Applying Heat To My Hair After 2 Months

I am using my flat iron on number 320, so it might look up 350 from that way, but no it's on a 320 setting and i'm flat ironing. The reason why i'm doing it live is because i put laura gales, um light ash blonde on my hair, and i don't get it it made it darker. It actually made it darker, which i puzzled, because i'm supposed to do it was supposed to make it a little bit lighter and it was supposed to have made it um anyway. It did take a lot of breaths in this out. So that's why i'm doing it? I thought i would do this live so i can see because someone had to get into the bathroom, and so i'm doing it live here on you, oh my god. It'S amazing i put on my red, lipstick and pow. All of my features pop. You know with black hair, i really don't do red lipstick, but i did a 320 setting and i'm not fully applying it to my hair, this thing, but what i am doing is gently trying to get it to finish drying uh with this low setting and trying To curl slightly under to give it that curl, like that, i didn't throw it behind me. So i've already done this part and it feels a bit damp, but i mean i'm trying to get it dry. My roots are going like crazy, uh, so yeah. If you are a part of my membership program, you will be able to comment things like that. So, as you see my hair, i, finally, after all this time, i'm not doing it up, i'm not wearing a wig or a hair piece or anything like that. I am oh, it's hot hot. I do have protectant on it. I protect an the reason i put on makeup because my makeup is actually protecting my skin from breakout. I'Ve been on tick, tock, cutting up and acting like another case um. I'M really irritated about the fact that i was actually going to say something, but it's off topic. It has nothing to do with what i'm doing, but i plan on doing a video tonight. It'S gon na be a hot topic. It'S actually gon na have something to do, because i'm following a lot of women who are trans women on tick, tock and they're, telling their stories they're discussing and sharing their personal experience and about how, in november, that you know they pay tribute to all of the Women who are being she's talking was talking about how you know her sisters are being killed, murdered and things like that because of them being different, and i want to touch base on that because, to be honest for me on a personal level, i'm not i don't Have a problem with gentlemen, i think they're beautiful. I think amazing, one more thing: people talk about religion, talking, oh, why do all religious people? You know things like okay, so i'm also getting on topic already discussing it me growing up in you know christian church stuff, like that, i you know they say whatever they want to. They apply their own rules, a lot of people. You know they want to focus on what is convenient for them, but then again i know a lot of pastors who ended up being called out because they were having unmarital relationships outside of their marriage, and you know, let's face it. That'S that's part of the um ten commandments. Secondly, if you look, the bible mentions enlightens about three times, and the newt is someone who was born one gender and they actually surgically had a procedure done to their body, so they were considered to be highly respected and the days of christianity dwelt. If we still have fake christianities, but in the days of jesus i remember so, i think that trans women should be highly respected and admired and let them be who they are. Be you be true to yourself, you shouldn't have to be be true to yourself, and then you have to suffer consequences from it. I mean that's just ridiculous and besides that, how can everyone be so against people who are gay or trans or lesbian or what you know? Why are you going to be hating on them straight people you're, the one who produced him? Well, we are the one who produces them. So what is your problem? Why are you passing judgment? God didn't give you the reason he didn't give anybody the power to judge anyone. So that's how i feel about it. I'M like this find your own damn business. You know get with the program, so i'm doing straightening with the side curl under finally using a rubber. I cannot believe i did that to remove any yellowy tones which it did, but i cannot believe that light ash blonde by l'oreal made my hair darker. I did not touch my roots, i'm leaving my roots dark out. I do have a um hair protecting oil on my hair, so um, yes, my hair is going pretty fast because the last time i did a video it was up here, and i talked about a lot of stuff because i have a lot of things. On my mind, to have a lot of things to do. You know i don't know. I just people just piss me off sometime, especially with stupidity and ignorance. You know they say. Ignorance is blind. God knows something in oh. I like the puff up there, like that. Oh, my god. I love that because it goes good with my wig. It looks really good, but i'm not. I don't. I don't think i know i'm not going to add extra hair on today. God i wish i had some clothing. I don't have a lot of