Chit-Chat Grwm : Life Update + Dating Myself + Setting Standards & More | Chrissyb Styles

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Like i'm sorry, if i can't tilt my own heart to to be what's going on, babies welcome back to my channel. If y'all don't know me, my name is chrissy hello and welcome. So, as you guys can see, we are doing a little chit chat, get ready with me. The makeup is superb heavy. If i could say so, myself um the chit chat was top tier okay, so you're gon na go ahead and watch this video all the way to the end, and i will be styling myself and getting ready at the end, showing all my fragrance accessories and more So you guys, i really hope that you enjoyed this video y'all have been on me, so support this video run it up give it a like comment share and make sure that you are subscribed to the fam. I love you guys so much and let's jump right into the video okay girl. So let's get into it. The time has come. Y'All y'all have been asking for me to do a get ready with me forever and i've done it before. But like not like this, because you know we're gon na have a little girl talk. We'Re gon na have a little chit chat. You already know so, first and foremost, i'm not a makeup artist. Okay, get out of your head um! If i forget to call out any products or anything, i would have everything listed down below somehow i just you know, contour everything up on my face and it just works out. So i hope you all enjoy my little makeup. Routine chit chat, get ready with me. So i've already done my skincare, you guys first things. First, i like to go in with my primer and my primer is the milk makeup hydra grip primer. I'Ve been using this for a while, like sometimes i go back and forth between the elf putty primer? Is a really good dupe for the tatcha primer um? So i go back in between those two, but i love this milk. I don't have a bump in my oh, my god, i go um always back to this milk makeup primer, because it's so tacky and it's so sticky when it dries down - and it's really good for makeup like to keep makeup on all day, especially because it's hot. It'S just real hot okay, so next for a foundation y'all i have been using charlotte tilbury. This is the airbrush flawless foundation, i'm in the shade 12.5 neutral. I tend to run like a little bit more on the neutral to yellow side. So i'll just get like a neutral because it just looks better on my skin. Anything with a red in it makes me look. It'S just off. Child makes me look a little darker, so in this video we go, let's get let's get to it, so um, as you can see like it, is titled like date night get ready with me to chat. All of that - and i am going to date, but i am going on a date with i'm going on a little solo day and you guys i live for a solo day, i'm just using my blending beauty blender to blend all this out. Y'All and don't talk about my beauty, blender, it is time for a new one, because i use this one so much. I apply makeup pretty much every day for work but um. I am taking myself out on a little solo date today, because i've done it like once or twice before, and i've always had the best time and i feel like recently, life has been lifeing and life has been handed me out. A couple of doozies recently like i've, just been a lot more busier with work and content, creating which is amazing, like those are the things i pray for, but also i got in this little fender bender. Well, i was already like not feeling my best and you know just changing some things that are going on with my body, and i was just like you know what okay, okay, like god, i get it. I get it like. You know i i always say like lord, i feel like i'm a pretty humble girl like i don't need to be tested, but i i do we all at some points me are faith tested. You know what i mean but um. I just need like a night of self-care y'all know i love to spend time with myself and i thought because i'm not dating anyone specifically right now, i'm gon na date, myself, like i'm literally, going to take out the time to date myself because one thing about It a man can spend money on me and i love that, but i can also spend money on myself. That'S why i don't settle and i require a lot from a man and you know step up and do what you got to do, because whatever i'm asking for you understand that, that's something that i can provide for myself. So yeah that one thing about me. I feel like one thing about me: i'ma always let a man be a man, because i love a big, strong, manly man until that time, where i marry and someone steps up to fill that role like i can do for me, and i'm gon na spend time On me and i'm gon na buy myself flowers and i'm gon na you know i'm gon na treat me right but um yes, so i'm taking myself out and you guys honestly, i'm in a really good place in my life. You guys i'm going to put my concealer with this born this way, multi-use sculpting concealer in the shade butterscotch from too faced um, but i feel like i'm in a really good place in my life like. I know that i'm so open with you guys about my dating life and just what's going on and where i'm at and what i want. But i feel like i i'm just at a really good place and i was having this conversation um with key and sienna, and i was telling them like you know. I feel, like me of a year ago, was like i need to be a relationship. I need this this and that - and i definitely was because i was talking to odoo a year ago, but anyways - that's the story for a time. But i felt like i needed to have this accomplished and i needed to have this done by this time, because you know other people are getting into relationships. Other people are taking the next steps, whether they're having babies or they're, getting married, and i just felt that pressure, but i feel like, as of recently um and just trying to grow - and you know living on my own and you know becoming more successful in my Career - and you know just really going through that last situation that i went through, if you guys don't know what i'm talking about i'll leave the link for the video, so you can watch it but uh. I just. I just feel all my senior job but having gone through that last situation that i went through um. It taught me a lot and i had to sit back and i had to reassess um and make lists of what i really want in man. And i realize that i'm not willing to compromise like i'm willing to compromise on small things like, but the big things i'm not willing to compromise on and i've also like i'm gon na i'm gon na be honest with you guys, i'm a realist and i'm just Um putting on my contour before i blend out my concealer. This is the elf putty bronzer in this shade. Oh my god, you guys, let's say this shade sunkissed. Sometimes i use this um when i want like a deeper more like. Oh, i got hair in my face a deeper more like contoured look um, but sometimes i use the shade like right above there and i'll list that down below as well, but um, i'm like a realist and i'm always evaluating myself. Okay, i'm always evaluating my attitude. I'M always evaluating my routines, i'm always evaluating my work ethic, i'm always evaluating my spending habits, i'm always evaluating how i handle diversity, how i handle situations where i didn't get my way where how i'm handling just like certain things that god throws at me and as Of right now, i feel like there are things that i need to work on for myself and i need to work on them alone and i feel like when you get to that realization. When you know yourself - and you know that who i am right now is not suitable for the type of man that i want, like