I Relaxed My Natural Hair! #Relaxerhair

Get to know me whilst I relax my hair. First of all, I'm going to section my hair into four, not even even hi. My name is atini and get to know me whilst I relax my hair, but first of all, let's address the elephant in the room. Why am I relaxing my hair, so I have been natural for the last six years and now, looking at my length, it doesn't seem like I've had my hair for six years, because it's very curly at the moment and as well when I started my natural hair Journey I put hair dye into my hair. This caused my hair to break a lot in the first couple of I would say the first couple of years, not even the first couple of months. Only my hair broke a lot because of that, so my hair hasn't really seen it has grown, but it obviously hasn't grown as much as most people who are natural, who kept their hair full that length of time. So why am I relaxing my hair? First of all, I love my natural hair. I love the way it feels the way it looks. I love it. I have so many compliments of my name for my natural of my natural hair when I worn it out, but at the same time I can count the number of times that I've had my natural hair out. Sorry this is going out of focus a little bit here. I can count the number of times that I've had my natural hair out. This is because, most of the time, my hair is in a protective Style. The reason why my hair is in a protective style is that, most of the time because of work because of life, I do not have enough time to focus on doing my hair, so I will usually have it in a protective stuff. I'M just going to tie this a little bit so that it's not going into my onto my face um I've recently had a newborn baby he's two months old and as much as I love my hair, I have to talk and do this because of the time You can keep this in for so long anyway. I recently had an edge a little baby he's two months old and I've also got a nine-year-old as well my newborn because of my newborn. Obviously, my life is very demanding right now. I don't have the time that I had to take care of things like my hair and stuff like that, so I am trying to do whatever I can to have time to myself, so I'm basically choosing my time and my mental health over having my natural hair. I don't have the time currently to wash to take two days, for example, to wash my hair, which is how long it takes for me to and do whatever style I would have had on my hair, wash my hair shampoo. It deep condition it air dried blow. Dried straighten it that way, I can go to the hairdress and be able to do it. That'S how long it actually takes me. So mainly, that's the reason why I'm natural going natural - it's just because I do not have time so for my own mental health as well. I decided time for me to relax it. I have not come decision easily. I have thought about it. I have slept on it for months. I initially wanted to cuts my natural hair, but at the same time I didn't like the way my natural hair looked when I, when it was cut some people like look absolutely gorgeous with short hair. I do not. I look like a little boy, so I had to realize that you know what some people may look absolutely beautiful in their natural hair on when they have natural hair when they have natural short hair. But I'm not one of those people so yeah. Now that we've got that out of the way I've had received a ton, a ton of new subscribers on my channel, I like a lot of new subscribers. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I appreciate you. I see you thank you for sharing my channel. So much love and yeah. What is my name? My name is satini and um. That'S in the valley name. I am Zimbabwean and I am nde Valley. That'S a little too close for my scalp. I'M gon na burn there. Anyway. My name is satini um. I am a mother of a wonderful nine-year-old boy, he is the love of my life and God has recently blessed me with a two-month-old, and now I cannot imagine my life without him as well. I am going to apply this to my edges. I'M sure the hairdressers in the comment section are going to tell me that you did this wrong you're gon na burn. I probably did, but I'm not very good at this. I thought of my husband doing it for me, but then I just decided you know what I'm a big girl. I can put my scarf. If I want to, I can bend my scalp if I want to I'm gon na regret that any um. Let'S talk about marriage, I am married. I have a wonderful husband um. I married somebody I wanted to marry. I took my time I took my time. I didn't just jump in to this relationship. I took my time. I met somebody I liked and I married them. My husband, like I said, is the love of my life. He is my best friend um. I took this advice from the internet one day, and this is how I approach my marriage, so me and my husband. We are in a competition, although he doesn't know we're in a competition but we're in a competition. We are in a competition to love each other. In a competition to see who love the other one, the most yes, sometimes I slip up, but most of the time. I always take the time to remind him that, even though we have kids, even