clothing here, pretty much a lot of that my mom, because i wanted to be prepared. If i felt like i had to run so far, i have it which reminds me of two therapy sessions today that had one now there's one more to go, but that one's with duelists with two people by the way. If someone comes and they're trying to bully you on social media or say something and then yet they have no followers, nothing like that and then they feel like they have nothing to say to you. Why are you gon na pay them attention? Obviously, that phone is nobody on social media, so don't give in to that. Yes, i repeated myself like simply again, it's amazing. I am really what i'm finding out with tick-tock. It'S actually i'm getting more educated about people and how they feel and where they stand in this modern world that we're living in what shocks me is the fact that the united states is not moving forward. It'S moving backwards. They need to add more people to the house. They'Re talking about voting for 2024 - oh, my god, i'm serious. Can we get some? A young person then start coming up in this thing? Can we get some young candidates? Please uh not some young dumbass, but someone who is for the people. I don't care what team they're on. I want someone here for the american people now, when you talk about what i talk about the american people, i'm talking about everyone. Okay, we have so many people here that are biracial and things well, i'm flat out in my hair shelly see i'm. I have not actually applied any kind of heat thing to my hair in two months. This is the first time so uh. I did not blow dry my hair, let the air dry as much as possible, so i'm using a flat iron on low heat. I applied light ash blonde and onto my eyelash pond that looked almost like a platinum and it made my hair darker. It literally made my hair darker. I did all i did was red lipstick, but my thing is: is that, oh, my god i had my friend vanessa and my friend, brittany looked me up on alexa y'all. It was crazy. Britney'S hers was like through her alexa. Her set called me. Um celebrity youtuber. Millions of views subscribers i actually have in different countries and or outside together. I have 3 million subscribers. What you're seeing is only a portion - that's here through youtube, but my videos when i'm live or in other things, i'm actually live through other programs that are connected with them youtube but they're, not with youtube. There is a type of youtube, but different countries that are connected, and so i actually have over three million subscribers. The ones you see here are just the ones. I think that have a i don't know. I have no idea, i have to look it up, i'm not really not interested in myself, like that. I know who i am. I know what i'm about, or i cannot believe that ultralight blonde made me darker, which i'm still blonde. Oh my god, i'm sorry. I have always been dying to say that i've always wanted to say that so they keep me going. I can't help it. I'Ve always wanted. I'M surprised, i haven't been getting more deals from um cosmetic companies. Normally i do. Oh my rollers. Oh my god. I should be doing this and applying my rollers, but i mean, what's the point, i'm going to end up pulling this up on top of my head inhale, so it doesn't matter yeah. It doesn't matter. Sorry girl, let's just end up being on top of my head. Eventually, it's not like i'm going to end up, leaving it down that long or anything, so i'm actually just coming online, showing you the progress of my hair growth. As you see it's in my ears, okay, i need this effort to come up some more. Oh hi. No filter look at that. That'S as close to madonna as you're gon na get i'm sorry. I had to say it because it's the truth, it's the truth. I'M almost done so see. I kept all my dark roots. I did not apply anything on that. Oh, my god, so i did get a message that was family related like okay. You know what no one in the family discusses their relationship or, if they're related to madonna, because she doesn't like that. I'M like, oh god, i said, i'm not doing it a bad way, i'm doing it in a positive way and besides that hello, i look more like her than other cousins. There are no other cousins who look this much like her and that's for real and i'm not using her to gain money. That'S one thing she does not like. She doesn't like when family uses her uses her image or her name to gain money like christopher did. I'M not doing that, i'm simply enjoying the family lineage of resemblance and that's it having fun with it. I love every minute. I love it. That'S how come on i i'm like i, like my long hair, i'm still torn. You know. I know everyone ruled in me. Doing my hair about black going back brunette, but i'm really adjusting to my hair blonde, i'm really adjusting to this very well by my dad um, it's not like a platinum or anything i mean it could get there if i wanted it to, but i don't want It that blonde - but i do like it, it gives you that pop of clam - oh god, where is my stone? I have why don't i have a supply list and everything? Maybe i need to go to the world