that's big and i feel like in me realizing that, and i feel, like i've realized that very recently, it has nothing to wait. Has nothing to do with size for all them podcasts both out there that, like to you know it has everything to do with where i am mentally, where i am, and just like different areas of my life, like you know like i'll, give you an example like I freak out in certain situations like when things don't go. My way i tend to like freak out like because i'll be honest with y'all, i'm not necessarily used to things not really going my way and that's the youngest child syndrome. I always say that that's my family's fault, that's my parents fall i'm going in with my brow gel right now, while i let all this sit, because my brow gel is going to take a minute for it to dry. So this is the nyx um. The brow glue - and i love this stuff, like especially with the laminated look and you can just like shape your brows um. But when i tell y'all, i have a hard time when things do not go my way and i freak out - and i can have my attitude and i you know like and just in little situations i can be frantic. I can be in a tizzy y'all. Hear me use that word all the time and like i realized that as a wife and more even more so i think as a mother like i can't do things like that, because every day it's going to be something like there might be things that, like my Husband doesn't agree with or like doesn't, you know, may not want to spend our finances in that way where he may not want to do something or if something happens with our children like a uh, you know just something like an emergency or to something like. I can't act like that, like i can't be uh frantic like that, i can't hold a grudge. I can't have the attitude, i can't you know, and so those are just little things that i feel like. I have to work on for myself or like even just like my laziness. Sometimes i can be really lazy. Like don't be wrong. Your girl's, a go-getter, but sometimes i can be lazy, and sometimes i can be very just like you know, uh. My spending habits can be, you know a little. Sometimes my spending habits can be. I could be a little free with money, but other times i'm very responsible within i feel like those are things that i kind of like want to get together want to get together. Myself or even just like prioritizing cooking and things like that, you know those are little things. I'M working on myself that i feel like. I would like to have a bit together before that person comes into my life and, i always say a prayer in the morning. I pray for exactly the man i want like. You can't expect to get him if you're not praying for him, but i also pray like lord. You also know what i need like also send me what i won't it's what i mean but um. I also am always praying that the lord will um. You know also make me into the woman for the man that he has for me. You know um that we're both actively growing, even though i may not know who he is, i might know who he is. I might know him in this moment, but don't know what's going on in his life, that he is both growing us and shaping us into the life uh and to the mate that we need to be for each other. You know so that's kind of where i am with it, and until that comes i'm chilling and i'm enjoying my own company like there was like a time like a month ago. You guys i swear. I wouldn't just do my concealer, but there was like a time like a month ago where i was crying like. Oh my god, i want children. I was looking at my nieces and my nephews, and you know like oh, i want children, and my sister and my brother-in-law were like listen enjoy your singleness. Why you got it? You know what i mean, because as soon as you don't and as soon as all these things come into your life, you can't do the same things that you used to like when you're a mother. You can't hop up and go to mexico with your girls like you. Can you got? You know if you plan and things like that, but like the way in the spontaneity, sometimes that we do things or you can't just come home and chill out on the couch for the rest of the night and binge watch, love island. And you know whatever the case may be: you have priorities, you have your husband, you have um your children like things change drastically when you make those big steps in your life and they were like enjoy this season. Enjoy this time, take full advantage of it. Travel go out to eat, go, do whatever you want to do, do nothing like, but take advantage of it, and i really heard those words one thing about me: is i'm gon na listen to wisdom? Okay, so i feel like i really heard those words and that really like sunk in so i'm gon na start um. I blended out my contour, you guys so i'm just gon na start going in and blending out my concealer but um. I heard those words and they really stuck with me. So that's what i've been doing and i've just been working on soap. I'Ve been cooking more, you know um, and it's not that i don't know how to cook because don't get twisted. If i want a one. Okay, she should have her own restaurant, but i just don't because it's just me - and sometimes i get wrapped up with work and i just yeah um, but it's crazy, because i realized that the lack of me cooking for myself and feeding myself properly is a lack Of self-care and um a a kind of an act of like self neglect, and i realized that i have not been neglecting self and you know that's something i no longer want to do so. I'Ve been cooking for myself, starting slow with like a couple of days a week, you know and just trying to grow and be the woman that i'm supposed to be, and i always tell people like. I was um talking to my friends about this. They were like you know what i love where you're at right now and i was like you know me too, because i know that when the time comes and when that man comes he's going to be what i'm on he's going to be ready and it's going To move fast, but i already know it's going to move fast, because what about me y'all, i date to marry like i date for marriage. I'M not! I forgot to do my nose, contour um, i'm not just dating for the fun of it. I was doing that at 18., like your girl is getting ready to be 27, like i'm dating with the intent to marry. So that's why y'all see me like kind of kind of get rid of people so fast or like when i'm showing y'all my little daily profile like him stuff. While i act on people so fast, because i know exactly what i want um and i know when someone is not it, you know what i mean like. I i'm very um intuitive and i always pray to god for wisdom and i feel like in those moments where something is in sin with me and i'm having conversations with you and i'm talking with you and it's just like. Ah, this ain't right, like i'm real, quick to like cut it off now at this point in my life, because there was a time in my early 20s, where i was sitting in relationships prolonged that i knew this wasn't going to my husband like or didn't need To be - or i knew, this wasn't going to be it, but i'm sitting this because i'm comfortable or i'm sitting in this because he's not mine or i'm sitting this because, like whatever attachment i have to this person - and now i just easily like to the left Left like it's not, this is not going to work, so i i really like i feel like when i know i'll know and when it happens, it's gon na move fast, because i date with the intention of marriage, like i feel like when the one comes, and We both are like okay bet like at that point. What'S stopping us, like you got like a year to pros bro you got about a year to propose, and you know