Chatty Grwm! Halo Hair Extensions + Q/A (How To Get A Girl, Mental Health, Not Fitting In...)

Hey guys, it's going welcome to my channel if you're new and welcome back if you're tuning in again thank you you're the greatest. So today we're going to be doing a shoddy get ready with me new guys, sent me a lot of really great questions over on my Instagram stories and I've had a chat and answered all of those. Whilst doing my makeup and my hair as well, because I put in these new extensions that I got that I'm really vibing with so I'm excited to show you guys well free to see that I guess but yeah. So if you want to get ready with me and just hang out and chat, then keep on watching subscribe if you haven't already and follow me on instagram at go anyways, alright, let's jump into the video ok, so I've just been playing around with these new hair Extensions, I got, I guess I'll show you the box not an ad or anything, but they did send it to me to post my beautiful hair on IG, but it's from luxy hair, which is my favorite brand of hair, like clip in extensions. I'Ve had an old pair before at the clip in dirty blonde ones, which are unreal, but they have this new, a kind called the halo that I've heard a lot about in Finland. I don't understand so I just like didn't like go for it for such a long time, but I heard that a lot of girls that I follow on IG like talking about it and how they really like the halo. So I figured I would give it a try and you guys this was like the easiest hair sentence I ever put in here hold up. Let me jump it down, so we can see how magnificently long they are. I think these are 20 inches and it's the dirty blonde with highlights. That'S a shade that I got so it's a little bit lighter than my last one I'll link it below cuz. I can't remember the exact like word or, however, they spoke about it, but yeah. I feel like it matches really well, look how like majestic and long it is, I feel, like a mermaid, so it literally took me like one second to put it in so I figured. I would just show you guys so that actually really amazed. So it's so it's really easy to take out yeah. Okay, first of all, look at that so easy! I love this so if you've never had clip in extensions normally you have like 10 pieces of their hair. You have to constantly like it's really hard to like fit all the clips on your head, and it's like uncomfortable and painful. This so far feels so light. Oh my, how to not painful at all and also it doesn't take any time at all to put on or off so I'm really into it. So this is all it is. It has like a little clear, like umm elasticated kind of strop there and then it connects and you can basically adjust this sizing depending on head size. So that's the thing I still Connie to work out my exact size, but that's all it is and then there's two clips which I'll just close this for now and yeah. So I'm just gon na first of all, they have these cool fancy tools, because I watched Aleksey hair tutorial, which is really really good. Definitely don't like use me, I'm just trying to get give you guys a very quick rundown in case you're interested in my her, but she basically kind of used this rat tail comb thing to part around this part of your hair and then obviously like putting it Up as well the same way, you would do your regular extensions um and she said it specifically grabbed the nape of your neck, so like they're, almost actually I'm mad, I'm just gon na pop it in a bun. We got stays okay. So what you're supposed to do you can brush out the hair and make sure it's not tangled and everything beforehand. You can even style the hair before, which is why I love extensions, because it allows me to use like a lot a lot more minimal heat on my own hair cuz I'll. Just like straighten the ends of the extensions instead of my own hair and it kind of blends pretty nicely, which is awesome, so all you do is put it on like a halo okay, so I feel like it might need to be a little bit tighter because I think it supposed to be like right there, so I'm just gon na see if I can, it comes with a bunch of different size strings. So here's my stirring that I just took off and watch for what size this is, but hopefully I'll do it. So tell in a sec, and then it comes with a little baggie with a million other sizes to putting on your head. Take it the one I had was small, so I'm gon na try extra small and see if that's just the right size. Okay, so a little bra, strap clasp me thing: I'm just gon na put it through this. It is really really simple. You guys, I'm just not like the greatest at hair and beauty, and all of that so I feel like. If I'm able to do it, then you're definitely able to do it because I kind of suck at all of this stuff. Well, I need to guess, if you don't do any of it, they can compare us and they're, probably a master, but if you are aware just like how talented some of these beauty, gurus and hair gurus like your girl is not anywhere near an expert okay, there. We go that's a little bit smaller, so hopefully that that's perfectly basically our supposed to line a wire up, but like that party, what you made here the same thing at the back. Okay, I feel like I feels pretty good. So then there's just two little clips. You just unclip them intuitive loop, it into your hair, just so that it doesn't fly away in the wind or anything, that's basicly. All the clips are for because somehow the halo like just makes it stay. Oh and then I'm gon na take my hair out of the bun, and this is again where she had like her fancy tools and was doing like combs to get it out. But I feel like I've had mediocre. Success is just using my hairbrush to they. Don'T have that fancy comb she has, but the goal here is okay, and so you basically are just pulling your hair out of the elastic anything that might have gotten caught so that it goes over top. So, like you really can't tell that, there's like a string. It'S actually kind of next level cool. I don't know how they thought of this yeah like so so I'll. Just take it out of the other side too yeah, and there you go hairs in. Isn'T that like genuinely the most amazing thing, it's the easiest way to work. Hair extensions, like I hate, wearing hair extensions for that reason, but this feels so much lighter and less uncomfortable than every other kind. Cuz there's only two clips going into your head and, like