foreign hello? Oh wow, well, shelley. You know what honey you can always go back lighter. Oh my god. Oh my god, i had a bob like this is so borderline. I think i don't know. I think i'm gon na do my hair parted to the side. I'Ve always liked the side part. So i am not completely pressing, and this is not completely i'm not like doing it. Um hard like boom. Like all the way, i'm leaving a little space like this in between so that way it can remove any dampness. That'S there um yeah. I better get ready because we are going to be having a hot topic tonight. Um. Yes, i've already advised my moderators. So did they know so in case you end up seeing this they will know. Hot topic is coming tonight when i say a hot topic. That means it's a bit controversial, so some of you might not be able to handle it. Some of you might not be able to deal with it. So i'm just letting you know. No, it's not doll related. It'S humid related because there's so much crap going on. I'M using paddle brush and i'm gently as you see, going through to commit any breakage, but i have a miracle tim leave-in conditioner. I may also have two different hair oils. I still feel dampness in the back, but it did get rid of those reddish tones, so it got a more even tone. I cannot believe the light ash blonde darkened my hair, but i did say i have no intentions of male, but with it darkening a little bit. I guess it'll work out because once i go back black it'll work out now i had cut bangs, so my hair was black. So that's why the font is so much shorter because i had cut bangs, but you know what look at that my bangs. I had them kind of up here. So that's how much they go. I would see the black roots. It'S not brown, it's black! Why are you beeping, oh hell, how'd you get over 300. What is up with you? Why are you doing something of your? Oh okay? It went down okay, so 300, very, very low um. Not calling me i'm not going to style this, i'm not used to stuff. If you would like to join comment, please sign up for the membership program that i have available. It'S inexpensive, it's affordable, so i'm gon na break the thing. Still, google, your information is protected. As you know, many people have already joined that. No, i'm not getting your money, it doesn't go to me unless you hit on that thing and donating something to me and that's entirely up to you, i'm not asking i'm just just especially down there hold up okay. So i'm pulling my hair up up here. Do a little twist: well, i'm doing a big boof of food because i'm drawing my cloth it's one of those little ones. It'S got like that feel that keeps it up. I am not trying to be back so one thing about me: adding some straightening to my hair is that i don't have to be worried about it, keep it from getting tangled and better things like that, i'm trying to think what the hell do i have. I have three different hair oils, i'm probably gon na add the silk hair hair oil, but look at that. I mean i can't believe it made it darker light ash blonde by l'oreal made my hair darker that i have first hair color on my box was so much lighter. I'M sorry i'm broken out because it is the first week of the month and my friend is visiting. Please read between the lines and you'll understand what i'm talking about bloatedness facial breakout - oh my god. Yes, she came to visit me today. She dwelling started mostly so yeah if your hair is damaged. That tells you how much my hair is growing since i dyed it well. 1. 2.. Anyway, i don't see myself ever. This is where i've had breakage, but i had cut bangs. So that's it through our cupboards and headed anyway. It doesn't matter. Even my hair was long. It was they had those issues. Of course, many of you know my hair used to be down to my face when it was my natural black color, but i said i want to go a little hollywood so and wow, i'm actually just wearing l'oreal infallible foundation, a very thin layer after cleansing moisturizing. Oh he's gone, so that's why i got ta. That'S where i wonder about his adventures, one more time because of um. It keeps it nice and smooth, and then i have enough hair oils in it. I just took behind my ears all right, the back! That'S done! That'S good as i'm going to get it, and then i got this sticking up all over my head. Busy bee is always blessing. Me bless her heart. I am so grateful for everything she does for me. She always sends me like a little reward. Y'All see that little button down now, where you can do that, i'm just so grateful she does that and that's out of the kindness out of her compassionate heart such a blessing, and this is just to get everything nice and straight. So it's more manageable um. How long i'm gon na keep it down? Trust me. I doubt if it's gon na be long, i'm just not into my hair being down, especially in the heat. Oh, my god, look at my words, yeah see no hair in the paddle brush. That'S a good sign! I mean every time i wash it. I do a deep conditioning today. I just used a conditioner that was already in that came with the l'oreal conditioner, so instead of using my regular just sit down and left it