i i feel like when you're dating someone, and you know that you're both dating to marry - and you know that you want to like that person - Is the one you're sitting in front of your person, like conversation, should be had about timelines? Like i i'm big on that, i'm so big on that conversation should we have when it comes to timelines, because you'll be sitting in a relationship for 12 years as a girlfriend, and that's like insane. You know unless you're like high school, sweetheart um, but conversations about timeline should be had, i feel like, and you guys should be on one accord about that timeline and i feel like once. The engagement is done because you guys know i live a celibate life. So once that engagement is there we're getting married like give me six to nine months somewhere this wedding, because the wedding's gon na be epic. You already know y'all know me, but like six to nine months, because i you know what i mean, but that's just like. That'S some real teeth. That'S just realistic um, you know uh, so i just feel like when i am like find that person i'm dating you like yeah, we're gon na have a conversation about timelines as far as like proposing - and you know like, let it be a surprise and romantic all That but just know like within this one year, like that's your timeline and if you don't keep up your end of the bargain, then, like you know, that's another conversation that needs to be had and i feel like sometimes as women. Those aren't conversations that we feel like we need to have or that we shy from having just so. We can keep this person or have this man, but honestly you guys and i'm 26, and i feel like this - is this just from, like i guess, having older sisters and conversations that i have with my parents like. I realized that if i can't have this conversation with you about a timeline and you first of all, i thought you should be bringing it up to me, but if we can't have this conversation - and you feel some type of way about that - then you're - probably not It because the type of man i want, as my husband is a leader, he's a man with the plan, he's a man that doesn't even isn't even out trying to date without a plan that he already knows what he wants and what his plan, of course, of Action once he finds it is like that's the type of man that i want today i said i want the type of man. That'S not gon na keep me waiting like that's, not gon na prolong this, because he ain't trying to prolong this. I want a man. That'S ready, i want a man, that's ready, but y'all i'm getting ready to set my concealer with this. Oh, this is a black radius, loose um setting powder and it kind of has a yellow tint like it's in a banana tank. You guys i love this. I get this off of amazon and i just really like how it makes my concealer look and it's long lasting um. If you don't want this, i also love the fenty banana setting powder and, of course, laura mercier honey if she's always a good one. I'Ve heard that huda is really good too. So if y'all have tried huda, let me know, because i have a sephora trip coming like tomorrow, so i actually might go today, but let me know how y'all like it because um i want to try it. I'M always down to try something new, but yeah, like the type of guy that i feel like i am going to be with um he's a man with a plan like he. He he's already gon na know like what's good he's already once he you know, we have a couple of dates and start talking and he's like. Oh christine's, the one like i feel, like he's gon na break up the conversation, and you know that that is going to be what is going to be, and you know that looks different for everybody, of course, depending on what you want. But that's just what i love and i want to be swept off my feet. I want a man's man. Okay, i'm the man that is gon na put a ring on it, like i'm ready for all of it and y'all gon na be like, oh, my god, christine your life changed so drastically so fast and that's another reason why i'm kind of focused on myself y'all, Like i'm also kind of focused on myself, because you know i don't know if it's a scorpio thing, but me and change, don't really like meet hand-to-hand like i have a hard time when it comes to change. Like change is hard for me, sometimes um, and it sometimes it makes me anxious - and i can just see like that - change um coming in and making me a little bit anxious, but that's also why i need a man that is very reassuring and is very patient. Um with me, but i don't want to necessarily have those issues um. You know when i meet him like and that's something that i want to work on myself and just learning how to handle a bit better, um. So yeah, i don't know like. I try to grow, i'm trying to grow and just like i don't know, and just be a better person like i'm trying to elevate in my career as an influencer or just become a better influencer. I look freaking crazy right now, but um just become better at my job, a better influencer and you know just working on my work ethic. You guys, like a lot of you, guys, asked me how i got into this and how, like you know, i've been able to grow and just grow this uh this channel, and you know all my social media platforms and y'all. I'M telling you right now it i don't even like when y'all ask me that i always feel like dang like i don't. Even i'm not gon na say i don't know, i know it took hard work. It took prayers. It took understanding what my purpose was and um figuring out. How, like my the best way, you know to execute that, but it also, i feel like it's hard for me to answer that question, sometimes because i don't even feel like i am where i should be. You guys about to do my brow. I use this nyx brow pencil. This is the micro brow pencil in the shade black, because normally my hair is black. My hair is not black today, so we're going to see how this comes out, but um. Also, this pencil is definitely at its end and i don't know how i didn't realize that so i'll get a pencil today. But i really start just by like outlining my brows and then i'm just gon na fill in. I think i have a tutorial on this somewhere on this channel, but um. You know i feel like i'm not even halfway of where i need to be y'all and in no way shape or form like i, i appreciate everyone. You know that looks up to me. You guys message me and tell me, like you know how i've affected you in your life, and i get so many messages and, like i try to reply to everyone but like understand like, if i don't give back to you, that's no shade it's just like. Sometimes i'm so overwhelmed you ever you've been just like so overwhelmed um with love that, like it's hard to like respond, because i'm just so overwhelmed but like understand that i see it all and y'all literally, are what keep me going, and i do this for you Guys because i remember times in my life, where i just felt so low, like i had literally last night, i was on the phone with my friends all day and my friend keith said. I love that about you. Chrissy you're, just always singing you're, always happy you're. Just always laughing you're, always finding you know the joy in something a lot of you guys say that about my content like i'm always, you know it's always a breath of fresh air, because there have really been points in my life that were dark. You know what i mean like: i had a really great childhood. I grew up like two parent home and you know like upper middle class like upper middle class. Neighborhood, like you know, like cosby, show type, you know, and you know it just. I just had a really good upbringing like very involved parents, but