though we have a busy life and all of that, he is still the most important part of the foundation. Sorry, that's the timer okay! So now the eight minutes up, I need to smooth them up the hair and this process is supposed to take me another eight minutes, so I'll stop at 1935.. I have to keep checking for the time, because I won't pick up my phone anymore because I have relaxer everywhere and I don't want any of it going into my bare hands. There'S some parts of my hair that look like the Lesser didn't touch me anyway. As I was saying, my husband and I are in a competition to see who loves the other one, the most we try as much as we can to take each other out on dates. We take each other on dates alone. We try and take each other on days without the baby, whatever we can to try and spend time with each other as much as marriage is about family and everything. It is important to make time for your person and remind them remind them that they are the love of your life. Love of your life remind them that you still love them. You still adore them. We also give each other time for our own hobbies and everything. My favorite food, I love a good steak. I love a good flame grilled. Oh no sauce is just salt and pepper steak. I love my steak medium rare a little bit bloody. That'S how I like my steak, favorite drink. I love iced coffee. I could really do with the really good iced coffee that is my favorite drink. I like to make my own iced coffees, because I found that if I go to places where they actually make iced coffee, I'm not disappointed at the ends than anything even for place. Even for popular places, they just don't do it for me, I like to make it at home, put it in the blender. Oh, I love a good iced coffee. What did I study? I studied sales and marketing. I also studied communication science, and I did a level 5 Healthcare course, and I use that to work as a healthcare assistant. What is my YouTube channel about? My channel is mostly Healthcare assistant related stuff, as well as my life in Ireland living as a Zimbabwean. In this beautiful country I love Island. I love everything about Ireland. I love the culture, I love the people. I do not like the weather. What languages do I speak? I speak. I speak Shona foreign. What are my plans for 2022? Make a lot of money. Those are my plans for 2022.. What are my strengths? I'M a very loyal friend. If you love me and you treat me right, I'm your ride or die. I'M not! I'M not good. Let me explain something: I'm not good at answering text messages, although I'm a good friend if you're looking for me on Whatsapp, I can stay for hours without looking at my WhatsApp messages, I was so if you're my friend and you try and text me most likely. You won't find me but come to me when you have a problem and you need me and if I can, I will come through for you, I'm not the friend that you call to bury a dead body, because your girl wouldn't survive in jail. I wouldn't, but I'm the girl that if you need something and it's within my means, I will try my best to make that happen. For you, I'm a very loyal friend. I generally keep my friends Secrets very close um. I think that's one of my that's one of my strengths, one of my weaknesses, I struggle to say goodbye When It's Time to Say Goodbye in the sense we are mainly talking about friends and the relationship has you know, what's called Chinese course and it's time to Say goodbye, I am terrible at letting go and I will never say goodbye if you ever been a person in my life, who's hurt me and you're a good friend. I will not say goodbye to you. I will just block you, as I am afraid of Confrontation. There'S so many people who woke up one day and they realized they couldn't message me anymore without an explanation just because they had hurt me and I just decided to cut ties. I am the same with jobs, even when it's time for me to let go in a place of employment, I can overstay and stay there for a long time. That being said, I can be a little bit of a workaholic, I'm one of those people who you know. First in last out kind of people. Some people may be like that's a strength, no girl, that's a weakness. They pay you to work age to half past. Four leave a half past, so yeah. Let me go wash this off and just like that, my hair is now relaxed. This is where it finally looks like at the end. I haven't blow dried it or anything. So, that's why it's looking a little bit a little bit, not giving what it's supposed to be giving, but it feels lightweight, I'm happy enough I'll blow dry it and see how it comes out tomorrow. It looked a little bit bright, um a little while ago, because I had forgotten a step. Actually I had forgotten to put the hair mayonnaise, which I have done. This keeps coming in and out of focus so yeah. That is it all done and just like that, that is the end of my initial era. That doesn't mean I won't come back. That doesn't mean I won't try and cut it off and go natural again, but it's time for a change, it's time for something that makes me happy and better suits my life and yeah. Bye-Bye I'll see you in the next one