I guess, the way the halo just like helps to like hold the hair up genuinely genius, and so the only thing is like there is a tiny little clear strand but genuinely like. You only see that if you're looking for it, you actually can't see it at all. You know what I mean so I'm into it. I think I'm gon na leave my hair straight for the first few photos and then bring my straight nerd like curl. The last couple but yeah well, if that looks a little funny well we'll play around with it, but already I'm really really excited about this, because I won't long hair for pictures, and this just makes it look way. Cuter yeah also just forgot, but it also comes with two other little hair in pieces as well. Would like the standard clips that you can add for like extra volume to the side of your head. I might do that yeah. I do have kind of thick hair. Like the trouble with hair extensions for me is like it's noticeably thinner at the bottom at the top just a little bit but um yeah. I guess I could give that a go. Oh, oh, and I was also saying in the little video that you can get these like volumizer pack, so if you have like even thicker hair, then just these little bits on the side, I'm good enough. I feel like this is good enough for my hair. I feel like I have lunch, is sort of me: do really thick hair. It'S not like crazy. You know, then you can get these extra volumizers like they clip onto the halo as well. So it's the same kind of vibe, just more hair on it, which I thought was kind of smart and let's see here as well as just cool, because it's a Toronto brand as well as you guys didn't know that, like I've met people before and I go On to like the offices, which are really pretty, and obviously every girl there has like epic hair and you just walk in and you're like, I feel ugly, you know so yeah. These are just the exact same as any other clip in hair extensions, and you just pop these. On the side - oh, my god, actually just putting in like a couple of Clips is annoying. The halo is so cool, I'm actually so impressed like I'd. Never wear hair extensions on a regular life because I find them to annoy, but now I can see me like wanting to wear my hair extensions like when I actually I'm just like existing and not like just taking photos. So I'm really into this. You guys will definitely report back, obviously throughout the day, how they feel. I think I shouldn't have gone extra small though, and the head thing. I think that was maybe a small, so I might switch that next time, but yeah there you go. It'S me all o mermaidy, oh okay, just set up the camera tripod. I'M obsessed! Thank you little ridge, its back rapid eye babe. We should do in hello. You just named you know: oh we're cheating, so what she's so cute as she drooled? Okay. So on Instagram we would have my phone yeah on Instagram. I asked you guys to send any questions or anything. So, let's see if he came through, I don't really allow much time for you to do that. So, let's see if anything interesting has come in for us to discuss as we get ready this morning. Okay, I feel like you guys totally do, but let me get started and then we can go through the questions, so I'm just gon na kind of run through my makeup, because I do the same makeup all the time. But I'll talk, like you, explain little bits here and there, oh, my god, I'm so excited because I got Urban Outfitters are having a 30 percent off sale, which is like really good and they also sell some of the elate cosmetics, which I have been dying to Try because it's all sustainable natural vegan, like all the good things, comes in bamboo packaging, so it's biodegradable and also it's like refillable. So, instead of getting like a whole new package, you can just get a new like product to put inside as well. So there's like no waste involved, which obviously is amazing cuz, I'm about that make up life, but I ain't about that destroying the world life. So this sounds like it could be like a really good solution. So I'm excited so I just got three things to try today: a bronzer, a blush and a liquid eyeliner, so we'll try those out, along with using all my other regular products that I'd like to do, but really enjoying using like a spray at the start. Just like fresh advice to get up but get it exit hydrated. This is the Mario Badescu one in aloe herbs and rosewater. I really like it, but also faithful sprays like this, like straight up, is a not just like water, okay, there's some other random ingredients. So, for the most part, it's like water in things that you can make yourself, but you can make a better version of this. So maybe I'd even like try that out, I'm getting really into DIY beauty and that's something I really wanted to put videos on and we get better at making my own things cuz so much cheaper and like the ingredients that you know what's actually going in it And there's not like written and weird chemicals that you're like what does that mean? So I'm all about that DIY life, so I feel like I could maybe make my own facial spray and then I'm gon na use just like this is like the last drop left of my run, clean skincare primer and I'm obsessed with called canvas. The new bottle is orange, which I'm really into so. I think this is officially time to say goodbye to this one. Okay, so I guess I'll just start putting the start, I'm not really gon na go through them quickly beforehand. So, let's see some of you guys are just saying hi and stuff, which is cute um, okay, first question: question from m-state building totally random, but your favorite sports bras for hot yoga. So I guess my favorite like realistically right now is the Lululemon. That'S like the only actor wear own, it's just a little lemon, but really like I've been. I have it all bookmarked, there's a brand called girlfriend. Is it just girlfriend it might just be girlfriend, but they do active work, but it's all like recycled material. That goes into making it like it's a lot of the reprieve, which i think is Possible's that they make into clothing, which is so cool. So i really want to try girlfriend, but they don't have any colors that i'm really vibing with other than black. At the moment, which, obviously black always works, but i have like 10,000 black different activewear already, so i wait for them to come up with like a new release of like a fun color cuz. I really want to