Quitting Youtube, 50/50 Dating, My Kendra G Show Drama, Soft Life In Christ + More Ft. Julia Hair

I definitely did quit YouTube yeah, I did. Some of the black girls on here are just not friendly girl. This is so ghetto white people, don't argue about stuff like this in their Community. I really loved her until I got on the show and she just gave weird. I love the fact that Alexis Skye has joined the Journey of getting closer to God, the soft life in Christ, girls. I love the work that they're doing hey everyone. Welcome to my channel I'm amorientasia, and today this has been my first video for the entire year. I am totally ashamed about that, but I did quit YouTube and I'm back to tell you guys why, along with a huge Life, Update some health updates and my new channels and also some new business ventures and we're going to talk about some popular topics such as The 50 50 dating the Kevin Samuels fans, the modern women, the masculinity versus femininity. I also went on a International dating show. The Kendra G show, and I'm going to talk about my terrible experience and also the soft life in Reinventing myself and pretty much. What I've been up to since I've been gone so if you're interested in this Chit Chat, get ready with me, while I'm doing my hair go ahead and stay tuned, hey Saints! Welcome back girls! I am excited because I have so much to talk to you guys about this. Video is going to be long, I'm just going to let you know, but tea will be spilled. I'M trying to tell you a good word will be received by the end of this video. I'M telling you you're gon na get your life, but before I get into all of that, today's video is definitely brought to you by Julie, hair plenty of goods in here, and this is the body wave wig. This is very similar to mine that I make, but this one comes with a an elastic band already in it. That'S very convenient and Julia has affordable, hair. I'Ve promoted them like back in 2015 or 16, and they had good quality hair. I want to talk about hair growth right now, because wigs my hair's gotten long, I've had to trim some of the ends, but wigs is how I've been able to grow my hair out. So this is the HD lace. It'S already customized fully customized. All you do is cut the lace off. These can also be taken off too so, what's in the bag is one of my favorites. This is a wig melt band cut this off and this is a 5x5 lace, so it gives you a little bit more to work with. I have a low hairline, so my edges come down to here. Almost I did just a little bit of customization, so you have the latest here and then you have my complexion. So it's like a perfect color here, even when wet the lace is still the same. Still the same so look at this. This is glueless like how it could just come up like I did good I feel like I did good it's giving scalp look at that y'all, it's giving scalp almost it looks good, so I definitely quit YouTube. I did. I felt like there was just a lot going on in my personal life. I needed to focus more so on my health getting that together and it is now and um living life like dating and everything. I almost got married twice in the last two years. It just doesn't take me long to get to know somebody, especially if, like I said, if I've known them for over 10 15 years and he had a close relationship, it shouldn't take all that that long for a man to want to marry you, I'm just saying Most men know within the first three months: they do especially a mature man, and you have to think about the age like a guy in his 20s may not know what he wants, but a man in his 30s honey. He knows, if he's just there for some qg, then you're gon na know, but if he's there for something real you're gon na know that too, I saw a lot of other YouTubers like like having a black YouTubers quit, and then there was a new wave of Fresh content, creators and I love to see them. I would comment on their stuff, some of them. Some of the black girls on here are just not friendly girl. They aren't I've sent emails to some of them. I'Ve tried to reach out to some of them and they pay me just especially some of the fashion Girls and the Christian fashion girl that that I say, oh okay, it's a very much dog eats dog world here, but when the numbers come all of a sudden, Everyone is up your tail trying to move to where you are and Kiki and get in your circle. Honey. It'S weird, but I didn't like that. Get me down. I just already had things that were going on behind the scenes and I just felt, like I don't know, maybe the women in my age group, the 30s were kind of phased out. I thought that we would sing Old to everyone. People were still watching my old videos and they still are to this day, but I just I didn't know what you guys wanted when I would do the hair videos, the numbers would always be in the 100, thousands, but then sometimes when I do the natural hair Videos, they wouldn't, but it used to be the natural hair videos that that literally have a million. So I just didn't know what you guys wanted. Some of you all loved my fragrance videos - and I do have some listen. I have them coming new fragrances. The chaos that was a successful video, it's just that I don't know everything looks inconsistent, especially my