i feel like things in my life, like things, i would say, like little inconveniences, but actually things that taught me great lessons happened in my life. That really made me just like value life and see life for what it was and the biggest one really is. My car accident, like that, made me value life you guys just like in a different way like i see life in such a different way, and i was so depressed after my car accident, because i was 20 years old and i'm like. Oh, my god, like i, have all these things i want to do i'm trying to be out in the streets. I have my little boyfriend like girl doing the most and that accident happened and i was so depressed and when i came out of it like alive and and well and recovering, i just i don't want to be in a place of like sorrow for too long. Like there are times where i am like depressed and i'm anxious, but i just try to find like the joy out of life, you know one of my favorite songs and i don't need to get some mental fat sentimental in this video. But you know we gon na talk like i always talk to y'all, but like one of my favorite songs is his eyes on the sparrow and it's like i sing because i'm happy like you know, i sing because i'm happy i sing because i'm free, like i Sing because i'm happy and singing makes me happy, and you know i i want to give others joy, i don't want you guys to like yes, i'm so open and candid with y'all in all of my videos about how i'm feeling what i'm going through, but for The most part i want to bring you guys, joy and if you ever see me not posting it's because i don't feel it and if i don't feel it, i don't want to translate that energy over to you guys. I'M really big on energy, and you know i always feel like there is a place to find joy out of life and to laugh like get on tick-tock. Have a laugh watch me have a laugh like i look at my nieces and my nephews and like that brings me joy being around my parents, and you know my siblings and my family and my friends like going out having a dream taking myself out. Like those things like bring me joy, and i always just love to be lighthearted like i never like to be like in the sunken place for too long, you know, and i feel like honestly, being authentically myself and being just as real as i can't be, and Not hiding things from you guys like, of course, there are certain things, i'm not going to tell you all like i'm not going to tell every little thing like every little thing doesn't need to be on social media, but because i am so open and vulnerable with You guys, i feel like it, gives you guys the space to be open and vulnerable with me and to like let go of things that you might be holding to whether it's insecurity, whether it's you know that toxic man, whether it's finding self-love and finding um you Know the joy out of life or, if i'm just like refreshing in your day, like i feel like this channel like we're, really a community, it's really a family, and this is really like just the open place for you guys to be and get to know me And i get to know a lot of y'all see a lot of the same girls in the comments and that just warms my heart and it's like you guys, you love me you're, like i was always so surprised, like people really took to me, because i think I was always so worried like when i was younger and people liked me and now i'm like you're, either gon na. Take me for what i am or you not gon na. Are you gon na go to the legs like you either like me or you? Don'T you're either with me or against me, you guys are about to go in and just add like a little color on my eyelids um, with a bronzer from this morphe palette. This is the highlight contour and bronze palette and the shade that i'm using is so. I broke this palette, so i can barely see it fabulous. Of course, i'm using the shave. I believe this because yeah but uh like i'm, like dad y'all like me, but like when it comes to people that come on my channel, leave hate and you don't like me. It'S like. Okay, like i feel like you're, a special kind of person to not like me, but i realize, like everybody's gon na, like you, you know what i mean like everyone is not gon na, be your fan and that's. Okay and a lot of y'all have to release yourself from the shackles of wanting to be liked, like i had to do it personally like i have to really release myself from the shackles of caring about what other people think about me and i'm not gon na Hold you i still fumble with it. Sometimes i still have a hard time with it, but when you're in this industry and when you're a thick curvy voluptuous, whatever girl or you're, a woman of color or you're tall or you're short or you have stretch marks or you whatever you are like or you're A woman in the corporate world or you're a mom or you're, a white like you're gon na, have to let go of wanting to be liked that need to be liked or worrying about what other people think about you, because you will be a slave to that. Your entire life, like that, will literally hold you captive your entire life, and when i tell y'all baby, i was doing things to be liked that will send you down a deep and miserable whole. I could care less if you want to be. My friend then be my friend boo and we're going to spend time together and i'm going to put just as much into you as you put it into me like if you don't, okay and next like just for like men like if you want to date, me Date me apply pressure, do what you got ta do if you don't okay and next like that's, why it i'm not gon na hold you i'm not gon na, say it doesn't like when all these like tick, tuckers and whatever and your podcasters come out, and they Talk about you know, plus-sized women. They don't want them to do that, like i do be mad i'll, be mad because of the rhetoric, but not because you don't want me like okay, you're lost next, like i'm telling y'all. You have to be so secure with yourself. These days to make it like, you cannot be out here anymore, like and i'm not i'm not saying that as a judgment, i'm saying that as your little sis, your big sis, your niece, your girl, your bestie, like y'all, cannot be out here being insecure in 202, Like that's something that, if you're still, you know feeling insecure or lacking that self love you're gon na have to work on that, like you're gon na have to push other things to the back and you're gon na have to work on it. Whether you need to spend less time with your friends less time around people that make you feel insecure, you need to switch jobs like whatever you need to do like it's. What you need to do like you, have to work on that confidence, because y'all cannot keep allowing people to make. You feel like you're, not that girl, when you're, that girl y'all cannot keep allowing people to hold you back from being your best self and from uh. You know think the things that you want to do a lot of y'all are have not started a channel because you're worried about what other people are going to say about. You you're worried about what other people don't think about doing youtube or doing tic toc or doing and making instagram worlds like you're worried about what other people are thinking about you vlogging in public, i could care less like. Sometimes it is awkward, but people will be looking at me and i'll be like yes, i got nothing to do with you chill out ain't, nobody filming you! Anybody worried about. You, like i'ma, keep going and doing what i have to do, because at the end of the day, i have to pay my bills and you're not gon na pay. My bills - and you know like worry about what you have to do and stop allowing other