try them as well, but i mean i can definitely say that I love wearing an only wear Lululemon right now when I go to yoga, so I like them as well, but um. I really would like to promote like a more sustainable brand. So check out girlfriend as well cuz I'm into them, and just you know, like I said, patiently, waiting for a new color release because they do come out with like um seasonal ones. Wait! Oh, my god! I got distracted and started putting foundation on you guys. I can't talk while I do in makeup, because I get confused about what is happening. Okay, one. Second, let me just sort my life out, okay, so the foundation that I'm using again, I'm gon na use the a Stasia one, I'm obsessed with so far in 160c, but I just mixed a little bit of the deeper Anzhi from drunk elephant, which I also love. Just to make it like that, a little bit darker and more glowy, because I want you know, turn all his pale yeah. Okay, I didn't mean to put my foundation on first, but it happened. So I want to just use I'm under-eye concealer yeah. I ran out of my one from the Urban Decay, so I'm just using this old one. I have from Sephora underneath my eyes I got like. I just really want to actually use up all of my makeup so that by the end of the year I only have like a late and other like cool brands along those lines, but okay, next question from Livi Mazarin. How did you meet your bf? So we met through friends, my old roommate, which is why, like fetus so crazy, because the reason I even make met my old roommate and the reason that, like we've, moved in together was purely because my ex at the time I had like found this building was Like hey, look, there's like a cool place and not only posted about it on like a Facebook group in that time, but like the roommate who then moved in with me like, but anyways yeah, I met my boyfriend through my roommate um. My roommate at the time was dating my boyfriend's best friend, and so he came over and I was like haha and then like instantly fell in love. Basically and the rest is just a magical history, Oh from Schuyler Thomas, have you ever thought of doing a podcast? I love that, that's something that you would like consider me doing, cuz. Yes, I would obviously, if you watch my videos a lot. You know that I'm addicted to podcasts and like audiobooks all of that stuff, I just really love people like just talk to me all day. The podcast I find so fun because there there's educational ones or you learn new things, but also it's just a lot of them are just like funny, like people hanging out having a good time so yeah, I would definitely love to have a podcast. I know I signed with a new management company recently, which I'm really excited about - I really like the guy, but I'm working with, and he was talking about how they have a whole like podcast like thing within the studio company. So he was saying like that's something that we're gon na start talking about, so it sounds like I might actually do a podcast one day, but I just don't think I'm at like a point where I'm able to communicate well enough. You know like, I think I would at least need to have somebody do it with me, but maybe I would just have guests, but then you guys know I'm like the most antisocial person ever so we'll see. I, like you to have a podcast because it would force me to like talk to people. So if I like it'd, be good for me, I don't know but yeah. It'S definitely definitely something that I'm thinking about for sure. So this is just the tarte concealer. Now, in light neutral just odd, so you can seal that penis from color corrector, not that good stuff, okay, so from Ellen Emily and Evans, she said: wait hang on it's not listening before okay. So the next question, like I said, trip Emily and Evans. My boyfriend has really bad panic, anxiety, attacks ken or I guess. What can I do to help him calm down? So that's not really difficult one, because I think, like that's something you would obviously you're best off talking to your boyfriend about, because I think everybody has different like needs when it comes to feeling anxious. You know, like some people want to be left alone, like you telling them to calm down, like isn't gon na help in some senses, because I don't know like it bothers me. They'Re like calm down. It'S like. I know that my I'm being crazy right now like for me my anxiety. A lot is like certain things trigger it and I'll be like. I know that I don't need to feel anxious right now, like consciously I'm almost you're, not in control of how you feel a lot of the time like that's. What'S so crazy about anxiety, cuz I'll, be having a panic attack and being like this is so crazy. Like I don't need to be having a panic attack like all of those thoughts that somebody will be like. Oh, why are you freaking out, like Bubba Bob like yeah? No, but a lot of the time you just can't control it, like things will trigger me and it's like I have this emotional reaction. I can't control it, so sometimes it's just better to kind of just let a person be and like let them go through that emotional turmoil. But you know: if they're they don't have all those thoughts and they're like actually freaking out, and they don't realize that it's crazy then it could be something it could be helpful to be like hey, it's gon na be okay and, like don't worry so I think It just depends on the person. You know this didn't have time and space all that somebody wants, but sometimes they want you to just leave them alone. Like I don't know, everybody is different, but of course like I was outta dough like just being there for them and like just being that solid support system where they know that I'm freaking out or being anxious. Is it like something? That'S gon na off, put you or turn you away. I think would already just feel I said, actually got helpful thing for a person to have like. I find it so helpful, knowing that, like, if I'm having a mental break to my boyfriend, isn't gon na like leave me, because he knows that I'm just like crazy, and this was like life so honestly, just being being your best. Girlfriend self would be a good thing, but also yeah. Definitely just talk to him see what he needs says. I don't know. I think I don't think that that's like a bad thing, just be like hey babe, when you're feeling anxious is there anything I can do to help like. I just don't really