fashion videos, even though I got paid for those, so I just decided this is what I did. I started new channels. I have a fashion and lifestyle uh channel. That is focused on fashion and lifestyle, and I literally just changed the name yesterday or day before it's a more fashion and lifestyle. It used to be a more intasia, but I felt like that was I'm trying to hide from some people that know me that aren't into luxury stuff that, like to pocket, watch guys. That know me that may be interested in whatever I'm trying to like. Put that on a different page, because it's like when I do especially like the Chris, some of the Christians like when I post over here, like the luxury haul, that I did. Some people were pressed about that and I'm like girl. Just because you're poor doesn't mean that I am and some of those bags I get for free, I that bag that Louis Vuitton, I think it was a watch or a bag and a watch one of them. I got that stuff for free honey. I work with luxury Brands and because I'm a consignment shops, I literally just messed up a deal for an Air Max Birkin bag. You guys it was like twenty thousand dollars, but I refused to give them my license over email. I just said nope. I don't trust you guys you're a new brand from Canada. They just opened a store in California, but they only had like three employees. I just don't trust personal information like that on the internet. I just don't like from an Internet Brand. I just um. If it were fashion file or something like that - maybe but they're not that big they're, not even as big as the real, real or a fashion file which whom I've worked with before. So the point is the pocket watching and stuff. It'S just weird to me, and I know that this was a beauty friendly, slash um budget friendly Channel, but it still is so. I think that was the issue of the Clash when I started to do some more luxury things and introduce more luxury, um, perfumes and um find beauty products. Some people rejected that and they didn't want to watch it. So I just said I'll put all that over there and then those brand deals and sponsorships can go for that channel and then over here. I can keep everything uh Beauty like makeup: how to do makeup all that and then hairstyles natural hairstyles extensions. All of that over here I have been on a skincare journey and I finally got in my face to match my hands and my chest and I'm trying to even out my elbows and my my knees too, and so my organic skincare line is coming. Yes, your girl is doing a skincare line. Beauty is beauty, I'm not into makeup like that anymore. So I don't really care to have a makeup line. One of my friends Kalisa. She has a wonderful natural makeup line. I believe I promoted her before so and I'll tag her info, it's Queen Essentials, LLC on Instagram, but I'm more focused into Beauty like the skincare aspect of beauty, so I'll be doing a skincare and the hair care Hair Care organic. You guys without carcinogens and parabens, and all of that stuff opalex is causing the girl's hair to fall out. Listen we're going back to Africa, we're going back to that motherland! Okay! With these ingredients, I understand ayurvedic, but that all came from Africa. We'Re going back to the to the roots, honey so on to the dating, as I told you guys I have been dating and for marriage like that's different than just going on dates. So so I said, let me go on the Kendra G show. I just really thought she was just like a cyber cousin. I really loved her until I got on the show, and she just she just kind of gave weird that's what she gave. Initially I felt like everything was all good. I thought that she was cutting me off, but then I thought I just put it on the fact that it might have been a glitch or whatever a lag, because her thing her janky Wi-Fi their wish needs to go. Get some Charter Communications or somebody's commands. Communication. Somebody'S communications class or something because it is always lagging so I said okay, maybe she's, not cutting me off. Then she went off on the people, it kind of started. It didn't go left, but she started to go left. I guess she did go left. She started to jump down my throat once I said that I wanted a Godfrey man. I said that because she asked what are you looking for? I just simply said Godfrey man, I didn't say anything else about Holiness none of that as far as like him, I just said regardless. If I did, that would have made a difference. I just said I wanted a guy for a man she jumped in and said. Okay, so that means you're a virgin like like, I guess she might have said it was I a Christian or whatever, and then she said so that means you're a virgin. I said I didn't even have time to think about it, but I was like no I'm not a virgin. I'Ve been married, so of course not, and she was gagged by that she was like. Oh, oh, okay, oh so, you've been married, okay! Well, and so then it kind of went into like deeper questions about that and I'm like well. What does that have to do with me? One of the Godfrey man and she was like well I'm just trying to make sure that you you're one like that. You'Re, a Christian and I'm thinking myself, what is me being Christian have to do with me being a virgin, because I