people to hold you back from what you want to do. I still get people to this day. I kid you not you guys. It'S none of my like family because my family knows was t like my parents were so supportive of my influencer career. To be honest, i couldn't have done this without them because they definitely supported me and provided for me. While i was getting this up and running um but um, i i um, i still get people to this day. You know whether just family, friends or people i go to churches or whatever, like are still asking me. What i do and i'm like how many times do i have to explain this to you one and it kind of makes me feel like you, don't take what i do seriously and just never get it twisted like. I have credentials as well. I would just go for apparel design and merchandising so when it comes to this fashion, stuff and merchandising and consumer marketing, and all of that um your girl, i know what i'm talking about so whether influencing continues to work out or not. I have a degree to fall back on. Okay, one thing about me: don't ever get twisted, but um girl. I cannot find my bronzer blush like, but you know. I also understand that not everyone understands influencing and i feel like not everyone takes it seriously. So people's doubts or what people think about what i do is never going to stop me from doing what i do and i'm going to stand up for myself and i'm going to stand up for my craft and for what i do to the day like idi. Because, at the end of the day, this makes me so much happier than i think any office, job or nine to five would ever make me happy. You guys, i'm going in with this morphe bronzer in the shade big shot, just to add a little warmth. Up back to my face um, but this makes me so happy and i have never been more confident in my life or more sure about anything in my life and i feel like if i would have let what people said about me on the internet or people's Doubts or naysayers, or even my own doubts y'all. Sometimes i have my own worst enemies. Now, that's a that's a word. Sometimes we are literally our own worst enemies and if i had allowed myself to doubt myself and hold myself back, i would not be here. Okay. I had to let go of people in my life that were going to hold me back from this. I have to let go of a whole friend like literally because i felt like you know she wasn't elevating and doing what she needs to do in her own career, and i felt, like my mom, always told me: okay, one thing, my parents, they always said birds Of a feather flock together, and i felt like being friends with her - was making me less motivated and i understand everyone's dealt a different card and everyone's you know, but i felt like in order for me to be successful, and there were other reasons as to why The friendship deteriorated as well, but in order for me to be successful, i have to be around people that are like-minded. You know, and i also felt like she would throw like little digs at me or like not really celebrate my accomplishments when it came to what i was accomplishing in my career at that moment, but like in order for me to be successful. I need to be around other like-minded successful women, which is why i'm so grateful for you know my friend group right now and for my best friend and like you know, for these people that god has brought into my life because birds of a feather really [ __ ] together, like one thing i mean my friends, we love to go out. We love to drink. We love to talk to the phone. We, let's do all that, but one thing about us we're gon na, be to be on each other to accomplish goals. Get this money and to get this work done? Okay, so next i'm trying to do next. Okay! Next, i'm just going to set my face with my setting spray. You guys notice, i don't use setting spray. While i'm doing my makeup, i just find that it lays better if i do the spray afterwards, so i'm using the morphe continuous segments, it's my favorite setting this either this or urban decay all-nighter. But i love this one because i just love how it sprays out. So i'm using this, i'm just going to generously honey spray this all over and then i like to like let it dry down a bit, but while it's still a little wet, i like to go in with this elf perfect finish: hd powder um and it's like A white powder literally a white powder um and i dropped it and broke it. So that's why i'm not gon na put it up, but it really just gives your under eyes like a nice smooth and like hd, like you know, just very smooth like a look to it. But i don't know if y'all noticed um, but i don't know if y'all noticed, like my makeup routine, my products are a mix of like stuff. You can buy at target at ulta and like luxury products. So don't ever feel like you have to break the bank when it comes to you know, having the perfect makeup routine, like elf, has some really good products, but you guys my base is done. Okay, perfection, hopefully because i could see it here, but i don't know what it's looking like on the camera and the lights over there. I don't have a monitor over here right now, but um. It'S perfection i kind of just like to go back over with my beauty sponge and make sure everything is blended in very well. I feel like the color of this hair, like makes me look a little bit more like i don't know it's just like brings out the brown in my skin. You know, but um i do just go in with a little bit of mascara. Before i put on my lashes, mascara, real quick and then i'm going to put on my lashes, i do get my lashes from amazon um. For the sake of time, i'm going to put all my lashes off camera and then um we're going to get dressed honey. It'S going to move into the fashion accessories, okay, [, __, ], so lashes are on. I also added um mascara to my bottom lashes. To bring the whole thing together, took my headband off my hair off the pins. I was like whoa. My legs would be laying right, but i think it looks okay, i'm not used to this color on me. So as i keep looking at myself and i've like been staring at it for days, but let me go, let me know what y'all think about the brown. Okay, my hair was already curled um, because i used that curler band thing that you wrap your hair around at night. You can find it on my amazon storefront, but um yeah. So it's already been curled. I don't know if i'm going to flip it to the side or add some more curls and i feel like i need some more curls on this side, but we'll see in a minute, but i'm about to do my lips. Now a lot of y'all have been requesting me to do my lips. However, i wanted to try something kind of new today i will still list the same lip gloss that you guys normally see me in since you guys have been wanting that, but for um lip liner, it's always the same, so i use this nyx uh. So i use this nyx lip pencil in the shade espresso and i like to go in and just kind of like over line a bit. So i kind of go in and just kind of follow the outline of my lips. So i'm just going through and outlining my lips, but yeah yeah. I'Ll, be honest. I don't remember what i was talking about. I think i was talking about like having good friends in your life. I thought it's definitely picking it up a little bit um, but having the friends in your life are so important. Just a group of baddies like me, my friends, are just so cool about these. You guys it's so it's imperative and it's time your life to have your girl gang. You know and i'm just going to go through and outline the bottom of my lip. Okay and i do do those like lines, i'm talking about them. I don't know exactly what i do them for, but i have seen someone