know what to do in that situation. I'M like what what's the best thing or maybe it'll be different every time, and then you can be like just tell me what you need in that moment. Like you know, how can I help you? I think it's just such like a good way to just be like what do you need babe, you know and then for powder, I'm just using the weight. It'S anesthesia, who are you know, Laura Mercier, translucent powder. I have so many setting powders in my collection. It'S actually crazy, so I'm just trying you know, use them up. Okay, I tried baking the other day because I've been getting into like watching, make editorial those, and I was like baking everyone's talking about it and I wanted to get into it, but I tried it. You guys, like I swear, I did like what the girl did, and this doesn't all it did was like make me extra. Cakey, like I find baking, makes me turn into a cake like legit, like I don't really get how people do that to make it like work. I find you just end up with way too much product. I don't really get it. I did try. Okay yeah. I feel like that's a pretty good base situation that we got going down. Maybe a little more concealer is under my eyes to like help brighten and kind of try this. Let'S do a little contour. I wish I have a lighter concealer, but I've been really into a sponge lately, I feel like I go through phases where I hate sponges and I like sponges, but at the moment my skin seems to be vibing with it and it seems likely the best way That get my makeup to lay so um cue for it, okay from the same girl, you're so cute. She also said if your ideal goalie likes, such as how you know me if your ideal goal is to live on a hippie farm in the middle before us, how will you do yoga? What a lovely little question honey? Well, I imagine that'll be a state where I'm like expert yoga life. I think something that I would really like to do within the next couple of years is like to become like a yoga teacher like not maybe doing it like full-time. It'S like something that I would get money out of, but just like to go through the whole certification and everything I actually love that concept. So then, I imagine in my little like hippie farm calm, you or all me, my friends live I'm just like the yoga teacher and we have like class. It'S not like people like that would be really fun. Cuz. Honestly yoga is my hair thing ever so it actually have like the knowledge and skill to really like provide and share it with other people would be incredible. That'S a lot of you guys. Also ask like. Can I do a video where I actually explain how I do yoga and like like a teacher kind of vibe, and I definitely will do that - I'm not at the point where I can even do like most of the basic positions like perfectly exactly and so just Don'T want to like miss, inform or miss educate, so I think in a few months I'll be at a point where I'm like, I could do a little yoga routine and then, what's like all certified I'll, be you don't feel even more comfortable doing like YouTube videos About yoga, so in a few years, we'll have more real tutorials on yoga, but I'll do more semi ones. Soon: okay, gon na just do my eyebrows, the usual anastasiya dip, brow and number twelve brush that I always used. I'M just never found anything that I like doing my brows more than that, it's like I sighed I've tried like pencils, and I just finally getting like a good shape in line like is really hard with a pencil versus like a brush just a little bit easier. Just answer another question: why I do that good to do okay, a lot of you guys are actually asking this. This is from my reamp arrant Nerium parent, maybe makes more sense in my REM. When did you decide to go vegan? What made you decide to make it? The switch lovely question. Thank you. So I think I guess I made the decision to go vegan a long time before it actually went. Vegan, like I feel like I was maybe 14, and my friends who like this is definitely my friends were kind of like a large influence in this, but they had sent like earthlings. That movie and also like The Meat Is Murder. Video from that, like artist dude, you know the really big, I think, isn't the Beatles that guy. I got watched a few of those videos and I'm basically within like that. Like a little segment of me like seeing these animals being tortured - and I was just like - I can't I can't no, I cannot contribute to this so like I knew from like that 14-year old age. When I watched that video that, like being vegan, was what I wanted to be, but I also knew that, like I had no clue how - and so I was just like okay eventually, that's like what I want to be, but we'll just start slow and then I Think over time I just like learned more about it and eventually I went vegetarian and then pescetarian and then vegan like it was a very slow transition like I didn't actually go fully vegan until I was I think, nineteen years old or I guess eighteen, I was Turning 19 like in a few months type of things, it was August um, so I think I've been fully vegan now for like six or seven years, I could do the math and figure it out, but Oh top of my head. I think it's seven. I think it'll be seven in August, which is genuinely really crazy, um and I think when I first went vegan like the people who were like whoa girl, as if good luck, but I'm doing for seven years, still doing it so uh uh-huh. Don'T let people tell you that you can't do a thing because they don't know anything but yeah. So that's why I went vegan. I guess it's definitely like the animal reason, but obviously, like the more I learned about it as I like slowly transitioned. I, like obviously more reasons came into being like health and environments, and just you know, there's so many reasons why vegan is just what I'm about you know. Okay, so from this is a lovely question from steena viola. What motivates you the most I feel like this was really hard to like, actually think of on the top before like on the spot. I don't really know necessary. I guess for me, like my ultimate goal, and I know that people will say like you shouldn't talk about your goals, but I feel, like you know what Yolo I'm gon na tell you guys my dreams and then, if I don't reach them fine. But if I do reach them, then it'll be real good inspo to be like I'm so terrified right now, but I'm gon na try and then look it worked out like I just feel