in for a while yeah, i wanted to get rid of something when those orange tones fell up in here and said That looks a lot more. Even i didn't leave it in long either because i didn't want it to turn green or some weird color. Okay, let's show this a little differently here wait. How did i do my hair that time? I did that video. It was a music god i had it thrown all over to this. I'Ve been doing so. My everything shelly go ahead. Sweetheart you don't have to. Let me know you don't have to tell me you're good. Oh with me, soy milk. It has protein. Oh wow, not the difference without the light got it. Okay, i mean. Oh okay, that's a big difference in hair color right there. Oh, it's shiny, shine, shine! Okay, oh yeah! I like that. Look, oh wow! That looks really good. What do y'all think oh yeah resemblance is absolutely uncanny. I just need to lose some weight, i mean i'm. I can't believe the light ash brown didn't, do it more than what it did well, i was expecting it too. Do i expect miracles while of course i do? Of course i do so i'm trying to go for global glam. I want to apologize about my web robe. I do not have a lot of clothes here, so i actually end up washing the same clothes over. Quite often uh you'd be surprised. Okay, i need hair oil. I get clothes there, so i'm going to apply the biosilk, the bion silk hair oil - oh my god, i like how that does that see that is so freaking glam hair oil will give you that, oh my god i like this. So i'm going to add some of this in and then i'm actually going to go back and we touch underneath up under here. The top part is looking great, but this is how come i've been wearing my hair up on top of my head in a ball. All the time because i have conditioner in it and all of that good stuff. So now i'm going to turn around and redo this again and go through it. The reason why i have to keep redoing the um when i'm going over with the flat iron a different i have to keep going over. It is because i have it on the lowest temperature possible and it's not doing quite enough. So that's why i have to go over it more than once, because i'm doing it gently and i don't want no more breakage, i mean well, the breakage i have is actually from bank. It'S not even breakage. I cut bangs when it was black, so yeah, okay, so before i do it, i'm going to add some oil not much, but i have so goodbye. Also that's a little bit pricey, but it's worth it now. I can tell you that madonna uses bumble bumble on her hair uh. She goes up north and does it god uh? Who is it that's right? I think i want to say chicago. It depends, i don't know, but anyway, debbie massar went to cosmetology school and i think madonna has her do her hair because she trusts her and she's been with her since before she was famous and she stays true to those people because they haven't. No, let's see the oil yeah that works great. I am not applying directly completely on my hair, but this is a ceramic type, curling iron. So with that pink, i know his birthday coming soon, but i understand knocking on the door. I'M doing my hair live on youtube, so um media. So i think it's weird how the light ash blonde made this here. It did take out red some red tone red tones. I was tired of using those um toners and purple mask so it did, but it made it darker like a dark blonde. I'M really dude. Oh my god, i'm sitting here following my hair. I bet you got ta plug it in okay there. It is all right. I take it down, the lowest is 300, but i put it on 320 because when your hair has been bleached and everything it's not your best friend, i swear, oh, that feels very nice and silky, and straight oh good, you're hot already god. I wish other things. Would get not that fast? I tell you what there'd be a lot of happy people in the world. Oh yeah, i said that and it'd be all right. Oh yeah see i got my curl and that's what i'm trying to do. I'M sitting here thinking i have got to change, tops and i'm like. Oh my god, i am so limited to what i got. I still see some auburn up in here. I was on video chat with vanessa. While i was applying that color and when it was wet, it looked so much more lighter see. The thing is that when you flat on a car like this you're making, the cuticle lie down flat. So this way the leave-in conditioner that i do have in it and then the oils, because i let it air dry and i hold it in, but today was one of the days i was like. I need to fly. I want to try it. I want to do it. I want to see how it looks because i have two of these claws and i can sort of play with them with my hair if it has a little curl to it, i'm just flattening and curling those ends. I do not have a curling iron, but did i put oil on this side? I don't think so. Okay, i pay mostly a close attention at the ends. Okay, now i come back to it and come up okay, oh wow. It makes it so ultra silky, smooth yeah. It made it a dark blonde. It did take out some a lot of black brassiness and the thing is about the oil. I won't have to sample it for a few days, so that keeps it healthy as well. What are my thumbs up? People? Oh my god, i mean i don't