wouldn't even say then when I lost, I was a proud Center. I was a grown woman grown. I was in college, so make it make sense. I got married right after like 22 and 22 22., so that's only two bodies at that point, so I'm trying to figure out how does this? What does this have to do with Christianity? What are you trying to say? I have to be a virgin to be a Christian, or are you trying to see? Am I like hypocriting and all that if so just say that I was honest. I was very honest with her. By the time we got off, I felt like things went well on my end, I thought it went well and I was excited. I gave her um a congratulations on her new app and then I could feel that she was not feeling me after that. After I made the comment about a suggestion of actually requiring the trans, transgender people to you know disclose their natural gender Natural Born gender, which is totally plausible. Like that's feasible, why would you have an app dating app where people could just portray themselves as whatever? No, you should give a disclosure for them because they're the ones - that's not her catfish people. The issue was that the Fallout came afterwards. She got really shady on Facebook and my friend my relatives, people were letting me know like even my friends. They were texting me like girl. Why is she acting like y'all? Were you were being messy? Why is she acting like this in the third and I was like I'm still defending her? I was like. Well, I don't know. Maybe she was on her cycle. She had just gotten out from out of town she's on vacation. You know I'm on my cycle. Everything goes you know trying. I was trying to give her some kind of a break and I saw the actual video and I was like no. She didn't put that in the end. What made me watch the video was the fact that well the same video back. The people in the comments were eating her up and I was like: why are they even eating her up, and I looked - and I said oh she put this and I know I'm not gon na put the transgender girl or boy's thing on there. The D. Well, not even the real DM just the DM to her explaining what happened without posting, the actual clip of them admitting to catfishing. I get it, I get it, but you really have to start asking these. I think we're in a time where you really have to ask questions when you're meeting a person new. Well, I'm not. Let me tell you something right, so I just came out if I'm intimate, if I'm into Kendra, if I'm intimate with a woman like after the first day, I let her know, I said: hey, I'm a trans male most of the time they don't care because I Look good. I got that money that was so weird to me that you would sit there and try to defend them and you quickly answer their DMS, but I dm'd as well that weekend right after all, this, it started to take place. So I was like okay I'll give her a week or two. Maybe she'll see all these comments on the YouTube page and the um Facebook and maybe she'll issue like some sort of statement or whatever or like answer my DMs and allow me to defend myself because now you guys have made me to be a liar, and I Did not lie, I didn't lie about the exchange and I definitely did not lie about them being a catfish. I didn't even say that they catfished me. I said it was like almost because there was an attempt there. There was going to be. It was going to be that person wanted to talk to me that wasn't like they searched high and low. For me, I didn't even interact with them at all ever at any point of the other video that I saw them in so for them to go, search me and find me on another platform and inbox me thanking me for nothing that I did yeah you trying To slide your way through, it's a dating show, it makes sense people do it all the time. So many men were in my inboxes over like 200. there's, so many honestly got it and listen. I said some of this to say: there's a lot of six-figure men out there, all of them claim to make at least let's say 90 to 6 somewhere in the six figures. There'S like a couple that said that they were truck drivers, so that could range from like 60 or 70 to 100. But who cares? That'S the range that I said I didn't even give a range. I didn't even give a salary. I just said monthly, like maybe five to eight. It depends on you how many children that you have, because you don't make 8 000 a month. If you have several children, you're gon na be poor. Almost you know, because children are expensive, especially if they're older, like teenagers and all of that most people in their 30s have whole teenagers, the ones I know I don't know where y'all live, but the ones I know in the church and in the streets. They have kids because that's normal, that's what normal people do. No shades are the ones that don't because I'm clearly a person that doesn't have children, but I'm just saying it's: it's definitely normal for people in their 30s to have preteens at this age or teenagers, and they are very expensive. These days they eat up your house. I know because I about raise one almost my nephew when I went listen, I thought this was going to be a little cute day at like the movies and stuff. No, I spent about six hundred dollars and that's not even my my child. Don'T even handle husband y'all, I