like it'll, be good like I'd rather just be honest about, like my experience As I go along so like my ultimate goal, I've kind of talked about it a few times like I really want. I don't really know exactly, but I would love to have enough money to have land so that I could have my own weak little magical farmland. Kommune with all my friends and we like live it up and it's like magical, so that's definitely a big motivational factor and also like I know. Sometimes people will be like oh girl, like you're, doing this, and this and like they get mad at you, because you're not perfect, which I totally understand, because when you're somebody is an influencer, you just want them to be perfect. But you have to also realize they're like absolute, like a person just like you know, I'm trying um, but what motivates me the most is I want to like grow so that I can change the world like. That'S all that I've actually ever wanted to do. Like my favorite classes were like geography in world issues, like all I ever didn't, like all of my projects was like make documentaries and other things like changing the world and helping to make it a better places. All that I actually care about. It'S all that I really wanted to do so it's why I feel so honored that, like I feel like that's something I'm gon na be able to do, or I guess I'm even sort of doing when I like impact like one person's life. I guess it's still like you know it's still a little bit of change, but ultimately I want to just like grow enough so that I have to get really big positive influence like magic. So while I went vegan or like started shall be sustainably like that's like what I mean you guys like, I just want to get to like level where it can have a really big positive impact and then like, like it, just pisses me off when people have Money - and they don't do things with it like. I just know that, like basically everything I have other than the fact that and debt - and we call it that, like I, don't need anything else like I know when I make money and have a lot, I'm just gon na be like good with it and like To do so, many good things and like start charities and donations, and just I just want to make the world a better place. So what motivates me is that I know that I need to be at like a certain place and a certain level in order to really how like the largest impact and like do the most. So, to be honest, what motivates me is like there are, like my neat things along the way like, oh, like what motivates me is. I guess like I want to like not be in debt like that. Stresses me out. So that's something that motivates me to like work hard and like pay, my bills and stuff, but like my ultimate true, like sole motivation, that like really gets me going. It'S like that, like magical future land, where I can just like actually help the world and like do good so um, that's what motivates me. Oh, this is an awesome question from a sleep. Did you go to college? Do you think it's worth? It was slash. What to do without it being in my mind Thanks great question so like I did go to college. First of all, I went to university went to Ryerson University and I took media production for any of you here. Um, which was just like we did lots of like TV and editing, and I okay. So what I want to say for this, is it just really depends on you what you want to do like post, uni like? Why are you going to uni like what's that for a goal cuz, I'm people like for me. I'Ll, be honest. I feel like. I didn't really learn anything or benefit in much of any way from my youtube or from University like so many things happened in that timeframe that I'm really grateful for and like I learned and grow. So I question whether any of that would happen. If I didn't go to university, but in how to like legit legitimate education that I was paying for to me, it wasn't really valuable and it just it. Just wasn't really things that I was wanted to do, or it was just things like a lot of the that I learned at school was stuff that, like it was like a tutorial that, like the teacher made, but it's like, I could have found this tutorial in De and lend it myself at home, like so much stuff, is just not really like schools and all that necessary now that we have to be internet and everything, so what I would say is like think about if it's really necessary for you to reach your goal. It'S because think about how much money like I know everywhere is different, but I think it probably cost me like maybe 60 grand in total for all my school and tuition and everything think about. If you took that money and invested it into like a business idea or something else like, I just think that people need to be a bit more smarter about that, like just cuz University is like what everyone does doesn't mean that it's the right way like. I think about how I could have spent that money and like started a business and career like I just I think that can be a waste. I think that you know if you want to be like a doctor or something where it's like. You can't learn this unless you're like in school, then by all means, or if you just want to make connections and stuff like for media productions. So many people like I'm just not the kind of person who's gon na make connections like I saw we cut persons that I am so it's not valuable for me, but some people will go to university and like meet so many different people who are into what They'Re into and then that's how they learn, how, like a group to then make a business or do something cool, so I think that there can be benefits and yeah again like if you can't learn what you want to learn at home, or you just know that You'Re not gon na learn, cuz you're, not a very self-motivated person. School is a great idea, but I all honestly question you know I'm like definitely within like the first two years of me. I was like this is pointless, but I already paid for half of it. So I might as well I get my degree, but I really thought it was such a waste of time and I'm just like so glad, I'm not in school anymore. So that's just something I would think about. I think that too many people go to uni cuz. It'S like what you do and I'm like you could probably do so much more with your life. If you took like a leap or whatever you know, and just like backing yourself for a little bit and tried something. But I don't know everyone's