Let'S Catch Up | What'S Been On My Mind Ft. Modern Show Hair | Ona Oliphant

Lace non-existent: we love that you know you always have to have people thinking and asking themselves like. Is that her real hair and this hair literally gives that okay, hey guys welcome back to my channel? I am honored for those who don't know. I hope you guys are doing good and, as you guys can see, today's video is a little bit different. I'M going to be doing a sit-down video for you guys. I have a little catch-up session, some chit chat. You know child vibes, nothing serious and while we have a little catch-up session, i'm going to be installing this beautiful gorgeous hair from modern show here it's giving what it needs to be giving do you see the lace no and that's on period, so yeah guys. If you are interested in seeing how i installed this hair and if you are interested in having a little catch-up session with me, then please do continue watching and also, please don't forget to like this video. Give it a big thumbs up and also to turn on your post notifications, so you can get a notification every time i post and also do subscribe, so you can become a member of the double o gang gang gang gang, so yeah guys, let's not waste any Time and let's get into this video, okay, okay guys! So, let's get started, i'm first going to tell you guys about the hair and then we will get into the chit chat part of the video okay, okay. So the hair that i'm going to be installing today is from modern show here and thank you so much to them for sponsoring today's video um. This is the bag that the hair came in and inside. They include some goodies, which i'll show you guys now um. There'S just this plastic that the hair was packaged in and oh, my gosh there's just this little bag with some goodies on the inside. So they sent me a pair of lashes, 5d lashes, okay, pretty pretty pretty pretty some wig caps. There is a hair clip hairpin. This is how it looks. They also sent me a comb and this little headpin, which i'm going to be using today, because my ones are just going crazy, so yeah, that's everything that came with the wig. So this is the hair she's on the mannequin, because i was working on this hair um. So this is a 13x4 lace front straight wig 24 inches baby. Do you see this length? Do you see the silkiness? Do you see how soft this hair is? I love a long straight dark wig. You know that's literally my go-to hairstyle, so this hair did come pre-plugged and the knots will also bleed, but because i'm extra like that, i did go in and pluck the parting a bit and also plug the front hole. Do you see her baby sweetie so yeah guys, that's the hair that i'm gon na be installing. Please do check the description box for more details. Everything you need to know will be done below and also the direct link to purchase. So without further ado. Let'S get to installing this wig and also getting to the chit chat catching up part of the video alrighty. So i just have my wig cap on guys. Do you see my makeup? I tried something new, like you guys know that i hardly ever like put on eyeshadow, especially color, so this looks so different, but anyway um. I have my wig cap on and i'm just gon na pop this wig on my head, and so i have all my hair stuff in front of me and i also have a mirror in front of me. So please do excuse me if i keep on looking down. I need to see myself while i'm installing the hair, but this is how the hair looks on and baby she's serving inches. She is already serving, and it's really really long. As i'm sitting, it goes down to my waist, so i love her really. This is how long the hair is. It literally comes to my booty and it is so soft and silky. As you can see, i look so crazy, but anyway guys, i'm not going to be getting into like deep, deep detail about all the hair products i use and what i'm doing um step by step. Um. If you do want to know what i'm using or what i do or how i do it exactly like into more detail, then please do like check out the other hair videos on my channel, for that there are many dedicated hair videos. So, for those who don't know um, i cut my hair last year. Was it last year during lockdown? I think it was last year during lockdown and i just decided to chop it all off. Okay, my natural hair and i went really really short, like brush cut short um yeah, so ever since then like i've really been enjoying short hair, because i just feel like with me, since i mostly have wigs on it's just easier for me to work with the Maintenance is low and honestly i don't have to worry about maintaining my hair because i suck i really really sucked at maintaining my natural hair. That'S why i cut it in the first place so yeah that was me and then beginning of the year. Around february, like i just kept cutting my hair - and i remember i was blonde - i really enjoyed that so beginning of the year early in the year. I decided that i'm gon na start growing out my hair, because i want to do braids, like i really really want to. I just want braids like i just want to be like other kids and get braids, but unfortunately now i'm realizing that it might not be possible right now, because the plan was that um. The time that i started growing. My hair, i was like okay cool by the time that it's winter my hair, would have grown long enough for me to get braids baby. It'S winter winter is almost over and has she done braids no, no braids inside? And the reason is because with me, i get hair um packages every single week. Okay, like i always have wigs to install that's my job. That'S my work! That'S what i do. So it's a bit tricky because now the bag, the bag baby. So i don't know i'm just in like a fumble right now, because i really really want braids like i want knotless braids. I want god day sprayed sweetie. I just want braids. I want to wake up in the morning and not worry about uguti manche. I have to lay frontfalls. I just want to wake up and be a hot girl like is that just so much to us for but yeah, i'm still figuring that whole situation out um so yeah, that's the situation in terms of my natural hair. I really just want braids guys. I i just honestly just want braids, but it's whatever