year that we're doing it all 16 of us plus, because sometimes we always have like a special guest. I come. We always make sure everyone gets to play, so i always buy a little extra just in case someone pops up, because we like everyone to feel involved. We don't want anyone to be left out, so we're about to go to target pick up some gift cards and probably hit up dollar tree, because we want to get some more decorations and i you know, i'm cheap shape tape. Yeah i've been paid too much for no decoration. No, no! No! No! I'M gon na keep our rose. Gold, gold, white snowy white christmas theme going on ooh hold on no, so we're gon na try to keep that theme going on, and i got some stuff from amazon coming in like our new stockings, because we have someone that we had for since we moved in And it's time for those this be gone like it's about to be a new year. Let'S get some new stockings to match our decor, so we'll be doing that probably tomorrow. So i'll get this up today, because today, when, after her best after sugar gets out of her basketball game, my niece will be braiding up her hair, which i wish she really did it, because if she did it, i wan na i broke my nail trying to Do her damn hair today, it's all good beauty knows no pain again. Who says that beauty hurts beauty. Freaking hurt somebody. Oh, i want to part right here. Okay, don't nobody hear me damn oh yeah we'll be doing that today. So by time, she's done it's gon na be pretty late, so she'll go to sleep, so i'll probably do all the decorations tomorrow yep, but first we're gon na go, buy some. So let's get into the store, because i feel like it's getting crowded already. I don't like it all right. Let'S go for my face, mask boop, it's finally cold in california. I'M out here bright today, y'all, look at the fish look at this. I see you gift cards. I see, let's see what i call it, have it like categorized, digital. Okay, i don't think anyone wants any of those, probably my nephews, with these xbox cards um. I don't know if anyone's going to the movies anymore. Anyone ever going to the movies anymore. I don't know entertainment, oh my baby's, all about roblox. Oh, this is another buffalo. Everyone loves freaking starbucks, so yeah starbucks come here. I really like these ones because you have an option on where you want to go and our parents love peer chain. If me and chris get it, we love crocker barrel and my sister loves red lobster see. This is a good one yep, and what else? What else? What else i'll probably do like these? Where are they all 25? Okay? 15. That'S what i'm talking about all these is 25 dollars like come on now 15.. I'M talking about! Why is the only one called the rest of 25 nope mine? What was 50 black angus? We don't have a black angus here anymore. What else? What else? What else? Oh? This is cool. It'S like ten five dollars! That'S a cute idea for, like your co-workers or your friends, look how cute! I always wanted to do this little elf on the shelves, but my daughter, one of my daughter's teachers, kind of traumatized with the movement else so she's like how's, that damn thing moving. So i cannot tell her santa claus is not real. They put an elf in the mix. That'S just not gon na work. Oh look at these big ones. Oh these wreaths. They light up. That'S cute! Oh this is cute, but doesn't it fall off? Oh yeah? I don't like that when they fall off. Oh my gosh. Look at this look how it's a black queen and she's rose golden goat. Yes going. I have to get her omg look and they have a king. It'S me and chris i have to get it. I have to get him so i get the inner core for emma look at the little birdie. Oh i got my king and queen love fairies. Oh, this goes good where i put it, but it matches look at this. You need a christmas tree to go with our human queen, which one this is cute. Let'S see how they look together. That'S cute, look at this. How cute is this? This be merry. It'S gold and pink, but it has red in it. Is that gon na mess up everything looks like it kind of goes right? Let me get it. Oh. I shall get these bells instead thing, which one should i get. I don't want to get both those we don't have that much space. I think i like the bells better with my king and queen, because we have the gold accents like their gold staff. I think i'll do that. My favorite at this that's so cute. Does this go with our santa better than this? Let'S see come here chris king chris king chris, do you like this tree? Ah i like it. Let'S see, oh that looks cute together. What do you think now the little tree looks stupid. Now i don't even want this. I got a white one. How does that look together? Is that too much paint? That'S pretty i like that one, i'm not gon na get it if this chip is chipped nice to find one, that's not chipped, do a little bit of grocery shopping or why not? Please for coffee, i'm gon na try this. That looks good, so i'm gon na stop going to target because i keep running into people who i don't want to run into then that first time i told you guys i ran into. I started boys soccer too, and this time i'm sitting there minding my business and i'm trying to hurry up because i feel like target is getting really crowded right now and some okay, i need to hurry up and just get it done, get dollar trees. I can go home, i don't understand this trap right now. It'S not even on the clock and i run into one of chris's exes. She don't say nothing she's, just she's on the phone and she like make eye contact and just like and kept walking girl. You don't need to be scared. I married him we're good if anything, i'm like thank you girl, i'm having like the best time of my life. Thank you for being stupid and having him leave you because now i have them. Also myself, all right. Let'S head to dollar tree, i'm so excited for my little nutcrackers. I never had nutcracker before i feel so grown up and like yes, this is real decorating. This is what it's supposed to be like. I can't wait till i really get my house guys. I need one million subscribers come on when i get my house, i'm gon na just deck it out. I got ta, see it like i'm manifesting it like. I see it like like it's there like. I have it, but it's okay. This will do for now. So i'm just we're just gon na make the best of our space. We don't have too much space, but we have just enough for us. So let's go to dollar tree see if they have anything that can add to the decorations we got at target and head back home sound like plan. Let'S go permits see, i can't touch glitter glitter makes me itch, so i can't get anything glittery not really more decorations, like i'm looking for like some garland or something - and this seems like everyone's out of it or they're - not selling it. I'M rather go to amazon. Again so i'm back home, i put everything away all the groceries away and i also picked up some canned goods because, as i told you guys before a previous video, my daughter's in asb at our school and they're doing a food can drive for the holidays. So i picked up some of those and i only like to get the cans that have like that pop the lid that has like the ring that open it, because whoever they're donating it to with their handle can opener. So i like to get the ones like that'll pull up, so i know that they're able to eat you know what we're donating. So i've grabbed a couple of those made me bagels. I'M hungry, i haven't, had a bagel and i don't know how long that tv box has real fruit pieces in there, tavana, which i think is a starbucks brand. I think, got a little bit of honey in there. It'S called beach bellini and it has mango pieces and pineapple pieces. Let'S taste it. Oh wow, that's bomb, that's good um! I recommend that that is fire. Now i got ta go. Do some laundry and wait for baby girl to get out of school, but after her basketball game, i can get take her to go, get her hair done. But while i'm waiting i'm going to work on this video, so i will see you guys in a second bye. I got such a quartering recordery board to cautery board, see those skills skills. So how was the basketball game? It was good who wanted to teach each other students teachers what you guys that the teachers win. Okay, it was like, like 20, they won by 20, something points they won by 20 points. You guys got smash. Your hair turned out cute. Let me see ah y'alls, queen y'alls, i like it, the blue, the blue, oh yeah, you got ta fold all your clothes. I told you guys. I was doing laundry and stuff now you got ta, put them away, but we're gon na close out today's video, because it's about to be 10 o'clock and i'm tired - and i know you guys - are tired to see me all day. So i'll see you guys back here next time. So if you guys subscribe, go ahead and hit that subscribe button and don't forget to hit that bell, so you never miss any dope uploads until next time bye. So you