different. Everyone'S experience is different and again I'm talking out of my ass cuz. I did go to uni so, like I don't really know, but I just think that I was pointless and I didn't learn anything, and I was just like annoyed constantly that I had to do this homework and it was like wasting my time. So that's just what I would say personally. I don't think that it's always worth it. That'S for sure. Okay, let's try out this bronzer. So this is the universal cream, so they also have powder, but I think they - I don't. I don't know why one for cream, but that's what happened and on the original price is 29 us. Do it just erased it, but I think it's a 36 Canadian and then obviously I had 30 percent off. So I think I don't like it's got a pretty good deal and oh okay. This is the packaging, so it slides and it's magnetic it just satisfying. Oh that's always that sign but yeah. It opens like that and then there's a mirror on that side and your universal cream on this side. Okay, yeah. This can't be a bronzer. This is like too much like just sparkly glow Enis. So I misunderstood what I was purchasing, but I guess it's a highlighter which am I ever mad about receiving my highlighter like no, so I'm just gon na pop a little it just creamy. So I feel like you, can use a brush, but like fingers function just fine, you know I really like cream, highlighters and bluffers, and all of that, especially for summer, like next week um when I'm in Florida, I feel like I'm gon na, be living off of These, like a late creamy products, because I really love like the glossy, a well whatever it's called the the blush thing that they have, but it's obviously I think it has honey, arabes locks or something it's not vegan, so I wasn't gon na repurchase it. I think this is like the perfect alternative. I mean that looks pretty for sure. Let'S try the blush um. This is in the shade love. Oh pretty, so I'm just he's a little. Let'S see how pigmented it is okay, so it's really subtle. Can'T even see that it's enough it does what you need. Oh it doesn't even it's more pigmented in real life. Then it's showing up there, but it's definitely nice and subtle. So it should be like easy to apply all my stuff because I think, like one cream products are super pigmented. It'S like how much is to blend this out like it just I find it difficult. So I actually kind of like that. That'S really shared! That'S quite nice, although I shouldn't be using a mirror, can you see it? That'S pretty I really like and oh it also sounds like it's just um eyes. Cheeks and lips like you, could use it as eyeshadow. You could use it as like a lip balm as well, something with the router wonder as well. Okay, so because there didn't have bronzer, I'm just gon na try to contour a little bit more. This is just my usual Charlotte Tilbury. I really want to get into contouring, though, because I was watching videos for these girls like change they're, literally like they're, not the same person when they have their makeup done, and I'm like, I can be fire on Instagram if I knew how to do eye makeup, Like this, like what so, it's definitely something that I want to learn more about plus, then I guess would be interesting for videos right, like makeup is genuinely such a tallit when you think about a robbery will do it so well, okay, it's my attempt, like I Just don't really know how to contour my nose, so it's good, but I saw they do like the underneath and then the sides, your highlighter pops, a bit more Amy, hey we're almost done. I'M gon na use a little bit of highlighter. This is when I found my drawer from Laura Mercier and learnt Laura Mercier allure Marcia, my gosh Laura Mercier in indiscretion paste illuminator. It'S a really nice package. I love a bit this mirror is. This is good for coddling, I'm so happy. I wash my brushes putting on your makeup when you have like the grossest makeup brushes. It'S just really noticed one and I juice a little bit more blush. It'S cuz I feel like. I want a powder over top mm-hmm. How do I make ups just so much easier? You know it does look more natural when you use a cream, but if something don't easy about just plopping a powder on so it gets. Lastly, understands you and I so I'm just gon na throw a little bit of primer on from Urban Decay. Okay, next question: when are you coming back to AZ from XIV review? Thank you for your lovely question. How did you know I'm going back to Arizona and I think it's less than two months? That'S for sure. I can't really remember the exact math, maybe even like a month or five weeks like it's not that far from now and I'm actually pumped because Arizona, if you don't know it's like my favorite place ever by far like I haven't been to that many places. I guess I get to compare, but oh my gosh, like the minute I whirled rolled up in the desert and there's just like cactuses everywhere and mountains everywhere. Omg like I couldn't. Even so, I'm really really excited to go back in yes, like I said I guess less than two months, so um stay tuned for all the blogs and content. You know, I'm so said every look like a whole week. I can't wait. I literally like I just want to live in Arizona, so it makes me so excited. Oh, this is a cute one from Mia Kelly. We'Re super gon na stay. When you go on holiday, you're, amazing. I love you. I love you too. Various actually she's, just staying home like I, was considering taking her to a place or something, but because it's only for a few days. I just know that, like River hates change in any capacity so like moving her somewhere is like so me and like. I feel really bad so whenever I can get someone to just like come stay and hang out with Rio, that's like the most ideal situation. So that's what we're doing cuz we're literally gone for like two and a half days like it's not really a vacay. It'S just like a little mini trip um, so we have someone who's, just gon na come stay and hang out with Riven feed, her and stuff. I feel like that's just so much easier than bringing her somewhere yeah. I just one of my friends who, like surfing, really likes them so it'll, be it'll, be good, she'll, be happy, but yeah. I don't know like the few times. I just feel so guilty like picking her up and putting her in our carrying case, and I got already feel so bad cuz. I know I'm not gon na see her for a few days and that's just like