get it. What are my thumbs up? People be hiding. It doesn't cost anything to give a thumbs up. You know you support me. I support you. Well, i could support you more if you're in the membership program, then i can actually go to your account and subscribe to you, but then believe it or not. When someone like me is on youtube live and then when i do that - and i acknowledge you in life on here - it can actually get you more. It gets you more attention and it can also get you more subscribers on your channel. Some people don't see it. That way, but yeah, that is how it works and you'll get more subscribers on your own. If you have videos, if you don't have any videos rather than darling, i simply can't type you because you have to do the work i mean you know you can't expect like get it for free. You know you have to do the work. Do some videos put up some content stuff that people will like? Oh, this is gon na have a 65 okay, i'm getting part of all of any dampness to make sure it's all gone. Oh, i shouldn't use a clip god. I can't look at her. It has oil for protection and everything, oh god, i have to have something that has to be cut down. Oh so we got watermelon right and then came a question about because i wasn't the one who cut the watermelon. Someone else cut the watermelon and i got hold of one half of it and i cut the very center out and i made it and then someone said who got the center of the watermelon who got the center. I said i did, i said someone else cut. It and i got the part that i wanted. I know that's cool right. That looks good. Oh my god, i wish i had my blood. Almost the you know the glam new ones do some glamorous dark, glamor stuff. I'M only adding a few drops of the bio silk hair oil, especially on your end yeah. I can tell my hair definitely made my hair look darker. I can't believe that, because the box, it was so light, i was like thinking - oh my god, looking platinum. No, i didn't it lied it like the box high see. No, my hair does not look like that. Oh well, and the thing is, is that my hair is light enough to wear it could have taken it should it should have taken that collar. But then i didn't leave it in too long. I was concerned about because, when you're done with ash color, i did not want to come out looking green and then you have to spend more money trying to get some kind of a kit hair, color uh. I ain't doing all that, so you know what i ain't gon na complain, but just leave it like it is, but i put it on or not. I didn't put it on everything i just stuck it on the parts that were brassy with those ready tone, radish tones. Oh thank god he's not watching me or videos on youtube. I don't like to be around people who actually watch me. It'S just weird, okay, making sure i get dead, i'm never kidding, yeah yeah yeah, that's good! So you go out and down out and down it protects your hair more. I don't know what this looks like from behind and i don't have anyone that's able to comment. So that really sucks, oh god, let me see. Oh oh wow, it looks like that. Oh that looks good. I still see some red little little reddish tones in there, but you know what i don't care about that look at all that jet black hair. There. You see my real hair y'all, that's my real hair color, my jet black! So now you know i did not dye my hair black. Now. You know my hair was really jet black. Are you back shelly look girl. Look at my roots! Wait! Let me come in. Okay, look i had someone tell me there was like my hair was going fast. I think it's going fast, but um. I don't know how much a person's hair is supposed to grow. I think that's about two months. No. Is it two months growth? Oh no! It'S not even a month. Actually i just thought about that because i haven't been here like that long. So, no, that's not even a month's growth uh because i had it almost freshly done when i came an inch. Oh wow. Look at that! Oh, this is pretty look. What do you think shelley, so my hair is growing about an inch a month, which means? Oh, that's good. Oh my god, this looks so freaking. Pretty. Look that contaminant of color not me lifting it up in the air. I'M like here. Jesus smell, my hair smell, no help it grow faster, have a professor! Let it grow. Oh my god look girl, that's some jet black roots. No, there is no way. I could keep my hair up being blonde. Oh my god, no way well. At least my vitamins are working good. So that's positive note because i'm on a full vitamin and i'm also on biotin, my reception is pixelated. I have no wi-fi, i'm poor, i'm sorry! I have not enough electricity. So i'm sorry i mean internet. I don't have enough internet supposedly i'm supposed to unless it's getting cloudy outside again up here when it gets cloudy. It does that okay, trying to make sure i get rid of the wave near my scalp, because my hair is naturally wavy like oh, this is looking pretty it's very maryland madonna early. Well, i was just early 90s, but marilyn wasn't here in the early 90s, her image? Oh my god, look! No! No! I am so not doing my roots. No, this is it. This is the end of my blonde