i'm really, not in a rush um. If i can't do braids now i'll have to just wait until december and hopefully then i will be able to um have some braids. So recently, i've just been feeling so demotivated, like in terms of filming, even just like filming this video, if only you guys knew how long i've been procrastinating, filming this sit-down video, like, i think i was just thinking too much about it. Like you know, i was just overthinking. I was just feeling so demotivated in terms of filming and also with the whole lockdown that we had well. We still are in lockdown we're in level three right now um, but when it was level four like it was really really affecting me and it really really affected me and i honestly didn't think it would affect me, because i feel like the first lockdown. I had experience from my what was was popping and everything, and i was home during the first lockdown so the time that lockdown level 4 was happening. I was here at my place, so i was like chilled. You know i was like. I know how this goes. So it's whatever! Maybe that's not what happened. I was just missing home. I was feeling so lonely decided not to go home. I honestly couldn't go home because work and everything i still had packages that were coming in. So if i went home i don't know how long i'm gon na be home for and then who's gon na get the work done, and you know all of that yeah baby girl got a bit lonely um. I just was in my own space. I just i don't even know how to explain that, but i just withdrew myself from everyone around me. My friends especially and i was just dealing with my own shade, so you know what i'm just quickly gon na spray the glue on and then i'm gon na lay the lace down and then i will come back because i can't i can you know, be back. Okay, so i'm back and the lace is all laid and everything i'm just waiting for it like to completely dry and then i'm gon na wrap it up. So the lock down um, as i was saying it wasn't, i feel like it wasn't just affecting me emotionally. Firstly, it was affecting me emotionally because it was giving very much little five-ish vibes level. Four was giving very much level 5 vibes. It was very like i felt like i was in a bubble. I was here alone, it's quiet. Sometimes you think you're, the only one in the complex like the way, it's so flippant, quiet um. But at least i had my friends and i was basically locked downing with babalo. So at least that was um like it made the whole situation a bit bearable, and at least i could visit at his place and stuff if i needed, like a little bit of a breather, feel like it also affected my productivity. Because now i was just feeling like what am i going to do? What am i going to vlog? There'S nothing for me to do, because that was the time when alcohol was closed. Firstly and restaurants were also closed baby, so i'm just like sweetie. What am i supposed to do? Where are those again also where i'm currently staying right now? It'S really really small, like this place, is tiny guys, the amount of stuff that you can do specifically for people. My age is very, very limited and i feel, like i've been to 99.9 of places in this place. Okay - and i was just over it, i'm like there's nothing for me to do also creating content like indoors. It gets a bit boring. It gets a bit boring for me honestly and it gets exhausting, so i was just feeling so drained and demotivated in terms of my content as well um. I also started working out while we started running we've been doing mostly like morning runs, but sometimes we'll have like night runs around like my six or whatever, but i've really been enjoying the morning runs, and i wouldn't say i'm intentionally trying to lose weight. I just want to be a little bit more healthier and it wouldn't hurt losing a couple of kgs. Nyana um. I just want to go back to specific jean size and then i'll be good if that makes sense, but there's no pressure. It'S not like i'm trying to like oh my gosh. I need to lose weight now, i'm good honestly, i'm chilled it's just that. I just want to be healthier and i just want to be a little bit more active. Hence, that's why we started doing the whole running and everything um yeah. I feel like it's also been helping me emotionally as well, because i have not been going to therapy um, but i haven't been going to therapy. It'S been a while, due to personal reasons or whatever um i do plan on going back to therapy. Soon, though i feel like it's, it's a need. It'S a necessity. It plays a huge role. Why are these things falling, but yeah guys um, so yeah, due to personal reasons, i have not been going to therapy, so i feel like running is my therapy right now and i really really enjoy it. I just feel so much better, especially starting off my morning running starting with my day running. I just feel so much happier like i can be. I can wake up in a shitty mood, but after that run i will feel so so much better and i'm ready for the day. I just feel a little bit more productive. You know i was thinking of running so today we went for a run. Okay - and i was not in a good mood - i was not feeling today's run. I i was just not in the mood, so i'm just laying the frontal right now and i'm just waiting for my straightener to heat up and then i'm going to straighten the hair but yeah. So today um we went running, and today was one of the days that i just i like to push myself when i'm running um maybe run for longer a longer distance or whatever. So today i was just not in a good mood. I was not in the mood at all, and i just i don't know what happened honestly. I just spazzed out for a little bit and baby girl fell. I literally fell guys waiting. The way that i fell as well. I like have you ever seen. A child fall like hands down literally knees, and i actually like scraped. I don't know if you guys can see that this one is very tiny, but i scraped my hand here my knees as well, but my knees are not that bad. They were a little bit scratched and also here on my elbow. I would show you guys right now, but no, but it's not that that bad, but it's it's visible, okay and i'm just like what the hell guys, i'm so grown to be falling like this. But yeah