the hardest thing ever, because I'm obsessed with her so um yeah, that's just what we're gon na do this time around and I think same thing with next time. Actually, my other friend said that she would look after when we go to Arizona, so I just think that's just so much easier than taking her places if it's possible like, but you obviously you know pens how lucky your friends or how good your friends are. You know, but I try to like it got my friends like presents so that they like looking after River cuz they're like oh, you might get a present. You know I just I try to make it worth their while because they really do appreciate it. Cuz, like I just can't like imagine letting River be looked after me like a total stranger or something like I just couldn't ever, do that because she's, like my child, like that's, not gon na happen, like I don't know that you're gon na be like the sweetest Little angel to rip - and you ain't even with her so like the thought of like hiring a sitter or something just stresses me out. So I'm really grateful that my friends are coming through. So just gon na find a little bit of the basic shadow. I'M just doing like a light. Pinky look today from my pilot sauce palette that I love best vegan eyeshadow palette. Ever you guys, like I can't I so many times I go into 4li like ooh. I want that I should have highlight like so often I swear. I all have Cardon, like literally all of them are like June. None of you can you not think of an alternative to this like. Why are you all in using this? It'S so frustrating, but this is the only one that you can get like: pinks and reds and ain't harmine. So I'm just saying honey. You should get this palette changes in love with it. I think I've called the holy grail, pallet yeah. So I guess I'm just gon na do I just I don't want to do. I think, a really simple eyeshadow, because I don't really want to mess with anything so we're just gon na. Do a nice, simple, brownie, Maddie color, just add a little bit of shape in my crease there. Okay, this is what was an interesting question from Liam. How do I get girls to like me? I know I'm not good looking, but I hold open doors and try to be a gentleman great question that I think, like probably boys and girls like a like struggle with, especially when you're like starting out with like dating him everything. So my response to this is gon na, like it's every girl's different like what they like is different. I know for me personally, like I honestly, almost like turned off. If a guy's pursuing me or interested in me, do you not, I mean so like if you're holding open a door like a girl to sense if you're holding open a door because you want to get in their pants or something versus just like being a good Person like just a hold open doors cuz like you'll, good egg, you know and don't expect or think you deserve anything as a result like it's just holding a door. No, I know they're, like you didn't mean anything by that, but I'm just I just mean not like a you. Can kind of it's like a creepy vibe like girls can really pick up on it because we just know every guy's, basically trying to sleep with us. So it's just like you're on guard and if I have the vibe that you're trying to get with me, I'm just like leave me alone creep. You know like it's just kind of the way it is even if I was thinking like wanted it, I'm just like leave me alone like I don't really. I think it's really awesome. If you can let the girl pursue you, which I know a lot of girls, don't too, but I think that's like the best way for dating it should be a girl, picks it cuz. It'S doesn't. You know it's like probably real versus the. What guys interested in you it's like? Well, it's probably just want on get it down or something else interested in you, it's probably because they like to think you're, cool or something like girls are. I think that we're a lot different and what we're like interested in, like I just want you to be a good person like obviously, if you're physically attractive. It helps, of course, but I don't think that's what it is really about in any way when it comes to dating it's not about what you look like it's about if you're like a good egg and awesome. So my suggestion as to focus on loving yourself, because I feel like once you start to think that your mom time, a common that like why wouldn't a girl want to be with you, you will dis, attract a girl like it will just happen. So try to just focus on like becoming a better you and in the process. You will find the right person and try to be the most to you. You can be as well because then your you might not maybe get the girl that you wanted, but you're gon na get the girl that is actually good for you, cuz, honestly, if there's no nothing worse than being in a relationship one. It'S like you're with the wrong person and you guys are both just being making each other miserable. So don't do that, be real, be you and focus on just like loving yourself and in time. I feel like you'll, find the girl who is into that version of you. You know I mean I know what I can see beyond that like get on tinder and up with people. My friend right now has like a little boy toy and that's how they met so like it seems to work well, those dating app um yeah. That'S all. I would really say, though, dude like you just got ta, be you and love you and eventually someone will come and just like try not to be thinking. I know it's hard. I guess cuz guys are just like extra like sex, always so I know it's a little difficult, but how to like not be thinking about that? That'S like impossible, isn't it but um, you know like cuz, you can just it impacts your life. It impacts the way. People sense you like, if you I can totally you're, just trying to get it down and dirty with the first girl. You find it's like a massive turnoff. You know so kind of more focused on. How do I find a girl that I like and who is like perfect for me and then once you find that girl? It trust me like cuz, they're, perfect for you you'll just be you and she'll know it and it'll all just matter going perfect. That'S what I would say. I hope that made sense. Oh, this is a lovely question from my whale at Wallin. How do I deal with feeling like I don't fit in BDD am not really sure. If that means feeling lonely. I know because I'm a 16 year old, so that it definitely helps