else: that's a lip whose lipcomb i love that they did it. So i did it too and i feel like maybe it makes the lip like a little bit more juicy. Okay. So i'm doing this brown pencil and then i like to if i can find the top what would be happening to stuff y'all. This is another thing like i'm: a hot mess. Never sometimes i'm really a hot mess like sometimes i really have together, but sometimes like girl like never think, never think i just have it all. Together. Okay, i found it nevermind um, and then i like to go back and follow up with the nyx um lip pencil in toast i just kind of go and just like with this color, it's a little bit of a lighter brown. This is actually a dupe for matte cork and i like to go in and just shade in the lips a little bit, so you don't kind of like shading and just kind of blend out that darker brown that i did around my lips. You guys my lips are a little chapped, like i don't know what's going on, and i really should have um had on a lip chat this entire time but, like i said, be a hot mess. Sometimes so i got this massive pr package from fashion nova beauty and i want to try one of their lipsticks, so i haven't worn a lipstick in forever. You guys so i have one in pleasure and heaven so they just launched nova beauty like the most gorgeous packaging, heavy luxurious they're like magnets, they're, so freaking cute um. I have swatched some of these and they feel amazing. So i'm going to see which one i want to do they're both kind of like nudish, blushy pink. I know i'm not going to do this one, this one's like a little bit more rosy. This one was pleasure. I don't know if you guys can see that on my hand, but that's like not my vibe um and this one is heaven: okay, i'm going to do heaven and it's a little bit more, my vibe, so i'm just going to do like a little bit like. I said i haven't done lipstick, it's so long. Who am i, who am? I am i growing up? You guys stop. I love this like okay, i'm just gon na pat it on kind of this is so good. That'S comfortable do are y'all, seeing what i'm saying like this look as far on camera as a looking person. This is good. I don't want to put a lip gloss on top of it. I feel like it is, but i'm gon na put a lip gloss on top of it, because i did. I am going to use this lip gloss shade right here, and this is the shade. No cap, nova beauty, wow just gon na lightly tap. So i can make sure i like it. Oh, this is cute. This is this is sexy. This is hot. Like oh one thing about me, i'm gon na get these lips together. Okay, that's one of my best features. I feel like you guys stop there. This looks so good and i'm just kind of like padding, because i don't want anything to move and like i just want everything to look really good. This looks good. Like i'm. Sorry, if i can't tilt my own heart to to be big, i feel like i did my makeup so well for doing it on camera, like normally it don't be coming out this good on camera. Could i be like freaking out but live to two bb? Oh she's, fine she's that she's beautiful she's anyways you guys. Okay, stop me! Okay, i'm obsessed with this look. Okay, i do hairs growing on me, i'm obsessed with the lips so now that we've got all that together, i'm feeling 10 times 10 times. I feel myself. 10 times more than i was prior and i'm ready to get dressed, so let's get dressed alright. So now it's time for the fit. I wanted to just kind of like toss, my hair over, because i don't know i just like this look. I feel like it's really sexy and sultry and me so for this look. I wanted to keep this like super neutral, very ten, because i want my hair to kind of be like the star of the show and like now i'm secure about the hair y'all. I'M obsessed with it, but i have one this off, shoulder top that i recently got from pretty little thing: it's really cute very feminine. I love the sleeves like the way, the sleeves kind of like gather right here and then go out like a little. It'S not a ruffle, i don't know what it is, but it's really cute the pants. Are these cargo they're kind of like slacks, almost um but they're, just really nice pants, also from pretty little things. They have pockets on the side, pockets on the front and they are pretty long and then y'all for jewelry. I just wanted to keep it simple. I have on this simple little initial chain. This is from amazon. I have on literally one ring, which is not like me. This is from amazon as well with the most special piece of jewelry that i'm wearing today is my jbw watch y'all. Let me show you her: okay, she's new to the film, so the star of the show my watch from jbw. You guys. I can't wait to see her so babes. I had to come on and show you my girl up close okay. So this is my jbw crystal 28: it has 12 genuine diamonds and 303 swarovski crystals, so it was definitely going to shine and bling on your wrist. Okay, it's a really nice investment piece. It'S also a conversation starter you're, going to get so many compliments on it and look luxurious and expensive honey. This is definitely one of those watches that you get for yourself as an investment as like a form of self-care and just buy yourself, something very luxury. Something nice is going to last you for a very long time. You guys, i'm so obsessed with this timepiece and normally i'm not a timepiece girl, but when it came to this i was like yes, it comes in this gorgeous watch storage box that you can keep your watching. You can have it on display. You can keep it really safe in this box, so you guys, of course i have a coat for y'all. This is chrissy jbw, so you can get money off of your first jbw watch. I will have all the info to my watch and where you can get it down below in the description and y'all i swear like since i started wearing my watch like it has been grown woman and it also came with this matching bracelet, and sometimes i just Wear the bracelet, when i don't want to wear my watch, it's like a tooth one. So ever since i've been wearing my watch, you guys it's just been like grown one like you know what i mean: i've just felt like cell luxury, just so much more expensive. I just feel like grown and sexy with my watch one like a little bit of arm candy, it's timeless. You can wear this literally forever. It'S classic she's gorgeous. It goes with my outfit and i'm pretty much ready to go. You guys make sure y'all get your jbw washes down below. You know. This is that watch for those girls. I got ice on my wrist, but you guys i'm getting ready to leave um last, i'm just going to spray my little fragrance, i'm going to do irresistible by giving sheep. This is my favorite fragrance recently you guys, like. Ah it literally lives up to the name. Like it is irresistible trust me trust me: okay, people, we smell this and i'd be like. Oh you smell, so cool, do you have oh baby, it's irresistible and honestly, i'm just going to carry my little louie nano, because i want this outfit to remain neutral. So my hair is the star of the show, i'm just wearing clear heels that are already in the car somewhere my crocs out, but you guys, i thank you so much for watching my get ready with me do not forget to check out jbw, watches and use My code chrissy jbw for money off of your order, make sure you treat yourself get yourself something luxury, get yourself something that's gon na last, whatever you will probably pass it down to your daughter to whomever it makes for a perfect gift, but you guys i love Y'All so much again, thank you for watching and supporting me now, i'm about to go sip on some champagne and wine dye myself at dinner. Love you guys, you

