Storytime: Apartment Hunting Gone Wrong (Mini Testimony) || Ft Ishow Hair

Greetings giant, it's your girl, bg back with another style and story time. This is a new segment i got on my channel. While i do my hair i'ma just go ahead and do a voiceover me telling you guys a story. The wig we have on today is from ice show hair. This wig is a 26 inch body wave. My two biggest things that i didn't like about this hair was that the lace was kind of thick and the way i had to pluck this thing. I had to pluck it to the gods. It just ain't, make no sense, but overall this week was okay. It did turn out really well you're gon na see the finishing look when we're done with the story. Now, let's go ahead and get straight into it before getting started. I want to give you guys a little backstory as to why something like this even happened to me for those who don't know. Last year i was admitted to the psych ward. I opened myself into a lot of things that were demonic and it really did have a physical, emotional, mental and spiritual effect on me i'll get into depth about that in another video. But around this time i was heavily into tarot card readings. I was heavily on to the zodiacs i was reading. My horoscope like it was the bible y'all. I was really mixing light and dark and it all. While i'm doing this, i had good intentions. You know i didn't have any bad intentions. I didn't have any hopes of you know hurting anybody. Everything i was doing to me in that moment was good, of course, because the source wasn't good because the source was of darkness, because the source was from the devil himself. I was in a season of torment without even knowing, and it was all about my own doing disclaimer, because i really do feel like it's necessary for me to put this out there. All that i'm saying right now is not to condemn anybody. I'M not trying to have anybody feel bad, i'm literally just sharing my experience on what i went through when i dibbled and dabbled into these things and what it brought to me. If it does anything, even if it only reaches with that one person who needs it. That'S enough for me, because that's all i care about, because i wouldn't even wish what i went through on my worst enemy. The spiritual realm is real y'all. It is real. This ain't, nothing to play with okay. Jesus said that i am the way, the truth and the life, and it's true there's no way you can find peace there's no way you can find happiness, there's no way to seek true abundance, if it's not from god and whatever you do find in that moment, That may be satisfying to your flesh, whatever you're doing once it's over you're still going to be in the same reality that she was in before you did it. So i'm just saying that to let you know, jesus brings true peace, and - and this is me just being blood wrong with you. So let me get back into the story for real for real i'ma stop preaching okay, because you know i be on fire for the lord amen but yeah around this time. I was heavy when i say heavy my days, my nights, i wouldn't sleep at night. I would be heavily invested into these tarot card readings like it's nothing. You know i, i would just consume my time with watching this daily okay, and i was also deceived into thinking that i was a star seed and indigo child. I really just had this big superior mindset like i just felt like i was above all people i felt like you know i was i just felt like i was above everybody because of these tarot card videos. So around this time i was actually apartment hunting and my true reason behind me: even trying to look for apartments was just because all of my friends had apartments and i was like man they doing it. Why can't i do it? You know i'm ready to be at my mama's house too, so i started apartment hunting me and steve. We went as far as going way to orlando y'all, like we was willing to go way over there for what i don't know. We got a window. Somehow we were able to manifest this dodge charger when we actually really paid for a nissan, and we went to orlando and when this happened, i kid you not. God had his hand over us that entire time, because every apartment we went to it, was either out of our budget or it just didn't, feel like a place. I wanted to be at nothing felt like home. I didn't feel comfortable. I was just like not. I was just not all the way there when we were apartment hunting in orlando, so me being in the spirit of discouragement, i just felt real bad about myself. I felt like you know i was a failure and then this opportunity of another apartment that was actually in the area that i was already staying in came about and this apartment was a live work unit where you would live on the top of your business. So i had this mentality, i was like oh shoot, you feel me. A girl gon na have a her salon. She gon na live on top of it y'all and honestly. I don't even know why i thought something like that would even happen, because i don't got no clientele. I really don't do hair for real, but my mind was just so set upon me doing big things, because everybody around me doing big things that i'm literally just missing the bigger picture of it, not being my time yet so soon after right after i got back From orlando and the opportunity was introduced to me, i went to this place, i visited it, i loved it, it was so beautiful, it had the wooden floors and silver appliances. I like, oh, this is everything i want. I need this and that's when the devil had me in the chokehold, because he also masquerades himself as the angel light. Although it looks so nice and glamorous, it was beautiful. It was way out of my budget, but because of my ego and my pride and me just wanted to be able to get this done, to show that i could do it too. I was just feeding into well, i got it, i could do it, it ain't. Nothing three thousand a month, that's nothing! I can do it, it's fine and then to make matters worse. Instead of me, listening to my boyfriend telling me you know, i don't think this is what we should do. Instead of me. Listening to my daddy telling me, i don't think this is what you should do, i'm listening to the people who is boosting this energy saying yes, girl, that's what you need to do. You could do it, you could that and none of them are stopping me. God also says bad company ruins good morals. So that's something that i figured out after all. This happened that i just had the wrong people around me, but that's a story for another day so fast forward, i'm eager now now i am on a verge of tears. I'M so ready to move i'm speeding up, i'm trying to rush the realtor to have this happen. I got my home well, i can't call it that i got this girl on the phone telling me this is what you should do. Just call him tell him that that you're on the verge of homelessness, so you can get the apartment quicker this and that, like i'm, trying to speed up the process when all along god is trying to make sure this doesn't happen for me and all while this Is going on i'm still watching my tarot card videos and they're telling me this reader is telling me you're going in the right way. Your spirit guides are so happy for you. You just have to get over this one. Building block and you'll be there and i'm crying like i'm listening to this girl like she's a prophet i'm crying and i'm just like okay, i'm almost there. So that's why i was just forcing it so hard and it just wasn't working. You wonder why? Because god knew better that's why and to be very honest, while this is happening, i'm not at peace, i don't feel content with my decision, but i was like under the impression like this has to happen. This is how it's supposed to happen. It needs to be this way and i signed the contract and i was and i got the apartment, but it was so bad to the point like i had called my old friend up at the time and i was like girl. I found this place. You know you could live on top of your business. I don't know if you found your apartment yet, but you could get it over here. You know come over here because they have another open space. You know because she also had her own business going on, and i was just trying to put her on a game just because she didn't find her apartment and she's like girl. I already got my apartment moving in right now and i'm like what we both got apart. You know we, okay, we doing our thing, what they want: yeah, no okay. That decision must have been the recipe of a destruction for me because all hell broke loose right. After probably in less than a week, maybe in like four days at most, i caught myself walking around the street no shoes. I can finally openly admit that i was possessed and i know i was possessed. It was not me there's things that my people to this day is telling me that i can't even remember me doing so. Yeah i got baker acted. That alone is another story in itself. I found that i'm pregnant all hell just feel like it's breaking loose. My back feel like it's against the wall. I just feel like you know. My life is over, but god was still so so graceful and i say that because i had 200 274 dollars in my account when i was released from the facility, and i only had enough money to pay my cardinal by the grace of god. He allowed the person that i was. I was renting the place from to give me a refund, not a full refund, but majority of my the money i was able to get back and by me being pregnant. It'S just like, thank god that he didn't. Let me find an apartment in orlando, because, if i did, i would have been up there by myself. No help, no, nothing, not knowing what to do. You feel me, and i'm just so happy that i'm here at home, like y'all, this was a story. It could have been so much more longer, but if you guys enjoyed this story i'll be more than happy to share more with you comment down below. If y'all want any extra stories from me, he made it this far into the video. I really appreciate you for being here. I love you so so much and if you're interested in this wig, please check the links in the description down below that will be directly to this wig as well. As i show here. Website is