because I think the older you get the more fitting in isn't really like a concept, because, like the thing with fitting in like in high school, is like there's just like this one type of Person that you should everyone thinks that you should be, and so there's a few people who are that most of them are just like faking it and pretending to be that, and so you are not fitting in it's, because you're actually like doing what you should do And like just being you and if you're, not fitting in it's because like there are people out there who are exactly like you like, if you're not an anomaly like that's, just not a thing that can ever be a thing, so everyone else is just too busy Faking it right now, but I think over time, if you focus I'm like doing you and like not fitting in, but just like being you and doing what makes you happy and feels good, you will attract the people who are into what you're into and then you'll Just automatically like fit in because you found like your people, and your group like fitting in, is not a thing like. It is because I know that, like everyone wants to be like the cool kids like hanging out with, like the groups in school and like school dynamics, are weird and like kind of make that become a thing but like realistically, you don't need to fit in. Like you were perfect, the way you are, you just need to find your tribe of people and you will but you're not gon na find them if you're trying to fit it in and be like something else. You know any me, and so in terms of like university, like school advice like it might just take time, you might not be able to fit in in that sense until you actually find those people - and I just think when you're 16, like a lot of people, Don'T even know who they are enough to then like be real and honest. So what I would say is just know that you're not crazy or like weird, like there's something wrong with you, really, if you're finding that you don't fit in it's just that. A lot of other people are too busy faking it right now, and it's really what I think you should is just kind of feel good that you're not faking it and you're kind of sticking true to who you are and over time, you'll find your people like. It'S just obviously, everyone always says it, but like high school is just nonsense like the people who are cool like end up like just being like the biggest actual losers in real life. Like you, just don't let that the little social dynamics of a few years of your life, which I get at the time, feels like never ending like. I totally totally totally get that, but like truly one day you'll be out of there and you'll look back and be like that person was a loser. I can't believe I tried to like make them like me, like you'll, just you'll get you'll you'll realize how fabulous you are basically, but I think that that does just kind of have to take time. It'S really hard to just like you can't it's hard for you to take my word for it until you've gotten to a place where you like yeah. I am awesome, no worries, and I don't like to do that because so many other people don't like that either. It'S time like you know, yeah, that's what I think so we're gon na try this liner. Now this is the elate liquid liner was 25 USD 33 Kennedy on so far so good you guys, it's really really light like how it applies this little brush. It is actually quite easy for application purposes. So far, let's see, oh my god, my hand is shaking so much liquid. Liner is so hard. Ah those girls who wear everyday, like how ok, I feel like in theory. This is good, but I'm just struggling to put it on right now because to try and go around my eyelashes, I'm just smudging everywhere. Ah, ok, so final verdict awesome right now on the liquid liner, like I do like it like in terms like a product. It'S definitely good minor, but I struggle I really wish it was like in pen a format like pen liners are just the way easier, at least for me, like I can't with your standard like this, liquid liner is actually really messy. I honestly think I might just go: go find my pen liner and fix it actually yeah like pen liner, that I like is from Tarte precision long wear liner, it's just I if you're really bad liquid. Why not try like a pen format like this? It'S so much easier. Ok, I feel like that's the best I'm gon na get in, I throw in a little bit of mascara you're, totally not supposed to in really cuz. I just the real lashes done. I really should not do this like regrets already, but just because I want to put some mascara on my bottom lashes and whenever I put mascara or like makeup on, like it doesn't matter. If I try to like wipe the lashes like they just kind of get lighter from like the eyeshadow, so I'm just gon na put a tiny little bit, I'm like at the very very tips of my lashes, but you shouldn't do this yeah there we go and I guess the last thing we just need his lips, so I'm gon na gon na switch up cuz. It'S a photo shoot J's. I'M gon na do like a million different lip colors, but we'll just use one of my feet: hot gossip, Charlotte Tilbury and oh, my god, how many lipstick with me. Let me go grab one okay, I'm gon na use this one because it's like one of my favorite lip colors, it's Leo from glossier. That'S the generation 3 lipsticks. It'S really good! To be honest, like all the generations G lipsticks they've got a house. Am I thinking like every color they're, just really good, because they're really blendable and buildable these lips are in need of an exfoliation, though yeah that's gon na bother me. Okay, hang on I'm gon na go quickly. Foley might want to call me. I'M at ok. Lips have been exfoliated that was really nice to Sarah, because I had like, I feel like full flakes like partly hanging off and putting on lipstick just makes I'm Way too realistic, so my god, I'm just gon na put oh, I want to try and contour around My lips, a tiny bit. I need to get like better brushes for like these kind of things again, I might know how to contour my lips look brush, do ideas but yeah, like I said, I'm just moving so many people contour and I'm like your face. Little different person so teach me your ways please, because I'd like to look great different person. You know the only bronzer shade I hot just a Charlotte Tilbury, film, strong glow and she's like a very pineal bronzer. It'S a great bronze, color they're, more dramatic contour.