and the moment that i fell, i literally just burst out crying um. I was just having a really really rough week, so the rest of the week has not been easy on me. It was just a lot um yeah, but at least i'm better now, but i literally just had a breakdown then and then, but at least powerless day so yeah i got over it and stuff other than that. I'Ve really really been enjoying the running, and it's something that i want to continue doing and making a part of my daily routine. I don't know exactly when this started, but i feel like also um recently the past few months. If i can say i've just been, i feel like i was growing distant from god. I felt like i could do everything on my own. I was not praying anymore. I was literally thinking that i'm superwoman and i can handle everything on my own, and i was just it's not that i i think the thing i was just forgetting to pay like i was just so so busy. I would make excuses in terms of praying i'd like constantly, like put it off i'll, be like no i'll pray tomorrow, um and usually i'm a person that i consult god in everything that i do, whether it's big or small. So i don't know what had happened, especially during lockdown. I just felt like i could do everything on my own and i was forgetting that baby girl. You cannot do everything on your own, you need god you're, not superwoman, you can't go through life and everything that's happening alone. Okay, oh my straightener wasn't even on this whole time so funny enough during the lockdown that week when lockdown started gon na, i was literally endorsed, like 90 percent of the time i was indoors and when you're indoors, you need what you need wi-fi and baby that Week when lockdown started, there were some problems with my wi-fi, so i didn't have wi-fi for like a few days so, the other days i had mobile data or whatever, but i couldn't like keep buying data guys. Data is expensive and data is expensive. Okay, so i didn't have wi-fi and everything, and i felt like i was going crazy. I felt like i was literally losing my mind, because what am i supposed to do? What am i supposed to do? What am i supposed to do, please tell me, but before my wi-fi was sorted and everything um, something happened where i just realized like wait a minute. What if this was god's way of trying to redirect me back to him - and i was like i was just so mind - blown i was like god - works in mysterious ways. I was like what, if the wi-fi was just for me to not use working and being busy as an excuse, because now i had all the time in the world um it was holiday, school with clothes and everything. So now i have so much free time on my hands. So what is your excuse right now, so i feel like that is what god was trying to teach me or like show me in terms of my wi-fi. It might sound silly or whatever, but it was just. It was just crazy. You know, and after that i was so so grateful with my wi-fi yo guys. One thing i'll never take for granted is unlimited, wi-fi right now, i'm grateful. I am so grateful for my wi-fi but yeah so now, at least ever since that whole situation um i've just been better emotionally, spiritually um. I remembered who i was. I remembered who i was and that i'm not superwoman, and i can't do this life thing on my own. I need god and i need guidance um, but aside from all the hardships and stuff that i've just been going through in my life, i wouldn't necessarily call them hardships. It'S just challenges, okay, challenges, baby, i'm so so grateful for my life. I'M grateful for everything that i have i'm grateful for the growth like we have come a long way like sometimes i just sit alone, and i just think back to the 2019 first year me living at the place that i used to stay when i started my Channel but yeah, looking back at that girl, i was so young. Financially things were not grand in my life and also like growing up financially, i didn't have things like the easiest. Um growing up was not the easiest and everything so right now, looking back to that, little girl and my life, i'm just so so grateful to god that this is actually my life, that this is me, and this is a reality and that little girl who would Have thought i i would never like i'm so happy with what i'm doing and i'm so grateful that i get to do what i love most and just looking back to how much my life has changed. The things that i'm able to do for myself and for my family, my friends, just everyone and i'm just so grateful that i've literally just seen god working on me and my life, and maybe he is showing off okay and i'm so so grateful and definitely making That little girl proud because wow like it just always amazes me every single time. When i look back where i come from one day, i will write a book or i will tell you guys about how i grew up. Okay, it wasn't the easiest. I had a little bit of a rocky childhood um yeah, but looking back at that and where i am right now, i am so so grateful i thank god every single day for my life and the blessings that he's just been showering over my life. So i'm back, i have cut the lace and everything and she's looking pretty good um, so yeah. Now i'm just using my hot comb to lay this hair backwards. I don't usually do a style like this, but i just thought. Let me just try something different. I always have like the hair potted in my face and everything so i was just like: let's just try something different um, so yeah guys. This is me i am done installing this hair. I love how natural the frontal is. Looking lace non-existent. We love that. You know you always have to have people thinking and asking themselves like. Is that her real hair and this hair literally gives that okay uh? Please don't forget to check the description box for all the details and information regarding this hair and thank you so much once again to modern show for sending me this beautiful hair baby. Thank you so much to them and thank you so much for watching this video. Please do let me know if you guys do want to see more videos like this. I will definitely give the people what they want. Okay, so i hope you guys enjoyed this video and thank you so much for watching, and i will see you in my next video bye