ambition. Jordy. This is the end. So as it's getting growing out, that's it i'll end up getting darker toward the end of the year. I guess it's a good thing that hair color did make it lighter in a way because i'm tired, this is exhausting good. Lord. I love melon monroe too, but you know the fact is this: you know i didn't get it, i'm not getting a tattooed, i'm not related to work, but secondly, i mean she dealt with a lot of schizophrenia issues. She did have mental illness and hers was at a level that crossed her life. You know, regardless what people say or what people believe at the end of the day she did have mental illness. It became more and more difficult for her to perform and do her job as an actress with all due respect, and i admire her, i loved her. I have her movie collection because i think she was a very beautiful woman and she was very used and abused in the industry and they definitely cheated her out of so much money and they talked about you know her estate. Well, she had no siblings. She had no husband during the time of her passing so who got her estate exactly her ex-husband's sister and she is just making all kinds of money off of that. It'S sad, isn't it and then i find out recently that her favorite perfume was chanel number five, which i knew that, but the formula is different than it um now than it was back then. So if you want to know what that smells like, you have to actually go online to ebay, to try and order and purchase cinnamon number five from the 50s or 260s. Apparently it was made out of some kind of animal smell or something i was reading about. It, oh god, like i said, a lot of stuff comes up on tick tock and i have had the opportunity to meet so many cool amazing people on my journey and think talk that i never expected to happen. People are actually connected with and actually no just one person i've had communication with, i could totally relate. I don't know something about them that just i was shown to them yeah. I can see how you can relate to her because you've been through so much um. Emotional and physical abuse, you know taking advantage of, and things like that, and you know you are abused growing up as a child as she was yeah and i think that's how can i can relate to her on that level because you both have that experience? What does it look pretty? What do you mean? I don't know well honey. A man will use you. If you let him that's why you have to use him first. You know it's a talky talk world. It is true, i mean that's just getting real right. There period well, there you go. It'S been a very long time since i've done a video of me drawing my hair, like that. I'Ve showed y'all how i've done my whenever i have leg when i did, but then too, when i did that you also knew that i had long hair as well. Let'S lift this up. Some you want me did it. Did i get that song levitating in my head by dewalippa yeah, yeah yeah there? No, i'm not using a filter at all! Well, the flat iron, a little hair oil. That'S it no hairspray in here and nothing, there's no spray whatsoever. I need more powder. I'M sweating like a center and church, so yeah bio, silk, silk therapy. I got the light kind um to get the silkiness okay, i got the barbie pink caboodles. Okay, i'm coming out. Okay, i'm going to use rimmel stay matte there. Well, i could see that too and again everyone said that about madonna reading some tabloids, someone found they had scent where they collected stuff from her, and they said that people were like she was um trying to say she was madonna's, daughter, bing bing. Now my chin line definitely is more narrow and then like this area, and so i'm not trying to look like marilyn. All i do is look like myself and that's that it's the hair style that gives the mirror look. Sorry, i wiped off the cameraman shame. I didn't do the black liner, okay here it is in some light. Oh this is such a glam look, even if my roots are coming through. Oh my god, i don't have any kind of a glamorous shirt to wear. Oh, this is, i guess, you say, gentlemen, prefer blonde that type of show sunlight. So i finally did it. I finally stopped my hair done. I'M done okay time to put my phone back on charge and i'm sweating, i'm exhausted, so cool. So now i'm going to take i'm going to have some fun and i'm going to play around on um tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock and see what i can do with their stuff. Since now i got my hair done. Oh my god! It'S hot! I'M ready to just pull it back up. Oh, this is good. Do it in the updo i'm not. I won't spend too much work to do that. So, at least, when i go to sleep, i don't have to be worried. It'Ll stay like this: with the oil prevent the heat from making it frizzy all right cool there, we go hi all right. So thank you for joining me. While i do my hair for those of you who did a special special special special special thank you for those of you who gave me a thumbs up, thank you. I wish you all the best see you all soon bye wait before we go. Let'S play with a little filter, i'm gon na filter, okay done bye thanks for joining