Chrissyb Styles: Hi babes!!!!! I hope you enjoy this video!!! I love y’all don’t forget to like , comment , subscribe & share!

Caroline Pankey: I love this hair color on you! It’s giving Jessica Rabbit vibes which I love. I totally agree with your sister. Enjoy this single time so you can your married time and mommy time. Loved the video

Jennifer Omozee: Love how my baby gal just keeps growing superbly, why does it feel like I have not seen you as much lately?! Anyways love ya and when you do chitchat grwm videos, we need these more often! Love the topics!

Rylee: Needed to hear this advice! Literally gasped when you were showing the finished look, you looked amazing the hair is giving!!

Mrs. Shirley Hunt: Great vibe! Amazing energy! Continue owning it while walking in it sis! Love you Chrissy❤️

Starroze aka Kawaiicutiebaby: I love this video and it totally resonated within me especially when it came to the relationship portion about being intentional and letting go of ppl. Your making looks so pretty I love the hair, outfit and accessories/jewelry

Chelsey / Not2averageee: Sis, this color in the hair and make up is a LOOK ! I love it ‍♀️

Chenese Henderson: Chrissy I love the whole look and the conversation and yes Queen always make time for you spoil yourself

Danesha George: Love Love Love the Video ❤️ Im a Scorpio as well and girl you are speaking what I'm a going through right now. Learning not to care what other people think or say about me is where I'm at. Thank you for sharing.

Belina B: Thank you niece for being honest, I have some of the same problems & I’m 50 so you’ll be just fine

Barbara O'Neal-Adams: Hi there!!! I have been watching you for awhile!! Love the videos and the fact that you are so transparent, girl its everything for me keep up the good work.. God got you

ExquisiteJewelRikkei: Love this! Thank you for sharing! I always love how you do your makeup It’s the color of the hair that’s giving too!!