don't have a baby daddy. I don't have none of that to come. Help me pay bills, so that was just money gone money that I worked with my hands to make not nine to five money. That'S my business money so, but I didn't care about the money, I'm just saying: that's how fast 600 can go. You can intend on spending like one or two hundred on a kid or teenager, he's like 16., it's his birthday, no, his birthday's tomorrow, my bad and yeah. I thought I missed it, but I'm just saying they're expensive, so the same thing for a man that has a 12 12 or 16 year old, that child is going to require some money. So you can't you have to deduct it out of your salary and be realistic here, because I'm not the type of woman that would take from your children, because I'm looking at Shoe, how are you going to treat our kids? You know if you divorce me or leave me, you don't abandon my kids to pay her bills so anyway, I was very pleasant on the show. I had realistic expectations and it just turned out to be. She just turned out to be a flat out. Hater I'll give details in the other video, because that wouldn't get no shine over here, but right now, but she just made herself look like a fool and her followers to this day still drag her. So I want to thank everyone that supported me because, most when I say even the Kevin Samuels stands, they defended me even the red pill, types of guys, I'm putting uh a light powder through there to make it look more natural by the way for those who Don'T know this is just a little trick to do so. All of you all. I thank y'all, the Saints and the Ants. Everybody was over there like oh y'all, some haters and all that and that's what really upset Kendra, because y'all were calling her hater and jealous and stuff. I I didn't say that, but the more and more you guys said that and she clapped back at y'all. I was like is that what she was doing, because the other people she didn't give them the same energy. So I don't know, but one thing I do know is that she came off as a straight up hater when we got into it like a week or two after that, which was like last week or week before whatever. And that's why I'm doing a video, because when you're not gon na play with my time, if you're not gon na play with my name, don't lie on me and here's. The thing only reason why I care to to defend myself was because this ball hit. Well, this winch she's an actual witch self-proclaimed witch. She was talking about how I'm such a horrible person and it's in the third and I'm trashing black women, all that kind of mess. I'M sitting here like girl, you over there struggling to read them the tarot cards girl. You can't read me, you don't know me, you definitely don't. I didn't come at her or disrespect her in any kind of way. I didn't even respond to that Witch by the way, because a child, a tired witch, can tell me nothing, and I mean nothing, not anything, nothing, absolutely nothing! You reading them tired. You need to be reading phonics honey Hooked on Phonics because you sound like a fool, and so the thing is I'm a brand influencer by trade like now. This is what I do for a living. It'S a big part of my living, so I and I've worked so hard to maintain this brand. I'Ve worked with so many Brands and we're talking Fortune 500 brands. So imagine if one of those Executives had seen her accuse me of lying on a trans person, which is what I call transphobic these days. Y'All know the lgbtq RS will come after me or could easily send them that video and lie and say that I oppressed a woman, a trans woman that would have been my contract because it does say in our in the contract. There'S a clause for conduct. We'Re talking six thousand dollars, that's my money honey, then, when Kendra's playing on my bag, so yeah, I'm gon na defend myself because anytime in just in case a person gets mad and tries to use that or hold it over. My head, that's okay! My clap back video will be there of just me, clearing there and explaining my truth and including the actual clips of that person being a catfish and admitting to catfishing women and not telling them their true gender until after intimacy or the first date, which is wrong. That mess should be illegal, I'm not in competition with a woman at 40, some years old, and she tried to clap back talking about some well like. I hope you have time to get a man or something like that girl. I hope you have. I hope you can still have children. Why are you trying to play me over here? Talk about some prayer, don't play with me. I hate when people say well I'll, be praying for you, you don't even like me. Don'T do me. I don't want your prayers that prayer ain't going to hide in the ceiling honey. We ain't got no power over there honey. I don't like the fake stuff. I was just expecting for well, I apologize. I didn't mean to her. Do this or that or make it seem like this or malign your name, that would have been sufficient for me, but no, I got a bunch of cocky, I'm Kendra and you ain't got ta, be over here, girl, you and your wig. Your big forehead can sit down, stop it and I still like I said, like I told her you're very childish, I don't have to dislike somebody to disagree with them. I just don't like your behavior and I still have nothing but love you. I do for her. Her forehead her missing edges and her tattered wigs. I still love Kendra. I just like I love everybody else. I do, but I said what I said like I said I'm key about that over at a more talk so subscribe to that channel. So, anyway, on two, since I was talking about the cabin Samuel lights, I want y'all to know that a single man came to me with that 50 50 dating mentality. All of them were providers. They said that that's what they do, that's what they were to their Ex-Wives or whatever. Also this whole 200 a day thing, one of the DMS responded as flat out, let's go to Ruth Chris now. This is crazy to me because I had to like cut off a guy last year for getting upset. He tried to lie on me and called me a gold digger, because I said that a nice restaurant, like just a restaurant, would be sufficient for a first date versus a five dollar movie on the five dollar night, because you're being cheap or broke. That will make a woman feel more appreciated like that you're taking her seriously. Instead of just confining her to five dollar movie nights. That'S that's cheap. You can't get to know somebody in there. You can't talk, have a conversation. You can't Converse in a movie theater and I'm not falling for that, and so he was like, oh just because I don't take you to Ruth Chris I'm like I, I mean the Lightroom Chris honey, but it's funny how that person said all that did all of That light on my name called me: a gold digger to turn around some months later. Here Comes this guy: let's go to Chris here in St Louis look at God, because that hurt my feelings, because that guy was my friend like I had been doing him since high school. So they're really they hurt my feelings and it's crazy because he was blocking. He was pillow talking with some other man that told another man that still want me, like you block and calling me a cold Digger to these men, not knowing that these men. Like me, you're stupid, you sound like a fool, a broke fool. Trying to get some money, get a job. Do the second one do like most us women? Do we have multiple jobs, multiple streams of income? That'S how you have to make it in this country. These days, so I just don't understand the whole, this whole debate and debacle and its struggle with just petty stuff, like dates and and who pays this, is so ghetto white people, don't argue about stuff like this in their communities. I know because I was raised in a white Community middle class white Community, none of my homeboys now to this day that are married. I still follow them on Facebook, even though I went to Black schools as well, but they don't act like this. Their their timeline is filled with memes and stuff like that too, but never memes toward their women. I don't care if they can get cheated on or not white women cheat they clown, get drunk and then screw on each other. They do all this stuff, too honey, but what they don't do is uh trash. There went they don't trash their women. This type of commentary is so low functioning is so broke. It'S so poor. It'S ghetto. Listen! I wouldn't even want anybody to know that I'm poor, if I couldn't afford to go on a date or take somebody out if I were a man or whatever. I would never turn around and blame that other gender a whole gender for my deficiencies and my lack of work ethic. I would just go brainstorm figure out how to get some money and then do it. Do it or Donna and keep rubbing your meat like the Intel that you guys are is weird, I just think that's so weird and it makes our whole Community look better. It makes black people look so ignorant and poor. I just really hate that this generation is the first generation to start doing this. It'S sad! This wasn't even a conversation. Well, it wasn't a conversation 10 years ago and prior to it wasn't, and you don't even see Asian men doing this - you don't see Mexican man, you don't see them doing that if they are they're very low functioning people in their community is y'all need to do Better, you all need to stop being so. Freaking poor, get a job write a book. Do something start a YouTube channel like do something, and even if you want to stay poor, that's fine but be poor in peace. Don'T bother everybody else and push your standards. Your poverty stricken standards on those people, let those people enjoy going out to eat every now and then, when they want. To you mind your business, don't worry about 200 dates. If you can't afford that, that's on you, that's not them. You guys are projecting, and it's just silly to see. I just wish I could block you all out, but part of embracing the soft life. I'Ve always done that by the way, because my father spoils me he does. He treats me like a princess, and it just makes me remind myself. It just makes me realize that that little ghetto sector is only social media and like a lower end of the spectrum, that's not the upper echelon, that's not even middle class. People'S discussions, the my family members, the people, my dad and his brothers make six figures like they were when they were working as Blue Collar. They were making six figures, I'm so serious and they retired middle class blue collar. So I, like, I