Crystal Harvey: Great GRWM and love your beautiful spirit energy, Chrissy!

Jada Fisher: The hair color is givinggg! I 100% am in the same boat as you when it comes to caring for myself. Transitioning to a new job has had me in a tizzy for weeks and you’re really motivating me to refocus on me and make sure I’m prioritizing all the self care. Thanks for another gem for the gworls

IAMASHLEYMONIQUE: Gworl, dating yourself is always the vibes. I make it a point to date myself once or twice a month.

Nicole Vivian TV: Never change your hair color. It is beautiful on you!!

Romika Roberts: Love this video!!!! You looked gorgeous as always❤️❤️❤️

S Wilson: I’m the only girl and was a daddy’s girl so I can relate to the “freaking out “ part. My husband reminds how spoiled I am always ‍♀️.

IAMASHLEYMONIQUE: Wow. Loving this self awareness Chrissy babe.

MysticP: Lovvveee this grwm!!! Defo need more. And yessss it’s a Scorpio thing lol.. we want things so quickly and things to happen so fast yet we’re petrified of change. The two do T go hand in hand lol.. but God don’t make mistakes, the right man will get it.. Also this camera is bringing through all the PRETTTYYY!

Stephanie L: Eikkkkk yes Chrissy you look so pretty and thanks for dropping the gems of wisdom ❤️

Nesha Philippe: I love this hair color on you girlie it really softens you up. You are gorgeous!

Alexa Laroche: Hey bestiiieeeee <3 so happy to have this to watch while I reset for my work week!!!

Angela Ambey: Yes girl looking fabulous n the irresponsible set it all love that fragrance I'm obsessed as well. Hope u had an awesome time enjoy

DEIDRA LATRICE: The fine card never declines. You are STUNNING!!

Danesha George: Your look is GORGEOUS!

Franchesa Henderson: I prefer the tossed-over look than the middle part. Loved everything.

Krysiekbaby: I’ve been single since 2015 and I’m not letting up on the man that I know matches and fits into the husband material I’d prefer. Which is a provider, understanding, MATURE and enjoyable based on my standards. N tryna find these basic things has been a challenge! But I’ve been dating me and growing within myself and I’ve never loved myself more

nichole Banks: This vlog was every thing I really enjoyed

SK Gardner: Le THUMBNAIL!!!! You are stunning! The ginger hair! The face! Allofit!!! I definite that way when I was single. So much so, that I enrolled to get a Master’s degree bc I thought I hadn’t accomplish anything and all my fiends were married/ had kids. I literally had to fast and seek God on why I wasn’t focused the more classes I took. God literally told me at the end of the fast…I didn’t tell you to do that That’s why you’re not focused.

Jasmine Jenkins: You are absolutely gorgeous!

c fils: The hair is EVERYTHINGG!!!!! I love! And you beat that face honey!

Celeste Aaraya: You look beautiful as always I love that hair color on you

jennn26: The hair color looks good on you !

Daisy moira: Ok- that hair color?!??! THAT is your signature girl!!! I would love to see you in different styles but that same hue

TM Curry: Yessss Chrisssssyyyyy! Take care of yourself

Ari Solarin: I don’t usually comment.. but omg, I love this hair color on you.

Zuriii: The beat? The hair? The VIBESSSSSSS?!?! Haven’t even started but YESSSSS

xoxoKev: GIRL! I'm not even 10min into the video and I had to stop and comment because you are SPEAKING! "Who I am rn is not suitable for the type of man that I want"! ma'm just snatch me by my edges cause that was a mf word lol Thank you for your transparency.

Aniska Jones: Beautiful hunn

IAMASHLEYMONIQUE: Right!! I’m enjoying not having kids and a husband right now because when that time comes, I know it’s gonna be overrr‍♀️

Angela Ambey: Hair n makeup slayed n yes the brown hair is working

Robin Mims: Hey that hair color looks good on you

Thee Lazy Natural90: Always look So pretty

Tarah Bruno: This is me right now. I just want God to send me the man I want and need. I’m enjoying my singleness until God says otherwise.

Jeneice Johnson: I missed these videos from you so much!!!

Pumpkin: I love your hair

Marletha Durham: You look beautiful

Jorey Brown: Hey chrssyb you look so beautiful person

🦋Didi Gardenofbeauty🦋: Hello boo. How are you doing? I like the color of your hair.

Dreas Glam Squad: I love your channel what advice would you give to a new YouTuber ❤️

DAMIANA PIZARRO: U look beautiful

Jorey Brown: I like black nails polish on nails and toes

nichole ford: OMG you so nice

chenai johnson: Finished product

BetheBeat: this hair color is cayuuutee!

IAMASHLEYMONIQUE: This hair color!!!!!!

Kaleidoscope Femme Studio: Ok come on!!!

Victoria: Like (check ) Comment ( check) Share ( check) Subscribed (check) Wine (check)

Jkl Poiu: ♥️ ❤️ Alles sehr schön. Aber zuerst zusammen die Nummern 10 und 1. Eine Cucuzz.Online Brünette und eine andere Blondine. Es wäre unfaire, wenn ich 4 wählen würde

Shanelle Whyte: Gorge ‍

Elle Graham: Sounded like a Sponsored video??

S Wilson: I’m 4hrs late

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