said, y'all swear that people that make six figures are such an anomaly. They'Re. Not maybe you just need to get around some people that make some money. Okay, I even know I knew a millionaire at one point. He was my boss and I rolled in my first Range Rover when he took me to Chicago, I rode with him and his niece to Chicago and he dropped me off at the train station. So I go to Detroit for something else, but it was my first time in the range I was like. 17 18.. I was 18. I think 18., like people need to just speak on their own experiences, but don't act like the rest of the world is limited to your experience. I'M just saying talk to people when you guys work on jobs. I remember making friends with pharmacists. They make six figures. I was 19 doing that I've always worked around people who made six figures. I'Ve always lived around people who made six figures my uncle in-laws on my mom's side. Some of them make six figures. They did and some well, I think one they were tired, they're. All in their 60s now, but I don't - I don't know what their retirements were like some of them own properties, actually both of them own properties. So I I don't know, but because I don't talk about people like that, but I know for a fact, because I did my best. I didn't do his taxes, but I had to get his tax returns and I knew how much my dad was making in the 90s, the late 90s and the early 2000s, and when it was time to go to college in 2007. He definitely made 115. as a steel worker. Okay, it's a blessing, but it's not an anomaly. One of my homeboys works there and my cousin and another. Like listen, there's money out. There drive trucks. I was just talking to a truck driver. He was making 70.. So I'm just saying you guys leave that poor mentality alone and if, if that's what they're doing this is what you do to elevate from that just remove yourself from the conversation. Remove your eyes block those people block those channels. All of that I've done that, and that has really helped me with just life self-esteem and everything, because those people will try to bring you down to them. I'M gon na stay over here in this Echelon. I'M gon na stay right where I am, and I'm gon na, thank God and praise God and amen I like being made in His image now that's what I am trying to submit to too because y'all keep talking about this soft life and all that in Christ. That'S what we're supposed to be anyway, feminine women, that's how we were made, that's how we were designed, and I like it. I mean the only times that we really have to be masculine is when we have to pay for our own Lifestyles, because you know, for whatever reasons you can't always depend on men. Some of them won't do anything it's unfortunate, but you can't blame yourself unless you are technically the reason, but I'm just saying for the most of us who are decent people. We just have to find the correct people to love us and take care of us, because that's the Bible's Way. That'S the quran's way. If you Muslim somewhere in chapter four, it says the men maintain and take care of the women two huh, that's what it said. Now so don't get the blame in Jesus for having to be a man and blaming him blaming all them for us, women being feminine and receiving, but also like I said it's, it's an inside thing, it's a spiritual thing as well. You can't be all hood, and you know, just just I mean like Hood ratish like like the Christian girl, whooping old man and all that kind of stuff. That'S techy, it's very masculine, and it really is - and I feel the same way about men that like to argue and tussle like that - that's very feminine. It'S really catty when you have to bark at women and holler at them and all that kind of stuff. I just don't go for that anymore and so I'm glad for this journey um. I love the fact that Alexis Skye has joined the Journey of getting closer to God, and also, may you call the doll and I think renisha I don't know if their name specifically really but the soft life in Christ girls. I love the work that they're doing they're doing a good work for God over there, and I hope that it is genuine. I'M not hating on them, like some of the other girls like Ari and the other, the other little influencers. But I just I love to see this movement. I love to see women fall in line with God's plan. I love to see women being Natural Women feminine and not just sitting down receiving money from it. No not just receiving Provisions from men but actually being made of substance and then actually giving that substance to their partner so whomever and then still being able to receive as well so not just being overworked and providing. And all of that I like to see them receiving as well. I do it's a whole. It works together. It does so I mean it's crazy for people to say. Oh you, women are so masculine. Well, we have to work. You have to have a little testosterone to get out here and maintain in the workspace, so it is what it is. How about you come over here and let me be feminine, let me rest okay period, so it is what it is, but anyway I'm done with this hair. I think it looks. I think it looks good it's long. The curls are giving thank you for subscribing and see you guys in my next video